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All afternoon, Gu Qingchi sat on the sofa in the living room, motionless.

Staring blankly at the small fish in the tank, watching them pass through the green leaves of aquatic plants, carefree.

He could hear the sound from the TV, but his mind was completely out of it.

My head is full of memories, but it feels empty at the same time.

I don't know what the memory that should belong to me looks like.

Curious, but more anxious.

The police suggested that he do a genetic comparison first.

Now that science and technology are advanced, no matter which part of the country it is, as long as the DNA information has been stored in the database, it can be found after networking, but it will take some time.

But he was afraid of knowing the result.

What if his family had given up searching long ago.

Gu Qingchi lost his appetite to eat, and Song Yu also lost his appetite. He ate a piece of bread all day long.

Gu Qingchi didn't say a word, didn't drink any water, his lips were so dry after staying in the air conditioner for a long time.

At four o'clock, Song Yu thumped his numb calf, and asked for countless times, "Are you hungry?"

Gu Qingchi leaned on the sofa with the pillow in his arms, still shaking his head, "If you're hungry, eat it, don't worry about me."

"I don't care if you succeed?" Song Yu opened his mouth and took a deep breath, then exhaled through his nose helplessly, "I will feel uncomfortable if you do this."

"I also want to be happy," Gu Qingchi looked at him with reddish eyes, "but I can't be happy, my mind is full of the things I have experienced in the past, why is it me? Why?" He said again and again Beating the pillow in front of his chest.

Song Yu leaned over and put his arms around him, "Otherwise, if you think about it from another angle, at least you know the truth now, if not for this matter, you might be kept in the dark for a longer time."

Gu Qingchi sighed softly and remained silent.

Song Yu was quite afraid of his state, even if he quarreled, quarreled, cried, he was venting, so he kept all the negative emotions in his heart, he was afraid that Gu Qingchi would suffer from depression sooner or later.

"May I give you a gift?" Song Yu pinched his earlobe, trying to divert his thoughts as much as possible.

"What?" Gu Qingchi turned his head.

"Close your eyes, and then stretch out your hands." Song Yu said.

Gu Qingchi glanced at him and closed his eyes.

Song Yu put the watch he had prepared on his wrist, "Okay."

Gu Qingchi already guessed what it was, opened his eyes and looked at it for a long time.

The black quartz dial, the pure black leather strap, and the place where the LOGO was originally replaced with a small koi, he thought it looked familiar, and after careful memory, he remembered that the little koi was the Weibo profile picture drawn by Song Yu himself.

"You bought it?" Gu Qingchi asked in surprise.

"I made it myself." Song Yu said.

Gu Qingchi's mouth was so startled that he almost couldn't close his mouth, he was stunned for two seconds before he realized, "It's a lie..."

"Not bad, your brain is moving," Song Yu rubbed the back of his head, his eyes swept over his watch, "Do you like it?"

"I like it." Gu Qingchi rubbed his fingertips on the dial and strap, "Why did you suddenly think of giving me this?"

"If you want to give it away, I will give it away." Song Yu wrapped his arms around his neck and kissed him on the cheek, "I want to bring you all the good luck, and I want to see you smile."

Gu Qingchi turned his head to look at him, and ripples appeared in his chest.

Before, he never thought that love was so valuable, because the so-called love he had seen before was nothing when tested by money and self-interest.

Youtou's last girlfriend, we dated for three years. When it was time to discuss marriage, it happened that Youtou's father was sick and needed 30 medical expenses for an operation. After the woman found out, she proposed to separate for a while within a week. calm down.

There are more such things in mahjong parlors, for the car, for the house, or even for the hundreds of dollars on the poker table.

He couldn't figure out what those people were doing when they were together in the first place.

Is it true that love can't stand the test of reality or there is no such kind of love in reality that "as long as he is happy, I can do anything".

But since meeting Song Yu, his view of love has changed.

Song Yu doesn't seem to care who pays more in this relationship, otherwise he won't fall in love with him who sat on the curb with nothing in the past, and it's even more impossible to help him when he suffers setbacks again and again without asking for anything in return .

