go too far

After eating, they wanted to see if there were any movies to watch, but they stood at the entrance of the cinema and studied the film schedule for a long time, but they couldn't find a movie they were interested in, so they had to give up and go home.

It's not even the evening rush hour, and there are even empty seats on the subway home.

After getting off the subway and walking near the community, it became even quieter. Jiang Yu's thoughts suddenly drifted to his memory, when they went home after their first date.

At that time, he still didn't realize his thoughts, and he was still playing childish games with He Lin.The little charmander was stuck at the bottom of the almost empty schoolbag, and every time he moved, a raised part was on his tailbone.

He stretched out his right hand and adjusted the angle of the doll back through the schoolbag. When he withdrew his hand, he rubbed against He Lin's arm.

The sun hadn't even started to set, and the two bare arms were covered with thin layers of sweat. Obviously it was just such a simple touch, but it seemed that every hair had an intimate contact, which made him shiver.

What made his heart beat faster suddenly was that He Lin touched his with the back of his hand, and immediately took his hand.

It's not that there's never been a heart-to-heart.When he went downstairs in elementary school, he would naturally hold He Lin's hand.Sometimes when he was going out late, he dragged He Lin downstairs quickly, and if there was still time, he would walk side by side.It's just that each of them is good at age, and they added a label called love to each other, and this simple action was suddenly added with an ambiguity.

He Lin's palm was very hot, even scalding, which almost made Jiang Yu wonder if this person had a fever.It happened that his physique was cold, which further showed the abnormal temperature of the skin-to-skin contact.

Maybe the weather is too hot, anyone will be dry.

he thought then.

A strange and ambiguous atmosphere lay between the two of them, and neither of them spoke.

Jiang Yu was too lazy to say it, but for some reason, He Lin also fell silent.

He originally separated his thumb from the other four fingers, half-wrapping Jiang Yu's hand, but with a sudden movement, he inserted the other four fingers into Jiang Yu's fingers one by one.

It became fingers intertwined.

It's just that this posture didn't last long, Jiang Yu finally moved uncomfortably and said, "It's a little uncomfortable."

He Lin was a little confused: "What?"

Jiang Yu raised their clasped hands and asked him, "Why do you shake hands like this?"

"Otherwise how do you hold it?"

Jiang Yu pulled out his hand, and his five fingers moved a distance to the side as a whole, holding him tightly again.

"Shouldn't that be the case?"

He Lin paused for two seconds before laughing: "It means that you are probably an emotional person."

"Ok?"

This time it was Jiang Yu who was at a loss.

He Lin looked at his left thumb stacked on top of the opponent's right thumb, and said, "I forgot where I saw it. It is said that people who are used to such gestures are used to emotional thinking."

Jiang Yu asked, "What about you?"

He Lin changed back to the original gesture and explained to him: "I'm more used to this, it seems to be more rational, although I don't know where I can be called rational."

This insignificant science popularization was heard by Jiang Yu with his left ear and out with his right ear.He didn't really care which side he was on, he just wanted to solve the problem at hand first: "Then hold it like I did just now, don't you think it's awkward?"

"A little bit." He Lin answered honestly.

Hearing this, Jiang Yu pulled out his hand forcefully and said, "Then don't hold it, someone will be awkward."

"Don't," He Lin suddenly refused, and couldn't help but follow Jiang Yu's usual way of pulling and tightening, "Just hold it like this, I won't be awkward."

"You..." Jiang Yu exerted strength with his left hand, but found that the man exerted all his strength in his hand, leaving him no escape route.There was no way, he could only close his fingertips one by one in the same way.

The touch of the back of his hand suddenly brought Jiang Yu back to the present moment.

Some things, when you don't know it will happen, you can still keep calm, and when it happens suddenly without warning, the contrast can bring people the most fun and touch, so people are so keen to create surprises.

But once he knew it was coming, he was drowned in other complex emotions, turned into concern, became the tension that made his heart beat faster, and even spread into fear.

Not worrying about gain and loss, but worrying about not being able to.

Jiang Yu suddenly felt a tightness in his throat.

The hand close to He Lin became stiff, and the five fingers seemed to have forgotten their proper posture.The anxiety that couldn't be contained in the heart overflowed the pores and became beads of sweat on the surface of the skin that had no time to care.

He was used to walking with his head half down. He was looking at the floor tiles in front of him, but now he glanced at the hand that was darker than him but had distinct bones.

It wasn't until his left foot stepped on the gap between the floor tiles between his feet that he realized that he had been approaching He Lin.

The arms were pressed together, sticky with thin sweat, trying to survive in the cracks. The next second, they were suddenly released from the restriction, but they didn't know whether they were still on the original skin surface.

And under that arm, both hands are clasped, fingers intertwined.

It was He Lin's habit of holding hands. Jiang Yu felt that none of his five fingers belonged to him. Even though he tried his best to restrain himself, the slight movements of his fingertips still couldn't be completely covered up, but the other party felt his discomfort.

He Lin asked softly, "Can't you hold hands?"

When I was young, I had no distractions, but now I have more relationships, and now I am cautious.

