All the protagonists of the abuse novels I wrote have come to me
Chapter 22, Chapter 22
"...What are you talking about, about Zhu Jin?" Song Bai twitched his lips, as if he didn't understand what Jiang Can meant.
Jiang Can looked at his instantly pale face and felt distressed, but she didn't compromise: "You understand what I mean."
After a month, it was enough for him to understand what kind of person Song Bai was. Perhaps because he was an actor, he was very sensitive to people's emotions and personalities, so he quickly noticed that something was wrong with Song Bai. He discovered it during the meeting night talk, but he didn't dare to make a conclusion right then.
And with this month's contact, doubts gradually turned into facts.
At first glance, Song Bai was kind and friendly, the kind of person who wouldn't feel disgusted by anyone who saw him, but after careful observation, his kindness was too much, and his amiability was too fake.
It's not that he's hypocritical, on the contrary, his kindness is real, and his amiability is not malicious, it's just shown, beyond the normal range.
Unless the personality is really hypocritical and dark, it is normal for ordinary people to feel guilty when they see them. It is not surprising that they will apologize to them if they are kind. After all, most people still have kind thoughts in their hearts, but they are willing to keep them. , eating and drinking, not to mention raising it, and spending all his wealth, Song Bai is probably the only one.
Perhaps it can be said that Song Bai is really kind and really wants to make amends. In fact, they can feel his guilt and apology for them, including his kindness. Otherwise, with the characters of him and Zhu Peiqi, they would not just look at their faces Just choose to forgive him, because of his excessive kindness, they are willing to get close to him and accept him.
He and Zhu Peiqi even worried about this, fearing that he was the kind of unscrupulous fool.
But after getting in touch, I found that it was not.
He doesn't help people casually for no reason. All the casual help to outsiders is just out of politeness, and he is completely indifferent or even indifferent to things that involve things other than himself.
Unless he is included in the scope of his own people.
He and Zhu Peiqi are.
His kindness to them is true, and his guilt is also true, but it exceeds the normal limit, revealing an abnormal paranoia.
Because I did something wrong, and I am sorry for you, so being infinitely tolerant, infinitely lenient, is itself a character defect.
Especially in his attitude towards He Hanzhou.
When He Hanzhou said that they would not disturb each other, Song Bai's expression was irritable and painful, as if he broke some deep-rooted belief in his heart, and he must and must be forgiven.
More importantly, it would have been better if Song Bai persisted in looking for He Hanzhou, but he didn't. He chose to write letters carefully and persisted. He didn't say anything else, as if what was wrong that day was just an illusion.
This is not normal.
Not only did he see it, Zhu Peiqi also noticed it.
He would rather Song Bai be more selfish and pester He Hanzhou for his own good.
What made him and Zhu Peiqi decide to ask him to see a psychiatrist was Song Bai's weird subconscious obedience.
If the matter of He Hanzhou can be explained by personality reasons, this is not something that can be easily explained by a personality.
Jiang Can has acted in countless roles and watched various news, so she can roughly guess the reason. The happy families in this world are generally the same, but the unfortunate ones have their own misfortunes.
Take himself as an example, even though he was close to adulthood when his father died, the pain and despair at that time were deeply imprinted in his heart. Although he did not go to the point of seeing a psychiatrist, the shadow still lingers today.
Not only did he find out about Song Bai's fault, but Zhu Peiqi also noticed it. After all, they spent more time together than him, and Zhu Jin's domineering personality didn't notice anything. After discussing with Zhu Peiqi, he decided to take advantage of this situation. If there is an opportunity, let Song Bai also talk to Dr. Zhao.
Song Bai staggered Jiang Can's gaze, his eyes fell on his chin, and he smiled and said, "I understand, I know it's not good to hide it from Zhu Jin like this, but I haven't had a chance, I'm already thinking about—"
"It's you." Jiang Can interrupted him, he got up slightly, put his hands on his shoulders, and asked him to look at him, "I'm talking about you, Ah Bai."
