I just look at your good looks

01

When Chu Ruiyuan first met Liu Jun'an when he was nine years old, he felt that he was stupid and lazy, and he couldn't understand how his father could choose such a companion for him.

But that stupid and lazy person is a fool who has the blessing of being a fool, living a carefree life every day, which made him feel lazy, thinking from time to time that it would be great if he could be just like him.

Unexpectedly, he would finally hear some words of persuasion from Liu Jun'an, which hit his heart like a startling tree.

It turns out that he is not really stupid, but he can barely be regarded as a wise and foolish person.

02

When the imperial concubine gave birth to his father's son, Chu Ruiyuan envied how much the new prince was favored by his mother and concubine. After all, at that age, no matter how favored the emperor's younger brother was, he would not be able to shake the foundation of his inheritance.

He just suddenly realized that his father had always been on guard against him, and he might have hidden evil intentions in choosing Liu Jun'an to be the prince's companion.

This kind of soreness of waking up from a big dream cannot be explained to or comforted by others.

Therefore, when he saw such an amazingly talented and filial son of the Prime Minister, an indescribable feeling grew in his heart.

Like envy, like jealousy; like yearning, like heartbeat.

03

If you think about life, you will do all kinds of evil.

As soon as you think about it, ten thousand kalpas will come to life.

Amazement and longing have been buried in my heart for a long time, and they have become obsessions.

Whether it is taking people into his pocket as his own, or taking people's wings off and staining his color, when Liu Junping gets married, the obsession in his heart will give birth to evil flowers and fruits of calamity—— —

Since I am the son of heaven, the lord of all lands and the king of ten thousand people, why can't I fulfill my wish.

So, order troops and leave the palace.

04

It was Liu Jun'an who had been with him for several years and stopped him.

The people of Li and this great country...

What Liu Jun'an said was right, although he was an emperor, he was still fledgling, if he insulted the prime minister's eldest son just because of a whim, the consequences would probably be unbearable for him right now.

05

But Liu Jun'an said that he likes him and wants to be his brother's stand-in.

Ten years later, when Chu Ruiyuan looked back, he couldn't remember why he nodded in agreement.

Maybe it was because of the angry revenge after the boy's spirit was blocked.

Maybe it's because you can't get what you want, so you have to settle for the next best thing.

Maybe, it's just because Liu Jun'an's eyes are so soft and gentle when he speaks.

06

The initial affair between him and Liu Jun'an seemed to be venting.

Vent the frustration of being an emperor but can't do anything, and vent the anger of seeing your sweetheart staying and flying with others.

He only regards the person under him as Liu Junping, and he wants to squeeze male joy and satisfaction from him.

Until he realized how deep-rooted the person who became the substitute was for him.

Until he realized that his happiness and satisfaction were all based on Liu Jun'an's pain.

It was the first time in Chu Ruiyuan's life that he felt such a guilty conscience and embarrassment.

07

So, he thought about how to compensate Liu Jun'an.

Since my heart is on others and I can't repay his love, then I will repay his greed for a while.

08

The emperor at that time was young and vigorous, and he almost did something that he regretted for the rest of his life.

On New Year's Eve, a banquet was held in the palace for civil and military officials and family members with official titles. He saw how affectionate Liu Junping and his wife who was about to give birth were so affectionate and raised their eyebrows. Had a few glasses.

Later, when Liu Junping was so drunk that he was lured to rest and sober up by the eunuch, Chu Ruiyuan was so drunk that he couldn't help but want to follow him.Seeing Liu Junping's slightly red drunken face, he couldn't help but lower his head and press a kiss on those lips.

Light and shallow, as short as morning dew, temporarily as lightning.

But he never expected that he would be bumped into by Liu Junping's wife with just that instant kiss.

When he heard the secret guard tell how she bumped into her but didn't call out, but just turned back quietly, the anger of a lost dog being pierced by a victor made him instantly murderous.

09

"I don't want to see her again," he ordered.

10

But when his heart calmed down, when he heard that Liu Junping's wife had really gone to give birth, Chu Ruiyuan couldn't help feeling a little guilty and uneasy.

Especially when the spy reported to him truthfully how much Liu Junping was in pain and wished to die together every day, the guilt and uneasiness in his heart became more and more intense, so intense that he didn't even dare to go to the prime minister's mansion to meet his sweetheart.

Fortunately, after Liu Junping's dead wife was buried, he ordered someone to open the coffin to investigate, and found that she really died of dystocia.The other party did not take a sip of the medicine given by the spies in the prime minister's mansion, but he was destined to suffer this death.

Only then did he let go of his heart, but he still had some lingering fears and still couldn't sleep peacefully every night.

11

Probably because the ten days of unease were too uncomfortable. When Liu Junping finally came to court, Chu Ruiyuan looked at his haggard but more charming figure, but he couldn't imagine that he wanted to take it by force in the past. The heart to plunder and occupy for oneself.

What is in his heart is an indescribable and unexplainable tiredness and loss, he just wants to tell this feeling to someone, and he wants to get some comfort from someone.

He made an inventory of the young emperor and the people around him, and only Liu Jun'an could be the candidate.

He then summoned Liu Jun'an into the palace again, not because he wanted to do those ridiculous things, but because he wanted someone to accompany him to say a few sincere words.

12

After hearing and doing what Liu Jun'an thought in his heart, he realized that his previous thoughts were not so much love as childish possessiveness.

He treats Liu Junping like an emotional sustenance for all the things that cannot be obtained due to status and etiquette.

Liu Jun'an's thoughts on him are really deep and affectionate.

So his obsession for these years seemed to dissipate in this night.

When he hugged Liu Jun'an in the morning of the second day, Chu Ruiyuan really felt who he was doing with.

It can't be said that it makes people feel emotional, but it also shakes the mind.

13

Three years passed quickly, and it was time for Chu Ruiyuan to get crowned and get married.

He himself didn't have much thought about marrying a concubine.

It's just something that a king of a country has to do. No matter who he marries or makes him have children, it's just a means of the emperor's power to maintain the balance of the court.

What's more, the selected empress and concubine Shu are still so boring, no more than one-tenth of his tea.

However, his Mingzhi was actually jealous, and played a petty temper and refused to come to see him in the palace, which is also cute.

It's so cute that he couldn't help but go out of the palace to go to the Tea Classics Building to catch someone, and when he was caught, he had to give him some comfort, and take it apart again.

14

But he didn't expect to meet such a child with Liu Jun'an.

Even a real toddler would not be able to bear his alluring appearance and his steadfast eyes on Mingzhi when he was young, not to mention the fact that he is already 12 years old.

When Chu Ruiyuan was 12 years old, he had already developed thousands of intuitions. He didn't believe that the white-haired boy who lived under the fence since he was a child could really be as white as paper.

But Mingzhi, who is sometimes very wise and stupid, and sometimes really stupid, really wants to raise that man as a younger brother, maybe he will not be a loyal dog when he grows up, but a wolf with fangs.

Therefore, Chu Ruiyuan sent spies to find the child's family members and send them away far away, so as not to be an eyesore all the time by his side.

15

It's just that he never thought at the time that the boy who had grown into a wolf would come back one day and bite a man's neck.