tempting

When he opened his eyes the next day, Su Tang found himself lying on the bed with the quilt covered.Obviously fell asleep at the end of the bed last night.

Cheng Zhiya is missing.

Su Tang dialed his number again, but he couldn't get through again.

When he was about to leave, he found that there were a few big bills on the bedside table lamp, enough for Su Tang to stay in the youth hostel for a few more nights, and there was a note with Cheng Zhiya's handwriting on it:

"From Cheng Zhiya

Leave me alone, I'm fine. "

Come and go without a trace, it's pretty cool to pretend at the moment.

Su Tang crumpled the note into a paper ball, thinking, I don't care about you, who cares about you.

Cheng Zhiya made it clear that he wanted to be alone and give up on himself, but Su Tang refused to let him do so.

So every morning, Su Tang stayed on the runway around the lake on time, and ran long distances with him to evaporate the water in his head when he fell in love with Shen Ling.

Cheng Zhiya is still the same old way of rejecting people thousands of miles away, repeating the old three tricks: leave me alone, I'm fine, you can go.Su Tang's ears felt callused, and he even figured out the arrangement of these three sentences.

He put on a rascal face, and continued to run him as usual: "This runway is not yours, so why don't I run on the same track as you?"

When night fell, he would sit in the dimly lit corner of the bar, concentrate on watching Cheng Zhiya get drunk, and replenish the water that had been evaporated during the day.

Eden found a mirror and pointed it at him, smiling: "Look at yourself, you've become a lookout stone."

Su Tang was not in the mood to joke with him, he turned away the mirror and continued to stare at people, his eyes seemed to be glued to Cheng Zhiya.

How could other people understand that that guy has a hundred possibilities of not being able to get home safely, and he must be watched all the time.Otherwise, he might be seduced by some goblin, drink too much and have no money to pay, get drunk and offend some unkind person, and even get drunk and put him in the back seat of a taxi and report the address to the driver nor.

In this way, more than half a month passed, and it entered the hot and crazy midsummer of July.

During this period, the total conversation between him and Cheng Zhiya was less than ten sentences.The two kept the same pace when they ran in the early morning, and they kept a distance of at least five seats apart in the middle of the night, drinking silently.

Occasionally, little boys came to strike up a conversation, but Su Tang declined them one by one.

Eden leaned forward: "What's the matter? The kid who hooked up is obviously very pretty."

He had the answer as soon as he spoke, and during this time, Su Tang's eyes never left Process Zhiya's body.

"Fool," he murmured, "You're throwing watermelon and picking sesame seeds like this, it's thankless."

Su Tang didn't take it seriously: "How do you know what I lost was a watermelon?"

"Who wants the kind of x indifferent guy who doesn't understand the style and gets drunk for his ex, it would be great to find a little boy who is knowledgeable and interesting. Life is short, enjoy yourself in time."

"Makes sense."

Su Tang followed the good advice and never changed his mind.

Either alone, or wandering on different double beds, or looking at Cheng Zhiya like a child.Anyway, time will pass no matter what, and it is always wasted on some people and things.

It's a waste anyway, Su Tang naturally wants to pick the one he likes the most.

He can still afford this little time and energy, even love.

*

When Su Tang returned to school, he held a sharing meeting with his fellow students in the school media to exchange experience in campus media writing and operation.

After the end, a group of people went to a nearby barbecue stall to have skewers and drink beer. It was almost ten o'clock when the show ended.

Everyone found various reasons to leave one after another, leaving only Su Tang and a school girl.It was late at night, and Su Tang sent her back to the dormitory. Along the way, the school girl chatted about the new movie that was released recently. When she was excited, she unconsciously took Su Tang's arm, and immediately let go as if touching a hot potato.

The street lamp in front of the dormitory made her face flush, and it was clear at a glance what she was thinking.

Sure enough, the school girl showed hesitation: "Brother, I have a question. During the meal, everyone teased you as a solo mother and said that you don't have a girlfriend. Is it true?"

Su Tang sighed in his heart.

It suddenly occurred to him that if Cheng Zhiya was a little bit more caring and he was a little more outspoken, it might end up like this.

Being liked by someone who doesn't like it is really... a burden.

It seems that he has to hide it deeper so that Cheng Zhiya will not bear this burden.

The smile on Su Tang's face didn't change: "That's right, men put their career first, and I haven't thought about love."

The school girl scratched the back of her head, then said: "That's right, brother just graduated, so he should work hard."

"However, you are only a sophomore now, you can meet more boys and take the opportunity to enjoy the campus time. Our school is so beautiful, it would be a waste not to fall in love here."

The school girl looked lonely, and even laughed a few times dryly: "Brother is right, I should get to know other boys more. Thank you for today, brother, go slowly, come back to school more often when you have time."

Su Tang nodded, watched the school girl enter the dormitory before turning to the bar.

As soon as he entered the door, his face turned green. Cheng Zhiya was still drinking in that corner, and his indifferent aura was short of a sign that no strangers should enter. At this time, he was stuck by a boy in tight shorts and a small vest. A lot has been wiped away.The boy in the leggings quietly added something to the wine glass and kept drinking Cheng Zhiya.

Outrageous!

