break the waves

Autumn and winter pass by quietly. When the first ray of east wind blows through the small northeast town, it is warm in the afternoon, but at night when school is over, the night is already as cold as water. It was like a splash of water rippling in the night of the whole city, and dissipated again.

Feng Xing, Chang Ye and Lin Feng finally came to the second semester of the third year of high school.The school leaders and the teachers of various subjects told them in various ways that their brilliant and carefree middle school years were burned out, and that the school's cultural and sports activities were no longer related to them, especially Feng Xing. , and Chang Ye together in the city sports meeting and the story created in the capital Beijing, is the climax of their youth, now when it comes to the end, everything will return to the ordinary.And after the escorting incident, Feng Xing didn't go to the teacher to answer questions anymore, instead he spent more time on his quiet self-study, or went to the reference bookstore to browse through the thick exercise books to find all kinds of blind spots in knowledge.

Lin Feng hadn't come to class for a long time because of the physics competition. Chang Ye and Feng Xing became two brothers and sisters who sat alone at the table. Every day, no matter in class or after class, Chang Ye would shout behind his back whenever there was a problem, "Okay, I'm Questions need to be answered."

At this time, Feng Xing would turn around, look at Chang Ye's flattering expression, then smile helplessly, and start to calculate problems for him one after another.

For a few days, Chang Ye found that Feng Xing had thick panda eyes, and he didn't seem to have much appetite when eating at noon, and he kept bowing his head at his desk to write something every day in class, and didn't care about the teacher's explanation.

Chang Ye wanted to secretly see what Feng Xing was doing several times, Feng Xing pressed his arms tightly against the notebook, "Squad leader, don't be lazy, go do your own business."

Chang Ye smiled, "Xiao Xing, the others are gone, I'm here to care about you. Look at how tired you are after only two weeks of school. It feels like you don't sleep every day. What are you planning?" ?”

Feng Xing thought for a while and said, "You will know soon, I want to give you a surprise."

Chang Ye's heart itch when he heard that, he was looking forward to the surprise from Feng Xing, but he was also worried about Feng Xing's tired look.

Fortunately, Chang Ye's worries didn't last for a few days. Feng Xing brought the fruits of his labor before his eyes. The knowledge points of the four subjects of mathematics, physics, chemistry, and biology were written in a line of handwriting. In the four thick books, each knowledge point was followed by two Three sample questions of different difficulty, as well as self-study problem-solving skills, Chang Ye looked at this practical review manual with heavy hands, and only said, "OK, you are too precious, I..."

Feng Xing also felt that his face was hot when he saw his faltering for the first time in his life. In order to relieve the embarrassment, he quickly said, "I found out in the past few days that our teachers' methods are not very useful in preparing for the exam, and you I know, I don’t want to go to the teacher’s office to ask for help anymore, so I summed up this manual based on the various previous exercise books. Let’s do exercises together in the future. I think of new problem-solving skills, so I will update you , this kind of review efficiency will be higher."

Chang Ye felt distressed and proud at the same time, "Let me just say, with you, Xiaoxing, I can do everything smoothly!" Then he couldn't help but scratched Feng Xing's fine hair.Feng Xing's heart was beating fast, and he heard Chang Ye say, "I'm not efficient in reviewing at home on weekends, I know that you will accompany me to the city library to review on weekends, right?" After speaking, he pretended to be looking forward to it.

Feng Xing turned around with a blushing face, and said softly "Yes, yes", and heard Chang Ye say from behind, "That's great, then I can treat you to dinner on Guilin Road every Sunday."

That's what I said, but on Saturday night, the beauty Chen Keke asked Chang Ye to study together on Sunday. When Chang Ye thought of having an appointment with Feng Xing, he immediately said, "We have already made arrangements for the weekend. My dad has something to do with me. We can I usually go out at noon."

Chen Keke was unhappy, and replied, "Forget it, I usually have arrangements at noon, so I'll go first." Chang Ye felt that Chen Keke was getting more and more inexplicable.

During this week, Chang Ye and Feng Xing sat at the front and back tables every day, but basically called Feng Xing to turn his head away all the time. Both of them lowered their heads, with their hair next to each other, and from time to time they accidentally appeared because they were too concentrated. The scene of the hair brushing the cheek.

Every time at this time, Chang Ye would secretly raise his head and watch Feng Xing's fast calculations line by line on the draft paper. Reviewing together with Feng Xing is a very calming and reassuring thing. Only at such moments, Chang Ye will suddenly feel that it doesn't matter if you don't play basketball, it doesn't matter if you don't go on a date. happy thing.

Early on Sunday morning, Chang Ye was woken up by the alarm clock that sounded for the third time. He was sleepy, but when he saw the hands of the clock and the early spring sunlight outside the window, he suddenly woke up. He quickly got up, changed his clothes and Equipment and washing are done in one go, and then I have to put the test materials for self-study into the schoolbag, only to find that there is actually a basketball in the schoolbag, as well as the jersey and shorts that I have not put in the laundry basket in time after playing basketball.