I don't know if it was because the original He Lin had never spoken to him in such a tone, or because the original self had never taken the initiative to notice the change in tone, He Lin who asked this sentence seemed to have returned to the time they had just met. The appearance not long ago, blinking and begging for sweets, made Jiang Yu's heart soften for a moment.

Changing his mentality and walking this road again, he really accidentally discovered many other faces of He Lin that he hadn't put in his heart, which just made up for the surprise lost because it was the second time holding hands.

There are gains and losses.

He pressed his fingertips tightly on the back of the opponent's hand, covered his smile with a fist with the other hand, and gave an affirmative answer: "Yes."

After walking a few steps, He Lin suddenly chuckled: "It's so hot holding hands like this."

"Then don't hold it anymore?" After finishing speaking, Jiang Yu made a gesture to let go.

"Don't, don't." He Lin hurriedly stopped him, clenched his hand a little more, "Just hold it like this, and hold it hot, don't let it go."

As a result, they were only 200 meters away from home, and both of them sweated in their palms.

When the summer vacation came, it was the days when Jiang Yu would turn on the air conditioner and stay in the room every day.

The little charmander was finally put on the bay window by Jiang Yu.Later, Yu Ningyin asked him, when did he get such a silly doll, he couldn't say that he caught it in the claw machine when he and He Lin went out on a date, so he responded with "I won the lottery".

That day, Jiang Yu had just finished watering the flowers and plants on the first floor, and he was too lazy to go back to the third floor, so he settled down in the room with a bay window on the first floor.He had just turned on the air conditioner, and was about to climb up the bay window with his mobile phone, when He Lin's message suddenly popped up on the screen of his mobile phone: Upstairs or downstairs?

Jiang Yu replied with two words: downstairs.

Within 2 minutes, a doorbell rang outside the door.

He Lin held a plate covered with a dinner plate, held it up in front of the person who opened the door, and said, "My mother made some extra dumplings, and brought some for you."

Jiang Yu took the plate and put it in the refrigerator. When he came out, he saw that the door was closed, and the person who closed the door also locked himself in the room, and had already changed into slippers.

Jiang Yu asked him, "Aren't you going back?"

He Lin rolled his eyes and said: "As soon as I go back, my mother should urge me to do my homework and review. It's annoying to death. I'll stay with you for a while."

When they were young, Lin Xin was still at work, and He Lin was entrusted to Grandpa Jiang and Grandma Jiang to take care of him, so he was familiar with the family on the first floor, like his third home.He walked to the room with the bay window, and sure enough, only the door in front of him was closed.

The action of opening the door brought out a hint of coolness, like half a master, he went in and lay down on the bed.

Jiang Yu closed the door behind him, and kicked his dangling calf as he passed by the foot of the bed: "Take off the slippers before going to bed."

He Lin let out an "oh", kicked his legs, and kicked the slippers to the ground indiscriminately.

He took out the mobile phone in his trouser pocket, flicked the screen twice, then suddenly climbed out of bed, and rubbed against the bay window.He said, "Dong Jiajia is having a class reunion again."

"Really." Jiang Yu was almost half lying on the bay window, he yawned, and said casually.

Dong Jiajia was their class monitor in junior high school. The last junior high school reunion was before high school. Now it is said that it is almost the third year of high school. Let them come out and get together.

"Yeah, didn't you see it?"

Dong Jiajia's news was posted in the junior high school class. He Lin raised the phone in front of Jiang Yu and helped him adjust the angle in a considerate manner.

Jiang Yu lazily flipped through the records, and muttered: "Probably because I blocked all the groups."

He did block all the groups, but he still had the memory of the early junior high school reunion.

He Lin took back his phone and asked him, "Then are you going?"

"Hmm," Jiang Yu pretended to say, "I'm a bit lazy."

"I see that you are a little lazy, and you have a lot of laziness."

Jiang Yu lay down all over, and the other end of the bay window was occupied by He Lin. He poked the other side's waist with his toes, and said, "Move forward, there is no place to put your legs."

He Lin was jerked all over by his poke, grabbed the ankle violently, and recovered himself when he felt a layer of coldness.He moved a little outside, and put the dragging leg behind him.

The phone beeped again, He Lin glanced at it, picked out a few messages for Jiang Yu to read, and it became an exclusive manual reading machine: "Hey, they also said that they can bring 'family members'."

"Then?"

"If you are really too lazy to go, or I would like to represent myself and my family to attend together."

After finishing speaking, he glanced at Jiang Yu with a half-smile.

Jiang Yu pulled out the pillow from the back of his head, threw it forward, and the pillow fell on He Lin, and he put it in his arms.

Jiang Yu said angrily, "Why is it 'family'?"

He Lin moved to the right again, reached Jiang Yu's waist, stuffed the pillow under his head, and asked with reason and reason: "As your neighbor and current boyfriend who loves each other, why is it not considered a family member?"

Jiang Yu was speechless for a moment, took out the pillow again, and hit the unpadded marble table with the back of his head.

He put the pillow over his face.

His voice was muffled, and he said softly, "Let's go."

He Lin didn't hear clearly, and moved closer to him: "What did you say?"

Jiang Yu suddenly raised his voice and shouted: "I'm going to the party!"

Of course he will go, he will go.

Because after returning from the party, He Lin kissed him for the first time.