Mini Romantic Daily

Wait a minute, the male god told me meaningfully last week that he would not come to class, there must be something wrong.

What's the matter? You haven't come back yet! ?I'm going to cry......

Gao Li and Lao Liu looked at me with sympathetic eyes at the same time. Gao Li took the lead in patting me on the shoulder and comforting me: "If the school beauty succeeds, it probably won't be like this. Maybe you still have hope."

Old Liu Tuoji thought: "But if it succeeds, what did Song Yishen do?"

yes!What did you do, what did you do! !

"Hey, aren't you a partner in the public English class? Do you have his contact information?" Old Liu suddenly remembered what I said before, and reminded me, "You can send a message to ask."

yes!I am enlightened, I have a male god WeChat account!

I immediately took out my phone, eagerly opened WeChat, then clicked on the chat box, and finally braked to a halt embarrassingly.

Looking up at the friendly army in a daze, he said at a loss, "What should I do?"

The main reason is that it makes me appear to be gossip!Besides, I haven't known the male god for a long time, so it's not good to ask such a personal question!

Gao Li and Lao Liu were obviously aware of this, and they were silent.

"Forget it, we'll know when he comes back. It's better not to be the first bird now." Finally, Gao Li waved his hand to persuade me.

This shocking big melon came and went quickly, and finally ended with me falling back on the bed weakly again.

I couldn't help but start to imagine the confession scene between the male god and Mo Ling last night. The beautiful girl who was always pretentious, glamorous and arrogant lowered her eyes shyly, and finally mustered up the courage to stop the boy I liked for a long time on the road, expressing her heart palpitations softly. .....

God, I'm sick of myself.

But it cannot be denied that the plots in this kind of novels are indeed very attractive, and even a man can't help being tempted.

I tossed and turned in bed for hours without realizing it was one o'clock in the morning.

Gao Li and Lao Liu had already washed up and slept, and Qin Song came back at some point.They were already asleep, and I was lying on the bed alone, staring at the dark ceiling in a daze.

Not normal, so abnormal.

Although I have never been in love, this feeling of falling in love at first sight and being obsessed with him is too abnormal.

Especially when I thought about it carefully, nothing happened between me and him. How did it come to this point where I couldn't help thinking about him when I heard someone confessed to him?

Subconsciously pressing the power button of the phone, the lit screen hurts the eyes a little in the dark.

I couldn't hold back and opened WeChat again. The chat box hadn't exited yet. I clicked on the keyboard, typed and changed a sentence, deleted, typed, and deleted.

I finally finished it, and finally gritted my teeth and sent it out.

If I don’t post it today, I guess I won’t be able to sleep tomorrow either.

[Male god, I heard that Mo Ling's beauty confessed to you? 】

The phone vibrated suddenly in the silent night, which made me shiver, and hurriedly turned off all notification sounds and vibrations.

The male god actually replied in seconds.

[It's so late, are you still not sleeping? 】

Looking at this line of words, I thought my hands would tremble with excitement, but at this moment I was unexpectedly quiet.Maybe it can't be said to be quiet, but all my emotions are sucked together by something, turning into a heavy feeling at the bottom of my brain.

【Can't sleep】

This time he didn't reply for a long time, and my heart slowly became as cold as thin ice in the early autumn night.

【Yes... You can't fall asleep because of this, right? 【Funny.JPG】】

【That's right!Because I want to know if the male god agrees...so do you agree? 】

I don't deny it, I answer directly, although in fact this is only part of the reason why I can't sleep.

Again, no reply.

I didn't give up, I actually started counting seconds by seconds, and it was late at night before I knew it. The time is so fast, but why am I counting every second so slowly now?

really slow...

Like the heartbeat of a dying person, decadent, mournful, numb and ashamed, yet unwilling to give up.

When I counted to No.70 for six seconds, I couldn't take it anymore.

[Can't you tell me? 】

[But I really want to know [Crying.JPG]]

【Not because of gossip】

[Can you tell me?I will definitely, definitely not tell anyone! 】

After sending four messages in a row, my nose felt sore for no reason, and I started to feel aggrieved.

Why should I do this?Why should I be sad and wronged?

[No, it's not that I can't tell you, but I don't know if this will affect Mo Ling's self-esteem. You also know that she is a very proud person. She will be sad if she is rejected, right?I didn't say it out]

I was busy being sad, and I didn't see the long-lasting "The other party is typing..." above, and I received such a long paragraph all at once, which forcefully forced my tears back.Seeing the male god's words behind him, suddenly, the huge boulder that seemed to be pressing on his heart just a second ago really disappeared all of a sudden.

This involuntary sense of relief made me feel a rush of heat rushing through my body.

Now my hands started shaking.

【Then why don't you go back to school【Big cry.JPG】】

[I have something to do in other places, and I will return to school at noon today]

Then there was another one.

【Are you crying? 】

Um?How does the male god know?I don't understand.Although no tears were shed, the feeling after crying lingered all over my body, it was all the heat and excitement after being relieved.

Then the male god sent a photo.It was his appearance on the high-speed rail. He leaned on the back chair and made a hand gesture towards the camera. I didn't understand it.