The smile on Song Bai's face faded slowly, the hands resting on the sofa tightened, and the fingertips turned white.
Jiang Can sighed, and said, "I don't know what happened to you in the past, but I hope you can give it a try, just like what you said to Zhu Peiqi, it's just a chat, if you feel bad, you can stop at any time."
He glanced at Zhu Peiqi and motioned him to say something.
Zhu Peiqi came over, squatted down like Jiang Can, lifted Song Bai's hand that was buckled by the sofa, and held it comfortingly: "You know, Jiang Can and I will never have any ill intentions towards you, we are just worried about you, and hope You are happy and can live a good life, and we don't mean to force you, but just give you a suggestion, if you don't want to, forget it."
As a patient, he can probably understand Song Bai's thoughts.
When he first discovered Zhu Jin's existence, he was shocked and panicked for a while. After all, not everyone can calmly accept that he has mental problems.
Even for some people, this is more terrifying than cancer. Cancer is known only for sympathy and pity, and more spiritually, it is strange and alienated.
Perhaps even Song Bai didn't know that this was the main reason why he separated from Xu Liangqing. In his status, how could there be so much sadomasochism.
Song Bai pursed his lips, and it took a while before he said: "Okay."
Jiang Can and Zhu Peiqi looked at each other, and both breathed a sigh of relief.
Song Bai lowered his eyes, his thick and slender eyelashes cast a shadow on his eyelids: "But I have one request."
So starting from this day, another Song Bai was added to Dr. Zhao's psychological counseling, and in exchange, they disclosed Dr. Zhao's existence to Zhu Jin.
Unexpectedly, Zhu Jin didn't fly into a rage as they imagined. When he was speaking, he was preparing for shooting a new short video. The brush was moving on the rice paper, and he only paused slightly: "I see."
Song Bai and Jiang Can looked at each other, unable to figure out what he was thinking for a while.
After Zhu Jin finished drawing a picture of a horse, she looked up and saw the two of them in surprise, "What are you doing in a daze, why don't you record the video? Hurry up, my fans are still waiting to see it!"
He looked in a good mood.
Song Bai hesitated and picked up the phone.
In order to ensure the high quality, the videos are updated every three days. Compared with those video masters who update once a day or three times a day, there are very few videos, but each one is a high-quality product.
Jiang Can's directing skills in filmmaking are more than enough to shoot short videos. He even brought in professional equipment. The picture quality is not at all the same as that shot with a mobile phone, and the quality is a bit higher.
Every shot and every picture presents the beauty vividly. From the audience's point of view, Song Bai can score 99 out of [-].
The three videos posted so far have gone viral, especially the second one that shows her face completely.
In order to create an unintentional sultry, the first time it was mainly a painting, in order to attract attention, I did not choose to paint a landscape of flowers and birds, but drew an ink map, covering the entire wooden table, which can be regarded as patriotic hotspot.
Although he didn't show his face, the exposed hands and half of the chin can be seen as young people, and the novelty of the ink map still attracted many people.
But still not as good as the one showing his face.
Jiang Can is very good at taking pictures of people. The video is from hands to chin to forehead to body shape, and the artistic conception is created through the picture and music. In the end, the whole face is revealed like a cloud and mist. Rao is Song Bai who sees Zhu Jin every day. This is exciting, let alone ordinary spectators.
Likes, comments and attention on the video rose rapidly. For three whole days, Song Bai's phone didn't stop ringing.
Oh, by the way, because Zhu Jin didn't want Zhu Peiqi to know that she wanted to be an Internet celebrity, Song Bai's mobile phone was used to release the video. However, with Zhu Jinhong's trend, Zhu Peiqi probably knew about it through the Internet without waiting for them to confess.
When Song Bai checked Weibo, he had already found Zhu Jin in the hot spots. To be precise, it was Zhu Jin's painting. Some professionals came out to comment on Zhu Jin's painting skills, just like what he used to pretend to be X in the novel. He is called a master. , and some people were even willing to pay a high price to buy it, which completely became popular.