Chang Ye picked them up with his hands in disgust, threw them into the laundry basket, and smirked, "If Feng Xing sees these, will he, who is so cold and cold, dislike me in the future?" Then he turned on the phone, and sure enough, he saw Feng Xing It turned out that he had already taken a seat in the library an hour ago, and even occupied a seat for himself, urging him to get up early.

Chang Ye hailed a taxi and ran into the study room of the library. He was shocked by the scene in front of him. On Sunday morning, the morning light shone into the room from the floor-to-ceiling windows. In the bright and spacious study room, a row of desks were lined up one by one. It was full of people, and everyone was reading or writing without distraction. For a moment, Chang Ye felt that the environment had a little holy feeling.

Of course, in this holy environment, he still recognized Feng Xing at first sight, sitting in the middle of a row of desks, the sunlight shone on his young face from the east window, white sweater and thick pile of The paper made him look more clear. Chang Ye squinted his eyes and with a smile, walked lightly to the seat next to him and sat down. When Feng Xing turned around and saw him, a rare excitement appeared in his eyes. Chang Ye then returned him with a bright smile, and Feng Xing wrote on the paper, "Why did you come so late, there were several groups of people trying to grab your seat just now, and I almost couldn't keep it."

Chang Ye smiled and wrote and replied, "I didn't know there were so many studious people here, so I must come early next time, and I'll help the secretary occupy a seat."

Feng Xing motioned him to open the exercise book quickly, and then put down the work at hand, staring at Chang Ye's homework all the time, and found that the math function problem was vacant for him, so he wrote the answer on the scratch paper, stopping to think about it from time to time, and then Continue to write, and in a few minutes, the complete answer will be presented.

Chang Ye looked at the handsome small characters, and the line-by-line calculation process, and felt that the sun was shining through his heart, and there was a warm current surging around.Feng Xing was still not at ease. He lowered his voice to the lowest and said in Chang Ye's ear that for the derivative problem, the first part is to try to draw a rough graph of the function on the scratch paper, and the second part is to draw the derivative curve and the function The combination of the curves is such a shape. With this basic cognition, then follow the problem-solving routine step by step.

Feng Xing explained in detail, and Chang Ye listened carefully, and finally couldn't help but say, "I remembered, in the review manual you summarized for me, the final combination of function and number is a similar topic."

Feng Xing gave Chang Ye a very appreciative expression, and Chang Ye immediately said proudly, "OK, I found that if I study and work with you, I will be very efficient and do very well."

Feng Xing nodded, "Then let's go ahead and do one question again, and we must let you meet the standard of a key undergraduate." Chang Ye said confidently, "No problem! Happy cooperation!"

The two of them stayed until noon, when Chang Ye's stomach started to growl, Feng Xing gave up, Chang Ye dragged Feng Xing and ran to Guilin Road, and the familiar people led them into a curry shop, "Hey, okay, here's pork chops It’s very good, I must let you try it.”

Feng Xing looked at the dark environment, looked at the price list, then nodded, and said to the waiter, "Bring me a pork chop rice."

Chang Ye quickly said, "We need to add more squid rings and fried chicken nuggets." Before Feng Xing could stop him, Chang Ye said, "I have brought Lin Feng and Ke Ke here before, and the small shop on this road, I will I've almost eaten it all, and every week from now on, I'll take you to eat a family, how about it, do you think that life in the third year of high school is particularly wonderful?"

Feng Xing then didn't interrupt Chang Ye's meal ordering plan, and said with a smile, "Okay."

Many, many years later, Chang Ye said to Feng Xing that he really wanted to resign and return to the small northeast town, and spend the whole spring, summer, autumn and winter to complete the check-in plan of every small shop on Guilin Road. Feng Xing hugged him and said, I listen to you , You have made a decision, I will hand in my resignation letter right away.

And when it came to school on Monday, Feng Xing was frowning tightly, doing mock exam training, when he heard at the door that someone was looking for him.

As soon as Feng Xing looked up, he saw Chen Keke looking at him anxiously. He quickly put down the work at hand, and went out with Chen Keke to a place a little far away from the classroom.

"Ke Ke, you used to come to our class looking for Chang Ye, why did you come looking for me today?"

Chen Keke took a deep breath and said, "That's right, Feng Xing, you know I've been chasing Chang Ye before, but I haven't come to a conclusion. Now I think I don't like him anymore. I don't want to be distracted anymore. These things, but I want to confirm one thing with you."

"Ke Ke, you are so nervous, what exactly do you want to confirm?"

Chen Keke lowered his head and said in a low voice, "On the weekend, I saw you going out on a date with him, but I actually asked him out, but he rejected me. I'm embarrassed to ask, but I really want to know, you , do you also like Tono?"

Pa, Feng Xing instantly felt that the fuse in his brain was blown, and his brain was short-circuited. He didn't know how to answer, he looked at Chen Keke's shy look, and knew that Chen Keke was not joking, but just wanted to know his true thoughts.

