go too far

After eating and drinking, everyone rested for a while and continued dancing.After mixing and matching several dances that lasted more than a minute, the freshman had to perform four complete dances at the dance party. At this moment, he was hustle and bustle, and finally let everyone learn all the dance moves before New Year's Day. And lined up.After New Year's Day, just entering the final week, club practice had to be postponed.After discussing it, I decided to wait until the next semester starts before continuing.

Therefore, after the day's practice, Fu Siyuan howled several times before leaving: "Don't wait until school starts and forget all the moves! Don't eat the meat on your body during the winter vacation, and don't hinder the flexibility of dancing!"

"Understood Brother Fu!" Although everyone shouted that, I don't know how many people can finally do it.

Qiao Xuying has been sitting by the side since he arrived, watching their still somewhat chaotic dance practice process, while handling things with his computer, until the crowd dispersed and Qiao Suying had tidied up his things, he got up and went out.Before going out, Qiao Suying greeted the rest of the people in the dance room: "I'm going first, and I'll see you next semester."

Jiang Yu waved at them, and He Lin added: "See you next semester."

Apart from club activities, they and Qiao Suying were not in the same major, so they took it for granted that goodbye would be the time for club activities next semester, so they never thought that they would run into Qiao Xuying again years ago.

To be precise, only He Lin did not expect this time.

It's almost the holidays, and there are obviously fewer people walking on the school road.After class in the morning, He Lin and Jiang Yu were discussing what to eat for lunch. As soon as they left the school, they saw a black Hyundai parked by the roadside.

Qiao Xuying turned his back to them, and was about to open the door to get into the car, when He Lin called out to him uncertainly: "Hey, Brother Qiao?"

Qiao Xuying turned to look at them and said, "What a coincidence."

After the two approached, He Lin asked, "Why are you here today?"

"It just so happens that I'm free today, so I'll send Suying back to school."

He Lin nodded in understanding, and was going to leave after a few more pleasantries, but Qiao Xuying suddenly asked, "It's just lunch time, are you going to eat?"

"Yeah, I just haven't decided what to eat yet."

Qiao Xuying chuckled, and suggested: "That's just right, I haven't eaten yet, why don't we go together?"

The two naturally had no objections, and when they talked about where to eat, Jiang Yu said, "Let's go to Sishu."

Qiao Xuying thought about it for a while, and thought it was appropriate, so she said, "Then Sishu, you go first, and I will move the car to another place."

When they arrived at Sishu, the restaurant was naturally full, and they happened to catch up, and there happened to be a table that had just finished eating, and a seat was vacant.Not long after sitting down, Qiao Xuying also parked the car and came.

Each ordered a lunch set meal, and after chatting for a while, the meal was served, and the three chatted and ate to settle their lunch.

"Are you in a hurry to go back to school?" Qiao Xuying asked.

He Lin looked at the time and said, "No hurry, we have a class at 02:30, just sit down a little longer."

"it is good."

It happened that the glasses of several people were all empty. They went to the drink bar to fill up their drinks one after another, and then returned to their seats.

The empty dinner plate had been removed, and Jiang Yu was caressing Sishu's brown transparent cup with both hands. The iced drink seeped a layer of water droplets on the cup wall. He wiped it off with his fingertips, and sat on the seat without saying a word.He was aware of the next conversation in his heart, and could almost feel that the atmosphere between the three had become somewhat dignified.

Qiao Xuying poured a cup of coffee, poured milk into the cup, and stirred it back and forth a few times with the stirring rod, making a not-so-clear sound on the rim of the cup.He was also silent for a while, before saying: "Since we happened to meet today, I have something to say to you, which may make you feel a little uncomfortable."

Although Jiang Yu was sitting opposite him, he seemed to be on the side with him at this moment, so he lowered his head and calmed down.He Lin was the only one who couldn't figure out the situation, facing the other party's solemn expression, he just let out a "hmm" in a daze.

