go too far

"Cut some fruit for you... Are you asleep?"

Jiang Yu was lying on the bed, smothering himself in the bedding and pillows, when he suddenly heard Yu Ningyin say this.

He didn't dare to show his face, for fear of revealing the blush on his face, so he raised his voice and shouted vaguely: "I haven't slept yet!"

"Then what are you doing lying on the bed." When Yu Ningyin passed by the end of the bed, she slapped him on the calf, "I put the fruit on the table for you, get up and eat."

"understood."

When Yu Ningyin's footsteps passed behind him again, accompanied by the sound of closing the door, he lay on the ground for a while without a sound, and then grabbed the side and when he threw himself into the bed, he was pinned on the pillow together. side phone.

He opened the video of He Lin dancing that he had recorded in the afternoon.

I can't remember how many times it was repeated. The movements of this dance are actually very simple. Jiang Yu felt that he had even memorized most of the movements, but he took the trouble to watch them over and over again.

At the end of each video, the scene where He Lin reached out to him remained.

That happened to be an angle of looking up. In the video, He Lin lowered his gaze, but he did not face the camera directly, but pointed at the person holding the camera behind him.There is a bunch of bangs hanging down between the eyebrows, and the eyes under the eyebrows are bent because of laughter, and the blurry video can't hide the high-spirited light in the eyes.Two shallow dimples appeared at the corners of the lips, revealing a few white teeth casually.

He looked at him with a smile, as if he was careless after relaxing, but also seemed to be just a touch of involuntary emotion.

It's not romantic, it's not solemn, and it doesn't look like it was originally a dance for a marriage proposal.

"Are you stupid..."

Jiang Yu murmured.

How could it be embarrassing.

Even if the order is reversed, he knows the meaning of this dance a few steps later, and he will never laugh at and underestimate this intention.

The phone vibrated suddenly, and it was a message from He Lin: "Are you going to watch a movie tomorrow? The one at 02:30 in the afternoon."

Jiang Yu was forced to withdraw from the video, clicked on the message bar, and saw that there was also a screenshot of the movie poster attached, and the time of tomorrow's screening.

He moved his thumb and quickly replied in the message bar: "Okay."

It was as if no matter what the other person said, he would answer "yes".

After replying to the message, he finally got up from the bed, walked to the table to eat a slice of pear, and suddenly saw the love letter that he had put aside because of the video.

I don't know if the content of this love letter will change.

After taking the love letter, he collapsed back on the bed and took out the familiar letter paper——

To 19-year-old Jiang Yu:

This love letter was written on February [-]th, tomorrow is your birthday, happy birthday.

Before I knew it, I wrote the love letter for the second year.

A year is like a fleeting time, but looking back and counting it, it seems that many things have happened that I never thought about.

Last time I wrote about the change of our identities, let’s continue writing from here, it’s time to call you boyfriend.

It's amazing, it's obviously still the two of us, but after changing our identities, it seems to be a completely different feeling.After that, when I held hands with you for the first time, my palms were sweaty. When I went out on a date with you for the first time, I grabbed a doll for you, and my hands were shaking nervously.

Remember our first kiss during summer vacation?You must remember, it was the time at grandma's house.

When I came back from outside two days ago, I happened to meet my grandma watering the flowers on the balcony, so I went to chat with her.We started chatting when you first moved here and continued talking until junior high school.I just found out that our first kiss had already been delivered to each other.

Maybe you don't remember it anymore, it was when you were a child, when you had your first asthma attack after you moved here.Grandma said, you just came back from the hospital not long ago, but you were still a little out of breath.I happened to see it when I went downstairs to play with you. I probably thought that something terrible had happened. I rushed up to give you artificial respiration, but grandma couldn't hold you back.In the end, you pinched your nose so red that even the snot bubbles came out.

When I wrote this, I accidentally laughed out loud, because the appearance of your face full of snot bubbles can always flash in my mind. (But even so you still look good!)

Probably because I was too young at that time, or maybe because I was not sensitive enough to connect artificial respiration and kissing together. I didn’t have a vague impression until my grandma said it. Start over from the day I met you, remember every minute and every second firmly, it is best to strap cameras on each other, and start recording from then on.

Looking back at the year of the third year of high school, I still want to say something to you first: "It's hard work."

I mentioned fate last time, and I am very grateful to fate for allowing you and me to attend classes in the same classroom again, and for me and you to finally enter the same university campus, and even finally live in the same dormitory.But at the same time, I hate fate a little bit, because it makes you go through some unavoidable things that will make you sad early on.Although you can always put tears on my shoulders, but I don't want to see you cry, I hope you will always be smiling.