Song Yu's emotions are very simple, pure, full of troubles, but very positive and optimistic.

What I care most about every day is probably whether he is happy or not, whether he is wronged or not.

People are like this, they always realize something in a flash.

So what if he suffered in the first 20 years, there are still many more 20 years to live, life must continue, there are many people around him who are living in more pain than him.

Sadness is the most useless thing, it can't be exchanged for anything.

It is enough to live a peaceful and happy life for the rest of your life.

He didn't want Song Yu to suffer with him anymore.

In fact, if you think about it from another angle, this is also very good.

If I hadn't been abducted by Gu Jian back then, I wouldn't have met Song Yu...

As if he was an orphan, at the age of 23, he met a little koi that brought him good luck.

Gu Qingchi comforted himself as much as possible.

The crisp doorbell rang.

Song Yu remembered that he ordered a cake this morning, and immediately got up to open the door.

Seeing the cake box, Gu Qingchi blurted out, "Your birthday?"

Song Yu let out an "ah".

Gu Qingchi thought of something, looked down at the calendar and realized it was his birthday.

Suddenly, I felt a hot feeling in my chest.

No one has celebrated his birthday seriously since he was a child, although it is not his birthday either.

Song Yu put the cake on the dining table, not knowing what to say, all the blessings seemed inappropriate now, and finally asked bluntly: "Are you hungry?"

Of course, Gu Qingchi didn't want to disappoint his kindness, so he got up and walked over.

There are three layers of cake, there is no cream on the outer ring, you can see a lot of fruit sandwiched in the middle, a layer of cream is spread on the surface, and various fruits are spread on the cream, a thick layer.

In the center is a bunch of chocolates made in cursive English, Gu Qingchi can probably guess the meaning of happy birthday, he can understand the word "happy".

Song Yu reached out and touched the switch on the wall, and the bright yellow light turned on, enveloping a trace of warmth.

"Should I light a candle and make a wish?" Gu Qingchi looked at Song Yu.

Song Yu didn't expect Gu Qingchi to be quite enthusiastic about this matter, and immediately cooperated, "Yes, I'll give you some."

Gu Qingchi forked a small piece of mango and ate it, probably because he hadn't eaten anything since early in the morning, this mouthful felt very sweet, and even felt a little choked in his throat.

Song Yu couldn't find a lighter, so he went to the kitchen to light the candles on the gas stove, and he walked out carefully holding two digital candles.

Seeing the wax dripping down little by little, Gu Qingchi quickly snatched it away.

"Although this is not your real birthday, I still want to wish you happiness." Song Yu moved the chair to Gu Qingchi's side after sitting down, "I wish you a happy day without any worries."

"Then my wish is..." Song Yu covered Gu Qingchi's mouth halfway through his words.

"Hey, hey, I can't talk about this, you can read it silently in your heart."

"But this wish can only be realized by you. How do you know after I read it silently?" Gu Qingchi said.

"Ah..." Song Yu saw such an unconventional way of making a wish for the first time, "That will work, what do you want?"

"You will also spend next year's birthday with me, it's as simple as that." Gu Qingchi said.

Song Yu frowned with a smile, leaned forward slightly, and pecked him on the mouth, "Yes."

Gu Qingchi smiled, resting his cheeks with one hand, and pinching Song Yu's fingers with the other, "Actually, I've always envied you... Your life is as smooth as it is."

"That's the smoothness in your eyes." Song Yu raised his eyebrows and sighed softly, "I also have pessimistic and hopeless times..."

"When I was in primary school, my dad, auntie, and Concubine Song didn't take me to the playground because Concubine Song got full marks at the end of the semester. Later, I was so angry that I didn't eat and suffered from acute gastroenteritis. The pain was so painful that I couldn't even stand up. When I was stable, my dad still scolded me for being ignorant, no matter how hard I did or how good I was, he would never praise me."

"Hey, have you ever learned a text in elementary school, it seems to be called wonderful and terrible?" Song Yu asked.

"No." Gu Qingchi shook his head, even if there was, he completely forgot.