In the background, many merchants looking for business cooperation have sent messages, the APP itself has also sent cooperation intentions, and even some people who claim to be scouts and brokers have contacted.
Song Bai asked for Zhu Jin's opinion, but ignored everything except the APP itself. Zhu Jin only wanted to wait for the live broadcast to make money, and he didn't want to engage in any advertising cooperation, let alone become a star. In order to take the high-level route, don't be contaminated by any advertising cooperation, and be a master of Internet celebrities who can get out of the mud and not be stained.
These days, Zhu Jin's fans have skyrocketed. Although he says he doesn't care, Song Bai can see that he is very happy, they are happy, and he is also happy. Now he doesn't care about Zhu Peiqi's seeing a psychiatrist, which makes him feel relieved tone.
However, it turned out that Zhu Jin didn't care.
Song Bai, who was awakened by the noise in the middle of the night, was startled when he saw the figure crouching beside the bed.
"Zhu, Zhu Jin?" He wiped off his cold sweat and sat up with lingering fear. Fortunately, he had the habit of sleeping with the desk lamp on, otherwise he would have screamed indistinctly.
The bed was not high, and Zhu Jin squatted almost as if he was sitting. He looked at him without moving, and kept silent.
Song Bai was taken aback by the sight, and some dark and cruel descriptions about Zhu Jin flashed through his mind, trying to keep his voice normal: "What's wrong, can't sleep?"
The ending trembled uncontrollably.
Zhu Jin didn't wear glasses as soon as she came out like before, revealing a pair of eyes that were so dark that she couldn't see to the bottom. The bangs that had been combed to the back were scattered and covered her forehead, making her look a few years younger. Hearing Song Bai's question, she seemed to be a genius. When he came back to his senses, he blinked his eyes, and felt a little fragile under the light.
他 说:
"Don't be afraid of me."
"I don't want to die."
"I don't want to disappear."
Song Baixin seemed to be grabbed by something, and looked at him speechless for a while.
The author has something to say: The scheming boy wishes Dajin to go online.
Jiang Can looked at his instantly pale face and felt distressed, but she didn't compromise: "You understand what I mean."
After a month, it was enough for him to understand what kind of person Song Bai was. Perhaps because he was an actor, he was very sensitive to people's emotions and personalities, so he quickly noticed that something was wrong with Song Bai. He discovered it during the meeting night talk, but he didn't dare to make a conclusion right then.
And with this month's contact, doubts gradually turned into facts.
At first glance, Song Bai was kind and friendly, the kind of person who wouldn't feel disgusted by anyone who saw him, but after careful observation, his kindness was too much, and his amiability was too fake.
It's not that he's hypocritical, on the contrary, his kindness is real, and his amiability is not malicious, it's just shown, beyond the normal range.
Unless the personality is really hypocritical and dark, it is normal for ordinary people to feel guilty when they see them. It is not surprising that they will apologize to them if they are kind. After all, most people still have kind thoughts in their hearts, but they are willing to keep them. , eating and drinking, not to mention raising it, and spending all his wealth, Song Bai is probably the only one.
Perhaps it can be said that Song Bai is really kind and really wants to make amends. In fact, they can feel his guilt and apology for them, including his kindness. Otherwise, with the characters of him and Zhu Peiqi, they would not just look at their faces Just choose to forgive him, because of his excessive kindness, they are willing to get close to him and accept him.
He and Zhu Peiqi even worried about this, fearing that he was the kind of unscrupulous fool.
But after getting in touch, I found that it was not.
He doesn't help people casually for no reason. All the casual help to outsiders is just out of politeness, and he is completely indifferent or even indifferent to things that involve things other than himself.
Unless he is included in the scope of his own people.
He and Zhu Peiqi are.
His kindness to them is true, and his guilt is also true, but it exceeds the normal limit, revealing an abnormal paranoia.
