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"Well, I asked for leave." Jiming was slightly embarrassed.

"This time I came to S City, I have paid for this year's vacation in advance."

Xu Chen had nothing to say for a while.

"Take it away first." After thinking for a while, Xu Chen said, "I'll go wash up first, and eat later."

Ji Ming was a little taken aback, but after realizing it, he quickly moved the table away.

"Do you still have the strength?" Ji Ming watched Xu Chen lift off the thin quilt and prepare to get out of bed.

"It's okay." Xu Chen responded in a low voice.

Ji Ming was a little worried, so he walked to the side where Xu Chen got off the bed, for fear that something might happen to Xu Chen.

Xu Chen got up and sat on the side of the bed. The light blue pajamas were comfortable and soft. He put his hands on the bedside table and slowly got up. After lying down for too long, he just stood up, his vision was too blurred, his eyes were dark, and his legs and feet were a little weak .

He tried and took a few steps slowly to get used to his sore body.

Ji Ming watched worriedly from the side, and seeing Xu Chen's slightly swaying body, he rushed over immediately, gently supported his arm, and said, "Let me help you to the bathroom."

Xu Chen frowned, not used to it.

The man leaned against his warm body, and his hot breath lingered at the tips of his ears, every word was thoughtful and forbearing.

Clearly knowing that he was never such a person, Xu Chen felt uncomfortable for such a contrast.

From what I know, he is strong and decisive, and has always been so confident, as if everything is under control, and he has never flinched.

When, when, have I seen him so humble.

Xu Chen actually feels a little sad for him like this, Ji Ming like this is too unlike him.

"Let's go, I'll open the door." Jiming whispered, too gentle.

Xu Chen gently put his hand on his arm, and he walked a few steps with his support. Slowly, his steps became much easier.

The two went out of the room, and Xu Chen went to the bathroom with Jiming's support and guidance.

"There are new toothbrushes and cups on the sink, and a new blue towel on the shelf, which I put away in advance." Ji Ming said aloud.

"Okay." Xu Chen walked into the bathroom, before closing the door, he turned around, took a deep look at Ji Ming, frowned lightly, and there was a hint of powerlessness and worry on his white and white face.

"Thank you."

Jiming heard him say.

What can I say thank you for?As long as you don't refuse my help, that's enough.

Thinking to himself, Ji Ming gradually stretched his brows.

In the bathroom, Xu Chen looked at himself in the mirror. Apart from his pale face, he was quite tidy, not like a person who had been in a coma for more than ten hours.

He must be helping him, Xu Chen looked at the light blue striped pajamas he was wearing in the mirror, looked at his face, and thought a little confused.

What is there for him to like.

How is this face possible, Xu Chen thought sarcastically.

How could someone like himself be worthy of his liking?

What he can bring to others will always be misfortune and harm. With such a self, he is confused as to why he is still alive and well.

However, thinking of one thing, Xu Chen gradually settled down.

"Hello, come and sit down." Beside the dining table, Jiming said to Xu Chen who came slowly.

"There is soy milk and porridge on the table."

Ji Ming moved away a solid wooden chair, and arranged the chopsticks, bowls and spoons.

"Come and sit." He looked at Xu Chen, smiled, and said.

Xu Chen sat down, picked up the spoon, and passed a spoonful to his mouth. The warm white porridge was boiled thick, and he took a sip, and his empty stomach felt much better.

Seeing Jiming sitting across from him without moving his chopsticks, Xu Chen asked, "Aren't you going to eat?"

Jiming looked at Xu Chen, feeling satisfied for a while. Hearing what Xu Chen said, he came back to his senses and said, "You eat first, I'll take a bath first."

"En." Xu Chen responded, then lowered his head and drank the porridge.

In the bathroom, plain tiles cover the entire floor. Warm water sprays down from the shower and pours on the skin, bringing a burst of comfort. The heat rises and gradually fills the entire bathroom. The hazy water vapor is floating , covering up those in between.

Ji Ming had already taken off his clothes and was completely naked, showing his vigorous figure.He closed his eyes, raised his head slightly, felt the impact and infiltration of the water, and the face of that person gradually appeared in his mind, with delicate eyebrows, and a gentle and soft face. He is deeply addicted.

Leaning against the wall of the bathroom, Ji Ming raised his head, closed his eyes, and sighed, it would be great if everything was true.

Jiming thought of the dream he had last night, it was so beautiful and so sweet.

Ten minutes later, Ji Ming turned off the shower, changed into his home clothes, and walked out of the bathroom. Before leaving, he deliberately stood in front of the mirror and carefully looked at it for a long time. He didn't relax until he felt that there was nothing wrong. to the living room.

