go too far

After the passion, amidst the endless charm, their noses rubbed against each other, and their gasps were filled with hot breath.He Lin held his face and murmured: "Jiang Yu."

After calling out his name, there was no further text. He called out in a hurry, but he didn't know what to say, what to say, maybe in fact, he just wanted to call this person's name purely.

"Jiang Yu..."

Jiang Yu seemed to be scalded by this call, he let go, reached aside for tissues, took out a few, and threw some of them to the other party.The paper towel fluttered down on He Lin's hand, making it itchy.

They each wiped their hands, tidied their lower bodies and clothes, and when they calmly sat down facing each other again, they suddenly felt a silent embarrassment.It was as if they lost their hands and feet, lost their voice in their throats, and all their movements and speech abilities disappeared at this moment, leaving only an affectionate look at each other in the darkness.

For a long time, Jiang Yu lowered his head, sniggering in a place where he didn't know whether the other party could see or not.

If there is no way to retreat, there is no way to retreat.

Whether it is doomed or doomed, it still can't stop the moth from catching the fire with all its heart.

He leaned forward, hugged He Lin, and buried his entire face in the other's neck contentedly.He took a deep breath, absorbing the temperature brought by this heat source.His cheeks were pressed against the side of his neck, rubbed against the damp heat, he smiled, it turned out that they were all sweating in this short lingering period, which was incompatible with the January day.

He Lin turned his face sideways, lightly pecking and kissing the tips of his ears, as the heat rose, he felt as if he was becoming hard again.There is no catalyst, just because of the person in my arms, because of the skin touched by the lips.He involuntarily rolled his Adam's apple up and down, but he didn't dare to move his chest for fear of being discovered by the other party.

But Jiang Yu has already found out.The hand clasped behind the opponent's back was loosened, and he was about to reach down, but He Lin stopped him.

"do not move."

Jiang Yu raised his body and exposed him mercilessly: "You are hard again."

He Lin let out a laugh resignedly, and admitted, "Yes, so you should stay still."

Jiang Yu was silent for a moment, and then said: "If you want, I can..."

"No."

Before the voice fell, he was interrupted by the other party.He Lin repeated: "No."

Jiang Yu frowned, originally he only helped each other once, and he was immersed in the panic of discovering his own mind.They separated in a hurry, and there was no such tender hug.

The other party's deep and hoarse voice clearly contained desire, but he rejected him over and over again.So he asked, "Why?"

Could it be that he took the initiative, but He Lin didn't want to do it with him?

He Lin drew back, grabbed the curtains, and pulled them aside. The sunlight swept in through the windows, and both of them squinted their eyes from the pain.In the blurred halo, He Lin took a few deep breaths and explained: "If you are not prepared, you will be in pain."

Yes, it will hurt.

Memories of the first time flooded back, and the pain caused by the jerky and reckless is vivid in my mind. Even if I just think about it now, it seems that I have returned to the night that brought soreness all over my body, but he flocked to it. That booze.

At the moment before he lost consciousness, the other party's call seemed to be still in his ears.

"Jiang Yu, I..."

Accompanied by it is still brooding about her own evasion and cowardice.

"Jiang Yu." Seeing his silence, He Lin called out again, "Jiang Yu..."

Jiang Yu finally realized that it was He Lin who was calling him.He restrained his thoughts and responded, "What?"

He Lin coughed lightly, his tone returned to calm, and said frankly with embarrassment: "It was too dark just now, it seems to be on the mat."

Jiang Yu looked along his fingers, and saw that the snow-white soft hair was covered with turbidity, which was ambiguous.Jiang Yu glared at him, but he didn't have any confidence. Who would know whose property it was, not to mention, even if it belonged to He Lin, he was the one who started it.

They are complicit.

Resigned to his fate, he took a paper towel and wiped it briefly, then threw the extra pillows and gadgets on the bed.He Lin volunteered at the side, said "I'll do it", rolled up his sleeves, and rolled up the cushion.

The balcony on the third floor was small, and there were clothes hanging to dry. Jiang Yu took two coats and said, "Move to the first floor to wash."

He Lin nodded, put on Jiang Yu's clothes, and carried the cushion to the patio on the first floor.Grandma Jiang was not at home, she probably went out to buy groceries.

When they spread out the upholstery and hung it on the pole again, they encountered another difficulty. They didn't know where the dirty place was, so they had no choice but to clean the whole upholstery.

He Lin took the water pipe on the side, specially mixed up warm water, and rinsed the cushion.Jiang Yu saw that he could handle it alone, so he let him take care of the aftermath, and fiddled with the flowers and plants by himself.

He Lin got a bad idea, got water on his hands, took two big steps, and pressed Jiang Yu on the back of his neck before he could react.

Although it was warm, compared with the temperature of his body, Jiang Yu was shocked. He quickly turned around and looked at He Lin with a playful smile.Secretly said "wait", he rushed forward to grab the water pipe in the opponent's hand, and the two quickly became entangled.He randomly filled a handful of water in the palm of his hand and splashed it on He Lin, not caring that the coat was actually his own.