Because I did something wrong, and I am sorry for you, so being infinitely tolerant, infinitely lenient, is itself a character defect.
Especially in his attitude towards He Hanzhou.
When He Hanzhou said that they would not disturb each other, Song Bai's expression was irritable and painful, as if he broke some deep-rooted belief in his heart, and he must and must be forgiven.
More importantly, it would have been better if Song Bai persisted in looking for He Hanzhou, but he didn't. He chose to write letters carefully and persisted. He didn't say anything else, as if what was wrong that day was just an illusion.
This is not normal.
Not only did he see it, Zhu Peiqi also noticed it.
He would rather Song Bai be more selfish and pester He Hanzhou for his own good.
What made him and Zhu Peiqi decide to ask him to see a psychiatrist was Song Bai's weird subconscious obedience.
If the matter of He Hanzhou can be explained by personality reasons, this is not something that can be easily explained by a personality.
Jiang Can has acted in countless roles and watched various news, so she can roughly guess the reason. The happy families in this world are generally the same, but the unfortunate ones have their own misfortunes.
Take himself as an example, even though he was close to adulthood when his father died, the pain and despair at that time were deeply imprinted in his heart. Although he did not go to the point of seeing a psychiatrist, the shadow still lingers today.
Not only did he find out about Song Bai's fault, but Zhu Peiqi also noticed it. After all, they spent more time together than him, and Zhu Jin's domineering personality didn't notice anything. After discussing with Zhu Peiqi, he decided to take advantage of this situation. If there is an opportunity, let Song Bai also talk to Dr. Zhao.
Song Bai staggered Jiang Can's gaze, his eyes fell on his chin, and he smiled and said, "I understand, I know it's not good to hide it from Zhu Jin like this, but I haven't had a chance, I'm already thinking about—"
"It's you." Jiang Can interrupted him, he got up slightly, put his hands on his shoulders, and asked him to look at him, "I'm talking about you, Ah Bai."
The smile on Song Bai's face faded slowly, the hands resting on the sofa tightened, and the fingertips turned white.
Jiang Can sighed, and said, "I don't know what happened to you in the past, but I hope you can give it a try, just like what you said to Zhu Peiqi, it's just a chat, if you feel bad, you can stop at any time."
He glanced at Zhu Peiqi and motioned him to say something.
Zhu Peiqi came over, squatted down like Jiang Can, lifted Song Bai's hand that was buckled by the sofa, and held it comfortingly: "You know, Jiang Can and I will never have any ill intentions towards you, we are just worried about you, and hope You are happy and can live a good life, and we don't mean to force you, but just give you a suggestion, if you don't want to, forget it."
As a patient, he can probably understand Song Bai's thoughts.
When he first discovered Zhu Jin's existence, he was shocked and panicked for a while. After all, not everyone can calmly accept that he has mental problems.
Even for some people, this is more terrifying than cancer. Cancer is known only for sympathy and pity, and more spiritually, it is strange and alienated.
Perhaps even Song Bai didn't know that this was the main reason why he separated from Xu Liangqing. In his status, how could there be so much sadomasochism.
Song Bai pursed his lips, and it took a while before he said: "Okay."
Jiang Can and Zhu Peiqi looked at each other, and both breathed a sigh of relief.
Song Bai lowered his eyes, his thick and slender eyelashes cast a shadow on his eyelids: "But I have one request."
So starting from this day, another Song Bai was added to Dr. Zhao's psychological counseling, and in exchange, they disclosed Dr. Zhao's existence to Zhu Jin.
Unexpectedly, Zhu Jin didn't fly into a rage as they imagined. When he was speaking, he was preparing for shooting a new short video. The brush was moving on the rice paper, and he only paused slightly: "I see."
Song Bai and Jiang Can looked at each other, unable to figure out what he was thinking for a while.
After Zhu Jin finished drawing a picture of a horse, she looked up and saw the two of them in surprise, "What are you doing in a daze, why don't you record the video? Hurry up, my fans are still waiting to see it!"
He looked in a good mood.
