【Double Xun】Know what is like

That night, Xun You had a very short dream. He dreamed that the snow was boundless, and wine was simmering in a small red clay furnace. The snow is too heavy, I have to go, you don't have to see me off."

With his head down, Xun Yu opened his eyes. There was snow outside the window, and he thought he was still in a dream.The body in his arms was scorching hot, and Xun You stretched out his hand to check his temperature, so he knew it was not good. He woke Xun Yu up, and said anxiously: "Wen Ruo, Wen Ruo, wake up, you're burnt out!"

Xun Yu's body was limp, and it took him a long time to respond from his throat: "...what's wrong?"

"Is there any medicine? Can I take those medicines in the past?"

Xun Yu let out a long sigh of hot air from his nose, opened his eyes dizzily and said, "No, don't be so busy...you go, you go to Captain Zhao..."

"What do you want from him..."

"Go," Xun Yu frowned, and tried his best to raise his finger to point to the door: "Go and find him, he knows what to do."

Xun You was flustered and could only listen to him.Captain Zhao really fell asleep, he didn't have time to light the lamp, he got dressed very quickly in the dark, and took a lot of money from the corner of the drawer before leaving with Xun You.Seeing him, Xun Yu breathed a sigh of relief, and said to Xun You, "I have something to say to Captain Zhao, you go to the door first."

Xun You was very annoyed, he didn't know what to hide from him, but Xun Yu insisted and asked him to avoid it in a very firm tone.Standing by the door, Xun You saw Captain Zhao listening to him, and Xun You started talking to him intermittently.After talking for about half a minute, Xun Yu asked him, "Is it possible?"

Captain Zhao nodded lightly, and then said to Xun You: "Quick, get dressed and bring money, and we'll send him to the health station."

Xun You took out his coat from the cabinet and asked, "Health station? Where is the health station?"

"The health station of Shahe Farm is close to the town, and there are always people there."

Xun You looked at the heavy snow outside the window and said, "It's freezing cold, how can I get there?"

"There is no car, so it's inappropriate to wake up others. In this way, we will take turns carrying him on our backs, and go to the main road first, and stop the car when we meet it. If we don't have to walk for an hour and a half, we should arrive."

Xun You didn't think about what absurd plan this was, but just obediently and actively obeyed.The two of them busily armed themselves, pooled up another two hundred yuan for an emergency, and quietly carried Xun Yu to the direction of Shahe Town.

The road was slippery in the snow, and it was extremely difficult to recognize the direction. The wind and snow poured into the throat, which was full of dry and hot pain.Captain Zhao took two flashlights and shone forward, and the light was quickly swallowed into the darkness.Xun You once stopped to question the direction, but Captain Zhao insisted. He stomped his feet in the snow and said firmly, I will not harm him.

Surrounded by mountains, it looks like a huge Buddha watching them off.

Xun You had never suffered this kind of pain in his life, and he was almost exhausted. Several times he was so sleepy that he would fall forward, and when he was teetering, he remembered Xun Yu's near-death gasp, woke up again and continued walking down.Finally, at the place where he could get a glimpse of the sky, Xun You tripped over a huge boulder buried in the snow, and threw himself on the snow with Xun You.

Xun You got up and saw the deep red in the snow. He was so shocked that he quickly covered the blood with the snow in his hands.He knelt and crawled back to Xun Yu's side, grabbed Xun Yu's arm, and tried to carry him on his back again.But after repeated several times, he finally knew that he couldn't do it.

Panting heavily, Xun You touched Xun Yu's face apologetically, and smiled embarrassedly at him: "Wen Ruo, I'm out of strength, let's take a rest before leaving."

Xun Yu was wrapped in a thin quilt by them, lying between the vast sky and the earth, sleeping peacefully like a baby, as if falling without pain or dying of illness.He gradually opened his eyes and smiled at him: "No need, Gongda, I can't survive..."

Xun You wiped his face with snow, opened his eyes and mouth wide, and put on a positive smile: "You are talking nonsense, I asked Captain Zhao to carry you, let's go now."

