Ren Yi let go of his hand suddenly, his brows twitched, as if unable to digest this fact, he said in disbelief: "What?"
Xia Shu was stabbed by his gaze, and took a step back unconsciously.
For a while, both of them fell silent, the light was suddenly turned on, and Ren Zhi was woken up by the two of them.
The sudden light was so dazzling that Xia Shu squinted his eyes unconsciously.
Ren Zhi said: "What are you doing without sleeping?"
Xia Shu took a deep breath, looked up at Ren Yi and said, "If you mind, I can move out."
Ren Yi replied without thinking, "No!"
Xia Shu calmly said: "I'm gay, it's really inconvenient to sleep with you every day, I'd better move out."
With a dark face, Ren Yi still insisted, only saying: "No."
Xia Shu sighed softly: "Originally, after you got married, I also wanted to move out, but now it's just a while earlier."
"It's nothing inconvenient. After I get married, I will buy a bigger house, even a villa..."
Seeing Ren Yi thinking seriously, Xia Shu couldn't help but widen his eyes, and said in surprise: "You will live with me after getting married, right?"
Ren Yi took it for granted.
Xia Shu was silent for a moment, then said helplessly, "Even if you don't mind, Miss Qiu won't."
"I'll tell her."
Xia Shu stared at him silently for a while, he didn't expect Ren Yi to have such an idea, thinking of watching Ren Yi and Qiu Yanyan show their affection every day, Xia Shu's eyes darkened, no, he doesn't want to pretend like that doesn't matter of a lifetime.
Xia Shu said firmly this time: "I will move out tomorrow."
He said he was going to pack his luggage.
Ren Yi's face turned cold, he grabbed Xia Shu's wrist, and said angrily: "We are a family, we should live together, as for...you like men, I don't mind, but you are not allowed to have sex, you If you want to associate with a man, you must get my consent, and the man you broke up with immediately tonight is not a serious man at first sight."
Xia Shu felt a headache, helpless with Ren Yi's "parent" tone.
But since he was a child, he was most afraid of Ren Yi getting angry. Every time Ren Yi got angry, Xia Shu just listened to him.
But this time Xia Shu didn't want to just compromise like this, he must move out.
"I can listen to you about finding a boyfriend, but I can't continue to live with you."
Xia Shu raised his eyes, stared at Ren Yi, and emphasized again word by word: "I like men."
He wanted Ren Yi to realize that his liking for a man meant that he would have feelings for a man's body, and this man included Ren Yi.
Ren Yi did not back down.
"It doesn't matter."
Xia Shu was powerless for a while, yes, how could Ren Yi think that his brother who has been secretly liking him for many years, if he knew, he would definitely feel disgusted.
Ren Zhilei said: "Stop arguing, Yiyi, it will be inconvenient for me and Xiaoshu to live with you after you get married, and then we will be separated. As for now, it is not convenient for Xiaoshu to live in the living room all the time. Let’s change to a big house first, anyway, we have already bought a big house, but we have been reluctant to change it because we have feelings for this place.”
Ren Yi wanted to refute, but Ren Zhi stared at him before closing his mouth.
Since Ren Zhilei had spoken, Xia Shu could only obey, and the matter was settled like this.
Chapter [-]
After a few days, during the weekend, the three of them went to see the house together, but after seeing a few houses, Ren Yi was able to pick out many faults, there was no way, the matter of buying a house was delayed like this.
When going to bed at night, Xia Shu turned his back to Ren Yi, with a distance of almost one meter between them.
Ren Yi frowned every time, pursed his lips and remained silent, with a sulking look on his face.
Xia Shu didn't coax him this time.
Lin Li sent another message to ask Xia Shu, but Xia Shu was about to refuse, when Ren Yi snatched his phone.
Ren Yi looked at the word 'Lin Li' in the information column, raised his eyebrows with a bad expression, and asked, "Is he the man that night?"
Xia Shu nodded awkwardly.
Ren Yi picked up his phone and sent a message very quickly.
Xia Shu snatched it up and took a look, and the sent page read the words 'don't see each other again'.
Ren Yi said coldly: "Don't contact him in the future, I will find you a good man."
Xia Shu nodded slightly. He didn't know what a good man was like, but the reason why he wanted to be with Lin Li at the beginning was a decision made in a panic. Now thinking about it, it would be very unfair to Lin Li. I have a chance to apologize to him again.
Seeing him nodding obediently, Ren Yi was in a better mood, rubbed Xia Shu's hair, and said with a smile: "Hey, it's no big deal to like men, I'll find you a good one."
Ren Yi was able to accept his own sexuality calmly, Xia Shu was a little moved, but this move could only make him smile wryly.
Day by day, it seems that everything is the same, and it seems that something is changing subtly.
For example, Ren Yi will never come in to get things when he is taking a bath, for example, Ren Yi will never fall asleep and hold Xia Shu in his arms like before.
For example, Xia Shu is learning to stay away from Ren Yi gradually.
Chapter [-]
When Lin Li came to the flower shop again, Xia Shu was slightly surprised. He thought he had made it clear to Lin Li.
Unexpectedly, Lin Li bought another bouquet of flowers and gave it to him.
Xia Shu looked at Hana and didn't take it or not, his face wrinkled into a ball.
Lin Li smiled and said, "Okay, I have the right to pursue you."
Xia Shu lowered his eyebrows and pinched the petals in his hand, whispering: "...I'm sorry last time."
Lin Li smiled: "You have already apologized to me many times, don't say sorry again, I know you still don't like me, so let's not talk about other things, just be friends, okay?"
Seeing Lin Li's sincere eyes, Xia Shu did not refuse.
From that day on, Lin Li often came to the flower shop, or helped Xia Shu organize the flowers, or poured him a glass of water when Xia Shu was busy, and occasionally told Xia Shu interesting stories, but never talked about feelings. .
I have to admit that Xia Shu felt very comfortable getting along with him.
Ren Zhi asked Lin Li about his family and work in detail.
Just as Lin Li was sent away that day, Xia Shu saw Ren Zhileo looking thoughtfully at Lin Li's back as soon as he turned his head.
"elder sister?"
Ren Zhiliao looked at Xia Shu's eyes with a rare soft light, and said, "He's pretty good. If you can't like women, you should think about him."
Xia Shu nodded blankly, she can rest assured that she is with Lin Li... It must be very worrying to have a gay man who has a crush on her younger brother hanging around her younger brother.
Xia Shu's eyelashes trembled, and he whispered: "But I promised Ren Yi..."
Ren Zhi smiled, and said: "Don't worry about him, he just can't think about it for a while, besides, Lin Li is so good, if he sees someone, he will definitely accept it."
Xia Shu lowered his eyes and did not speak, but when Lin Li took his hand later, he did not refuse.
If this can make Ren Zhi feel at ease, he is willing.
Chapter Thirteen
When arranging the window of the flower shop that day, Xia Shu handed the flowers to Lin Li, and Lin Li's kiss fell as soon as he looked up.
Xia Shu stared straight at the face so close, struggled for a moment, and finally closed his eyes.
Suddenly there was a loud bang by the window, and the glass shattered to the ground.
Xia Shu was startled, and turned his head to look, only to see Ren Yi standing by the window with an angry face, with bulging veins on his forehead, and the hand that just smashed the glass window with his bare hand was bleeding.
Xia Shu couldn't help but tremble.
Ren Yi stepped on the broken glass and approached, almost gnashing his teeth and asked Xia Shu: "What did you promise me?"
"I……"
Xia Shu twitched his lips, Ren Yi's appearance scared him.
Ren Yi looked up at Lin Li and asked, "You are Lin Li?"
Just as Lin Li nodded, Ren Yi punched him, and Lin Li immediately fought back without giving in.
The two wrestled together, Xia Shu and Ren Zhileo eagerly stopped them, but they seemed to have lost their minds and ignored them.
Seeing that Lin Titu was exhausted and knocked to the ground by Ren Yi, Xia Shu ran over regardless and hugged Ren Yi's waist, pulling him back hard.
Ren Zhiliao quickly helped Lin Li up and let him go first.
Ren Yi kept struggling, but he was afraid of hurting Xia Shu and dared not use his strength. Seeing Lin Li walking away, he yelled angrily.
After confirming that Ren Yi could not catch up with Lin Li, Xia Shu let go.