When Brother Fu first joined the company, he said that you had a serious expression, but like I told you, you are obviously a person who loves to laugh.I know you smile every time you finish the dance, I know you smile casually when you hear people say something funny, I know you smile every time you look at me.Maybe others don't care or pay attention, but I've always seen it.

Jiang Yu, please smile more.You look good when you smile.

It's been a year, so it shouldn't be inaccurate to say it now, right?Last New Year, the wish I made was to hope that you, Jiang Yu, could meet happy things, things and people that make you laugh in the coming year.So this year, have you had a good time?Are you laughing?

If you feel happy, answer silently in your heart, and I can hear it.

I still remember what I wrote in my love letter to you last time, in my impression, you will talk about a love that is not vigorous but silent.

Now I want to add one more sentence. Before we started dating, I thought we would each have a family, buy a house opposite each other, and each have one or two children. Going out to eat, kissing each other's children, and sharing dance videos with each other, it's just that at that time, they might be busy with work, tired of raising children, and unable to dance physically, so they can only sigh with each other after drinking that it's good to be young.

I don't know why recently, maybe it's because of the winter vacation, it's cold, and I eat too much, I feel that I'm gradually getting closer to you, and I'm too lazy to move.I still remember the second day after the new year, we slumped on the bay window, occupying each other while watching videos and playing games to sleep, just like when we used to do homework together.When I see a dance video I like, I will send it to you. When you see a dance video you like, pass it to me, and say good dance to each other, put it in your favorites, but you are too lazy to move and learn, so don’t wait until school starts. , Both of us will be scolded by Brother Fu.

It's a bit far-fetched, anyway, in the past two days, I suddenly remembered the idea at that time, and felt that the two future plans were gradually merging and became the same picture.I don’t know if we are considered vigorous or not, maybe it was true before, but recently I feel more and more that when I am with you, there is no need for words between each other, and there is even a feeling that I have lived an old life, although it may be This feeling will fade as soon as school starts, haha.

I watched the video you recorded for me on my birthday last year. I watched it several times. You said thank you to me. In fact, I wanted to say thank you to you.

Maybe not one sound, but many.

Thank you for inviting me; thank you for accepting my hand and kiss; thank you for going to the same university as me; thank you for recording my birthday song.

Thank you for coming into my life, thank you for letting me meet you.

This may be the greatest luck in my life.

I am 19 years old, please take care of me too.

He Lin

——It turned out to be the same as before.

Even the typo and the two straight correction lines on the typo are the same as what Jiang Yu remembered.

Although the changes he made during this revolving lantern were insignificant, at most he confessed his feelings to each other a little more, and even the life he has lived up to now is as ordinary as before, but before he unfolded the letter paper, he still couldn't help but look forward to it. The content of the love letter can undergo some changes.

He spread his hands to the sides, lying on the bed almost in a big shape, staring at the ceiling, feeling a trace of regret in his heart.

what the hell.

I thought I could see something I hadn't seen before.

With a long sigh, he raised his hand to put the letter back into the envelope.The cold white light in the room obliquely pierced through the thin plain paper envelope, and Jiang Yu vaguely saw a string of black marks on the envelope.

He has always focused his attention on the letter inside, and never paid attention to the details on the envelope. If he hadn't happened to look through the light today, he probably would never have checked it in his entire life.With doubts in his heart, he put the folded letter paper aside, and even sat up.

Opening the envelope, I saw an English sentence written on the inside.

It was the lyrics of a song they had listened to together two days ago.

——Myyouthyours

The mobile phone was beside him, Jiang Yu picked it up and called He Lin without thinking about it.

The earpiece responded twice, and then there was a slightly muffled sound under the polishing of the machine.

"Hey?"

After the call was broadcast, Jiang Yu realized that he was a little speechless.Holding the hem of his clothes, he just asked a clichéd opening line: "What are you doing?"

There seemed to be a chuckle on the other end of the phone, and he said, "You just called specifically to ask this? Just send a message."

Then he replied, "Writing something."

Jiang Yu was taken away from his thoughts: "What to write?"

"Well, it's nothing." The other side became vague.

Jiang Yu responded without paying too much attention, and then looked at the envelope and asked, "Will you write the lyrics in the envelope, so you won't be afraid that I won't see it?"

"I didn't find a place to write it in the letter." He Lin said, "Didn't you see it?"

Even though the door was separated from the outside of the room, and the voices in the room were not completely deaf from the outside, Jiang Yu still called out to the other party in the beating of his heart: "He Lin."

"Ok?"

"I think I'm a bit greedy." Jiang Yu said, "I not only want your youth, but also the rest of your life."