you must like me too

It may be because of being doted on by his family, Ouyang Dewen matures later in mind, and even develops his body later than his peers.

Other boys began to pay attention to female classmates in junior high school, and would get together to discuss female classmates, and even male and female students began to "puppy love" in junior high school.Even some of the early enlightened ones had little girlfriends in elementary school.

However, Ouyang has always been not very interested in these things, thinking that girls and boys are the same, they are all his classmates, but the girls are more delicate.

In the freshman year of high school, I had my first nocturnal emission. In an era when information was so clear, Ouyang did not panic.But the person in the dream made him at a loss, how could it be his brother!

When he was in junior high school, his brother came out to his family. At that time, Song Yaohui's own company was already on the right track with the support of his father's finances and connections. He felt that he didn't need to be coerced financially, so he boldly confessed .

Song Yaohui has been used to being independent since he was a child, except for finances, and has always made up his own mind about big and small matters.The Song family's family style was opened up again, and the Song family's parents let him go.

When Ouyang knew that his brother was gay, he didn't have any special thoughts. After all, he often went to his parents in the Netherlands and knew something about homosexuality.Besides, this is his brother's own business, his brother's liking of men and women does not affect his brotherhood with his brother.

If he doesn't support it, his brother won't like women; if he supports it, if he does something wrong, his brother should beat him or beat him!

But he didn't expect that he would be too!

After this incident, he seemed to realize that he was indeed not interested in girls at all, but seemed...maybe a little interested in boys?He sometimes pays more attention when he sees good-looking men with good bodies in magazines and on the Internet. He always thought that he was envious, jealous...

But it was only this time that he used his brother as an object of fantasy.

Just like that, he didn't think that he had any thoughts about his brother.His own thinking is that the men around him are tall and handsome like his elder brother, with a decisive and bold personality, a smart head, and are able to do well in both study and work!And although his brother is strict with him, he takes good care of him in every detail.

So it was only natural that his brother appeared in his dream, but it didn't mean that he had feelings for his brother other than brothers.

Until that time in his brother's bedroom, when he saw his brother leaving the bathroom wearing a towel, he actually had a physical reaction!He fled in a hurry!

Because he is a commuter, as long as his brother is not on business, most of the time he lives at home, that's it, and he often thinks of his brother at school!

There are photos of his brother in his mobile phone album, but he started to secretly take pictures of his brother. It was obviously an aboveboard thing before, but now he feels guilty.

And when he thinks of his brother dating other men or making intimacy, he will be angry and sad.For a while, he found that Xu Junshan had an unusually close relationship with his brother, so he became hostile towards Xu Junshan, which caused Xu Junshan to be puzzled.

Later, he dreamed of being like this and that with his brother many times. In addition to accepting his fate to wash his underwear, he also admitted his love for Song Yaohui.

After he confirmed his feelings, he asked his brother tentatively, "Since you like men, brother, will you like me?"

Not to mention liking it, Song Yaohui didn't even think about it, he just let him change his nonsense.

He also asked, "Brother, what do you like?"

Without even thinking about it, his brother said, "It's not like you anyway"!

Ouyang knew that he was a younger brother in his brother's eyes, and his brother might not take the initiative to think about blood relationship or not!

Feeling that he is gay did not make Ouyang despair, but realizing that he liked his brother but his brother would not like him made him despair of his feelings.

For boys of that age, having a secret or unrequited love is a very common thing.But when it comes to Ouyang, it becomes a reason for rebellion.

In fact, he knew at the time that instead of venting himself, it was better to call his brother's attention unwillingly.

He started skipping classes and surfing the Internet cafes. He didn't attend classes, didn't do his homework, and locked himself in his room when he got home.His brother saw him as a rebellious adolescent, even if he talked back to his brother, his brother would only give a few words of verbal education.

Until the summer vacation of the first year of high school, he lied to his godmother that he was going to the Netherlands, and told his parents in the Netherlands that this summer vacation would not pass because of school make-up classes...

He and his classmates played games in Internet cafes for several days and nights, and secretly learned to smoke and drink. He felt bored and traveled to a neighboring province alone...

Because he has always behaved very well, the family did not expect him to tell such a big lie, and it took him more than ten days to be exposed.

Parents on both sides were very anxious. His parents hurried back to China after knowing that he was lying on both sides. Song Yaohui personally went to arrest him.The more than ten hours of driving back and forth did not reduce Song Yaohui's physical strength in waving the belt.

He was locked in his bedroom, and he was allowed to shout from outsiders. Song Yaohui beat him to the point where he was covered in bruises.

That beating was much more severe than the last time he was wronged, because no one could hold Song Yaohui back in time.Fortunately, Xiao Wang was there that time. At that time, the young and strong Xiao Wang and the strong Uncle Song broke the door open with all their strength.

Without his brother giving him a list of his mistakes, he can realize how serious his mistakes are.

After being beaten, he saw how worried and anxious his godmother, Uncle Song and his own parents were.However, they did not blame themselves, but patiently and gently asked themselves why, and asked themselves if they had been wronged in any way.

