Fireproof anti-theft anti-bamboo horse

Lu Cheng exhausted all his acting skills to make himself look no different from being drunk and asleep. He lay on Xu Boyan's broad and warm back, his breath was full of familiar aura, and the scent of herbal softener on his body made him feel The restless heart slowly calmed down.

He had to admit that being by Xu Boyan's side would give him a sense of security and solidity, but in fact this feeling was somewhat different from the meaning his family brought to him. Apart from accompanying and relying on each other, he had much more to Xu Boyan. He had some unspeakable possessive desires, which he only discovered recently, especially after he suddenly realized his feelings for him, and when he thought that the other party would marry a wife and have children one day, Lu Cheng would feel so tight that he couldn't breathe.

Lu Cheng still remembers the first time he saw Xu Boyan. He almost grew up with his grandpa since he was a child. He almost always lived at his grandpa’s house during the summer and winter vacations. There are many children around his age nearby. There are old residential buildings There is also a small park in front of it, just across the road from the balcony of the grandfather's house. During the holiday, Lu Cheng spent all his time running out with the ball and playing with the children around him until dark.

Whenever it was time for dinner, Lu Cheng's grandfather would lie on the balcony and call him home. One day, when he heard his grandfather calling him, he inadvertently fixed his eyes on the window next door to his grandfather's house. At that time, Lu Cheng Cheng didn't expect that it was this unconscious move that changed the lives of the two of them.

Lu Cheng saw a small figure standing by the window sill, too far away for him to see clearly, he could only recognize that the other person was also a child.

And just as he was in a daze, the child had quickly disappeared from the window. Lu Cheng looked around curiously, but only the slightly swinging curtain remained.

When he went back for dinner, he heard from his grandfather that a new family had moved in next door.

A woman took the little boy, what appeared to be a single parent family.Lu Cheng lost his mother since he was a child, and his grandfather was always very concerned about his son's remarriage, and even tried to match Su Ling and Lu Xian, but it was obvious that the door next door was closed all day, so there was no chance.

At that time, Lu Cheng was a well-known kid king in the neighborhood. He was a lively and active age, and he had an extraordinary obsession with curious objects. After he knew that there was a little boy in his new neighbor's house, he went to the next door to invite him to meet with him the next day. He hangs out together.

It's a pity that Lu Cheng knocked on the door for a long time, but there was no movement inside.

And at that time, he didn't know what he was thinking, so he was certain that someone would be inside. After some time, his hands were numb from knocking, and the little boy put his feet on his feet and poked half of his face out of the anti-theft window.

Before Lu Cheng could take his hand back, he stared blankly at the other party, and was amazed by this boy with delicate facial features like a porcelain doll.

There are many good-looking children around him, both boys and girls, but if you insist on comparing them with Xu Boyan, adding them all together will have no chance of winning.

"Do you want to go out to play?" Lu Cheng couldn't remember what he said, he just expressed his willingness to invite, but the other party shook his head. He finally realized why he thought boys were like porcelain dolls, because the picture With a face that was so fair that it was almost transparent, he hadn't made any expression since seeing him, cold and indifferent, even if he was standing outside his house, it seemed to have nothing to do with him.

The boy's black grape-like eyes just looked at him calmly, not even curious about this stranger, maybe he didn't want to respond at all, but Lu Cheng was too noisy, so he had to come out and ask him to stop this meaningless behavior .

Lu Cheng suddenly felt as if something had pricked the apex of his heart lightly, it didn't hurt, but it was very sore.

At Xu Boyan's age, he should be heartless, laugh when he is happy, and cry when he is unhappy, instead of living himself as a delicate puppet.

Since then, Lu Cheng has had a small obsession, wanting to see the boy's vivid expression, wanting to tear the other's calmness that doesn't match his age.

He moved a small bench and sat at the door of Xu Boyan's house every day, telling him the cold jokes he had collected. Xu Boyan leaned behind the door and listened. Make a little noise.

Later, Lu Cheng told him interesting things in school, the gossip between the physical education teacher and their homeroom teacher, the bad tempered girl in the front seat, and the vile senior who would compete with them every time for the basketball court, but Xu Boyan was too quiet, Sometimes it gave him the illusion that he was talking to the air, which made Lu Cheng, who had always been surrounded by others, feel a deep sense of frustration, but he still persisted and came to look for him every day, and another month passed , Xu Boyan began to respond to his words, and occasionally said a few words to him briefly.

Compared with someone who can speak no more than five words, Lu Cheng is simply a chatterbox.

He didn't understand why the other party was locked up at home every day, why he was about the same age as him but didn't go to school, or why he was a neighbor but never met Xu Boyan's mother who left early and returned late, but Lu Cheng knew that Xu Boyan was unhappy , even he has never shown any emotion to himself until now.