As soon as Ren Yi let go, he roared angrily: "You just defend him like that! You like him enough to contact him behind my back?"
Facing Ren Yi's loud questioning, Xia Shu kept shaking his head in denial. He wanted to ask Ren Yi why he was so angry, but he didn't have the courage.
Ren Zhi came over and frowned, persuading him, "Ren Yi is a good character, you should check it out before making a conclusion."
Ren Yi snorted coldly: "He just wants to trick Xiaoshu into bed, don't be fooled by him."
Xia Shu was helpless.
"I am a mature man, I know how to distinguish."
Ren Yi frowned tightly: "In short, I don't agree."
Xia Shu looked into his eyes and asked feebly, "Then what kind of man do you think is suitable for me?"
Ren Yi lowered his head and pondered for a while, then shook his head: "I don't know, but it must be better than that Lin Li!"
Xia Shu sighed, there was nothing he could do about this naive ghost, and he couldn't understand why he hated Lin Li so much.
Ren Yi said seriously: "You promised me not to contact him again, don't lie to me this time, otherwise I will beat him every time I see him."
Xia Shu sighed, Ren Yi is still so willful, who can only spoil him.
Seeing Ren Yi's reaction today, Xia Shu was also afraid, so he nodded.
He likes Lin Li very much, but he doesn't have any love for him. Now that the trouble is like this, he doesn't want to force himself to accept him anymore.
Xia Shu looked at the mess in the house, and said to Ren Yi: "You destroyed this place, so you will clean it up."
Ren Yi touched the tip of his nose, and honestly picked up the mop.
Chapter [-]
That night, Ren Yi went on a date again, and Ren Zhi also made an appointment with a friend, saying that he would not go home that night.
Xia Shu called Lin Li to apologize, and then completely rejected him.
Lin Li smiled and expressed his understanding, and said that he would still be friends in the future.
Lin Li has always been mature and comfortable.
Xia Shu sometimes thinks how great it would be if Lin Li was his favorite, but it's a pity that his feelings can't be controlled freely.
Xia Shu sat under the light and waited for Ren Yi to come back, waiting to warm his feet, which was a sin that Xia Shu could not redeem.
Xia Shu felt at a loss, he didn't know what to do, he seemed to be caught in the vortex of emotions, and he kept sinking. He wanted to go ashore but no one could help him.
A bell rang, and Xia Shu withdrew his thoughts. Seeing Qiu Yanyan's call, Xia Shu froze for a second before answering the phone.
Qiu Yanyan's voice came through the microphone.
"Ren Yi doesn't know why he seems to be in a bad mood tonight. He drank a lot and I can't help him. Can you come and help me send him home?"
Xia Shu immediately agreed, picked up his coat and went out.
I'm in a bad mood... It's not a pleasant thing to have a friend who likes men.
When Xia Shu rushed away, Ren Yi was still drinking, and Qiu Yanyan tried to snatch his glass, but he snatched it back.
Xia Shu frowned, walked over and took the wine glass directly for the bartender to take away.
"Give me back the wine!"
Xia Shu called him helplessly: "Ren Yi..."
Ren Yi opened his eyes and looked hard, then asked uncertainly: "...Xia Shu?"
Xia Shu nodded and walked over to support him.
Ren Yi was honest this time, and knew that he was supporting his body so as not to overwhelm Xia Shu. Xia Shu grew up in an orphanage, so he was thinner than ordinary men.
Qiu Yanyan was so busy that she was sweating profusely, she finally breathed a sigh of relief this time, and sighed: "He listens to you the most."
Qiu Yanyan saw that Ren Yi was much more honest, so she helped Ren Yi into the car and left.
Ren Yi obediently followed Xia Shu the whole time, and he would do whatever Xia Shu asked him to do.
Xia Shu couldn't help touching his face, thinking that Ren Yi like this was extremely cute.
Ren Yi felt that he was touching his face, smiled foolishly, and then gently rubbed against Xia Shu's palm.
Halfway through the car, Ren Yi got drunk and vomited all of a sudden, Xia Shu had no choice but to help him out of the car, kept bowing and apologizing to the driver, and paid for the car wash, the driver gave up.
Ren Yi's clothes were stained, seeing them like this, Xia Shu stopped the car several times, but no driver was willing to take them again.
Xia Shu had no choice but to help Ren Yi to a nearby hotel to open a room.
As soon as he entered the door, Xia Shu took off his dirty clothes, then helped him to rinse under the faucet, rinsed his mouth, brushed his teeth, and finally put the dirty clothes in the washing machine.
After finishing everything, Xia Shu was exhausted, took a quick shower, climbed into bed, and lay down beside Ren Yi.
He was so tired that he closed his eyes and wanted to sleep, but Ren Yi suddenly turned over and pressed him under him.
Chapter [-]
Drunk Ren Yi's cheeks were flushed, and his eyes seemed to be filled with water, like a deep pool, bright and dark, misty.
Xia Shu pushed his chest and said softly: "...Ren Yi?"
Ren Yi seemed to have heard Xia Shu call him, but he didn't seem to hear it. He looked at Xia Shu straight in his eyes. After a long while, he stretched out his hand and rubbed Xia Shu's soft face.
The touch on his face was itchy, and Xia Shu's heart beat wildly, feeling that the atmosphere was a bit awkward, and his face turned red involuntarily.
Ren Yi's kiss fell suddenly, eager and fierce, Xia Shu blinked in a daze, and hurriedly refused, but Ren Yi was like a mountain, Xia Shu couldn't push it away no matter how hard he pushed.
After struggling for a long time, Xia Shu didn't move, the person he loved for many years kissed him, what could be more wonderful than this.
A bit of bitterness slipped through Xia Shu's heart, Ren Yi probably regarded him as Qiu Yanyan...
Let him be selfish and indulge for a while, anyway, Ren Yi will not remember anything tomorrow.
Thinking of this, he picked up Ren Yi's face and began to peck and kiss him.
Ren Yi moved more excitedly and eagerly.
Xia Shu bloomed in front of Ren Yi his body that he had never shown before.
He is intersex, and it is for this reason that he was abandoned at the gate of the orphanage, so these years, because of his inferiority complex, he never dared to tell anyone about it, even Ren Yi didn't know about it.
One night, Xia Shu was turned over and over by Ren Yi and changed positions again and again, finally Xia Shu cried and whimpered and begged for mercy, and Ren Yi didn't let him go until he fell asleep.
When he woke up the next day, the sky was bright, and Xia Shu's mind went blank. Only when he saw Ren Yi's handsome face close at hand did he remember what happened last night.
He braced his sore body, took a shower, took out Ren Yi's washed and dried clothes and put them beside the bed, and tidied everything up. He finally took a deep look at Ren Yi, bowed his head in A kiss was printed on the lips.
Xia Shu returned home by car with support, and fell asleep on the sofa as soon as he entered the door.
After an unknown amount of time, Ren Yi came back, woke up Xia Shu with an excited face, and said loudly: "Your brother, I am finally out of my virginity! I want to marry Yanyan!"
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Something exploded in Xia Shu's ear, and in the end he could only show a wry smile, and said softly, "Congratulations..."
The sound seems to be absent, as if blown by the wind and then dispersed.
Xia Shu smiled wryly, too, how could Ren Yi think that there was a bisexual person under him.
Not long after, Ren Yi proposed to Qiu Yanyan, and the date of their marriage was fixed.
Ren Yi once complained to Xia Shu with a sweet face: "Yanyan is always shy, every time I mention things about that night, she pretends to be confused, since she doesn't want to talk about it, I won't mention it."
Xia Shu could only smile, he laughed a lot recently, and talked less and less.
On the day of trying on the wedding dress, Ren Yi must take Xia Shu to go, he said he wanted Xia Shu to try on the best man's outfit by the way.
Xia Shu is also their best man.
When he went to the store, Ren Yi was busy choosing suits for Xia Shu, leaving Qiu Yanyan aside.
Qiu Yanyan stared at him dissatisfied, wanting to complain, but when she lowered her head and saw the huge diamond ring in her hand, she was no longer dissatisfied, only a satisfied smile remained.
Xia Shu looked at Ren Yi's neat suit, imagining him and Qiu Yanyan approaching the auditorium, and couldn't help laughing with red eyes.
Ren Yi chose a lot of gifts for Xia Shu, and kept letting him be, and finally found one that he was satisfied with.