"It's just a child, every time he writes something, his mother will praise it, it's wonderful, and his father will scold it, it's terrible..." Song Yu leaned back in his chair, raised his head and sighed softly, "It's a pity that I In my life, there is no one who praises me for being wonderful."

Gu Qingchi suddenly realized "ah", "No wonder you always let me praise you, just to have fun, right?"

"Then am I outstanding?" Song Yu glanced at him, and moved his arm.

"Excellent." Gu Qingchi pulled the back of Song Yu's hand, put it on his lips and kissed it heavily, "My vision can't be wrong."

Song Yu raised his mouth slightly and looked at him.

"When I was younger, I didn't know what divorce was, and I didn't understand why my mother seldom showed up. Every time she showed up, she hugged me and cried. I thought she just went to a far away place and missed me, so I Every night before going to bed, I make a wish on the stars, hoping that my aunt can disappear, my parents can live together again, and then help me celebrate my birthday.”

"This wish supported my childhood, but suddenly one day, my aunt told me that my mother will never come back, and she is pregnant with my father's child, and I will have another sister," Song Yu said. There was a smile on the corner of his mouth, but his eyes were full of bitterness, "I have also tasted what it feels like when the dream is broken."

Gu Qingchi was stunned for a long time, rubbed his forehead, and kissed him again, "I will spend with you from now on, every year."

"Actually, it doesn't matter to me now that I can't celebrate my birthday," Song Yu said with a smile, "My dad rarely celebrates my birthday. Have dinner with friends."

"Then what should I do, should I accompany or not?" Gu Qingchi couldn't help laughing, "Can you cooperate a little?"

"Ah! Let's pass!" Song Yu hugged his forearm, smiled uncontrollably, and nodded heavily, "The two of us secretly passed!"

"Why do you want to be secretive? Just be aboveboard and very grand!" Gu Qingchi looked at him fixedly.

"How grand is it?" Song Yu's mind suddenly flashed the 8000-shot firecrackers during the Chinese New Year.

"Send a circle of friends Jiugongge." Gu Qingchi said.

Song Yu laughed so hard that his jaw almost dislocated.

"Isn't there no one to accompany you to the amusement park? I will accompany you!" Gu Qingchi rubbed his forehead, "I will accompany you whatever you want, and we will make up for what we haven't enjoyed in the past 20 years."

Song Yu chuckled and pointed at him with his index finger, "You want to go to the amusement park, you must have never played it before."

"It's the most basic morality to be a human being." Gu Qingchi frowned.

Song Yu smiled and pinched his cheek.

After taking a few bites of the cake, Gu Qingchi frowned slightly, and pressed his fist against his stomach, "I feel a little uncomfortable in my stomach."

"Hey, I told you not to eat early in the morning. Your stomach hurts." Song Yu gently rubbed his stomach. "Is the pain severe? Do you want to go to the hospital to register?"

"It's okay, a little bit." Gu Qingchi tilted his head and leaned on the back of the chair.

"You've been hungry for too long. I'll make some porridge for you. It will make your stomach feel better after drinking it." Song Yu got up and walked to the kitchen, still unable to stop talking like a cannonball, "Three days a day Meals need to be stable, has no one ever told you? If you are asked to eat, you will eat, and you have to be stubborn with me. So you are so awesome that you want to cultivate immortality? How can you fix it if I am not here? Don’t eat for a day? Let you Eating something is like pouring poison on you, it hurts and you have a long memory..."

Lu Qingchi couldn't help laughing, a burst of warmth welled up in his chest.

Song Yu is such a beam of warm light.

In fact, when he first decided to be together, he wasn't sure what Song Yu liked about him, how much he liked him, or whether it was just a whim.

As time goes by, will this feeling become less pure.

But it turns out not to be.

Every day when I was with Song Yu felt like the first day we just dated, it was sweet, noisy and noisy, and more of a tacit understanding.

Even without words, you can perceive the other person's thoughts, and the love wrapped in the details makes the relationship more and more firm.

He thought about it carefully, if some people give up their feelings for money, it means that they haven't met true love yet.

He feels that he is very happy now, and he has met the kind of love that "only when he is happy, I will be happy with him".