Song Bai hesitated and picked up the phone.
In order to ensure the high quality, the videos are updated every three days. Compared with those video masters who update once a day or three times a day, there are very few videos, but each one is a high-quality product.
Jiang Can's directing skills in filmmaking are more than enough to shoot short videos. He even brought in professional equipment. The picture quality is not at all the same as that shot with a mobile phone, and the quality is a bit higher.
Every shot and every picture presents the beauty vividly. From the audience's point of view, Song Bai can score 99 out of [-].
The three videos posted so far have gone viral, especially the second one that shows her face completely.
In order to create an unintentional sultry, the first time it was mainly a painting, in order to attract attention, I did not choose to paint a landscape of flowers and birds, but drew an ink map, covering the entire wooden table, which can be regarded as patriotic hotspot.
Although he didn't show his face, the exposed hands and half of the chin can be seen as young people, and the novelty of the ink map still attracted many people.
But still not as good as the one showing his face.
Jiang Can is very good at taking pictures of people. The video is from hands to chin to forehead to body shape, and the artistic conception is created through the picture and music. In the end, the whole face is revealed like a cloud and mist. Rao is Song Bai who sees Zhu Jin every day. This is exciting, let alone ordinary spectators.
Likes, comments and attention on the video rose rapidly. For three whole days, Song Bai's phone didn't stop ringing.
Oh, by the way, because Zhu Jin didn't want Zhu Peiqi to know that she wanted to be an Internet celebrity, Song Bai's mobile phone was used to release the video. However, with Zhu Jinhong's trend, Zhu Peiqi probably knew about it through the Internet without waiting for them to confess.
When Song Bai checked Weibo, he had already found Zhu Jin in the hot spots. To be precise, it was Zhu Jin's painting. Some professionals came out to comment on Zhu Jin's painting skills, just like what he used to pretend to be X in the novel. He is called a master. , and some people were even willing to pay a high price to buy it, which completely became popular.
In the background, many merchants looking for business cooperation have sent messages, the APP itself has also sent cooperation intentions, and even some people who claim to be scouts and brokers have contacted.
Song Bai asked for Zhu Jin's opinion, but ignored everything except the APP itself. Zhu Jin only wanted to wait for the live broadcast to make money, and he didn't want to engage in any advertising cooperation, let alone become a star. In order to take the high-level route, don't be contaminated by any advertising cooperation, and be a master of Internet celebrities who can get out of the mud and not be stained.
These days, Zhu Jin's fans have skyrocketed. Although he says he doesn't care, Song Bai can see that he is very happy, they are happy, and he is also happy. Now he doesn't care about Zhu Peiqi's seeing a psychiatrist, which makes him feel relieved tone.
However, it turned out that Zhu Jin didn't care.
Song Bai, who was awakened by the noise in the middle of the night, was startled when he saw the figure crouching beside the bed.
"Zhu, Zhu Jin?" He wiped off his cold sweat and sat up with lingering fear. Fortunately, he had the habit of sleeping with the desk lamp on, otherwise he would have screamed indistinctly.
The bed was not high, and Zhu Jin squatted almost as if he was sitting. He looked at him without moving, and kept silent.
Song Bai was taken aback by the sight, and some dark and cruel descriptions about Zhu Jin flashed through his mind, trying to keep his voice normal: "What's wrong, can't sleep?"
The ending trembled uncontrollably.
Zhu Jin didn't wear glasses as soon as she came out like before, revealing a pair of eyes that were so dark that she couldn't see to the bottom. The bangs that had been combed to the back were scattered and covered her forehead, making her look a few years younger. Hearing Song Bai's question, she seemed to be a genius. When he came back to his senses, he blinked his eyes, and felt a little fragile under the light.
他 说:
"Don't be afraid of me."
"I don't want to die."
"I don't want to disappear."
Song Baixin seemed to be grabbed by something, and looked at him speechless for a while.
The author has something to say: The scheming boy wishes Dajin to go online.
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