Xia Shu finally breathed a sigh of relief when he got home, he was so tired.
The wedding day is getting closer, Xia Shu's loss of soul finally caught the attention of Ren Zhiliao, she kicked him out of the flower shop and let him rest for a day.
Xia Shu was walking on the street, wandering aimlessly, not knowing which direction to go, just like he didn't know where to go in his life.
When passing by a high-end tattoo shop, he accidentally ran into Lin Li. Lin Li is a senior tattoo master, but Xia Shu didn't know that his shop was here.
Lin Li invited him to sit in, and Lin Zhi happened to be there too. Seeing Xia Shu was very excited, she chattered non-stop.
Driven by her, Xia Shu also felt a little happier.
Lin Li looked at them with a smile, and after Lin Zhi finished speaking, he asked Xia Shu if he needed a tattoo.
Xia Shu was a little moved, but after thinking about it, let it go, Ren Yi's name was already engraved in his heart, so why bother engraving it on his body.
After chatting for a while, the three of them went to the restaurant for dinner together.
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As soon as he walked into a western restaurant, Xia Shu heard Ren Yi's suppressed angry voice behind him.
"Xia Shu, are you trying to piss me off?"
Ren Yi rarely called him by his full name. The last time he called him was when Xia Shu went to the hospital to secretly send money and was caught by Ren Yi.
Xia Shu turned back in panic, Ren Yi and Qiu Yanyan were standing behind them.
Ren Yi stared at him angrily.
Xia Shu hesitated for a moment, and hurriedly walked to Ren Yi's side automatically and consciously. He hurriedly held Ren Yi's hand, fearing that he would hit Lin Li again.
However, Ren Yi rushed forward and grabbed Lin Li by the collar, gritted his teeth and said, "I warned you not to think about Xiaoshu again."
Lin Li sneered and asked, "Who are you? Why do you care about us?"
"I'm his friend, family! I don't allow you to be together."
"Even if you are a friend or family member, you have no right to interfere with Xiaoshu's relationship. How we develop has nothing to do with you."
Xia Shu rushed over to separate the two of them, "Brother Lin, Xiaozhi, I'm really sorry, I won't have dinner with you today."
Ren Yi grabbed Xia Shu's hand with his backhand, and gave Lin Li a hard look, "I'm in charge of the little tree, I just want to interfere, don't try to abduct the little tree."
After speaking, he pulled Xia Shu out without looking back.
Qiu Yanyan called Ren Yi's name behind him, but Ren Yi stuffed Xia Shu into the car as if he didn't hear him, and then drove away at a very high speed.
Ren Yi didn't say a word all the way, Xia Shu explained to him in fear, but Ren Yi didn't respond, his lips were pursed into a line, and he just looked at the road ahead.
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After parking the car, Ren Yi dragged Xia Shu home again.
As soon as the door was closed, Ren Yi said in a low voice, "Don't go out during this time."
Xia Shu's eyes widened in disbelief, "Why?"
Ren Yi sneered: "Since you promised not to see him, it doesn't count, so I can only watch you in person."
Xia Shu frowned: "Ren Yi, you can't do this, today is just a coincidence, I didn't mean to see Brother Lin."
Ren Yi sneered: "Brother Lin? You are so intimate."
Xia Shu wanted to say more, but Ren Yi ignored it, and said: "That's the decision."
After he finished speaking, he hugged Xia Shu, and whispered to Xia Shu but also to himself: "I won't let anyone snatch you away from me."
Xia Shu sighed silently, ever since he disappeared without a word for a while, Ren Yi seemed to be particularly sensitive to his departure.
From this day on, Ren Yi no longer asks Xia Shu to go to the flower shop, he also works at home, and does not go to the company unless there are important meetings. No complaints.
Xia Shu didn't want to make him angry while he was preparing for the wedding, so he took it as a rest at home.
Xia Shu never had a temper in front of Ren Yi. Even if he got angry, as long as Ren Yi coaxed him a little, Xia Shu changed from a little wild cat stretching its claws to a docile little house cat.
But gradually, Xia Shu began to feel nauseous, lethargic, and occasionally had a low-grade fever.
This series of reactions made him panic.
He is intersex but never thought of getting pregnant. He felt uneasy, and his symptoms not only did not weaken, but became more and more obvious. Even Ren Yi asked him several times if he was sick, and asked him to take him to the hospital. With a guilty conscience, Shu found all kinds of reasons to shirk.
Once again, he accidentally fell asleep while watching TV. Xia Shu decided that he could not wait any longer. He took advantage of Ren Yi's visit to the company and secretly went to the hospital to find Dr. Li, whom he knew well. Volunteer, so I know his physical condition.
Dr. Li gave him a detailed examination and told Xia Shu that he was really pregnant.
Xia Shu's face turned pale in an instant, and his body shook involuntarily.
Dr. Li looked worried, and asked tactfully, "Did you do it voluntarily?"
Dr. Li knew that many people were curious about intersex people. Seeing Xia Shu's reaction, he couldn't help thinking about the bad side, worrying that he would be deceived or his feelings played.
Xia Shu forced a smile and said, "I do it voluntarily."
He was just worried that Ren Yi would know that Ren Yi was about to get married, if Ren Yi knew that he was pregnant... No, he couldn't let Ren Yi be with him because of his responsibility, and he couldn't ruin Ren Yi's wedding.
Chapter Nineteen
Xia Shu returned home in a daze, rubbed his stomach in a daze, not knowing what to do.
Opening the door, Ren Yi was sitting on the sofa with a gloomy face.
It was only then that Xia Shu remembered that he had sneaked out, and smiled awkwardly and weakly at Ren Yi. He seemed to have no strength to face Ren Yi's anger now.
Ren Yi asked calmly, "Have you finished seeing Lin Li?"
Xia Shu was startled, opened his mouth and said, "I haven't seen him..."
Ren Yi suddenly got up and pinched his chin, gritted his teeth and said, "Why do you have to piss me off! What's so good about that Lin Li, you lied to me time and time again for him!"
Ren Yi exerted a lot of strength, and Xia Shu was so painful that he couldn't speak.
Fortunately, Ren Zhi rushed over in time, patted Ren Yi's hand repeatedly to let him go, and said anxiously, "You hurt Xiaoshu!"
Only then did Ren Yi let go, turned around and kicked the coffee table.
Xia Shu's skin was tender and fair, his chin was already a little bruised, he sniffed aggrievedly, and said, "I really didn't see Lin Li."
Ren Yi turned around and asked angrily, "Then what did you do?"
Xia Shu couldn't answer.
Ren Yi sneered, entered the study, and closed the door angrily.
Xia Shu fell on the sofa, fingers tugging at the lapel on his belly.
Ren Zhi watched him for a while, sighed, and said, "You go..."
Xia Shu's eyelashes trembled slightly.
Ren Zhiliao looked at this younger brother who had grown up with him since he was a child, showing a trace of dissatisfaction on his face, but he continued to speak.
"I can't let you hurt Yiyi again."
Ren Yi's reaction time and time again shows how much he attaches importance to Xia Shu. Ren Zhi is worried that what she has been fearing all along will come true, and she can't watch Xia Shu ruin Ren Yi again.
Xia Shu bowed his head in silence for a long time, finally nodded slightly with red eyes.
Ren Zhi let out a sigh of relief, but couldn't help feeling distressed, and finally could only sigh softly: "You are a good boy..."
Xia Shu smiled bitterly, Ren's parents also said that he was a good boy, but he harmed them, this time he can't harm Ren Yi anymore...
Ren Yi is about to get married, he and Qiu Yanyan will organize a new family, and they will have children belonging to them.
Xia Shu rubbed his stomach, he couldn't allow himself to ruin all this, he stole this child, he should be responsible for it, this is his own treasure.
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After Xia Shu ran out secretly, Ren Yi completely moved his work to his home and guarded Xia Shu every step of the way.
Every time Xia Shu talked to him, he had a cold face, this time no matter how Xia Shu coaxed him, he was still angry.
Xia Shu couldn't find a chance to leave secretly, he became more and more anxious, Ren Yi's wedding was coming, and he didn't have the courage to attend his wedding.
Most importantly, he was worried that his belly was getting bigger and bigger, and he was afraid that they would find out that he was pregnant.
