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Hello, student Jiang.

I am He Lin from Class [-], Grade [-].

...Sorry, I seem to have picked up the wrong script. For the past two days, the girls in our class have played "Mischievous Kiss" every day at noon, and they have been brainwashed. Let's do it again.

Classmate Jiang Yu:

Hello there.

I think we are so familiar with each other, so we don't need to introduce ourselves anymore.

In fact, to be honest, I still prefer to call you confused, but it's a pity that you don't like people to be called by this nickname now, and you get anxious every time you call it, although to be honest, every time I see you anxious, I still feel Strangely good-looking.

Memories from before primary school are quite vague to me.I read before that people's memory generally begins at the age of three to six, so it seems that my brain develops slowly, haha.

It's just that for some reason, the memories related to you seem to be very clear. I still remember the day when I first met you.

My mother took me out that day, of course, I don't remember where I was going, but it doesn't matter.I just remember that I was very excited that day, I changed my shoes early, ignored her scolding from the bedroom not to open the door to attract mosquitoes, and opened the door to wait for her.

That's when you show up.I remember that I joked with you, and when I saw the TV series my mother was watching called "Meeting Love at the Corner", the first thing that popped into my mind was the scene of meeting you.

At that time, when you climbed up the wall step by step, my first reaction was actually—wanted to hold him, this little brother's hand, to protect him, and not let him fall.

Although at that time, I didn't know your age, and I was just a kid who needed someone to hold hands to cross the road.

I heard someone call you confused, and you answered, so I wrote down the name. "Gooey", "gooey".I don't have a nickname, so I was particularly impressed by this redundancies.I once thought that this nickname was related to your real name, but later, when I found out that your name is Jiang Yu, I became even more curious about the origin of this nickname.I didn't know the truth until I heard Aunt Yu tell the story about this nickname after we got acquainted.

I almost laughed for three days and three nights.

You almost chased me for three days and three nights.

Hmm...the numbers may be exaggerated.

But it really hurts when you hit someone, you pinched a bruise on my wrist, please be a little bit harder in the future.

At that time, I liked to call you by your nickname, and you probably didn’t really listen to people’s words at that time. Obviously my surname is He, but you still want to call me brother, so let’s call you brother. I’m older than you Four months, still worthy of your elder brother.

It's just that as you grow up, your face is getting thinner and thinner.Don't let people call you by your nickname, and don't call me brother anymore, obviously we have pulled the hook before, I said, I want to be your brother for the rest of my life, and we will be brothers for the rest of my life.

... Now it seems that they are not just brothers, haha.

In the blink of an eye, we are going to be adults.

But in my memory, you seem to have always been that silly, confused childish child.

(Sorry, it suddenly became an old father's tone)

I said at the time that our names could just make up "Jianghehu", but it was just a sea away.You said, there is the sea.Then with a swipe of the pen, I wrote "Hai" on the sticky note and stuck it on my forehead.If you call me a pig clearly, but I can endure it, you may be the only one.

You were really skinny when you were in elementary school, I remember it clearly.At that time, I saved up a toolbox of yo-yos and accessories, as well as four-wheel-drive racing cars. In the end, you could dismantle each one for me, and you couldn’t put them back together. It made me sad for days every time. , but because it's you, I can't even vent my anger.You said how could you be so idle, huh?I haven't settled this account with you yet, just wait for me.

Don’t count the result, it’s when you dismantle my toys blindly, I think you’re cheap, and when you’re not cheap, you’re getting lazy day by day, and you’re talking less and less, I want you to move more, talk more talk to me.

Perhaps humans are such contradictory animals.

I still wonder if the reason why you have become so lazy is because of a few bouts of asthma when you were young.

Is it because this disease has exhausted your motivation, because it is too painful.Every time I see you still out of breath after going to the hospital for treatment, I feel that it is too painful.

I wish I could take it for you.

But fortunately, it was finally possible to pass without any danger.It's just that every time you take a breath, I also have to take a breath, because it's urgent.The breath hangs in the mouth of the throat, can't get out, can't swallow, that's what it feels like.

But luckily, thankfully, you're fine now.This kind of taste, let me taste it alone in the future.

Speaking of laziness, I remembered again.Do you still remember, when my mother came to pick us up after school in junior high school, she would bring fruit.If you bring apples, you don’t eat the whole thing, and then my mother peeled and cut them into pieces, so you eat them; I have to peel two orange tangerines, then shake my head before eating, and I found out later that you don’t like to eat the white meridians, but you are too lazy to pick them one by one, so this job finally fell on me.

How can there be someone as lazy as you.

Don't get angry there and say you want to hit me, I'm telling the truth!

But just like you are such a lazy person who can give up halfway even peeling an orange stalk, if I was still the one who didn't know why, I would never have thought that you would like to go to hip-hop and be so... active side.

At the same time, I didn't expect that I would follow you and fall in love with hip-hop.

Probably a kind of fate.

If I hadn't clicked into the dance studio video recommended by the homepage of the video software that day, I'm afraid we would not have been exposed to this interest.

In this way, it is also a kind of destiny.

It's just that fate's skill is good and bad. When we entered high school, we just entered the maintenance period. God damn it, we were divided into two classes. Whoever was in the class told me that I promised not to kill him!

Not long after high school started, I suddenly realized that habit is really a scary thing.Why did that figure, which could be seen from the side of the head during class every day, disappear?Why do I have to walk such a long distance when I want to talk to you personally and chatter a few words.

It seems a bit too hypocritical to write it out, and you are afraid that I will be disgusted and annoying again, but at that time, I really thought so——

"Bored", "impatient", in the classroom without you, on the way to find you after class, these words seem to have a concrete form at once, making people suddenly enlightened and understand their true meaning.

It's funny, isn't it, I also think it's funny, why can one person have such a great influence on another person?I've thought about this question for a long time, but haven't been able to find an answer for a long time.

And while I was still exploring the answer, you suddenly dropped another bomb on me, and I found that the phrase "If you don't make a sound, you will be a blockbuster" is really suitable to describe you.I never thought that the words "let's try" would come out of your mouth, and I never thought that the person who said it would be me.

In my imagination, you will probably be in college, until you are forced by your aunts and uncles to find a partner, you will take the initiative to agree to other people's confessions, and the conversation will not be vigorous, but it will be full of affection, without saying a word in love.

In fact, it's quite hard to imagine what it's like for you to fall in love.

But who would have thought that you suddenly became my boyfriend, and just let me see you in love.

I guess it's because the cogs of fate have finally been fixed.

This love letter has been written for a long time, and my hands are sore!I have never been so serious about writing!

Leave the rest until the age of 19 to write.I didn't expect to be able to write so much. You must think I'm long-winded again, so let me write the last paragraph.

Luckily, or rightly so, no one else found out that we were in a relationship, and it seemed like a blink of an eye, almost a year.

I was shocked when I wrote the word "one year" because it has been so long.

In retrospect, things happened unexpectedly at that time, and the relationship was settled hastily. I have not yet formally greeted you in your new identity, so come now.

My boyfriend, Jiang Yu, hello.

Please take care of each other.

He Lin