go too far

Jiang Yu still turned his gaze out of the window.

In his memory, Lai Xu passed the note to him in class, but he just glanced casually at that time, and after recognizing that the person with the visible face was He Lin, he stopped reading it.

After all, at that time, He Lin was just a bamboo horse to him. No matter how good the relationship was, it didn't matter much to him whether the other party was confessing or confessing.He didn't bother to take the initiative to pay attention.

As for the girl's identity, he only found out after He Lin mentioned it to him.

But now, for Jiang Yu who is sitting here now, seven years have passed, and all kinds of things have reincarnated, and the thousands of thoughts in his heart are no longer as pure as they used to be. Even though he no longer knows whether this place can be called the present world, he still thinks with some concern To make up for this scene that was missed back then.

The two people under the pine tree didn't move, they were just talking. When Jiang Yu's eyes were still fixed on the familiar figure, the other party suddenly turned his head to look at him.

Jiang Yu was startled and immediately looked away.

It's hard to say that He Lin must be looking at him, maybe he just moved his eyes randomly.

But his heart beat violently, as if a secret in his heart that didn't belong to the present Jiang Yu was suddenly peeped by another party, he was so nervous that he couldn't breathe, he opened his mouth and took several deep breaths before he recovered.

"I don't have time today, I'll leave the composition for tomorrow. Also, those who haven't made up their minds about choosing subjects can hurry up and come to the office anytime if they have any questions."

After the Chinese teacher finished his speech, the bell rang for the end of get out of class.

"Hey, Jiang Yu." Lai Xu turned around and tapped on Jiang Yu's table, "You said, He Lin was confessed? Or could it be that He Lin confessed to the other party?!"

Jiang Yu shrugged his shoulders, expressing that he didn't know.

"This girl, looking at her back and some vague side faces, I think it's Meng Shiqian..." That girl's name is indeed Meng Shiqian.

Lai Xu is still pondering on his own, but compared to this, what Jiang Yu thinks in his heart is that obviously this memory has been played, but there is no sign of flashing in front of his eyes at all, and time follows the rules. Seconds walk forward, but his revolving lantern seems to have integrated into the real life of the past.

It's like entering a VR game.

"Jiang Yu, what's wrong with you today, you're always in a trance. You're going to be late for physical education class." Lai Xu called him.

Jiang Yu nodded to him as if he had just woken up from a dream, and replied "Got it".

After most of the day, until He Lin called him at the back door after class, there was no timeline jump. Jiang Yu was completely integrated into his revolving lantern.

After all, it was many years ago, and Jiang Yu thinks his memory is not very good, and it is impossible to remember every detail, so he can't tell whether the "memories" he is experiencing now are true to him. The past is exactly the same.

But Jiang Yu has a big problem, which can be an advantage at this time - laziness.

If lazy cancer is also graded, Jiang Yu is probably already a terminally ill patient.To put it more exaggeratedly, if a person can control his breathing autonomously, he may not even bother to exhale.

When he was in school, he could often hear others comment on him as indifferent and reticent, saying that he had the same expression all day long, like a flower on the high mountain, which was only suitable for viewing from a distance.But in fact, all the expressionlessness is due to his laziness to make expressions, as if pulling the facial muscles will consume the energy of the whole body.

But that doesn't mean he doesn't think about anything.In fact, if one day human beings develop a tool that can directly convert the thoughts in the brain into words or pictures, then he and He Lin, who often talk nonsense, may not be able to identify who is talking.If the feelings in his heart could be directly projected on the surface, then he wouldn't be unsmiling all the year round.

However, there was one person who made a completely different comment on him: "You seem to like to laugh a lot recently."

He still remembers saying back to the other party: "I'm not facial paralysis."

The man tugged at the corner of his mouth: "Look, I laughed again."

Until later, Jiang Yu lived alone in a strange city.In autumn, he especially likes to eat chestnuts fried in sugar, so he bought a bag home, but after sitting down, he just stared at the bag of steaming chestnuts for a long time, until the color of the paper bag was soaked by water vapor, and he touched it. When the heat was gone, he reluctantly started to do it himself.

At that time, he realized later that his laziness was probably caused by his family's love and He Lin's hard work.

Therefore, all actions and words spoken in the face of them, whether necessary or superfluous, voluntary or unintentional, are all voluntary.

But at this time, although he is "alively" living in his revolving lantern, maybe he can make some different actions within the scope of his memory, to verify whether the revolving lantern is exactly the same as his memory, but He is really too lazy to make changes now.

A death seemed to drain all his strength.

Just go with it, he thought.

"Jiang Yu, what's wrong with you?"

no respond.

"Jiang Yu? Talking to you."

Suddenly, Jiang Yu felt a chill on the back of his neck, and the nape of his neck was pinched.He shivered, looked at the people beside him and complained, "It's freezing cold."

He Lin chuckled twice: "I just took the ice water, I forgot."

He tugged Jiang Yu's arm again, and said, "It's you, why are you so dazed while walking, you will fall into the lake if you go any further."

Jiang Yu raised his head, only to realize that he was too focused on thinking about the revolving door just now, so that he didn't notice it when he entered the community, and almost walked straight into the scenic lake.

He straightened his mind and apologized: "Sorry."

"There's nothing to apologize for, you." He Lin said, pulling him around the lake, walking towards home, and asked him, "Are you in a hurry to go home?"

"Not urgent."

"Then come here, I have something to tell you."

He Lin took him to a bench by the lake and sat down, frowning, looking quite troubled.

Jiang Yu still put his hands in his pockets, looking careless.The bench was rather short, so he had to almost straighten his long legs, leaning lazily on the back of the chair to make himself more comfortable, and then waited for He Lin to speak.

Although he knew what the other party was going to say.