One day, Ren Zhileo screamed in the kitchen, Ren Yi and Xia Shu hurried over, and saw that Ren Zhileo had burned his hand.
Xia Shu quickly took an ice pack and applied it to her, frowned and said, "Hurry up and go to the hospital."
Ren Zhi shook his head, gasped in pain, and said: "It's not serious, Yiyi, just go and buy me a tube of burn ointment and come back."
Ren Yi and Xia Shu wanted to persuade her to go to the hospital, but she was very persistent. She was the eldest in the family, and Ren Yi and Xia Shu had always listened to her, so they had to compromise.
Ren Yi nodded, put on his coat and went to buy ointment.
As soon as Ren Yi left, Ren Zhi knew Xia Shu and said, "Go quickly."
Xia Shu held the ice pack, and belatedly realized that Ren Zhi was deliberately scalded, so that he could send Ren Yi away.
Had he known... he would have bid farewell to Ren Yi, no matter how much he just said 'goodbye'.
Xia Shu left the place where he lived for many years with the luggage he had prepared long ago, and also left the person he had been waiting for for many years.
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Four years later.
On a stormy night, Xia Shu held his son and stopped a car on the side of the road, but the rain was too heavy and too urgent, and no car would stop.
In order to save money, Xia Shu lives in a remote place, and there are few vehicles coming and going. He has stopped for half an hour, but he has not stopped a car.
The rain was getting heavier and heavier, but there was still a lot of rain running in through the gap under the umbrella. The cold wind blew, and Xia Shu couldn't help shrinking his shoulders. The small body of the son in his arms was hot, watching his son burn With a red face, Xia Shu's eyes were red with distress.
As soon as I looked up, I saw Ren Yi's photo appearing in the scrolling financial news of the shopping mall opposite. In the past few years, Ren Yi has started his own company, and it has flourished. He has become the most praised young talent in recent years. Even Xia Shu can often see his news on TV.
Xia Shu hugged his son's small body tightly, thinking of Ren Yi, his heart tightened for a while, and when he lowered his head, his son was already dizzy from the fever, and tears rolled down in a hurry.
Now, a car drove up, and the people sitting in the car looked up and saw Xia Shu standing on the side of the road, their eyes narrowed sharply, and they shouted loudly: "Stop!"
Although the driver didn't know what happened, he quickly stopped the car according to the boss's instructions, just in front of Xia Shu.
Xia Shu hurriedly held the child and knocked on the window of the car, but there was no response in the car.
Seeing his son's burning red face, he had no choice but to continue knocking cheekily.
After a long time, the window slowly fell down.
Xia Shu was overjoyed, and quickly said: "Hello, the child has a fever, can you help me and send us to the hospital, I would like to give you more money to thank..."
Before he finished speaking, Xia Shu, who had seen clearly the people in the car, gasped for breath, and slowly opened his eyes wide in disbelief.
Ren Yi's face in the car was as cold as before.
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Xia Shu unconsciously pinched the corner of his son's little clothes, his heart was beating violently.
Ren Yi turned his head slowly, glanced at him, his thin lips parted slightly, and his voice was cold without emotion.
"boarding."
Xia Shu took a step back and hugged his son's small body tightly. His son and Ren Yi looked too much alike, and he was afraid that Ren Yi would see it.
He also remembered that Ren Yi had no idea that he was intersex, let alone what had happened between the two of them, so he never thought that the child would be his.
A trace of bitterness flashed through Xia Shu's heart, and he realized that he was just worrying unfoundedly.
Ren Yi repeated it again, revealing his impatience, frowned slightly, and his voice was a little lower: "Get in the car."
I haven't seen him for four years, and he still hasn't changed a bit.
Xia Shu wanted to run away, but seeing the constant flow of vehicles and the rising body temperature of his son in his arms, he could only grit his teeth and get in the car.
He sat in the car carefully, fearing that the rain on his body would stain the expensive car.
The driver looked at him curiously, then started the car.
Ren Yi asked lightly: "Where are you going?"
"Hospital."
Xia Shu's lips were tight, and the different sense of alienation between the two of them made him sad, as if he was really just a hitchhiker on the side of the road.
After being quiet for a while, Xia Shu sneezed softly, shivering slightly from the cold.
Ren Yi took off his coat and threw it to him.
Xia Shu pinched the clothes that were still warm, her heart was tight, and her eyes were a little sore.
"thanks……"
Thank you, he didn't wear it himself, but put the clothes on his son.
Ren Yi frowned slightly, glanced at the child and asked, "Whose child?"
Xia Shu hugged his son nervously, and whispered: "My..."
The indifferent mask on Ren Yi's face was instantly broken, his face was distorted, his eyes widened, and he stared closely at the child in Xia Shu's arms.
Xia Shu unconsciously turned the child's face to his arms.
After a while, Ren Yi sneered, his voice was like the calm under the pressure of a storm.
He said: "It seems that you have lived a good life in the past few years, and even gave birth to a child."
The driver took a peek at Xia Shu, and seemed to realize that Ren Yi and Xia Shu knew each other, and was curious about the strange atmosphere between them.
Xia Shu heard the sarcasm in Ren Yi's tone, pursed his lips and did not speak.
Ren Yi asked again: "What's the child's name?"
"Xiao Ren..."
The son's full name is 'Ren Xiaoren', but this is of course impossible to say.
Ren Yi didn't want to know either, so he asked, "Where's the child's mother? Are you married?"
"It's not over...we're separated..."
Xia Shu is not used to lying, especially with Ren Yi, so he spoke intermittently and his voice was very low.
Ren Yi didn't speak any more, but the veins on his hands gradually bulged, as if he was holding back his anger.
All the way in silence, until arriving at the hospital, Xia Shu lowered his head and said, "Thank you..."
Ren Yi looked out the window and didn't look at him, and didn't speak.
Xia Shu had no choice but to say 'thank you' again, then hurriedly carried the child and walked out.
He breathed a sigh of relief, the current Ren Yi made him feel very oppressed, and he couldn't help but feel lost. After saying goodbye, he said a few words and then separated again. I don't know if there will be a chance to see you again...
The longing for the past few years has already piled up into mountains, but after meeting, they dare not say a word.
He glanced back at the car, but he could only see the blackened windows.
Sending the child into the consultation room, the doctor wanted to check, Xia Shu waited alone at the door, he closed his eyes tiredly, and when he saw Ren Yi again, many emotions surged up, making his chest sour and his eye sockets a little hot.
After sorting out his emotions, he opened his eyes here, and when he turned his head, Ren Yi was leaning on the opposite wall with his arms folded and looking at him.
Xia Shu blinked and confirmed again and again that it was really Ren Yi.
Seeing the surprise on his face, Ren Yi said with a half-smile: "I ran away without saying a word back then, do you think I will let you go easily this time?"
When he said the last word, he gnashed his teeth.
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The doctor gave Xiao Ren an injection, and Xiao Ren cried heart-rendingly. Xia Shu hugged him and walked in the house in distress, while Ren Yi stood aside and stared at them without saying a word.
Thinking of what he said just now, Xia Shu felt uneasy, not knowing what he would do.
The three of them walked out of the hospital until Xiaoren's fever subsided.
Xia Shu hugged Xiao Ren and wanted to go home, but Ren Yi pulled them into the car. His hands were so strong that Xia Shu couldn't help being a little scared. He had always been afraid that Ren Yi would be really angry. Every time Ren Yi gets angry, he can't help but follow him in everything.
Sitting in the car, Xia Shu asked with a headache, "Where are you taking me?"
Ren Yi whispered: "Go home."
The word 'go home' made Xia Shu's eyes heat up, and he couldn't speak anymore.
The driver glanced at Xia Shu again, and was even more curious about Xia Shu's identity.
Xiao Ren was still twitching while hiding in Xia Shu's arms, but he couldn't help looking at Ren Yi curiously, and called softly: "Uncle..."
Ren Yi didn't answer, and didn't even look at him.
Not getting a response, Xiao Ren lowered his eyes in disappointment, and pouted his mouth aggrieved.
Xia Shu kissed his son's small forehead distressedly. Ren Yi didn't like his son so much, Xia Shu couldn't help feeling a little disappointed.
Xiao Ren didn't feel sad and fell asleep after a while. He had just lost his fever and cried again, his little body was exhausted from tossing.
The car drove for a long time and didn't stop until the neighboring city. Xia Shu looked at the familiar street and felt a little sad.
