All the protagonists of the abuse novels I wrote have come to me

Generally speaking, human talent does not appear suddenly. For example, Song Bai is good at writing abuse essays. He has been good at writing essays since he was a child, and his teachers often read them as model essays.

The idea of ​​conceiving a novel or telling a story can be traced back to elementary school.

There was a time in elementary school when the teacher was keen to let everyone keep a diary, and even sent each student a special notebook for writing diaries. Compared with the headaches of making up different diary contents every day, Song Bai can easily make up all kinds of good people Good things and meaningful things do not repeat the same seven days a week.

When Song Bai saw this piece of paper, he finally remembered that the articles published on the Internet were not his first thoughts.

Before that, when he didn't touch the computer, he used to write and draw with pen and paper, depicting his fantasy world.

Some memories that he had forgotten rolled out from the back of his mind.

"I want an older brother." Little Song Bai seriously wrote in his diary.

Why would you want a brother?

Song Bai remembered that when he was in primary school, he had a deskmate. Every day after school, his brother would pick him up at the door of the classroom. The deskmate often showed off how good his brother was and how good he was to him.

At that time, Song Bai vaguely understood that what his mother did to him was wrong, but he had no way to resist, and he didn't know how to resist, so he hoped that he also had an older brother. If he had an older brother, his elder brother would protect him , be nice to him.

So there was the initial prototype.

When he was in junior high school, he finally understood that what his mother did to him was called abuse. The reason why he didn't realize it was because at that time he didn't know that apart from material and physical abuse, there was another kind called mental abuse.

When he didn't understand, he was ignorant, but when he understood, a shadow was cast in his heart.

I also knew that I would not have a brother, so my brother crossed it out and became my protector.

He wants someone who can protect him.

Song Bai, who is in the second grade, picked up a pen and paper, and sketched the image of his imagined protector on it.

"First you have to be handsome, super handsome!"

He wrote it down without saying a word. At that time, the adolescent boy had already understood beauty and ugliness. No matter whether the other party was an elder brother or a protector, his appearance must not be too bad.

After finishing writing, I felt bad, so I crossed out the next three words together with the exclamation point: "No, no, don't be too handsome."

On TV, Zhang Wuji's mother told her son with tears that the more beautiful a woman is, the more she will deceive others, and the same goes for men. Although Song Bai hadn't fully understood his sexual orientation at that time, he had already vaguely foreseen it. .

Deleted too handsome, so he added a good temperament, although at that age he didn't know what a good temperament is, anyway, he knew it must be a good word.

Then there is tenderness, he wrote these two words carefully, although his mother's tenderness made him suffer, but he already understood that it was not real tenderness, but paranoia, and his father's rhetoric and incongruity, which he hated the most and wanted to put an end to .

This is the image of the original protector, with only a few strokes and no name.

The teenager Song Bai was overwhelmed by the papers sent by the teacher after he finished writing casually. He closed the book and put it aside.

How long has it been, Song Bai thinks carefully, maybe half a year, he hid in the attic during the summer vacation, accidentally found a few strokes he had drawn, regained his interest, and continued to set up.

"Like me." He added, paused, and added, "Like me the most."

At that time, he had just escaped the ignorance of a child, and knew the filth of adults and the dangers of society. The most terrifying thing about people is not ignorance, but knowing a little and not fully understanding. In the adult social world, he fell from ignorance to pain in an instant.

Although now Song Bai feels silly when he thinks back, but the feelings and experiences at that time cannot be erased.

At that time, he was gloomy and silent, almost overwhelmed by pain. He hoped that someone would protect him every moment, and imagined that someone would take him away from the home he hated, whether it was a relative or a stranger.

So there is a protector.

At this time, it is just a protector.

The young Song Bai holds the notebook and continues to set, since he is a protector, he must be capable.

At that time, martial arts TV dramas were prevalent on TV. He tilted his head and thought for a while, and wrote down the six words "Kung Fu is very powerful". To him, this is already the most powerful. So with a swipe of the pen, the word "ancient" was added.

At this time, the characters in his works have deviated from the setting of the protector, and they are moving towards the direction of the protagonist of the novel.

It's just that at that time he didn't think of writing the essay himself, he just thought it was a fun sketch.

I didn't think about any specific plot at all, I just added and subtracted to randomly set the outline of the characters.

Song Bai, who is in Secondary [-], doesn't like Guo Jing and Yang Guo, who gradually level up as protagonists. He yearns for Chu Liuxiang, Ximen Chuixue and Ye Gucheng, who are full-level characters as soon as they appear on the stage.

Everyone has a mentality of admiration, and Song Bai was especially serious when he was young.

