Absinthe

In two days, it will be the New Year's Day holiday. During the holiday, Zhong Xiu racked his brains to think of topics to chat with Hao Ai. As for Hao Ai, he still replied with messages, but each time he only replied with a few words, "um", "oh" , "Okay", and "Really" switch back and forth. In the past, Zhong Xiu was easy to chat to death, but now it is replaced by Hao Ai.In the middle of the chat, there were occasional silences, Zhong Xiu could only bite the bullet and continue to find topics, it was too difficult for him.

The two of them occasionally talked in class, but Zhong Xiu always asked Hao Ai and answered. Hao Ai's attitude was lukewarm, and he no longer clinged to Zhong Xiu when eating and bathing as before.

Seeing that the winter vacation is about to begin, there is no way to waste it any longer.If you don't see each other for a month during the winter vacation, the relationship will only become more distant, and this will not work.Lu Fayan gave Zhong Xiu all kinds of methods to sum up, but none of them worked, so he could only worry on the sidelines.

While he was anxious, he was curious about the reason for the quarrel between the two of them, and he didn't tell anyone when he asked, so he became even more anxious.

"What's going on, you two? How long has it been? There's a fight at the head of the bed and a fight at the end of the bed."

Hao Ai was furious: "Lu Fayan, if you talk nonsense again, I will tape your mouth up!"

Hao Ai still didn't come to the evening self-study this Monday, so he went to the medical clinic to pick up his grandma.

Zhong Xiu didn't know if he would come back tonight, but after ten o'clock in the evening, he was still standing in the corridor of the dormitory waiting for him.Two days ago, the voice-activated lights in the stairs were broken, and Hao Ai was afraid of the dark.

He lowered his head, his hands and feet were a little stiff from the cold, so he had to keep walking back and forth.After waiting for about half an hour, he heard footsteps and looked up to see someone coming from a distance outside.

Hao Ai was wearing a short white down jacket, which was particularly conspicuous in the dark.

Hao Ai saw Zhong Xiu, stopped in his tracks, and couldn't help asking: "What are you doing?"

"The light is out, I'll wait for you to go up."

Hao Ai's Adam's apple twitched, wanting to speak, but swallowed all the words, and finally just thanked awkwardly: "Thank you."

Zhong Xiu raised the corner of his mouth and said, "You're welcome," he asked again, "Are you still angry with me?"

Hao Ai tucked his neck into the scarf, nodded sullenly: "Yeah."

"Don't be angry with me, okay?" Zhong Xiu still had no expression on his face, but Hao Ai felt that there was a quiet begging in his eyes.

Hao Ai said stiffly: "No."

"Then how can you calm down?"

"Don't..." Hao Ai said unnaturally, "Don't do that again." He remembered the scene that night again, and his face suddenly became unhappy.

I'm afraid it won't work, I can't bear it. "I can't guarantee this." Zhong Xiu said.

Hao Ai said coldly, "That's out of the question."

As he spoke, he was about to walk around Zhong Xiu, but Zhong Xiu grabbed his arm and refused to let him go.

"Do you really have nothing to ask?" Zhong Xiu asked Hao Ai the question that he didn't answer last time.

"I don't want to ask." Hao Ai said.

Zhong Xiu felt cold, he heard his own voice asking: "Why?" He was a little afraid to hear the next answer.

"I can't ask the questions you want me to ask, and I can't give you the answers you want to hear." Hao Ai looked at him helplessly, and said: "If you like a girl..."

Zhong Xiu immediately said, "I don't like girls."

"I mean, if you go straight to relatives' homes without asking, you will definitely be beaten. I'm fine with that."

Zhong Xiu broke the jar and said, "Then you can beat me up, if you can relieve your anger."

"I don't think it's right for you to do this." Hao Ai reasoned with him patiently.

After Zhong Xiu calmed down, he knew that he was really impulsive at that time, but he didn't regret what he had done. "The situation is different."

"Why is it different?" Hao Ai didn't understand.

I think you like me, but you don't realize it.Of course Zhong Xiu couldn't say this directly to Hao Ai, otherwise he would definitely ignore him again.

Zhong Xiu said, "I didn't regard you as a girl."

Hao Ai sighed with an unclear expression, and said after a long time, "Zhong Xiu, I'm a straight man, the kind of straight steel."

This is tantamount to directly giving Zhong Xiu a death sentence.

Zhong Xiu felt like falling into an ice cave, but he still asked cautiously: "Then can we still be friends in the future? Just, like before."

"Let me think about it." Hao Ai thought for a while, the tens of seconds of silence made Zhong Xiu feel as long as a century.

"No," Hao Ai said suddenly, "I'm afraid you'll still be like last time... I'm not as strong as you."

Last time he was unprepared, being held tightly in Zhong Xiu's arms, he couldn't run even if he wanted to.

"I'm sorry, it's my fault," Zhong Xiu lowered his eyes, his voice a little hoarse, "Go back, it's cold outside."

When Hao Ai saw Zhong Xiu's lost look, he suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, and the balance in his heart seemed to be slowly tilting.

There must be no soft-heartedness, he told himself.

The author says:

#Is Zhongxiu Hao Ai reconciled today? #