we didn't flirt

"No...it's not a choice, I didn't want to choose." Ye Xing was so angry and anxious by Guan Yan's attitude that he kept saying that he wanted to break up, and couldn't stop crying, so he could only wipe his tears and say: "This is not multiple-choice question."

Seeing Ye Xing crying so sadly, Guan Yan felt melancholy and sad, and couldn't help sighing: "It's really not." With her, there is no other option but to break up.

Ye Xing looked at Guan Yan with tears in his eyes. Even though his vision was blurred by tears, he could still clearly see the determination in Guan Yan's eyes. She was sad and angry, why wouldn't she listen to her?Do you want to break up just like that?Can breaking up be so hasty?She hasn't figured out anything yet, how can she insist that she has someone else in her heart?

Grief and indignation were mixed, and the tears became more unscrupulous, but Ye Xing didn't know how to express her inner emotions. She said that she didn't like Mu Yao's emotions, and Guan Yan didn't believe her, but she still couldn't explain how she felt towards Mu Yao. .

For a moment, Ye Rong didn't know what to do, but asked with a heartache: "Why are you so willing to believe that I like Mu Yao?"

Guan Yan, who reached out to get a tissue for Ye Rong, paused, looked at her inexplicably, and didn't understand the meaning of Ye Rong's words for a while, she took out a tissue and handed it to Ye Rong, but was thrown aside by Ye Rong resentfully.

Guan Yan was helpless: "No matter how you look at it, you like her. Is this a question of whether you believe it or not?"

"You say I like her when you see something? Why don't you believe me when I say I don't like her? Do you want to break up with me just like that?" Ye Xing was so angry that he couldn't help raising his voice, angry at the thousand words in his heart She couldn't speak any words, and she was also angry that Guan Yan broke up with her in such a hurry.

She obviously hadn't done anything yet, but Guan Yan showed an irretrievable determination, preferring to believe that she just fell in love with others, rather than spend some time listening to her statement.If it were her, unless Guan Yan personally said that he liked someone else, she would never believe that Guan Yan would be tempted by others, and she would choose to believe that she was thinking too much.

Although Ye Xing has always known that Guan Yan is not a person who takes feelings very seriously, she never imagined that her weight in Guan Yan's heart is so humble.

Looking at the extremely sad and indignant Ye Rong, Guan Yan was baffled, it was obviously Ye Rong's empathy and resurgence of love, but Ye Rong said that, it seemed that she was the one who was wrong.She said calmly: "Of course I don't want to break up with you, but I won't deceive myself because I don't want to break up. Some things are intolerable."

Ye Rong was speechless, she didn't know how to convince Guan Yan that she really didn't like Mu Yao's feelings, how could she let Guan Yan know that after seeing Mu Yao, she didn't even think about going with her for even a moment. Mu Yao was reunited, she didn't even know how to tell Guan Yan, how much she wanted to see Guan Yan at that time.

Unable to understand her emotions, Ye Xing was a little tired. She wiped away the tears on her face, lowered her eyes not to look at Guan Yan, and asked softly: "Can you give me some time? I'm a bit messy now, wait until I tidy myself up emotions, let’s talk about it.”

Guan Yan opened her mouth, wanting to say that there is no room for negotiation on this matter, but seeing Ye Ling's distraught look, she really couldn't say it out, anyway, she still has a lot of things to decide, even if it's a breakup, they really need to make up their minds. Talk, she replied calmly: "Okay."

Hearing Guan Yan's answer, Ye Xing's heart was full of disappointment. She said she wanted time, but Guan Yan really agreed, and the promise was so calm, as if no matter what she said later, she couldn't change it. The result of their breakup.

Evoking a bleak smile, Ye Xing got up and left, even though she didn't want to leave at all, but her self-esteem didn't allow her to stay here any longer.

Seeing Ye Xing's lonely back, Guan Yan felt very sad, and she said, "Let Xiaolan see you off."

Ye Rong paused, but did not respond.

Before opening the door, Ye Xing still couldn't help turning around to look at Guan Yan, endured the pain like a tearing heart, tried to calm his tone, and asked: "Have you tried to believe that I don't like Mu Yao? ?”

"..." Guan Yan was slightly taken aback, the faint unwillingness in Ye Xing's tone prevented her from answering the question she had already answered just now.

Seemingly getting an answer in Guan Yan's silence, Ye Xing turned and left, the moment his sight slipped, Guan Yan's heart felt like a knife was cut, and it hurt hard.

After Ye Rong left, Guan Yan sat on the sofa in a daze for a long time, feeling powerless all over her body, making her unable to summon up energy to do anything.

It happened so suddenly that she was caught off guard. When she went out in the afternoon, she was still worried that something happened to Ye Xing, but she ran to break up after this.She thought to herself that her relationship ended so suddenly every time.

Seeing the script on the coffee table, Guan Yan couldn't help but feel a little sad. Before going out, she was still studying the script. It was a project prepared for Ye Xing. She wanted Ye Xing to use this movie to win the Best Actress Award. If Ye Xing If they can win the award, they can speak for themselves with their grades. They can get rid of the current embarrassment earlier, and realize Ye Xing's desire to live with her earlier.