After getting along with the other party for a long time, Lu Cheng noticed Xu Boyan's envy for his freedom, so without thinking carefully, he picked up a wire to pry open the lock of his house, and pulled him out under the surprised eyes of the other party , that was the first time Lu Cheng saw other emotions on his face.He took Xu Boyan out for an afternoon stroll, from the small park to the cold drink shop and then to the game room. Although the man looked indifferent on the surface, he was actually very curious about every place Lu Cheng took him to.

Lu Cheng's idea at the time was very simple, to send Xu Boyan back before his mother came back, but it happened that Su Ling came back earlier than ever before.

Afterwards, that hysterical woman turned their house upside down, so angry that Lu Xian almost broke his legs. Lu Cheng knelt on the ground, enduring the anger of the adults, but he was clearly behind Su Ling, and saw Xu Boyan leaning out quietly. At the beginning, Lu Cheng endured the piercing pain, grinned and blinked at him, and then he saw Xu Boyan's eyes quickly formed a layer of mist, and showed him a smile that was uglier than crying.

At that time, Lu Cheng blamed himself terribly, he wanted to see Xu Boyan smile at him, but not in such a way that made him feel a thousand times more uncomfortable.

It wasn't until after Xu Mingzhang's funeral, when Xu Boyan said those words to him in the cemetery, that Lu Cheng really understood why Su Ling would have such a big reaction when he just took him out for an afternoon. Locking up Xu Boyan, he himself never had contact with his neighbors.

Before they met him, they had been living a life of ups and downs. Xu Boyan couldn't be like a normal child, and even had to endure his moody mother.This made Lu Cheng feel even more distressed about those who have never received half a care from their parents since they were young.

After Su Ling came to make trouble, Lu Cheng lay on the bed for two days before he could get off the ground. He heard that Xu Boyan was going to move out, and that crazy woman was looking for a house everywhere like a frightened bird, wishing to get away from the culprit who tried to abduct his son immediately. , Even the anti-theft window next door was sealed, Lu Cheng stood at the door and retracted his hand, and finally he could only lie about going out for a walk under his grandfather's suspicious gaze.

If it wasn't for his impulsiveness, maybe he could still talk to Xu Boyan through the iron gate every day in the future. It was the first time in Lu Cheng's life that he tasted the taste of regret, but he didn't expect Su Ling to have an accident suddenly.

Afterwards, Xu Boyan, who claimed to be homeless, lived in his house for eight years. After the final subject of the college entrance examination was handed in, the person who had agreed to pick him up did not show up at the school gate, and Lu Cheng returned home. From Lu Xian's mouth, he learned that Xu Boyan was picked up by his father.

It turned out that he still had family members, but he chose to stay by his side.

This farewell is almost another eight years.

Lu Cheng wasn't too sad at first, because he believed that Xu Boyan would contact him, and he would contact him when he and his father went home and settled down. Unfortunately, he waited for a long time, and he didn't dare to change his mobile phone number. He ran to Xu Boyan's hometown, but did not get any news about him in the end.

Maybe Xu Boyan disappeared for too long, Lu Cheng didn't blame him for leaving without saying goodbye, or even for not contacting him after leaving for so long, but he couldn't stop himself from always thinking of the person who used to be inseparable from him in the dead of night.

During that time, he often suffered from insomnia, and occasionally suspected that everything was his hallucination. There was never a Xu Boyan in his life, never existed.

Later, he tried to do many things, joined the student union, joined the club, and busy himself like a spinning top every day in college life, so that he would have no time to miss someone. He tried his best to hide this memory, even deliberately Allowing himself to forget everything about Xu Boyan, in fact he really thought he had forgotten it, but when that familiar yet unfamiliar person appeared in front of him again, Lu Chengcai realized that all the scenes he had been together with were firmly engraved in his mind Here, with Xu Boyan's return, it became clearer.

The voice-activated lights in the stairwell turned on and off, and the surroundings were so silent that only each other's breathing could be heard. Lu Cheng raised the corners of his mouth in satisfaction, and the arm on Xu Boyan's shoulder inadvertently tightened.

Fortunately you are back.

Also I haven't forgotten you.

Xu Boyan tried his best to keep his pace steady, for fear of waking Lu Cheng up, and his cautious posture seemed to carry the whole world on his back.

It took him eight years to walk back to Cheng Lu's side again. At the beginning, he was unable to resist Xu Mingzhang, and he was sent abroad directly because he couldn't even say goodbye to Cheng Lu. motivation.

Now I am finally qualified to stand with Lu Cheng openly and aboveboard, able to protect him and remove all obstacles for him.

"Brother Cheng, that's how I came back with your back last time."

Xu Boyan spoke softly, more like speaking to himself.