Xia Shu was stabbed by his gaze, and took a step back unconsciously.
For a while, both of them fell silent, the light was suddenly turned on, and Ren Zhi was woken up by the two of them.
The sudden light was so dazzling that Xia Shu squinted his eyes unconsciously.
Ren Zhi said: "What are you doing without sleeping?"
Xia Shu took a deep breath, looked up at Ren Yi and said, "If you mind, I can move out."
Ren Yi replied without thinking, "No!"
Xia Shu calmly said: "I'm gay, it's really inconvenient to sleep with you every day, I'd better move out."
With a dark face, Ren Yi still insisted, only saying: "No."
Xia Shu sighed softly: "Originally, after you got married, I also wanted to move out, but now it's just a while earlier."
"It's nothing inconvenient. After I get married, I will buy a bigger house, even a villa..."
Seeing Ren Yi thinking seriously, Xia Shu couldn't help but widen his eyes, and said in surprise: "You will live with me after getting married, right?"
Ren Yi took it for granted.
Xia Shu was silent for a moment, then said helplessly, "Even if you don't mind, Miss Qiu won't."
"I'll tell her."
Xia Shu stared at him silently for a while, he didn't expect Ren Yi to have such an idea, thinking of watching Ren Yi and Qiu Yanyan show their affection every day, Xia Shu's eyes darkened, no, he doesn't want to pretend like that doesn't matter of a lifetime.
Xia Shu said firmly this time: "I will move out tomorrow."
He said he was going to pack his luggage.
Ren Yi's face turned cold, he grabbed Xia Shu's wrist, and said angrily: "We are a family, we should live together, as for...you like men, I don't mind, but you are not allowed to have sex, you If you want to associate with a man, you must get my consent, and the man you broke up with immediately tonight is not a serious man at first sight."
Xia Shu felt a headache, helpless with Ren Yi's "parent" tone.
But since he was a child, he was most afraid of Ren Yi getting angry. Every time Ren Yi got angry, Xia Shu just listened to him.
But this time Xia Shu didn't want to just compromise like this, he must move out.
"I can listen to you about finding a boyfriend, but I can't continue to live with you."
Xia Shu raised his eyes, stared at Ren Yi, and emphasized again word by word: "I like men."
He wanted Ren Yi to realize that his liking for a man meant that he would have feelings for a man's body, and this man included Ren Yi.
Ren Yi did not back down.
"It doesn't matter."
Xia Shu was powerless for a while, yes, how could Ren Yi think that his brother who has been secretly liking him for many years, if he knew, he would definitely feel disgusted.
Ren Zhilei said: "Stop arguing, Yiyi, it will be inconvenient for me and Xiaoshu to live with you after you get married, and then we will be separated. As for now, it is not convenient for Xiaoshu to live in the living room all the time. Let’s change to a big house first, anyway, we have already bought a big house, but we have been reluctant to change it because we have feelings for this place.”
Ren Yi wanted to refute, but Ren Zhi stared at him before closing his mouth.
Since Ren Zhilei had spoken, Xia Shu could only obey, and the matter was settled like this.
Chapter [-]
After a few days, during the weekend, the three of them went to see the house together, but after seeing a few houses, Ren Yi was able to pick out many faults, there was no way, the matter of buying a house was delayed like this.
When going to bed at night, Xia Shu turned his back to Ren Yi, with a distance of almost one meter between them.
Ren Yi frowned every time, pursed his lips and remained silent, with a sulking look on his face.
Xia Shu didn't coax him this time.
Lin Li sent another message to ask Xia Shu, but Xia Shu was about to refuse, when Ren Yi snatched his phone.
Ren Yi looked at the word 'Lin Li' in the information column, raised his eyebrows with a bad expression, and asked, "Is he the man that night?"
Xia Shu nodded awkwardly.
Ren Yi picked up his phone and sent a message very quickly.
Xia Shu snatched it up and took a look, and the sent page read the words 'don't see each other again'.
Ren Yi said coldly: "Don't contact him in the future, I will find you a good man."
Xia Shu nodded slightly. He didn't know what a good man was like, but the reason why he wanted to be with Lin Li at the beginning was a decision made in a panic. Now thinking about it, it would be very unfair to Lin Li. I have a chance to apologize to him again.
Seeing him nodding obediently, Ren Yi was in a better mood, rubbed Xia Shu's hair, and said with a smile: "Hey, it's no big deal to like men, I'll find you a good one."
Ren Yi was able to accept his own sexuality calmly, Xia Shu was a little moved, but this move could only make him smile wryly.
Day by day, it seems that everything is the same, and it seems that something is changing subtly.
For example, Ren Yi will never come in to get things when he is taking a bath, for example, Ren Yi will never fall asleep and hold Xia Shu in his arms like before.
For example, Xia Shu is learning to stay away from Ren Yi gradually.
Chapter [-]
When Lin Li came to the flower shop again, Xia Shu was slightly surprised. He thought he had made it clear to Lin Li.
Unexpectedly, Lin Li bought another bouquet of flowers and gave it to him.
Xia Shu looked at Hana and didn't take it or not, his face wrinkled into a ball.
Lin Li smiled and said, "Okay, I have the right to pursue you."
Xia Shu lowered his eyebrows and pinched the petals in his hand, whispering: "...I'm sorry last time."
Lin Li smiled: "You have already apologized to me many times, don't say sorry again, I know you still don't like me, so let's not talk about other things, just be friends, okay?"
Seeing Lin Li's sincere eyes, Xia Shu did not refuse.
From that day on, Lin Li often came to the flower shop, or helped Xia Shu organize the flowers, or poured him a glass of water when Xia Shu was busy, and occasionally told Xia Shu interesting stories, but never talked about feelings. .
I have to admit that Xia Shu felt very comfortable getting along with him.
Ren Zhi asked Lin Li about his family and work in detail.
Just as Lin Li was sent away that day, Xia Shu saw Ren Zhileo looking thoughtfully at Lin Li's back as soon as he turned his head.
"elder sister?"
Ren Zhiliao looked at Xia Shu's eyes with a rare soft light, and said, "He's pretty good. If you can't like women, you should think about him."
Xia Shu nodded blankly, she can rest assured that she is with Lin Li... It must be very worrying to have a gay man who has a crush on her younger brother hanging around her younger brother.
Xia Shu's eyelashes trembled, and he whispered: "But I promised Ren Yi..."
Ren Zhi smiled, and said: "Don't worry about him, he just can't think about it for a while, besides, Lin Li is so good, if he sees someone, he will definitely accept it."
Xia Shu lowered his eyes and did not speak, but when Lin Li took his hand later, he did not refuse.
If this can make Ren Zhi feel at ease, he is willing.
Chapter Thirteen
When arranging the window of the flower shop that day, Xia Shu handed the flowers to Lin Li, and Lin Li's kiss fell as soon as he looked up.
Xia Shu stared straight at the face so close, struggled for a moment, and finally closed his eyes.
Suddenly there was a loud bang by the window, and the glass shattered to the ground.
Xia Shu was startled, and turned his head to look, only to see Ren Yi standing by the window with an angry face, with bulging veins on his forehead, and the hand that just smashed the glass window with his bare hand was bleeding.
Xia Shu couldn't help but tremble.
Ren Yi stepped on the broken glass and approached, almost gnashing his teeth and asked Xia Shu: "What did you promise me?"
"I……"
Xia Shu twitched his lips, Ren Yi's appearance scared him.
Ren Yi looked up at Lin Li and asked, "You are Lin Li?"
Just as Lin Li nodded, Ren Yi punched him, and Lin Li immediately fought back without giving in.
The two wrestled together, Xia Shu and Ren Zhileo eagerly stopped them, but they seemed to have lost their minds and ignored them.
Seeing that Lin Titu was exhausted and knocked to the ground by Ren Yi, Xia Shu ran over regardless and hugged Ren Yi's waist, pulling him back hard.
Ren Zhiliao quickly helped Lin Li up and let him go first.
Ren Yi kept struggling, but he was afraid of hurting Xia Shu and dared not use his strength. Seeing Lin Li walking away, he yelled angrily.
After confirming that Ren Yi could not catch up with Lin Li, Xia Shu let go.
As soon as Ren Yi let go, he roared angrily: "You just defend him like that! You like him enough to contact him behind my back?"
