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In the end, Cheng Zhiya and Su Tang worked together to send Zhou Shang upstairs.

Su Tang was messing around in the room for a while, and Cheng Zhiya could faintly hear voices outside the living room, which was very unreal.

That double bed recorded their countless times of love, but now there was another man lying there, even Su Tang would sleep with that man tonight.

Su Tang asked more than once if he wanted to stay overnight, but he always refused coldly.When did it start, Su Tang stopped asking.

Cheng Zhiya's eyes fell on the half-closed door, and the jar of five-flavored sauce knocked over in his heart, which was very unpleasant.

Obviously half a month ago, he could come and go freely in this apartment, embrace and kiss Su Tang tenderly and passionately, to explore the answer to this question, but now he has no right to ask.

Despite the keys to the apartment in their trouser pockets, and despite the closeness they once had, they couldn't even be friends again without the sex.From the looks of it now, at least Cheng Zhiya was not allowed.

Thinking of this, he scratched his hair irritably, got up and wanted to leave, but was confronted by Su Tang who came out of the room.

Su Tang stopped him: "Are you leaving? Would you like something to drink first?"

Cheng Zhiya glanced at Su Tang's hand on his arm and said "OK".

Su Tang went to the kitchen and explained to him Zhou Shang's gaffe after drinking today: "Don't look at Zhou Shang's drinking capacity is not good, he is also a sloppy person, he is very serious at work, and his words are interesting and loyal. Very pleasant man. If you were friends with him, you would like him too."

Now that the two of them are alone, Cheng Zhiya really doesn't want to hear the third man's name, let alone praise him.The possibility of Su Tang's various relationships with that man had already made him irritated, so he didn't answer.

Just as Su Tang was about to turn around and ask him what he wanted to drink, he found himself trapped between Cheng Zhiya and the refrigerator.The two of them maintained an almost snuggling posture, Cheng Zhiya's lips were not far from the back of his head, or they might have kissed his hair.

His body trembled slightly, but his face still pretended to be calm: "I recently bought some amazing scented tea, let me show you."

Cheng Zhiya kissed Su Tang's back with his chest, and he could hug the person in front of him just by reaching out.The rapid heartbeat interfered with his immediate judgment, he didn't dare to move for a while, and took two steps back after hearing this.

"Okay, I'll go to the balcony and wait."

The warmth behind him disappeared instantly, and the cool air from the refrigerator made Su Tang calm down.

While making tea, he distractedly looked at Cheng Zhiya's back, and saw that his shoulders shrugged a few times, as if he was taking a deep breath.

The corners of his mouth couldn't help turning up, and he smiled in his heart, fool.

*

Sutang's apartment is on the fifth floor, and looking out from the semi-open balcony is the well-groomed garden of the community.

Cheng Zhiya leaned on the rattan hanging chair, his eyes were fixed on a certain point in the distance, his vision was vague, and it was not until Su Tang called him over to watch the scented tea that his eyes refocused.

The two sat around the coffee table, quietly watching the pot of tea slowly brewing.In memory, they haven't been together purely like this for a long time.Ever since I crossed the boundary of the body, I didn't even have to chat with friends at dinner, and every time I met, I went straight to the point.As a result, the bodies have become closer, but the relationship has become farther away.

I don't know how long the silence lasted, Su Tang said suddenly: "Happy birthday."

His eyes were crooked with a smile, and he said in a soft voice: "Now that the moon is here, there are also flowers. These flowers will be given to you before the moonlight."

The flowers in the pot have already bloomed into their final form at this moment: two fragrant jasmines are blooming on the bottom of the autumn chrysanthemum, just like the scene when the two fell in love for the first time.There is no cloud in the sky outside the balcony, and the bright moon in the sky falls into the square inch of tea noodles. At night, the breeze gently blows waves, adding a bit of romantic reverie.

If it wasn't for Su Tang's reminder, Cheng Zhiya would have forgotten that today is his old birthday.Su Tang once interviewed him and needed to check the information to write an outline. During this period, it was not difficult to learn personal information such as birthdays, but it was difficult to remember it all the time.

Cheng Zhiya stood there in a daze, Ren Sutang asked "what's the matter" several times without moving, and after a while he uttered a few words: "Do you still remember?"

He didn't know what answer he was expecting from Su Tang.

Su Tang took a deep look at him, and there seemed to be deep meaning in his words: "Yes, I will remember what I should remember."

As soon as the answer came out, Cheng Zhiya held his breath suddenly, and his heart seemed to miss a few beats.Then the whole person was a little distraught, not quite sure how he pretended to be calm and drank scented tea, and walked with Su Tang to the gate of the community without saying a word, but his eyes were glued to that person the whole time, and he couldn't move away.

The two looked at each other speechlessly, and the atmosphere was a little strange for a while.

Su Tang noticed something, and said first: "Let's go, it's getting late, be careful on the way back. Thank you today."

Cheng Zhiya burst out a lot of words and then stopped abruptly, but in the end he just said hello absent-mindedly.

When he walked across the road, he heard Su Tang calling his name, Cheng Zhiya turned his head abruptly, his heartbeat was in a mess again.

Su Tang didn't say a word, and after standing still, he wrapped his arms around his neck and adjusted his collar, with a very focused expression.It was another hug-like gesture, Cheng Zhiya smelled his body odor more clearly, it was so warm that one wanted to hug him like this.