"Yes, I admit that I like him, but he doesn't know, and I won't tell him."

Chen Keke's face was almost hidden in his clothes, "Sorry, I really don't want to chase Chang Ye anymore, let's go first, cheers for the college entrance examination." Then he ran away without looking back.

Just as she was running away, Feng Xing raised his head and saw a tall figure standing in front of him, who was the last person who should not appear at this moment, "Chang Ye, did you hear that?"

Chang Ye was shocked and puzzled, "What you just said is true?" Feng Xing suddenly seemed to have a glimmer of expectation born out of despair, and simply nodded, "Yes", Chang Ye looked very distressed, "But we Both of them are boys, although I like you too, I can't be your girlfriend." Feng Xing's heart fell directly into the ice cellar, and forced a wry smile, "That's right."

Then he walked back to his seat and didn't look at Chang Ye again.And from that day on, Chang Ye started skipping classes for dozens of days. When he came to school every day, he put down his schoolbag and went out to play basketball, or hang out, trying to minimize the time spent in the classroom. Feng Xing always kept his head down. Meet his gaze.

Fortunately, on the countdown board of the college entrance examination in the class, there are not many days until the college entrance examination. Feng Xing thought, the day when he can spread his wings and escape from the sad place is gradually approaching.What Feng Xing thinks most every day is not reviewing the questions, but whether he can let go of his three years of emotional investment after leaving the small town.

But in mid-May, less than a month before the college entrance examination, Feng Xing's grades in the fourth mock exam were not satisfactory. Although Feng Xing was proud in the past, after all, he had grades as a talisman, and many people dared to be angry. Dare to speak, but now, some students began to whisper to Feng Xing, "I thought he was so powerful, but he was just like us, and the exams also had ups and downs as usual", "Yes, I heard that he offended the school leaders, Any extra points for the college entrance examination, this time he has no share, and it is cheaper for other students", "I also heard that even the guidance to apply for the exam, the grade director doesn't bother to take care of him, let him rely on his own ability."

And on the playground, Chang Ye didn't play basketball for the first time, and his buddies were very different, muttering in low voices, the monitor's air pressure was very low; until Feng Xing walked by from a distance, Chang Ye ran over and pulled Feng Xing to a secluded place on campus.

In the corner, under the pine tree, the fumigated wind made him feel dazed in the evening, Feng Xing looked at Chang Ye pretending to be calm, but didn't take the initiative to speak, Chang Ye smiled wryly, and when the words came to his lips, he still hesitated, the two of them leaned against a pine tree, Chang Ye decided to break the silence, "Do you still want to apply for Peking University?"

Feng Xing nodded. He originally had expectations, thinking that Chang Ye would give a positive answer to his confession last time, but now he suddenly felt that he had fallen into an ice cellar.

Chang Ye continued, "I understand your thoughts. I don't think you need to be stubborn with yourself at the moment. Think about it. For your personal future development, there is not much difference between Peking University and Fudan University, or Zhejiang University and Nanjing University. Yes, but the risk of Peking University is much higher than that of several other universities. I just went to the director's office and saw that your grades have not been stable recently. Is it necessary to take this risk now..."

Chang Ye was interrupted by Feng Xing's hasty voice, "Don't question my ability", Chang Ye began to lose his composure when he saw Feng Xing's usual cold expression, he understood that Feng Xing was also an ordinary person, after three years in high school, Feng Xing The pressure under the prestige, the attention of the school, the attention of the leaders, the awe of the classmates, as well as the freedom and privileges that Feng Xing enjoys in the group, all depend on the expectation of the college entrance examination, all rely on the college entrance examination. In exchange for the fish jumping over the dragon's gate.

Chang Ye saw Feng Xing's handsome face, the oppression that no one spoke about and no one could understand, and his heart ached like being bitten by a monster. He suddenly had an urge to hold Feng Xing into his arms and help him get rid of these talents in the adult world. The things that need to be borne were liberated, and he no longer had the energy to think about how dangerous his thoughts were. He just wanted to see Feng Xing reveal the high spirits when the two of them spoke for the first time in the midsummer of 2004.

But Feng Xing's fragility is fleeting, he has learned to pretend to be strong.Just when Chang Ye was about to stretch out his arms, Feng Xing returned to a very gentle tone, "Thank you, Chairman, I will definitely be admitted to Peking University, Peking University is my dream, I told you before, now I I just want to go to September as soon as possible, so I can get on the southbound train and leave the city.” Then she showed a faint smile, and at that moment the early summer wind, with a hint of warmth in the coolness, made Chang Ye dizzy, Looking at Feng Xing in a daze, Feng Xing said confidently, "Wait for my good news, I hope we can all leave our hometown and start a new page."

Then he nodded to Chang Ye and walked away firmly.Feng Xing turned his back to Chang Ye, and muttered to himself, "If possible, I hope we can meet again in a new city."