So the settings such as high martial arts, famous young master, etc. were written one by one, and he felt a little boring after writing. In addition, he was full of negative energy at that time, so naturally he couldn't set any great and upright characters. The words "dominate the martial arts" and "ambition" were casually added after the master.

As for how the young master from ancient times came to modern times to protect him, it was simple, it would be fine if he traveled through time, he willfully wrote down the word time travel.

Traveling through time and space to protect him, isn't that how it is set in anime, how cool!

The teenager who thought he was the son of the world in the second grade was complacent.

By the way, there are also names.

Fu 崝, Fu is bondage, and 崝 is to break free. He hopes to break free from the bondage, so he wrote the homonym Fu 崝 when setting the name.

The memory is disconnected here, and it is only a protector here.

When did it become "my other half"?

Song Bai tried his best to think back. His memory has been blurred since it was too long ago. Who would remember every composition he wrote in junior high school?Can you recall what you thought when you wrote it?

It seems that after he figured out his sexuality?

The words "my other half" were obviously re-added. It was my brother before, and he crossed it out when setting up the protector.

When was it added?

He looked at the other words, hoping for a hint.

When I saw "only like me", I vaguely remembered these four words were added later, just like "my other half".

At this time, he came into contact with Tanmei novels and comics, and he seemed to suddenly understand his orientation. He forgot when he turned out this piece of paper, but he remembered the memory of modifying and adding these words.

So the first protagonist he set was not Jiang Can, but Fu Ling!

Song Bai looked at the paper in his hand, feeling absurd, as if something was collapsing, not the Three Views, the Three Views had already collapsed once when Jiang Can and the others appeared.

He stroked his heart, feeling dazed and a little sad at the same time.

After all, he likes Fu Ling.

But now that I think about it, it's no wonder that he likes the other party. How could he not like someone who perfectly fits his ideal type?

"What's wrong?" Alex noticed his blankness.

"It's nothing." Song Bai came back to his senses, folded the piece of paper and put it in his pocket, "It's ok, let's go."

It was a bit regrettable that Alex and Shifei returned the album.

Along the way, Song Bai had a lot of things on his mind, but he didn't show it. When he returned to the villa and entered the room, he took out the piece of paper, read it carefully, and then found out the photo of Fu Ling in his phone, recalling how he and he were together. After contacting each other bit by bit, it is confirmed that the two Fu Ling are the same.

#I set myself a dream lover#

#The ideal type I wrote came to reality#

#The person I like is the ideal type I set#

……

Song Bai's mind was buzzing.

So at the beginning Fu Ning really came after him, why did he look for him?like him?Or hate him?Or are you simply curious to see him?

He is no longer arrogant enough to think that they were all created by him. He is not the god of creation, just like what Jiang Can and Shi Lezhi said, he is just a recorder.

But what about Fu Ning, is he the same as Jiang Can and the others?

Somehow his ideal type just happened to match him?

Suddenly thinking of the phrase "you can only see me", he quickly took the piece of paper and went through all the settings again.

In his setting, Fu Ling is a famous young master in the world of martial arts who has ambitions to dominate the martial arts world. He is gentle and temperamental, good at martial arts and strong in martial arts. Other than that, he is only liked and can only see him.

The latter two were added later.

So Fu Yan went blind because of him?

Song Bai's heart trembled.

Blind because he wrote only seeing him?

Song Bai looked at the immature font on the paper, at a loss.

He thought a lot that night. He wanted to ask Fu Ling the truth, why he came here, and what he thought.

tossing and turning.

But there has never been a voice.

He didn't know what to say, he could express his guilt frankly in front of Jiang Can and the others, seek their forgiveness, and get closer to them, but if it was Fu Ling, he couldn't open his mouth.

After thinking about it all night, after getting up in the morning and washing up, after thinking about it, I mustered up the courage to send a voice over to test, expressing that I would like to invite Fu Ling's family to be our guests.

He suddenly found out that he had never seen the grandpa and grandma that Fu Ning mentioned, and everything Fu Ning said, but he had never seen them.

Now it seems that they are probably not in this world at all.

He still hasn't figured out a lot, such as when did Fu Ning come here, and did the Fu family set him up in this world like Alex did?What happened to that car accident?

most important……

Was it really because of him that he was blind?

"Sorry, I'm not in Anshi on a business trip right now, how about talking about it when I come back?" Fu Ling sent a voice.

Song Bai heaved a sigh of relief in his heart, and replied hello, but at the same time he was a little confused, as Fu Ning always seemed to be on business trips.

But that's fine, he needs to think about it quietly, he really doesn't know how to face Fu Ning now.

With complicated emotions, Song Bai took the salute after breakfast and was sent to the airport by Alex.