Without saying a word, Su Tang strode over, grabbed the vest of the boy in leggings and pulled it back, sarcastically saying, "Whispering, do you have lower back arthritis?"

The boy in leggings was unhappy: "Hey, who are you, you are so wide."

"Yo, did you see me on the bed or did you spy on me in the toilet? Do you know if I'm not lenient?"

"you!"

Su Tang didn't bother to glance at him, and picked up the wine glass: "Did you take the medicine?"

"Do you have any evidence? Don't blame people casually!"

Su Tang was not in a hurry, and shook the wine glass: "The reaction is so strong, why are you so anxious? I have no proof, but it doesn't mean that you didn't take the medicine. How about it, to prove your innocence, drink it."

The boy in leggings turned pale and red again: "I, why should I listen to you?"

Su Tang didn't talk nonsense, he pinched his nose with his hands and poured wine directly.The boy in leggings couldn't dodge and choked on several mouthfuls of wine.Only then did Su Tang let go, seeing the boy covering his chest and coughing until his neck was so red, his face flushed red.

"This is called an eye for an eye, have you learned it?" Su Tang's voice was cold, and his face was frighteningly dark.

The boy in tight pants couldn't speak, and ran away in panic.

Turning around to face Cheng Zhiya, Su Tang performed a face-changing Sichuan opera on the spot, and a bright smile spread across his face.

Cheng Zhiya stared straight at him, didn't say a word, and didn't have the slightest intention to look away.

Su Tang was thirsty all the way here, so he sat down and ordered a cup of Long Island iced tea, and when he finished, Cheng Zhiya was still looking at him, waving his hands in front of his eyes a few times, but Cheng Zhiya didn't react much.

"Cheng Zhiya, what are you looking at?"

"You." Cheng Zhiya finally responded.

Su Tang was amused by his silly look, and approached step by step, with the scent of wine on the opponent's face thinly, and intentionally frightened him: "Look again, I'll kiss you."

Cheng Zhiya didn't dodge, and seemed to cooperate with Su Tang to get closer.

When his lips were about to meet, Su Tang avoided it, and Cheng Zhiya silently expressed his dissatisfaction with a frown.

"I changed my mind, let's try something more fun."

Su Tang started to unbutton Cheng Zhiya's shirt, but instead of hiding, the other party urged him to hurry up.

Sure enough, he was drunk, Su Tang let go.

Naturally, he was trying to scare Cheng Zhiya, and he couldn't do such hurtful things as taking advantage of the fire.

Su Tang sent Cheng Zhiya home to settle down, and then simply tidied up the house, and continued to hide half of the supplies for two people—he would definitely do this whenever he came here, and the Yugong quietly wiped away Shen Ling here. traces of life.When he was done, he went to the kitchen to soak honey water to soothe Cheng Zhiya from the hangover.

The kettle was steaming, and he lost his mind, wondering how long it would take before Cheng Zhiya inadvertently removed Shen Ling's things.

He knew very well that all this was nothing but self-deception.

Even if Shen Ling and the hundreds of "relics" left by this relationship were disposed of, he still couldn't make an eraser to wipe away the love and pain about Shen Ling in Cheng Zhiya's head.

The boiling water was still clamoring, Su Tang woke up suddenly, and hurried to unplug the power.

The warm breath rushed towards his back, someone hugged him, and the voice close to his ear was full of tenderness, "You used to like to tease me, but now you are scared too."

Su Tang exhaled deeply, and felt a chill from the bottom of his feet.

"I went to your school in the UK for almost a week, and I sent you emails and text messages every day like a fool, but you didn't contact me. I thought that as long as I waited here, you would come back to me. Like before, but you didn't...you know, no matter what you do to me, I will forgive you. Why did you just leave without saying goodbye?"

Cheng Zhiya buried his head on Su Tang's shoulder, rubbing back and forth aggrievedly.

Su Tang just stood in place like this, watching his heart weathering a little bit, maybe it would be broken into powder if he touched it.

I don't know if it's for myself or for Cheng Zhiya.

After an unknown amount of time, Cheng Zhiya suddenly grabbed Su Tang's shoulders, turned him around, and looked at each other.

Cheng Zhiya's eyes were red, like a poor little rabbit, looking at Su Tang, his eyes were full of tiny light spots, like stars sprinkled on the lake, when he opened his voice, he was a little hoarse: "Shen Ling, will you leave me? ?”

The hand holding Su Tang's shoulder was shaking all the time.

Su Tang didn't answer, his face was hard to distinguish between joy and anger.

After Cheng Zhiya got the answer in the long silence, he lowered his hands loosely, and the light in his eyes seemed to gradually fade away.

Hey, my heart just softened, and I fell into it completely.

Su Tang grabbed his hand almost instinctively and pulled it towards him.The moment he got close again, he held Cheng Zhiya's face and said reverently, "No one is willing to leave you."

A heart-to-heart sentence that I only dare to say to him when he is not awake.

After finishing speaking, Su Tang raised his head and pecked Cheng Zhiya's lips lightly, like snowflakes falling lightly on the boundless snow.

Cheng Zhiya held the back of Su Tang's head with one hand, deepened the kiss, and the tip of his tongue drove straight into Su Tang's tongue and entangled.

Su Tang was taken aback for a moment, then slowly closed his eyes, drowning in the warm current.