"No... don't waste time, I want to talk to you, it's good here..."

Xun Yu raised his eyes and looked around, only to see that the mountains and peaks are full of mist, and only the sky will be bright, which can be used as a glimpse of death.

He hadn't seen the dawn for a long, long time.

Xun Yu asked him, "Will you give me a hug?"

Xun You suddenly became angry, he knelt down beside Xun Yu stubbornly, took his arm and put it on his shoulder: "No, I don't want to hug you, I will send you to the hospital right now."

But the more he pulled, the more he felt that Xun Yu's body was light and boneless, without any weight.Xun You panicked, he let go of his hand suddenly, and Xun You's arm was like the arm of a strong man back then, hanging limply in the snow.

Xun Yu smiled slightly, and said softly, "You hug me, okay?"

Xun You felt a lump in his throat, and then stepped forward to hug his body.He kissed his forehead and eyes very solemnly, and Xun Yu also closed his eyes comfortably to be intimate with him.Kissing straight to the side of Xun Yu's face, Xun You finally buried his head in his neck, weeping like a lonely and injured beast.

The sound of crying echoed weakly in the mountains, he begged him without hesitation, begged him to live, begged him not to abandon himself, and even asked him hysterically, what should I do, Wen Ruo, what should I do Woolen cloth.

Xun Yu just smiled and wiped his tears for him, and sighed faintly: "Gongda, it will be dawn soon, you go out along this road, go to the county town, eat meat and sesame cakes , back home in Shanghai."

"After I die, no one will say that about you again. You will live well and live a long life."

At that moment, Xun You was almost suffocated in the heavy snow that closed the mountain. He cried inarticulately and shook Xun Yu's shoulder desperately, almost breaking his bones: "I don't want it! I don't want it!"

Xun You knew that he was having a child's temper, because fate did not give him a bargaining chip, so he could only get angry at Xun Yu.Xun Yu was already so weak, but he was still comforting him, with a soft voice, like a fairy whispering in the sky.

"Don't forget me, Gongda." The light in Xun Yu's eyes gradually faded, but there was still the warm smile of Chun Ri.

Remember someone is here to love you.

Xun You saw Xun Yu's eyelashes, like two frozen butterfly wings, he knew he would not be able to speak for long, so he could only wipe away his tears and listen carefully.Xun Yu's voice became smaller and smaller, and he could only speak simple words such as "you", "I" and "go" and "alive". Later, Xun You could only bend down and put his ear on the His lips carefully caught the broken words.

Xun You was lying on Xun Yu's chest, his limbs were numb from the cold, and his eyes were staring straight into the distance.He could already see the main road, and there were sparse vehicles on the road. Their headlights were warm yellow, flickering, which made people feel alive and hopeful.

He obstinately postpones the realization of all facts, and does nothing to resist the grief of destruction.

At that moment, the lone bird frightened the sky. It screamed shrillly and high-spiritedly, and its wings were majestic, piercing the sky.Xun You twisted his neck stiffly, staring at it ecstatically, wondering if this bird was the one they had met before.

It was so good at that time, the streamer was like dust.

But in the deep winter, there will be no lone bird lingering, it must have died halfway.

Xun You came back to his senses, his eyes were gradually aching from the snowy light, and it felt better if he squinted, but he couldn't see Xun Yu's face clearly.He slowly got up and called out cautiously, afraid of waking him up: "Wen Ruo, Wen Ruo."

Captain Zhao pulled him behind him: "Xun You, let go, he is dead!"

Where did Xun You hear the word "death", his eyes turned red in an instant, he forced Xun Yu to carry him on his back and staggered forward, as if they were the only two ants in the world, crawling in the heavy snow that closed the mountain.

But Xun You didn't expect that the weight of the living and the dead was different. The weight of the dead body made him feel as if he had fallen into an ice cellar. He walked less than five kilometers with trembling hands and feet, and fell to the ground again.He struggled to get up, and wanted to pull Xun Yu's body. Captain Zhao rushed up and pulled him away, and shouted angrily, "He will be hurt! Xun You!"