Forgetting their original intention, they played in the water in this cold windy day, their coats were soaked wet, the color was deep, and the volume of their laughter became louder, even attracting people from the second floor.

Lin Xin opened the window of the balcony and saw two silly children playing with water in the courtyard in winter, she shouted: "What are you two doing? Waste of water! Don't be afraid of catching a cold!"

The two people downstairs stopped their movements at the same time, panted and looked at each other with a smile, He Lin pointed to the completely ignored cushion and replied loudly: "Just now I drank something on the cushion."

Lin Xin scolded him: "You are so sloppy, you leave it alone, I will come down and wash it later."

He Lin said "Hey" to her, and Lin Xin closed the window and went back into the room.

The heart was beating wildly, because it was moving violently just now, and it was also because Lin Xin asked why she washed the upholstery, and thus, she thought of the ambiguous love just now.

He Lin raised his hand to wipe the water droplets on Jiang Yu's face, but he was clean.It couldn't be wiped clean, leaving several water marks interlaced on the cheeks.He scratched again with his fingertips, and it was soft to the touch. After a few strokes, he softened his strength, thinking that he had exerted too much force, because another layer of blush appeared on his face.

Moving his gaze upwards, he was facing Shang Jiangyu's pupils, which seemed to be filled with water mist.

Jiang Yu just stood there in a daze, allowing the other party to take advantage of him wantonly.They were hidden behind the high-hanging cushions. On the other side, the voices of people outside the patio overlapped, and occasionally there was the roar of passing cars.He watched He Lin staring at him intently, and then approached him.The handsome face was magnified, but the scope of sight gradually narrowed until it was focused on the other person's eyes.

The mopping hand moved to the back of the neck, and He Lin pressed against him, pressing towards himself, his lips were grinding, the tip of his tongue was encroaching, and his breathing was chaotic.He conquered cities and conquered territory, but it seemed that he couldn't get satisfaction no matter what, and it seemed that he couldn't get enough kisses.

Jiang Yu clasped him with both hands, clenched his wet sleeves tightly.It wasn't until the other party finally let him go, and in the short breath, he called out: "He Lin."

He Lin kneaded the back of his neck and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Why do you like kissing me so much?"

At this moment, Jiang Yu finally asked a question that he had kept in his heart for so many years.

He Lin was stunned for a second, then chuckled lightly.With his forehead against his forehead, he closed his eyes slightly, and confessed honestly: "Actually, I don't know if you ask me that."

"But if I really want to say it, it seems that kissing you has become a day-to-day habit."

"It's like an addiction."

Can't quit, can't restrain, it's the collapse of reason.

On New Year's Eve, many people gathered at Grandma Jiang's house.

Grandma Jiang has many brothers and sisters, and they discuss it every New Year's Eve, taking turns spending New Year's Eve together in a certain house when they are older. This year, because of Grandpa Jiang's death, they gathered at Grandma Jiang's house to add some excitement to the house.

After the New Year's Eve dinner, the Spring Festival Gala is on TV, and a mahjong table has been set up in the living room.After eating, Jiang Yu collapsed on the sofa.He felt bored, but Yu Ningyin didn't allow him to go upstairs, saying that it would be too impolite to go upstairs because relatives were there, but in fact, Jiang Yu felt that she was just playing tricks so that he could protect her from the sidelines.

According to Yu Ningyin, when he was very young, his parents took him to play in the Qiantang River.Yu Ningyin hugged him and taught him, "Baby, this is the Qiantang River."

His cognition of the world is only fragmentary, he stretched out his hand and said softly, "It's a lake."

Yu Ningyin grinned and corrected him: "It's not a lake, it's a river."

How could a child listen so much? He pursed his lips and insisted: "Lake."

Jiang Jingshuo laughed on the side, and said: "Hu is just Hu, even his own surname is so disgusting, so why not change his name to Hu."

Jiang Yu laughed even more when he heard the words, so he got the nickname "fuzzy".

Until later, Yu Ningyin hugged him to play mahjong again, and in several games, she was the one with the most winning cards.She attributed this to Jiang Yu's unintentional nickname, which sounds like "Hu", which can bless her.

So until now, even though he is almost an adult, this nickname has already been ordered to stop using it for several years because of shame. Yu Ningyin still likes to pull him by her side when playing mahjong during the Chinese New Year. a psychological effect.

The skits in the Spring Festival Gala were really boring. Jiang Yu lay on the sofa and watched for a long time, but he didn't understand any jokes.He was falling asleep when the doorbell rang suddenly.Yu Ningyin called him, and then heard someone in the living room say "I'll come, I'll come", he stopped moving, and continued to maintain the original posture and lay paralyzed.

The door was opened, and He Lin's voice came: "Happy New Year, Aunt Yu." Followed by a few polite New Year greetings.