Facing Ren Yi's loud questioning, Xia Shu kept shaking his head in denial. He wanted to ask Ren Yi why he was so angry, but he didn't have the courage.
Ren Zhi came over and frowned, persuading him, "Ren Yi is a good character, you should check it out before making a conclusion."
Ren Yi snorted coldly: "He just wants to trick Xiaoshu into bed, don't be fooled by him."
Xia Shu was helpless.
"I am a mature man, I know how to distinguish."
Ren Yi frowned tightly: "In short, I don't agree."
Xia Shu looked into his eyes and asked feebly, "Then what kind of man do you think is suitable for me?"
Ren Yi lowered his head and pondered for a while, then shook his head: "I don't know, but it must be better than that Lin Li!"
Xia Shu sighed, there was nothing he could do about this naive ghost, and he couldn't understand why he hated Lin Li so much.
Ren Yi said seriously: "You promised me not to contact him again, don't lie to me this time, otherwise I will beat him every time I see him."
Xia Shu sighed, Ren Yi is still so willful, who can only spoil him.
Seeing Ren Yi's reaction today, Xia Shu was also afraid, so he nodded.
He likes Lin Li very much, but he doesn't have any love for him. Now that the trouble is like this, he doesn't want to force himself to accept him anymore.
Xia Shu looked at the mess in the house, and said to Ren Yi: "You destroyed this place, so you will clean it up."
Ren Yi touched the tip of his nose, and honestly picked up the mop.
Chapter [-]
That night, Ren Yi went on a date again, and Ren Zhi also made an appointment with a friend, saying that he would not go home that night.
Xia Shu called Lin Li to apologize, and then completely rejected him.
Lin Li smiled and expressed his understanding, and said that he would still be friends in the future.
Lin Li has always been mature and comfortable.
Xia Shu sometimes thinks how great it would be if Lin Li was his favorite, but it's a pity that his feelings can't be controlled freely.
Xia Shu sat under the light and waited for Ren Yi to come back, waiting to warm his feet, which was a sin that Xia Shu could not redeem.
Xia Shu felt at a loss, he didn't know what to do, he seemed to be caught in the vortex of emotions, and he kept sinking. He wanted to go ashore but no one could help him.
A bell rang, and Xia Shu withdrew his thoughts. Seeing Qiu Yanyan's call, Xia Shu froze for a second before answering the phone.
Qiu Yanyan's voice came through the microphone.
"Ren Yi doesn't know why he seems to be in a bad mood tonight. He drank a lot and I can't help him. Can you come and help me send him home?"
Xia Shu immediately agreed, picked up his coat and went out.
I'm in a bad mood... It's not a pleasant thing to have a friend who likes men.
When Xia Shu rushed away, Ren Yi was still drinking, and Qiu Yanyan tried to snatch his glass, but he snatched it back.
Xia Shu frowned, walked over and took the wine glass directly for the bartender to take away.
"Give me back the wine!"
Xia Shu called him helplessly: "Ren Yi..."
Ren Yi opened his eyes and looked hard, then asked uncertainly: "...Xia Shu?"
Xia Shu nodded and walked over to support him.
Ren Yi was honest this time, and knew that he was supporting his body so as not to overwhelm Xia Shu. Xia Shu grew up in an orphanage, so he was thinner than ordinary men.
Qiu Yanyan was so busy that she was sweating profusely, she finally breathed a sigh of relief this time, and sighed: "He listens to you the most."
Qiu Yanyan saw that Ren Yi was much more honest, so she helped Ren Yi into the car and left.
Ren Yi obediently followed Xia Shu the whole time, and he would do whatever Xia Shu asked him to do.
Xia Shu couldn't help touching his face, thinking that Ren Yi like this was extremely cute.
Ren Yi felt that he was touching his face, smiled foolishly, and then gently rubbed against Xia Shu's palm.
Halfway through the car, Ren Yi got drunk and vomited all of a sudden, Xia Shu had no choice but to help him out of the car, kept bowing and apologizing to the driver, and paid for the car wash, the driver gave up.
Ren Yi's clothes were stained, seeing them like this, Xia Shu stopped the car several times, but no driver was willing to take them again.
Xia Shu had no choice but to help Ren Yi to a nearby hotel to open a room.
As soon as he entered the door, Xia Shu took off his dirty clothes, then helped him to rinse under the faucet, rinsed his mouth, brushed his teeth, and finally put the dirty clothes in the washing machine.
After finishing everything, Xia Shu was exhausted, took a quick shower, climbed into bed, and lay down beside Ren Yi.
He was so tired that he closed his eyes and wanted to sleep, but Ren Yi suddenly turned over and pressed him under him.
Chapter [-]
Drunk Ren Yi's cheeks were flushed, and his eyes seemed to be filled with water, like a deep pool, bright and dark, misty.
Xia Shu pushed his chest and said softly: "...Ren Yi?"
Ren Yi seemed to have heard Xia Shu call him, but he didn't seem to hear it. He looked at Xia Shu straight in his eyes. After a long while, he stretched out his hand and rubbed Xia Shu's soft face.
The touch on his face was itchy, and Xia Shu's heart beat wildly, feeling that the atmosphere was a bit awkward, and his face turned red involuntarily.
Ren Yi's kiss fell suddenly, eager and fierce, Xia Shu blinked in a daze, and hurriedly refused, but Ren Yi was like a mountain, Xia Shu couldn't push it away no matter how hard he pushed.
After struggling for a long time, Xia Shu didn't move, the person he loved for many years kissed him, what could be more wonderful than this.
A bit of bitterness slipped through Xia Shu's heart, Ren Yi probably regarded him as Qiu Yanyan...
Let him be selfish and indulge for a while, anyway, Ren Yi will not remember anything tomorrow.
Thinking of this, he picked up Ren Yi's face and began to peck and kiss him.
Ren Yi moved more excitedly and eagerly.
Xia Shu bloomed in front of Ren Yi his body that he had never shown before.
He is intersex, and it is for this reason that he was abandoned at the gate of the orphanage, so these years, because of his inferiority complex, he never dared to tell anyone about it, even Ren Yi didn't know about it.
One night, Xia Shu was turned over and over by Ren Yi and changed positions again and again, finally Xia Shu cried and whimpered and begged for mercy, and Ren Yi didn't let him go until he fell asleep.
When he woke up the next day, the sky was bright, and Xia Shu's mind went blank. Only when he saw Ren Yi's handsome face close at hand did he remember what happened last night.
He braced his sore body, took a shower, took out Ren Yi's washed and dried clothes and put them beside the bed, and tidied everything up. He finally took a deep look at Ren Yi, bowed his head in A kiss was printed on the lips.
Xia Shu returned home by car with support, and fell asleep on the sofa as soon as he entered the door.
After an unknown amount of time, Ren Yi came back, woke up Xia Shu with an excited face, and said loudly: "Your brother, I am finally out of my virginity! I want to marry Yanyan!"
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Something exploded in Xia Shu's ear, and in the end he could only show a wry smile, and said softly, "Congratulations..."
The sound seems to be absent, as if blown by the wind and then dispersed.
Xia Shu smiled wryly, too, how could Ren Yi think that there was a bisexual person under him.
Not long after, Ren Yi proposed to Qiu Yanyan, and the date of their marriage was fixed.
Ren Yi once complained to Xia Shu with a sweet face: "Yanyan is always shy, every time I mention things about that night, she pretends to be confused, since she doesn't want to talk about it, I won't mention it."
Xia Shu could only smile, he laughed a lot recently, and talked less and less.
On the day of trying on the wedding dress, Ren Yi must take Xia Shu to go, he said he wanted Xia Shu to try on the best man's outfit by the way.
Xia Shu is also their best man.
When he went to the store, Ren Yi was busy choosing suits for Xia Shu, leaving Qiu Yanyan aside.
Qiu Yanyan stared at him dissatisfied, wanting to complain, but when she lowered her head and saw the huge diamond ring in her hand, she was no longer dissatisfied, only a satisfied smile remained.
Xia Shu looked at Ren Yi's neat suit, imagining him and Qiu Yanyan approaching the auditorium, and couldn't help laughing with red eyes.
Ren Yi chose a lot of gifts for Xia Shu, and kept letting him be, and finally found one that he was satisfied with.
Xia Shu finally breathed a sigh of relief when he got home, he was so tired.