His gaze went directly to the dining table, looking for the figure of that person, but the empty table, the neatly placed stools, and the silent room, all the existence of everything indicated that the person had left.

Ji Ming's heart suddenly popped up, unstoppable panic filled his apex, a mess made him completely confused, his body trembled slightly, and his footsteps were sloppy.

Why did he leave?Why did he leave without saying hello?Is he afraid of himself?Are you afraid that you will not keep your promise, that you will be persecuted by power, or that you will do something to him?Are you afraid that you won't let him leave?

Does he just disbelieve in himself, repel and hate himself so much?

It turned out that in his heart, he was such a despicable person. It turned out that he thought he was great, that he was good enough to be admired and envied by others, but he was nothing more than that.

The arrogant and stubborn self, the self-righteous self, turned out to be just a joke.

Ji Ming laughed, bitterly, and at a loss.

He raised his leg and barely walked a few steps. He didn't even dare to walk too fast. He was afraid that he might not see that person, and he didn't dare to shout loudly, asking, Xu Chen, where are you?Where have you been?He also wanted to save himself some self-esteem.

During this period of love that almost no one knew about, he always followed and supported silently behind the scenes, and at first he didn't even dare to appear in front of him.

He was also afraid, afraid that this sudden feeling would be nothing but a tornado that would sweep past and disappear, leaving only a mess.

If it's just like this, Ji Ming thought, why would he appear in front of him.

Such pale and unsustainable feelings, it is better to just disappear silently, never exist, no need to disturb anyone, just need to know, that is enough.

However, Jiming knew that he was not like this.

As time went by, the fire in his heart burned even more vigorously, and it was unbearable and unbearable for him to burn.

Ji Ming walked slowly to the kitchen, staring closely until he saw the figure with his head slightly lowered, his heart was empty, he lost his mind, and unstoppable joy rushed into his heart.

Ji Ming almost ran over, hugged him with both hands, clasped his waist, leaned his head on his shoulder, and said in a panic.

"Don't go, okay? Please, please."

"Even if you don't like me, it's okay, just let me be your family member, okay, let me take care of you, care about you, let me be your close family member, okay?"

"Please, please?"

"Don't reject me again, okay?" Ji Ming shouted with endless sadness in his tone.

The collision of the body, the slightly hot cock, clinging tightly to the body, Xu Chen froze in place, and was unable to move because of Ji Ming's tight restraint.Annoyed and impatient by his actions, he was shocked by his words and lost his words.

Is he really like this... like himself?

Xu Chen felt that he was being sucked into a vortex, an intoxicating vortex, as if it was covered with honey, and it would melt if he licked it a little.

How could it be, how could it be, in front of him, she was so humble.

This is not him, not the one I know and know.

"Xu Chen, I've made up my mind. Look, I'm so many years older than you, and I've already passed more than half of my life. Even if you don't want to accept me, I also, I think I should be able to accept it..." Jiming He choked up and said, "It's just, it's just that I really want to care about you and take care of you. I don't want to see you living alone in this world without close family members."

"I know, you have a bad life, you are not happy, I don't want to see you like that."

"But, there's still me!"

"I will always be by your side, behind you, I will never leave, really, believe me, okay? I will never leave you, never..." Jiming cried.

"Okay." Xu Chen said softly.

Ji Ming was stunned, dazed for a while, couldn't believe it, even thought it was just an illusion, he was just hallucinating, it wasn't true.

"I promise you, you said before..." Xu Chen heard himself pretending to be calm and said, "That thing you said."

Ji Ming let go of his hand and took a few steps back, somewhat suspecting that he was in a dream.

He stared at Xu Chen obsessively, watching this person turn around, those gentle and quiet eyes staring at him, black brown pupils, surprisingly calm, not flustered, as if he was talking about an unimportant matter.

"What did you say?" Jiming asked incredulously.

"That day, in the car, you said..." Xu Chen pretended to be calm, and said slowly, "You want to pursue me."

"with me."

"I promise."

After finishing speaking, Xu Chen breathed a sigh of relief, feeling a little empty in his heart, not knowing whether the decision he made was right or wrong.

"Are you serious?" Jiming repeated again foolishly.

"Of course." Xu Chen looked at the other party quietly.

"It's really like a dream." Jiming said incredulously.

"Yes, you're dreaming, it's okay." Xu Chen said helplessly.

"You agreed to my pursuit, right?" Jiming asked.

Xu Chen's face slowly sank.

"However, I have a request."

Jiming heard him say.

"In the next year, you must be in the country and cannot go abroad."

"That's my only request."

"can you do it?"

The author has something to say: ~(>_<)~ The belated update is too miserable, the power outage, the heat is dead, Xiuwen