While he was recovering from his injuries, his brother asked him calmly if he had something on his mind and why he told such a big lie.

His brother told him how helpless he was to deal with his rebellion this year.Tell him how scared he was when he learned that he hadn't gone to Holland, afraid that he would do something stupid, or that he would be in danger.His brother apologized to him, saying that he shouldn't have hit so hard, and that he felt very distressed after the beating.

Seeing the two families suffer such psychological torture because of his willfulness and selfishness, he decided to stop here—stop the rebellion, stop the unrequited feelings for his brother, stop here.

He has become the beloved Tuantuan who loves to act coquettishly and act like a demon again. His brother still treats him as strict and pampering as he treats his own son and his own younger brother.

He is very satisfied, and he shouldn't rely on the love of so many people to do things that hurt his family and himself.

Until high school graduation, even to this winter break.

……

After Song Yaohui listened to his faint narration, it was only today that he understood the real reason why Ouyang was beaten so badly back then.

Ouyang's voice choked up, his eyes were red.

Song Yaohui sighed, carried him from the sofa to the bed and lay down.

Ouyang was carried over stupidly, lay down stupidly, and asked stupidly, "Aren't you going to beat me up?"

Song Yaohui looked at this little idiot: "You want me to beat you up?"

Ouyang Nana: "Of course I don't want to..."

Song Yaohui half-lyed beside him: "Didn't you say 'this is the end', why can't you help it?"

Ouyang's feelings for so many years finally had the opportunity to appeal to the public, and he simply asked and answered.

"The night I went to a gay club during summer vacation and you caught me, you slept so deeply, you didn't respond to me at all... I have a reaction to you."

Song Yaohui thought: I was so fucking tired that day!

"I heard from Mao Xiaoshuai that you occasionally take people away from the clubhouse. Godmother also said that there are always different men to send you home."

Song Yaohui thought to himself: Do you still have eyeliner?It was a substitute driver who took me home, although some of them were not pure substitute drivers.

"It's been more than two years, and I still can't stop liking you. I don't know what to do. I'm sad and troubled, so I just want to end my relationship, and I'm thinking about... tossing and tossing you, who told you to let me go? I don't feel good about being out and about."

Song Yaohui: I'm used to it!

"Brother, can you really not like me? I know that I am childish, have a bad figure, and have nothing good at it, so I will cling to you and make trouble for you...I can understand that you don't like me, but really It's very sad... woo woo..."

Song Yaohui: Yes, a bunch of stinky problems, what do I like about you? "I don't know where the love comes from, and the love is deep"?A little sour.

"Brother, it's okay if you don't like me, but don't hate me, okay? Let's get along as before, and I don't care what friends you make, I will try to like others..."

When Song Yaohui heard his words, he said gloomily, "You think it's beautiful!"

Ouyang thought that Song Yaohui's "beautiful thinking" meant "the relationship is still the same as before", and the sadness came from it, and he cried even more sadly.

Seeing his pitiful appearance, Song Yaohui wished he could eat it right now.

The person she likes, has missed for a long time, and has already made up her mind not to provoke, Zheng Lihua lay on her bed with tears and confessed to herself, no one can bear it!

Song Yaohui couldn't bear it, but if he couldn't bear it, he had to bear it!

Parents will be at home from tomorrow, if Ouyang has any abnormalities in his body, he will definitely work hard, and Song Yaohui will go to the hospital to celebrate the New Year by then!

It's okay for him to go to the hospital. If his grandfather knows that he put Ouyang on his own bed, he will go to the hospital to celebrate the new year in anger!

Even if the two are in love with each other, they will only think that they have led Ouyang badly.

Don't say they don't know, even if they know that Ouyang has put himself down a long time ago, he will only be beaten.In order for the Song family to have a good year, he endured it!

"Don't cry, I'll get you a glass of water."

Poured a glass of water for Ouyang in the small living room on the third floor, watched him drink and lie down, and left the bedroom by himself.

Confess yourself?According to Ouyang's temperament, knowing that he also likes him, he must toss him like a god.Letting him do nothing now and staying with Ouyang is testing his self-control, not to mention that Ouyang will not stick to him seriously at that time!

He needs to go out to calm down now, and then talk to Ouyang about his feelings for him.

So in Ouyang's view, his brother couldn't respond to his feelings, so he had to stay away from him.

Although he always knew that his brother would not reciprocate his feelings, but when his thoughts were confirmed and the one-ten-thousandth possibility did not exist, it was really a devastating despair.

Ouyang let his tears go to pay homage to his lost first love and secret love.

Knowing the result, the tense mood of the past few days has also been relaxed, and today I am really exhausted after playing with the children all day.

So, when Song Yaohui took a shower in Ouyang's room and returned to his own room, he found that the person he wanted to confess had fallen asleep.

Didn't you get a response and cry sadly?

This is too heartless!

Song Yaohui made a bitter decision: hang you up for a few more days, anyway, I won't be able to eat these days!

It's just that sometimes what is said is not necessarily what is done!

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