"Let's confirm one thing first." Qiao Xuying put down the stirring rod and looked at them, "You two are in a relationship, right?"

Although he said "confirm", his tone was affirmative. Jiang Yu turned his head and looked at He Lin, then nodded slightly.

He Lin said, "Yes."

Immediately, he asked cautiously: "Brother Qiao, you can see that, is it because we are usually too obvious?"

Qiao Xuying shook her head and said, "I didn't see it either. At first, I only thought that you two had a good relationship. After all, if two men get together, brothers are more likely than lovers."

"Then why..." He Lin didn't finish his sentence.

"It was Suying who told me." Qiao Xuying took a sip of coffee and continued, "Although she looks carefree, she is a little girl after all, and she has to be more delicate in her thoughts. And people who treat her well, she will Treat him like an older brother. Although as a real older brother, I'm still a little jealous at this point."

Speaking of this, Qiao Xuying chuckled lightly, but the smile on his face didn't last long before it faded away.

"Maybe it's because my own brother failed to set a good example for her. She may have such a little attitude toward homosexuality..." Qiao Xuying paused for a few seconds, as if looking for the right words, and finally said, "Pessimistic."

Hearing this, He Lin was not a fool, so he naturally understood the hidden meaning behind these words.He opened his eyes suddenly, looking at the other person in disbelief.

"Brother Qiao, you too..."

Qiao Xuying nodded slightly, and then said, "It's all in the past, and it's not worth mentioning."

The corners of his lips were slightly bent, and his tone seemed to be lightly referring to something that he had not personally experienced. Jiang Yu glanced at his expression, as if he could see a trace of helplessness from his slightly drooping eyes.

Just like the self I saw in the mirror shortly after breaking up with He Lin.

"Suying is really doing your best and thinking about you." Returning to the original topic, Qiao Xuying said, "She probably thought about it for a long time, thinking about how to remind you that the road of homosexuality is difficult, so She eventually came to ask me."

He put the coffee cup in his hand aside, crossed his hands on the table, and said very seriously: "Actually, if I want to say it, not every same-sex couple will be like me and cannot get a perfect ending. Every individual’s situation is different. But seeing Suying’s worried appearance, I still promise that she will have a chat with you.”

"Brother Qiao," He Lin asked tentatively, "Is it because your parents don't support you that it's difficult to go?"

"This is also part of the reason, and it is also the reason that will become the biggest obstacle for most people." Qiao Xuying lowered her voice, "But your parents are still your blood relatives after all."

"Although I'm not much older than you, and I don't want to criticize this society in a big way, but from the people I have met, not everyone can have a normal heart towards homosexuality. If you It would be wrong to define everyone in this society as 'good', because there are really some people who are keen to do things that harm others and benefit themselves."

When listening to it for the first time, Jiang Yu just lowered his head and pondered what the other person said in his heart, but now he had time to raise his head to observe Qiao Xuying's expression. contempt and disappointment.He is very calm, as if explaining the most objective and chilling facts to you.

Qiao Xuying said: "Although I really don't want to admit it and feel sad at the same time, the matter of homosexuality may also become a knife stabbing you."

After saying this, he fell silent.

None of the three spoke, only the noise and chaos nearby could be heard.Disputes among the students gradually raising the volume, parents with children criticizing their children for dishonest homework, the impetuous sound of cheap machinery from the drink bar...all the sounds seem to be in this suddenly chilling place. In the conversation, it makes people more upset.

After a while, Qiao Xuying raised the corners of her lips slightly and smiled silently.He leaned back in his chair, a sign of relaxation.

"I'm sorry, I've never said such a thing to anyone, and I may have inadvertently substituted a lot of personal emotions, and my tone is a bit bad." Qiao Xuying said now in a relaxed tone, "It's not that exaggerated, but I happened to meet One came. Suying said that she was worried, mainly because she saw that you were too unscrupulous, and she said that she would vomit from eating dog food."

