spring dream

027

That night, Wen Qi couldn't bear it any longer.Not only was his body weak and weak, but the surface of his skin was also densely red, and the fire was drawn into his lungs, and he coughed so badly that his pleural membrane was about to burst.

In the early morning, Uncle Zhang entered Xiao's house for the second time, checked his pulse, listened to his voice, pressed the acupoints, and made a decisive decision: "Go to the hospital!"

Wen Qi shook his head and refused, but Xiao Er grabbed him into his arms and ran away with the quilt in his arms.Lu Ran called a taxi and left Lu Xiaozhao to watch the house. The driver saw the momentum and drove straight to the entrance of the Air Force General Hospital. The nurse on duty was a newcomer, hurriedly pulled out an emergency bed, and ran desperately to the emergency room.

It happened to be the night shift of Director Xu of the Department of Internal Medicine. He briefly asked about Wen Qi's condition, and then greeted his interns: "Do a skin test and prepare to infuse antibiotics."

Lu Ran went to register to pay the money, Wen Qi lay on the bed without making any noise, staring at Xiao Er with red eyes, silently resisting.There was the sound of metal instruments colliding in my ears, and it brought back intense and painful memories in my heart. Fear spread along my thoughts and spread to every part of my body. At the moment when the nurse tore apart the needle and held his wrist, Wen Qi slammed He fell off the bed and crawled towards the door in a panic.

"Don't touch me..." His voice was as soft as smoke that might clear away at any moment, and like a human being, it was thin and fragile.Xiao Er never thought that he would force Wen Qi to speak in this way, and every word he wanted was to be punished.

He gritted his teeth, grabbed Wen Qi by the neck, and dragged him back to the bed.

"Xiao Er." Wen Qi grabbed his arm, digging his nails into the flesh, struggling to breathe a little, "Don't touch me."

He was still resisting, because he couldn't get rid of the hands that clenched his shoulders, so he had to resist with words, and his chest heaved violently.

Maybe it was because the people around were helpless and froze in place, which made the room too quiet, or maybe it was because they were too close and exchanging breaths with each other, which made Wen Qi's tense nerves gradually relax, and he vaguely felt that Xiao Er and him were repelled. Different from those people, their eyes are affectionate and gentle, and although the strength on their body is heavy, it is full of comfort.

"I hope you can remember one thing." While breaking the deadlock, Xiao Er let go, stood up straight and stared into Wen Qi's eyes.He took the infusion needle from the nurse's hand, pierced it under the protruding veins on the back of his hand, cut off the dissuasion of others, and put it in front of the other person's eyes, saying clearly, "As long as I'm here, this thing won't hurt you." , will only save you."

"Don't be afraid, I'll be with you."

The blood flowed back and continued to rise in the infusion tube. Wen Qi was in a daze, and Xiao Er winked at the nurse. At the moment of pain, he held the cold wrist bone of the other party, rubbed the pulse with hot fingertips, and suppressed the pulse. Hold back the hidden fear in his body, and support this body that is about to be torn apart.

Xiao Er's hand was handed over to the medical staff by Lu Ran, but the two eyes always met/combined.

There is a hanging bottle hanging above their heads.Wen Qi was still wary of his surroundings, staring at the needle piercing his skin.Xiao Er's fingertips were very close to him, pacing back and forth on the quilt, but in the end he didn't dare to cross the line.

Even though Wen Qi lost his memory, he still had a hysterical resistance to the experience of drug testing, and almost formed an instinctive conditioned reflex, which made Xiao Er unable to help but wonder what he was relying on to sustain himself through the test. Live those three years of dark days.

When it was dawn, Wen Qi fell asleep, with heavy eyelids covering his pupils that were as clear as glass.He was breathing peacefully, one cheek was dyed with morning light, and his outline was beautiful.

After that, Wen Qi had a blood test and a brain CT scan, and Xiao Er wore a hospital gown like him, and followed the procedure to do a full set.

After nearly half a month of hospitalization, Xiao Er finally got Wen Qi's test report - dissociative amnesia.Director Xu has seen the test results of several other items. Except for the disturbance of organ function caused by high-dose test drugs all year round, there are no major lesions on his body, and they are all minor problems that can be recovered with long-term care.

"Usually, it is the inability to recall previous life or personality, especially after experiencing a traumatic event, resulting in excessive emotional loss, phased amnesia caused by strong stimulation, or suffering from extreme panic and stress, substance abuse Without timely treatment, there is a possibility of disease.”

Director Xu patted Xiao Er on the shoulder and signaled him not to worry: "Fortunately, it's not serious, unlike some patients whose memory inertia is broken, they only remember what happened within 48 hours, and they have to re-identify their relatives and friends every two days. He comforted, "It will be fine, Wen Qi will definitely recover."

Xiao Er solemnly thanked Director Xu. When he left, he paused, thought for a while, and then turned around and asked, "But he remembers some... other people's preferences. For example, the color he likes, the food he doesn't like... what is it? Why?"

"Is it the same person?"

"Well, from the same person."

Director Xu supported his hand with one hand, turned to write, with a smile in the corner of his eyes: "Before you ask me this question, you already have the answer, don't you?"

On the winding and bright corridor, Xiao Er walked slowly towards Wen Qi's ward.It was the room at the corner, the dazzling light couldn't reach the door, and a small piece of hazy grayness blurred around.

Xiao Er stood at the door, holding the handle, but didn't push it down. The thin glass on the door made Wen Qi's figure even more slender.He stood by the window and raised his head, pushed open the window, reached out to pick up the colorful petals scattered in the air, then propped his back on the countertop, and leaned forward to smell the smell of spring outside the house.

"That should be the person he cares about most."

Hearing the movement, Wen Qi turned around, put a loose sweater on his head, and pulled it down to the heels of his legs.Xiao Er put on a thick coat, hat, and shoes for him. Wen Qi became more and more docile in his hands, and the way he looked at him changed a little.

"There will be a lot of people where we are going later." Xiao Er said as he took out a red rope from his pocket. It was very thin and was woven by hand with tens of thousands of "Diamond Knots". In case you get lost, I have to tie you up."

He raised his opponent's wrist and fastened a dead buckle, and the other end was connected to himself, like the thick rope that was tied around the waist of the two of them to prevent Wen Qi from being lost when they were playing in the alleys when they were young.

"Let's go." Xiao Er said.

Yu Chunyuan's cherry blossoms are blooming.