Sure enough, He Lin said the same words as he remembered: "Meng Shiqian confessed to me today."

"En." Jiang Yu responded with a simple sound, indicating that he was listening.

He Lin thought he didn't know Meng Shiqian, so he added: "You probably don't know her, she's a junior in high school. Today we have the same physical education class."

"Yeah." He said he knew.

"That..." He Lin touched his nose in embarrassment, and asked him, "Have you ever been in love?"

Jiang Yu shook his head, and uttered the sound "um" again from the nasal cavity, but this time the tone rose and then fell, representing denial.

He Lin suddenly realized: "That's right, we have been together since we started school, if you have been in love, I will know."

Jiang Yu didn't say a word.

He Lin is a person who doesn't care if he doesn't get a response, he can go on talking on his own, besides, he is already used to Jiang Yu's way of speaking.

He asked again: "Then have you ever liked anyone?"

Jiang Yu: "..."

He didn't know how to answer.

The 17-year-old Jiang Yu can stand up and say that he has never liked anyone, but at this time the 24-year-old Jiang Yu's soul in this young body is guilty.

He liked it, and probably still does.

He Lin thought he didn't bother to answer, and said to himself: "Thinking about it, I probably don't have it, otherwise I should know it too. It's a pity, and I want to ask you what it's like to like someone."

Jiang Yu finally spoke: "He Lin."

"what?"

"If I hadn't grown up with you, I would really want to hit you now."

He Lin seemed to be stunned for a second, then laughed.Rubbing Jiang Yu's slightly brown soft hair with his hands, he said, "You're too lazy to do anything, so you can scare people with your mouth."

Jiang Yu doesn't like being touched on the head very much. This behavior makes him feel that he is being treated like a child by the other party, which will make him feel a little rebellious.

He Lin is not much taller than him, but he always likes to rub his hair with his hand, especially after they are together.He also talked to He Lin, but it was of no avail, so he didn't bother to say any more.

It's just that this laziness eventually created a habit, and when it got used to it, it developed a greed, so that he still remembers the temperature of the palm and the gentleness of the movements.

At this time, Jiang Yu had no resistance to this little action in his heart, but his hand still stretched out of his pocket involuntarily, and pulled away the opponent's hand.

He was stunned for a moment.

Naturally, He Lin didn't mind. He leaned back, put his arms back on the back of the chair, looked at the sky and said, "The second year of high school is almost over, I really want to fall in love!"

He sighed to himself: "Youth! Campus! How can there be no puppy love!"

Jiang Yu looked away awkwardly and said, "Aren't many people writing love letters to you?"

"It's as if you received less on Valentine's Day, which is not a whole stack." He Lin said, "You usually don't like to talk at school, and people dare to be in your belly on Valentine's Day. Sesai's love letter. But to be honest, it's the first one who came to talk to me directly like Meng Shiqian."

Jiang Yu paused and asked, "Then you promised her?"

He Lin shook his head.

"Do you like her?" Jiang Yu asked again.

Meng Shiqian is a clean-looking girl with a good academic personality. It is said that some people in Jiang Yu's class also like this elementary school girl.

It's a pity that the junior girl also likes He Lin.

He Lin pondered for a while and said, "I don't feel anything, she and I just met each other."

Jiang Yu lowered his head and said the same words as he remembered: "Then you can try to develop a relationship with her."

"But I don't like her yet, it's unfair to the school girl."

"There's nothing fair or unfair." Jiang Yu said, "It's not like you're holding a balance and calculating the weights. How can there be so many things that are so good that the pointer is right in the middle at the beginning."

"Let's talk about it." Jiang Yu paused for two seconds, it was rare for him to say so much at once, "Sometimes falling in love is just a process of cultivating feelings from inequality to equality."

He Lin stared at him without comment.

It wasn't until Jiang Yu was embarrassed by the silence between each other that he finally looked back and asked, "What's wrong?"

He Lin looked at him and smiled meaningfully: "I didn't expect that our Young Master Jiang is actually a love expert."

Jiang Yu was embarrassed by his joke, and hurriedly looked away.

"So you think I should promise her?"

Jiang Yu caught a glimpse of a familiar figure not far away, retracted his stretched legs, and replied, "It's up to you."

"Then I..." He Lin was interrupted in the middle of speaking.

"What are you two doing sitting here?"

Jiang Yu stood up and said softly, "Aunt Lin."

It was He Lin's mother.

He Lin also stood up and called "Mom".

"Let's discuss something," he said.

Lin Xin looked between the two of them for a moment, and said, "We can't talk about things on the way home after discussing things, but we have to sit outside."

He Lin took the dishes in her hands, and warmly took her hand: "I can't finish talking on the road, but here I can enjoy the wind."

"So it's over now?"

He Lin glanced at Jiang Yu: "It's over."

"Then go home early, you're almost in your third year of high school, and it's time to calm down." After finishing speaking, Lin Xin asked Jiang Yu again, "Xiao Yu going home for dinner?"

Jiang Yu nodded in response: "Well, grandpa should have cooked the rice."

The He family lived on the second floor, not long before they moved in.But Jiang Yu and his parents moved into the third floor, and his grandparents lived separately from them on the first floor.At first they also wanted to find a more convenient floor, but unfortunately there were no other suitable vacant rooms, so they had to do so.

Lin Xin is a full-time housewife, so she can prepare dinner by herself.But Jiang Yu's parents have to go to work on weekdays, and it is already late when they come home, so the dinner at Jiang Yu's house is usually cooked by Grandpa Jiang, whose level is almost comparable to that of a professional chef in a hotel.

For the first time since today, Jiang Yu thought that there is nothing wrong with doing it all over again.

Can eat a few more meals made by grandpa.