Yu Ningyin touched a card and looked up at him: "Xiao He, why are you here?"

He Lin raised the firework stick in his hand to her, and said, "Ask Jiang Yu to go out and set off the fireworks."

"Two." Yu Ningyin slapped a card on the table loudly, waved her hand and said, "Go, go, pay attention to safety."

"I know." He Lin replied, and saw Jiang Yu lying on the sofa from the entrance.He paced over, squatted down beside the sofa, poked Jiang Yu's cheek with his finger, and said, "Let's go, let's set off the fireworks."

Jiang Yu still closed his eyes, and refused in a daze: "It's so troublesome, it's too noisy, I won't go."

He Lin poked him again: "It's just a firework stick. It's not noisy. I'll give you some. Go."

Jiang Yu grasped the hand that was doing evil by feeling, and insisted: "I won't go."

He Lin fell silent, and just when Jiang Yu gave up for him and let go of his hand, a stream of hot breaths greeted his ears, and He Lin leaned into his ear and whispered, "If you don't go, I'll take you there." Already."

Jiang Yu opened his eyes and said slowly, "Damn."

The details of the memory are too vague, and he has forgotten that there is still this.

He turned his head and glanced at Yu Ningyin's place. A table of people were busily rubbing mahjong tiles. The clattering sound overwhelmed the whispers, so they probably didn't hear them.He pinched He Lin and surrendered: "I really admire you."

With a triumphant smile on his face, He Lin wrapped his arms around his wrist grandly, and pulled him towards the door.When he passed the mahjong table, he didn't let go, and asked Yu Ningyin: "Aunt Yu, my mother said that we will have dinner together in two days. When are you free at the beginning of the year?"

Yu Ningyin looked up at the two of them, then quickly looked away, and returned to the card in her hand: "I'll take a look later, and send a message to your mother later."

He Lin replied: "Okay, then we'll go out first."

Yu Ningyin reminded again behind her back: "Be careful when setting off fireworks."

After leaving the building, Jiang Yu supported himself with one hand, sat on the railing next to the barrier-free passage, and yawned lazily.He looked at He Lin unpacking and asked, "You didn't set off fireworks very much before, why are you so leisurely today?"

He Lin glanced at him, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and said, "That's different, this was played with my boyfriend."

When he didn't like it before, Jiang Yu didn't pay much attention to it, or didn't take it seriously, but now he is always dizzy by the boyfriend's boyfriend.

He pursed his lips and looked away, He Lin took out the lighter, lit a firework stick, and handed it to him.After he took it, He Lin also painted a ladle like a gourd, sat on the railing, and lit himself.

He Lin squeezed his own, and moved to Jiang Yu's side, almost touching his.

Sparks crisscrossed and splashed, He Lin said: "Happy New Year, please make a New Year's wish."

After finishing speaking, he closed his eyes first.

Jiang Yu stared at his side face, thinking, making New Year's wishes in this revolving lantern may be useless.

Even if it is realistic, it may not be useful.

At that time, Jiang Yu didn't hesitate much and made three New Year's wishes for now.

One wish, everyone will be in good health and live a long life.

The second wish is to be admitted to the university of your choice with He Lin, and that the four years of university life can go smoothly.

Three wishes, to maintain the current relationship with He Lin.

Now it seems that none of his New Year's resolutions have been fully realized.

He Lin silently made a wish, opened his eyes, and saw that Jiang Yu was staring at him obsessively, and he didn't seem to have made a wish, so he asked him: "Why are you staring at me like this, is there something on your face? "

Jiang Yu smiled and said, "Yes."

"What?" He Lin touched his face, and recalled what he had done, as if he hadn't rubbed anything on his face.

After Jiang Yu put his hands down, he squeezed his face and said, "I've got a lot of foolishness."

He Lin stared at him for a while, and finally couldn't help laughing. He looked away for a moment, and when he turned back, he changed the topic and asked again: "You just bully people. Did you make a wish just now?"

Jiang Yu waved the firework stick in his hand, and said casually: "None of the New Year's wishes will work."

He's tested it himself.

He Lin hugged him in the dark night, squeezed his waist, and retorted: "Spiritual, hurry up, I promised last year that I wanted to get out of the singles, so it's done."

He was speechless and wanted to argue again, but when his eyes touched the serious and sincere face of the other party, he lost his voice for an instant.The words of rejection twice choked in his throat, and after a while, he swallowed invisible and took it back to his heart.

Amidst the scattered sparks, he still nodded lightly.

Forget it, let's make it.

He Lin laughed instantly, and he patted Jiang Yu's shoulder twice, urging: "Then hurry up, the fireworks are going to burn to the end."

Jiang Yu obediently closed his eyes and meditated in his heart.

May my loved ones be in good health and live a long life.

Wish again, wish again...

I wish again, even if it's just a dream, I hope that this time, He Lin can fall in love with me.