The tense atmosphere instantly relaxed, and He Lin finally recovered from it. He pursed his lips and scratched his cheek, and murmured innocently: "It's not so presumptuous..."

Jiang Yu glanced at him from the side, shook his head and laughed, thinking that if you are not presumptuous, then the next step is probably to come out publicly.

"Don't be too negative, you can talk about love as you like," Qiao Xuying finally said, "just keep it in mind in daily life."

He Lin put away his hippie smiling face, glanced at Jiang Yu, held him quietly with the hand hidden under the table, clenched it tightly, then nodded solemnly, and said, "Got it, Brother Qiao."

The coffee had already lost its original temperature, but Qiao Xuying didn't take it seriously, and continued to drink two sips after simply stirring it.He Lin's phone on the table vibrated suddenly. He glanced at the phone screen and said, "It's Brother Fu, I'll go out and pick it up."

The remaining two were relatively silent. Jiang Yu remembered that he took advantage of this silence and wrote several "cautious" in his heart.

At this moment, he looked up at Qiao Xuying.

Qiao Xuying noticed it right away, maybe because he saw Jiang Yu's brows frowning, he asked, "Did what you just said worry you?"

"Huh?" Jiang Yu reacted for a second before saying, "It's not... just thought of something else."

"If you don't mind, you might as well talk to me."

Jiang Yu struggled in his heart for a long time, hesitant to speak for several times, Qiao Xuying said politely: "It's okay, you don't have to force yourself to say something you don't want to say to me, but don't keep holding it in, because it's not worth the loss if you hold back your heart."

"Brother Qiao!" Jiang Yu shouted hastily.

He didn't mind talking about it with Qiao Xuying, on the contrary, when facing Qiao Xuying, he felt as if he could discuss anything with him, which was exactly the comfort Qiao Xuying brought him.

He just didn't know how to speak. After all, the car accident and the revolving door were all too unbelievable, and he really didn't know how to speak.

"Brother Qiao." He called out again, but asked, "Can I take the liberty to ask, why did you break up?"

Why did he and He Lin break up?

"Is it because you don't like it?"

Is it because He Lin doesn't like him?

Qiao Xu's video was a little surprised that Yu Jiang Yu would ask this question. In his opinion, these two people have nothing to do with the word "break up".But he was not angry because of this impolite question, he just smiled lightly and said, "It's not because I don't like it."

Jiang Yu stared at him blankly.

"Do you remember that camera?" Qiao Xuying asked.

"remember."

"That's the first step I made because I still like him." Qiao Xuying said, "I'm sure he still likes me."

Jiang Yu didn't understand: "Then why..."

"Jiang Yu." Qiao Xuying called out, but there was no more text.

He had already drank all the coffee in the cup, and he held the stirring stick with both fingers, looking down to ponder his words.

At the next table was a mother with a child who had just entered primary school. The little girl was doing her homework, and always made troubles after writing two questions. The mother got a little angry, so she pulled her and scolded her.The little girl was probably used to it, she tore off the exercise book on the side, grabbed her mother's sleeve after writing for a while, and asked loudly: "Mom, why must one person run in front and the other person chase after?" , the person in front stops and waits for him.”

"There are so many reasons, write your math homework well!"

"Mom, why do they pour water at the same time, don't they waste water?"

"It's just a practice question, don't waste it, write it quickly, be careful that you can't finish your homework..."

From the beginning just now, Qiao Xuying's gaze shifted a little there, and suddenly, he said, "It's the same."

"What?" Jiang Yu asked.

"The pool problem." Qiao Xuying looked at him and said, "It's the same as feelings."

"It's not that we don't like each other, it's just that there are too many things in life that open up our emotional pool, allowing the water to flow out continuously. The more openings, the faster the speed. In the end, even if we still like each other, I can't stand the speed at which it is draining."

Qiao Xuying stared fixedly at Jiang Yu: "Our pool is already empty, so we're trying to make up for it now. I hope you will never have that day."