The wedding day is getting closer, Xia Shu's loss of soul finally caught the attention of Ren Zhiliao, she kicked him out of the flower shop and let him rest for a day.
Xia Shu was walking on the street, wandering aimlessly, not knowing which direction to go, just like he didn't know where to go in his life.
When passing by a high-end tattoo shop, he accidentally ran into Lin Li. Lin Li is a senior tattoo master, but Xia Shu didn't know that his shop was here.
Lin Li invited him to sit in, and Lin Zhi happened to be there too. Seeing Xia Shu was very excited, she chattered non-stop.
Driven by her, Xia Shu also felt a little happier.
Lin Li looked at them with a smile, and after Lin Zhi finished speaking, he asked Xia Shu if he needed a tattoo.
Xia Shu was a little moved, but after thinking about it, let it go, Ren Yi's name was already engraved in his heart, so why bother engraving it on his body.
After chatting for a while, the three of them went to the restaurant for dinner together.
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As soon as he walked into a western restaurant, Xia Shu heard Ren Yi's suppressed angry voice behind him.
"Xia Shu, are you trying to piss me off?"
Ren Yi rarely called him by his full name. The last time he called him was when Xia Shu went to the hospital to secretly send money and was caught by Ren Yi.
Xia Shu turned back in panic, Ren Yi and Qiu Yanyan were standing behind them.
Ren Yi stared at him angrily.
Xia Shu hesitated for a moment, and hurriedly walked to Ren Yi's side automatically and consciously. He hurriedly held Ren Yi's hand, fearing that he would hit Lin Li again.
However, Ren Yi rushed forward and grabbed Lin Li by the collar, gritted his teeth and said, "I warned you not to think about Xiaoshu again."
Lin Li sneered and asked, "Who are you? Why do you care about us?"
"I'm his friend, family! I don't allow you to be together."
"Even if you are a friend or family member, you have no right to interfere with Xiaoshu's relationship. How we develop has nothing to do with you."
Xia Shu rushed over to separate the two of them, "Brother Lin, Xiaozhi, I'm really sorry, I won't have dinner with you today."
Ren Yi grabbed Xia Shu's hand with his backhand, and gave Lin Li a hard look, "I'm in charge of the little tree, I just want to interfere, don't try to abduct the little tree."
After speaking, he pulled Xia Shu out without looking back.
Qiu Yanyan called Ren Yi's name behind him, but Ren Yi stuffed Xia Shu into the car as if he didn't hear him, and then drove away at a very high speed.
Ren Yi didn't say a word all the way, Xia Shu explained to him in fear, but Ren Yi didn't respond, his lips were pursed into a line, and he just looked at the road ahead.
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After parking the car, Ren Yi dragged Xia Shu home again.
As soon as the door was closed, Ren Yi said in a low voice, "Don't go out during this time."
Xia Shu's eyes widened in disbelief, "Why?"
Ren Yi sneered: "Since you promised not to see him, it doesn't count, so I can only watch you in person."
Xia Shu frowned: "Ren Yi, you can't do this, today is just a coincidence, I didn't mean to see Brother Lin."
Ren Yi sneered: "Brother Lin? You are so intimate."
Xia Shu wanted to say more, but Ren Yi ignored it, and said: "That's the decision."
After he finished speaking, he hugged Xia Shu, and whispered to Xia Shu but also to himself: "I won't let anyone snatch you away from me."
Xia Shu sighed silently, ever since he disappeared without a word for a while, Ren Yi seemed to be particularly sensitive to his departure.
From this day on, Ren Yi no longer asks Xia Shu to go to the flower shop, he also works at home, and does not go to the company unless there are important meetings. No complaints.
Xia Shu didn't want to make him angry while he was preparing for the wedding, so he took it as a rest at home.
Xia Shu never had a temper in front of Ren Yi. Even if he got angry, as long as Ren Yi coaxed him a little, Xia Shu changed from a little wild cat stretching its claws to a docile little house cat.
But gradually, Xia Shu began to feel nauseous, lethargic, and occasionally had a low-grade fever.
This series of reactions made him panic.
He is intersex but never thought of getting pregnant. He felt uneasy, and his symptoms not only did not weaken, but became more and more obvious. Even Ren Yi asked him several times if he was sick, and asked him to take him to the hospital. With a guilty conscience, Shu found all kinds of reasons to shirk.
Once again, he accidentally fell asleep while watching TV. Xia Shu decided that he could not wait any longer. He took advantage of Ren Yi's visit to the company and secretly went to the hospital to find Dr. Li, whom he knew well. Volunteer, so I know his physical condition.
Dr. Li gave him a detailed examination and told Xia Shu that he was really pregnant.
Xia Shu's face turned pale in an instant, and his body shook involuntarily.
Dr. Li looked worried, and asked tactfully, "Did you do it voluntarily?"
Dr. Li knew that many people were curious about intersex people. Seeing Xia Shu's reaction, he couldn't help thinking about the bad side, worrying that he would be deceived or his feelings played.
Xia Shu forced a smile and said, "I do it voluntarily."
He was just worried that Ren Yi would know that Ren Yi was about to get married, if Ren Yi knew that he was pregnant... No, he couldn't let Ren Yi be with him because of his responsibility, and he couldn't ruin Ren Yi's wedding.
Chapter Nineteen
Xia Shu returned home in a daze, rubbed his stomach in a daze, not knowing what to do.
Opening the door, Ren Yi was sitting on the sofa with a gloomy face.
It was only then that Xia Shu remembered that he had sneaked out, and smiled awkwardly and weakly at Ren Yi. He seemed to have no strength to face Ren Yi's anger now.
Ren Yi asked calmly, "Have you finished seeing Lin Li?"
Xia Shu was startled, opened his mouth and said, "I haven't seen him..."
Ren Yi suddenly got up and pinched his chin, gritted his teeth and said, "Why do you have to piss me off! What's so good about that Lin Li, you lied to me time and time again for him!"
Ren Yi exerted a lot of strength, and Xia Shu was so painful that he couldn't speak.
Fortunately, Ren Zhi rushed over in time, patted Ren Yi's hand repeatedly to let him go, and said anxiously, "You hurt Xiaoshu!"
Only then did Ren Yi let go, turned around and kicked the coffee table.
Xia Shu's skin was tender and fair, his chin was already a little bruised, he sniffed aggrievedly, and said, "I really didn't see Lin Li."
Ren Yi turned around and asked angrily, "Then what did you do?"
Xia Shu couldn't answer.
Ren Yi sneered, entered the study, and closed the door angrily.
Xia Shu fell on the sofa, fingers tugging at the lapel on his belly.
Ren Zhi watched him for a while, sighed, and said, "You go..."
Xia Shu's eyelashes trembled slightly.
Ren Zhiliao looked at this younger brother who had grown up with him since he was a child, showing a trace of dissatisfaction on his face, but he continued to speak.
"I can't let you hurt Yiyi again."
Ren Yi's reaction time and time again shows how much he attaches importance to Xia Shu. Ren Zhi is worried that what she has been fearing all along will come true, and she can't watch Xia Shu ruin Ren Yi again.
Xia Shu bowed his head in silence for a long time, finally nodded slightly with red eyes.
Ren Zhi let out a sigh of relief, but couldn't help feeling distressed, and finally could only sigh softly: "You are a good boy..."
Xia Shu smiled bitterly, Ren's parents also said that he was a good boy, but he harmed them, this time he can't harm Ren Yi anymore...
Ren Yi is about to get married, he and Qiu Yanyan will organize a new family, and they will have children belonging to them.
Xia Shu rubbed his stomach, he couldn't allow himself to ruin all this, he stole this child, he should be responsible for it, this is his own treasure.
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After Xia Shu ran out secretly, Ren Yi completely moved his work to his home and guarded Xia Shu every step of the way.
Every time Xia Shu talked to him, he had a cold face, this time no matter how Xia Shu coaxed him, he was still angry.
Xia Shu couldn't find a chance to leave secretly, he became more and more anxious, Ren Yi's wedding was coming, and he didn't have the courage to attend his wedding.
Most importantly, he was worried that his belly was getting bigger and bigger, and he was afraid that they would find out that he was pregnant.
One day, Ren Zhileo screamed in the kitchen, Ren Yi and Xia Shu hurried over, and saw that Ren Zhileo had burned his hand.