But who would have thought that after going out and coming back, the script would seem to be useless.

I was very sad, so sad that Guan Yan felt a little difficult to breathe, it turns out that being broken up is such an uncomfortable thing.The last time she broke up with He Lan, she was so angry that she had no time to be sad about the end of the relationship between the two of them. Even if the anger subsided, she didn't regret the betrayed relationship too much.

Even though she had been with He Lan for a longer time, she hardly left any resentment in her heart. The reason for this was that she got the answer in her relationship with Ye Rong——she didn't love He Lan as much as she imagined , or her love is without any sacrifice, so she can't even leave her reluctance at the end.When she realized this, she was unwilling, because she always felt that she loved He Lan very much, but in fact it was just her self-righteousness, so she tried to pay for Ye Xing.

But it turns out that this is the right thing to do. Her desire to give makes her like Ye Rong more and more, and she is more and more serious about her liking for Ye Rong, so now she will feel bad for losing Ye Rong. The pain clearly told her her dissatisfaction and love for Ye Xing, this was probably her only consolation, at least this relationship left something for her, and it wouldn't leave her empty after it was over.

It's just that no matter how much she likes her, she can't accept that there is another person in Ye Rong's heart.She won't cling to it just because she has paid. It is her choice to pay, and it is also her choice to end. She does not regret what she has given, nor does she regret that she once believed.

Not wanting to immerse herself in emotions too much, Guan Yan forced herself not to think about these things, went upstairs to take a bath and take a rest, all things will be discussed tomorrow.

*****

When Ye Rong returned home, Qiao Rou was at home, she was a little surprised to see her back, then immediately understood the situation, and asked cautiously: "Did you quarrel with Guan Yan?"

Ye Xing was so calm and indifferent: "She wants to break up with me."

"……separate?!"

"She said that I still like Muyao, and she can't tolerate someone else in my heart."

Qiao Rou gasped, not knowing how to respond, she knew that Mu Yao's appearance would cause problems, but she didn't expect Guan Yan to be so decisive that she would break up?

Ye Rong ignored Qiao Rou's bewilderment, walked to the sofa, took his cup and asked, "Did Mu Yao say anything?"

"No, isn't this waiting for you to decide whether to use her or not? I'll also ask her to go back and think about whether she wants to join this project." Qiao Rou sighed softly: "But now it seems that you two don't need to decide, Guan Yan has already I decided for you."

Ye Ling took a sip of water, put down the cup and said, "The project continues, I won't break up with Sister Guan, as for whether to use Muyao... I'll think about it."

Ye Xing spoke resolutely, and that certainty made Qiao Rou a little worried, especially at the moment that the atmosphere on Ye Xing's body was obviously not right, and it might not just be a quarrel with Guan Yan.Qiao Rou wanted to ask, but didn't know how to ask.

Ye Xing didn't wait for Qiao Rou to say more, and turned to go upstairs: "I'm going to sleep, good night."

"……Good night."

After taking a bath, Ye Xing was lying on the bed tiredly, as soon as he closed his eyes, he couldn't help but think of Guan Yan's expression when he was about to say goodbye, which hurt her over and over again.

She didn't doubt Guan Yan's love for her, but it was really unacceptable to be told to break up so simply.Although Guan Yan has long realized that Guan Yan is a person who has reservations about feelings, and has always felt that it doesn't matter, but it is still inevitable that he will be hurt.

Thinking that Guan Yan might already be thinking about what to do with them after they broke up, Ye Xing became a little impatient. She wanted to solve Mu Yao's matter as soon as possible, and then go to Guan Yan.

But... Now she needs to take a break. What happened today has stimulated her too much. She is a little tired, so let's put all these aside for the time being.

*****

Usually there is always a phone call before going to bed, but today of course there is no.Knowing that there won't be any, Guan Yan still unconsciously picked up the phone, checked the call records, and checked the messages on WeChat.

On WeChat, the conversation with Ye Xing stopped this afternoon. On the way to the teahouse, Ye Xing told her that he was going to meet the new team soon, that he was looking forward to this project, and that every link of this project would be done by himself. He also teased Ye Xing for being so caring.Only now did I realize that Ye Xing's heart was because this project was specially created for her.

Looking at those chat records, Guan Yan couldn't help but her heart ached. She quickly put down her phone and forced herself not to think about it. It's best to forget these details, otherwise it will only increase the sentimentality.

Closing her eyes, the room seemed to be quieter than usual, obviously no different from usual, but Guan Yan always felt that the room was too quiet, so quiet that it made her restless.

I couldn't help but think of Ye Rong again, of Ye Rong's face full of tears, of Ye Rong's disappointed side face when he was about to leave, of Ye Rong's words...'Have you tried to believe that I don't like Mu Yao'... …

try to believe...believe...

This word that Ye Xing emphasized over and over again slowly magnified in Guan Yan's thoughts, making her uncontrollably recall many details.

Guan Yan opened her eyes, remembering Ye Rong's expression when she asked this sentence, her heart felt empty, as if she had neglected a very important thing.What exactly did Ye Rong want to say to her?