【I'm sitting on the high-speed train in the middle of the night and rushing back, so don't be sad if you are sleeping on the bed, or I will cry to death [Big Cry.JPG]]

That crying emoji made me burst into tears, so it was because I sent the crying emoji......

[Then will you take English class with me tomorrow? 】

【Of course, the reason I came back so urgently is to take English class with classmate Mimi~】

I sent [Funny.JPG].

【Do you still have class this morning?Go to sleep, go to sleep!See you tomorrow afternoon]

【Good night】

I sent [OK].

Putting down the phone, and finally lying on the bed in a sleeping position, I felt inexplicably relieved, and my heart felt peaceful.

He will be back tomorrow.The many doubts in my heart, unexpectedly just because of a few words, all disappeared in smoke.All guesses, worries, and doubts turned into the warmth and satisfaction of the cold night, melted into the blood flowing smoothly and safely, and dispelled the sourness and haze in the whole body.

Thinking of the phrase "classmate Mimi", in the middle of the night, accompanied by someone's shallow breathing, I heard myself chuckle full of joy.

If you like someone, when he hangs up the phone, says good night, and can't help but giggle, you know that it's over, something is wrong.

This time I slept unconsciously, and in the morning, I didn't feel sleepy after staying up late.

After finishing the morning class soon, I was sitting in the English classroom waiting for the class, feeling nervous and looking around.Just when I was thinking eight times in my heart why I hadn't come yet, the person I wanted to meet finally hurried into the classroom.

The male god was still wearing the clothes in the photo, and he probably went straight to school after getting off the high-speed train, and didn't have time to go back to the dormitory to rest.

"You look so tired? Do you want to take a break before going to class?" I whispered worriedly.Obviously I couldn't wait to see him just now, but when I saw the tiredness that couldn't be hidden in the corners of his eyes and cheeks, I couldn't help but feel distressed again.

"It's okay." The male god shook his head and took out the textbook from his bag.

Uh......

I really bought the textbook this time, but I forgot to bring it...

It's over, the English teacher just glanced at me inexplicably.

"Aren't you stupid for staying up all night?" the male god made up the knife.

"No!" I was about to cry, "I slept so well last night! I woke up early this morning! God knows why I forgot my textbook!"

The male god smiled slightly, and then muttered something that I didn't catch clearly.

So I was busy avoiding the sight of the English teacher throughout the class, and I didn't even notice that the male god was so sleepy that he yawned a few times.

Finally, when get out of class was over, I couldn't hold back my eagerness to know the whereabouts of the male god, and at the second the bell ended, I asked, "Male god, where have you been?"

"Interview." The male god yawned, looked at me softly, then put his hand on top of my head and rubbed my hair.

Maybe it's because his eyes are too soft, maybe his movements are too natural, I don't think it's surprising.

"I usually like to draw illustrations, and occasionally contribute part-time articles to some magazines and publishing houses. This time I went to interview a magazine in another place to be an official illustrator."

"Oh~ that's it, then go back to the dormitory and get some sleep! You look so tired..." I didn't ask any further questions, and urged the male god to go back to rest.

The male god seemed to be really tired, so he nodded and went back.

I found out later that he was interviewing at the Chinese branch of a famous foreign magazine.When he was leaving school on Tuesday night, he was stopped by Mo Ling who suddenly appeared. Instead of confessing his love, he announced it like a high-ranking queen. She only said one sentence: "Song Yishen, I like you."

Slightly stunned, his subconscious reaction was that he would miss the high-speed rail.

But he still took it seriously, and whispered to Mo Ling very seriously and gently: "Thank you, I'm sorry."

Under Mo Ling's unexpected and astonished gaze, he turned around to leave, but was held back by Mo Ling, she said in disbelief: "Wait! What are you talking about? You..."

"I'm sorry, but now I really need to catch the train, so I have to leave first." Song Yishen pushed her hand away and rushed to the station. Mo Ling followed him all the way regardless, asking questions all the time.

"You...you don't like me? You don't like me!?" She really couldn't believe it.

Song Yishen had a headache. His interview tomorrow would last for a whole day, and it was very strict. He bumped into Mo Ling at this juncture.He said directly, "Mo Ling, I'm sorry, I'm not interested in you."

"But!" she said loudly, "I..." After a long pause, she didn't say the following words.

——I have liked you for a year.

"The first time I saw you, I fell in love with you, and everyone is saying that we are a couple..." Mo Ling lowered his head, unable to see clearly, "It's been a year, could it be... .....Are you not tempted at all by me?" Mo Ling finally couldn't help but opened his mouth and looked at him with wide eyes.

Already at the station, Song Yishen stood still at the entrance, looking at the colorful city night scene behind Mo Ling, his eyes were blurred and distant.

In the end, he said softly: "If you like someone but don't say it out or tell him personally, even if you feel that you have made it clear and clear, the other person may not be able to feel it... ..”

"People come from all corners of the country, do not know each other, do not understand each other, we communicate by language, close by actions. Maybe you have always remembered me since the first time you saw me, but for me, every time you miss, every emotion Turning secretly, paying attention quietly, are all unknown, you just..." He stopped, and did not say the last words.

——It just touched me.

Because it's too proud, because it's taken for granted that everyone should know.

But not everyone will guess a person's heart for no reason.