Xia Shu quickly took an ice pack and applied it to her, frowned and said, "Hurry up and go to the hospital."
Ren Zhi shook his head, gasped in pain, and said: "It's not serious, Yiyi, just go and buy me a tube of burn ointment and come back."
Ren Yi and Xia Shu wanted to persuade her to go to the hospital, but she was very persistent. She was the eldest in the family, and Ren Yi and Xia Shu had always listened to her, so they had to compromise.
Ren Yi nodded, put on his coat and went to buy ointment.
As soon as Ren Yi left, Ren Zhi knew Xia Shu and said, "Go quickly."
Xia Shu held the ice pack, and belatedly realized that Ren Zhi was deliberately scalded, so that he could send Ren Yi away.
Had he known... he would have bid farewell to Ren Yi, no matter how much he just said 'goodbye'.
Xia Shu left the place where he lived for many years with the luggage he had prepared long ago, and also left the person he had been waiting for for many years.
21 chapter
Four years later.
On a stormy night, Xia Shu held his son and stopped a car on the side of the road, but the rain was too heavy and too urgent, and no car would stop.
In order to save money, Xia Shu lives in a remote place, and there are few vehicles coming and going. He has stopped for half an hour, but he has not stopped a car.
The rain was getting heavier and heavier, but there was still a lot of rain running in through the gap under the umbrella. The cold wind blew, and Xia Shu couldn't help shrinking his shoulders. The small body of the son in his arms was hot, watching his son burn With a red face, Xia Shu's eyes were red with distress.
As soon as I looked up, I saw Ren Yi's photo appearing in the scrolling financial news of the shopping mall opposite. In the past few years, Ren Yi has started his own company, and it has flourished. He has become the most praised young talent in recent years. Even Xia Shu can often see his news on TV.
Xia Shu hugged his son's small body tightly, thinking of Ren Yi, his heart tightened for a while, and when he lowered his head, his son was already dizzy from the fever, and tears rolled down in a hurry.
Now, a car drove up, and the people sitting in the car looked up and saw Xia Shu standing on the side of the road, their eyes narrowed sharply, and they shouted loudly: "Stop!"
Although the driver didn't know what happened, he quickly stopped the car according to the boss's instructions, just in front of Xia Shu.
Xia Shu hurriedly held the child and knocked on the window of the car, but there was no response in the car.
Seeing his son's burning red face, he had no choice but to continue knocking cheekily.
After a long time, the window slowly fell down.
Xia Shu was overjoyed, and quickly said: "Hello, the child has a fever, can you help me and send us to the hospital, I would like to give you more money to thank..."
Before he finished speaking, Xia Shu, who had seen clearly the people in the car, gasped for breath, and slowly opened his eyes wide in disbelief.
Ren Yi's face in the car was as cold as before.
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Xia Shu unconsciously pinched the corner of his son's little clothes, his heart was beating violently.
Ren Yi turned his head slowly, glanced at him, his thin lips parted slightly, and his voice was cold without emotion.
"boarding."
Xia Shu took a step back and hugged his son's small body tightly. His son and Ren Yi looked too much alike, and he was afraid that Ren Yi would see it.
He also remembered that Ren Yi had no idea that he was intersex, let alone what had happened between the two of them, so he never thought that the child would be his.
A trace of bitterness flashed through Xia Shu's heart, and he realized that he was just worrying unfoundedly.
Ren Yi repeated it again, revealing his impatience, frowned slightly, and his voice was a little lower: "Get in the car."
I haven't seen him for four years, and he still hasn't changed a bit.
Xia Shu wanted to run away, but seeing the constant flow of vehicles and the rising body temperature of his son in his arms, he could only grit his teeth and get in the car.
He sat in the car carefully, fearing that the rain on his body would stain the expensive car.
The driver looked at him curiously, then started the car.
Ren Yi asked lightly: "Where are you going?"
"Hospital."
Xia Shu's lips were tight, and the different sense of alienation between the two of them made him sad, as if he was really just a hitchhiker on the side of the road.
After being quiet for a while, Xia Shu sneezed softly, shivering slightly from the cold.
Ren Yi took off his coat and threw it to him.
Xia Shu pinched the clothes that were still warm, her heart was tight, and her eyes were a little sore.
"thanks……"
Thank you, he didn't wear it himself, but put the clothes on his son.
Ren Yi frowned slightly, glanced at the child and asked, "Whose child?"
Xia Shu hugged his son nervously, and whispered: "My..."
The indifferent mask on Ren Yi's face was instantly broken, his face was distorted, his eyes widened, and he stared closely at the child in Xia Shu's arms.
Xia Shu unconsciously turned the child's face to his arms.
After a while, Ren Yi sneered, his voice was like the calm under the pressure of a storm.
He said: "It seems that you have lived a good life in the past few years, and even gave birth to a child."
The driver took a peek at Xia Shu, and seemed to realize that Ren Yi and Xia Shu knew each other, and was curious about the strange atmosphere between them.
Xia Shu heard the sarcasm in Ren Yi's tone, pursed his lips and did not speak.
Ren Yi asked again: "What's the child's name?"
"Xiao Ren..."
The son's full name is 'Ren Xiaoren', but this is of course impossible to say.
Ren Yi didn't want to know either, so he asked, "Where's the child's mother? Are you married?"
"It's not over...we're separated..."
Xia Shu is not used to lying, especially with Ren Yi, so he spoke intermittently and his voice was very low.
Ren Yi didn't speak any more, but the veins on his hands gradually bulged, as if he was holding back his anger.
All the way in silence, until arriving at the hospital, Xia Shu lowered his head and said, "Thank you..."
Ren Yi looked out the window and didn't look at him, and didn't speak.
Xia Shu had no choice but to say 'thank you' again, then hurriedly carried the child and walked out.
He breathed a sigh of relief, the current Ren Yi made him feel very oppressed, and he couldn't help but feel lost. After saying goodbye, he said a few words and then separated again. I don't know if there will be a chance to see you again...
The longing for the past few years has already piled up into mountains, but after meeting, they dare not say a word.
He glanced back at the car, but he could only see the blackened windows.
Sending the child into the consultation room, the doctor wanted to check, Xia Shu waited alone at the door, he closed his eyes tiredly, and when he saw Ren Yi again, many emotions surged up, making his chest sour and his eye sockets a little hot.
After sorting out his emotions, he opened his eyes here, and when he turned his head, Ren Yi was leaning on the opposite wall with his arms folded and looking at him.
Xia Shu blinked and confirmed again and again that it was really Ren Yi.
Seeing the surprise on his face, Ren Yi said with a half-smile: "I ran away without saying a word back then, do you think I will let you go easily this time?"
When he said the last word, he gnashed his teeth.
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The doctor gave Xiao Ren an injection, and Xiao Ren cried heart-rendingly. Xia Shu hugged him and walked in the house in distress, while Ren Yi stood aside and stared at them without saying a word.
Thinking of what he said just now, Xia Shu felt uneasy, not knowing what he would do.
The three of them walked out of the hospital until Xiaoren's fever subsided.
Xia Shu hugged Xiao Ren and wanted to go home, but Ren Yi pulled them into the car. His hands were so strong that Xia Shu couldn't help being a little scared. He had always been afraid that Ren Yi would be really angry. Every time Ren Yi gets angry, he can't help but follow him in everything.
Sitting in the car, Xia Shu asked with a headache, "Where are you taking me?"
Ren Yi whispered: "Go home."
The word 'go home' made Xia Shu's eyes heat up, and he couldn't speak anymore.
The driver glanced at Xia Shu again, and was even more curious about Xia Shu's identity.
Xiao Ren was still twitching while hiding in Xia Shu's arms, but he couldn't help looking at Ren Yi curiously, and called softly: "Uncle..."
Ren Yi didn't answer, and didn't even look at him.
Not getting a response, Xiao Ren lowered his eyes in disappointment, and pouted his mouth aggrieved.
Xia Shu kissed his son's small forehead distressedly. Ren Yi didn't like his son so much, Xia Shu couldn't help feeling a little disappointed.
Xiao Ren didn't feel sad and fell asleep after a while. He had just lost his fever and cried again, his little body was exhausted from tossing.
The car drove for a long time and didn't stop until the neighboring city. Xia Shu looked at the familiar street and felt a little sad.
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