"Okay," Su Tang straightened up quickly, and took a step back, "You should really go this time."

Cheng Zhiya hesitated for a moment, his arms fell, and he missed another chance to hug.

Feeling lost in his heart, he looked straight at Su Tang, and somehow began to say: "I met Eden a few days ago, and he said that you will be successful sooner or later. Why did you lie to me that day that you want to develop with Eden? "

Su Tang raised the corners of his mouth and smiled: "That's not all nonsense. It's true that I want to find someone to have a good relationship with. It's just that the person I want is not Eden."

"He said he had a crush on an old friend for a long time, but the other party never knew about it." Cheng Zhiya's eyes flicked on Su Tang's face, not letting go of any change in his mood, "Can I know who that person is?"

"Does it matter to you who I have a crush on?"

Sure enough, Su Tang still liked to tease him. He was obviously the one who asked the question, but he blocked it with such a rhetorical question.

Cheng Zhiya said angrily: "It's not important, I'll just ask casually."

Su Tang laughed lightly, and said again: "The person I like, he is the gentlest and best person I have ever seen, although it does not look like that. But if you get to know him carefully, it is hard not to like him. "

He was not serious a second ago, but when he said this, his eyes became gentler and longer than a clear spring, and his voice was much softer.He was more affectionate and affectionate than the Su Tang that Cheng Zhiya had seen at any time.

That drunk...does he really deserve his praise?

Cheng Zhiya still clung to this unsolvable question in his heart, and the feeling of suffocation returned.

He looked at Su Tang's slender figure under the street lamp from the rear mirror of the car, and he was not willing to withdraw his attention until it completely disappeared from his vision.

There was a small gift box on the co-pilot's seat, which was handed to him by Su Tang before he left.Inside lay a half-worn men's watch. It was originally a pair. He didn't know if he had lost the one that belonged to Shen Ling. Anyway, Cheng Zhiya had been wearing it all the time. When the watch stopped and couldn't be repaired, he kept it in his pocket. , never left the body.

It fell here in Su Tang a few days ago.He found a private watch repair master who had interviewed him and accidentally fixed it, and presented it in front of Cheng Zhiya as if by magic, and asked him if he was happy.

Cheng Zhiya's heart was moved, not because of the watch, but because Su Tang suddenly approached again, put the watch on him himself, squeezed his hand tightly and let go.

Su Tang looked at the watch carefully for a long time, and said with a smile: "The watch loses its core value when it stops running. Now that the watch is repaired, you have a more legitimate reason to wear it. However, I think You can try a new one."

He paused, "Emotions too."

This was the first time Su Tang hinted that he would let go of his relationship with Shen Ling.

In fact, it wasn't until Su Tang handed him the watch that Cheng Zhiya suddenly realized that he had lost it for a long time, and he was not overjoyed when he found it again.Recently, he has begun to realize to some extent that he is still trapped in the previous relationship, trapped and numb.On the contrary, he cared more and more about Su Tang and became more and more out of control.

But what is the use of such a late awakening.Before leaving, I asked Su Tang what he planned to do in the future.He, the most provocative love veteran, said that there was nothing to do.He still has someone else in his heart, and I'm waiting for him to let go, until he finds that I'm by my side, and then responds to me willingly.

What can Cheng Zhiya do with that determined face that you don't want.

*

In this way, another half month passed.

Cheng Zhiya soaked himself in painting, deliberately not thinking about Su Tang.He experienced the pain of losing his father in junior high school, and then separated from his mother. When he grew up, he lost his first love at the sweetest moment. He has long been used to people coming and going.In fact, it means that a relationship is over, and there is only one less place to go.

It’s just that the text messages with Su Tang for several years are still there. When I read it on a whim, I will dream of him that night. There are many sketches of him in the sketchbook. skin.

When the belly heats up, everything comes naturally, it's what a man would do when he misses his sweetheart.

Cheng Zhiya had to admit that he hadn't tried to care about anyone like this for a long time.

He has always been arrogant and decisive in front of others, but he is willing to be ambiguous with Su Tang.For no reason, how could Su Tang be an exception for him, and it was an exception for more than two years.Humans are not plants, so how could long-term physical entanglement not produce other feelings, but I didn't think about it before.

Before he could recover completely, Su Tang came to him suddenly again, like a kite being pulled back by a string before flying far.

Su Tang has always planned to interview Yang Qingce, a master of fine arts, but it is a pity that Master Yang has been biased against the media and refused to interview him many times.The editorial department took a long time before the old man agreed to squeeze in an hour to listen to the reporter's nonsense, and he had to ask questions according to the stipulated interview outline, and he would not answer any more questions.

Cheng Zhiya is Yang Qingce's closed disciple, and he lived under the same roof in high school, so it can be said that they are very close.Su Tang had already visited some of Yang Qingce's closest students before, hoping to get more information from him, and then visit the deity when he was fully prepared.

They met at the cafe that Cheng Zhiya frequented.Su Tang waited there early and chose the seat by the window where Cheng Zhiya often sat.

As soon as he entered the door, Cheng Zhiya was immediately taken away by Su Tang, and his heart beat wildly uncontrollably.