There was red light in the eyes of the two, and they stood panting in the wilderness listening to the howling wind. Captain Zhao soon wiped away his tears, took out the 200 yuan and stuffed it into Xun You's inner pocket: "Here is the money, you let's go."

Xun You was in a daze, and Captain Zhao could see that Xun You was already stupid, so he could only push him away, and shouted at him again: "Go! Go!"

Xun You turned a deaf ear to it, he just looked at Xun Yu's body, with his mouth slightly open, as calm as another dead man.However, at a certain moment when Captain Zhao was dazed, Xun You rushed towards Xun Yu's body again.He suddenly changed from a dead man to a warrior who charged into battle. Xun Yu's corpse was his high ground, even if he ran out of ammunition and food, he would die on his high ground.

The two pushed hard, and the sun shone a golden light from behind Xun You.

The day is really brightening.

Captain Zhao exerted all his strength to push Xun You away ten meters away. His voice was hoarse from the roar, but he still tried his best to keep calm and explained to him word by word: "Xun You, I tell you clearly. Xun Yu dismissed you before leaving the house just for this matter. He said that if he can survive, it will be the worst. If he unfortunately dies on the way—maybe he already knew that he would die on the way —he begged me to let you go."

Seeing the fierce hatred in Xun You's eyes, Captain Zhao swallowed his throat, his face was displeased, but he was extremely sincere: "I know you hate me, just as I hate you, if it wasn't because of him..."

Captain Zhao suddenly choked up for a few seconds, but he quickly wiped away the tears, and continued: "If it wasn't for Xun Yu, I would have let you die in this wilderness! But since he begged me , I can't let him down, and you can't let him down, you know?"

"So," Captain Zhao put his arms around Xun You's shoulders and continued to walk east: "You go now, there is a road in front of you, follow the road, and you will reach Shahe Town. Put the letter of introduction and the money together, and you buy it with the letter." Train ticket, go back to Shanghai."

"As for Xun Yu," Captain Zhao sniffed, "Leave it to me, and I will take him back and bury him properly."

Xun You broke away from him, and said indifferently, "I won't leave."

"Now it's up to you to say whether to go or not. If you don't go, they will fight you to death today! They discussed it last night, and sooner or later they will fight for half your life!"

Xun You still looked indifferent, turned around and walked towards Xun Yu's body. Captain Zhao felt that he was really difficult to deal with, so he irritated him fiercely: "Xun Yu died for you! Do you understand! In order to let you have This way of life! Knowing the wind, frost, rain and snow, he still came out!"

Xun You slowly stood on his feet and looked back at him. He saw that Xun You's eyes were wet, and knew that he had listened to some words, so he stepped forward and pulled him to persuade him: "Xun You, don't be stupid, they are very happy at dawn. It will be discovered soon, and it will be too late when they chase them out! Let's go! Let's go!"

Captain Zhao pushed him towards the road, but Xun You's feet relaxed, so he also let him push him for tens of meters.The sun showed its golden head, and Xun You was shocked from head to toe to meet Zhaohui.

"I'm out of strength, Captain Zhao, I'm out of strength..."

Xun You was pushed away by him, and his crying gradually became shallower and deeper, until finally he raised his head and cried loudly.He didn't know when Captain Zhao became such a good person, because he kept pushing and hugging him for a long distance, so far that Xun You could hear the sound of wheels turning, noisy conversations between people, and even And sirens in the distance.

He is close to another prosperous life.

Beside the railing of the road, Captain Zhao stopped and patted him on the shoulder: "Okay, okay, let's go, if you can't walk, remember to flag a car and let them take you to Shahe. As for Xun Yu, Don't worry, I'll take him back safely."

Xun You faced Captain Zhao and stepped back step by step. He actually saw the gratified smile on Captain Zhao's face under the rising sun.Captain Zhao held back his tears and waved his hands, then put his hands on his lips in the shape of a trumpet, and shouted to him:

"Xun You——"

"Let's go—"

"The sun is ahead—"

"go home--"

"Don't let him down—"