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After saying this, Ji Ming turned his head, not daring to look at the people in the back seat of the car, he suppressed the impulse in his heart, sat silently, lowered his head, and looked at his hands.
It's just that the tears in the corners of his eyes blurred his vision, and his eyes were empty.But Ji Ming didn't want to care about it, and he didn't want to see what kind of mess he had become.
He knew that he had lost all face today, so what?
Although he had a hunch and made a lot of psychological preparations, Jiming was still bruised by the reality.
He never thought that this person was so resolute and decisive, without leaving any chance or leeway.
He knew that the man behind him might never have feelings for him.
But, damn it.
He never thought of giving up, giving up this relationship that was destined to end without a disease.
It has been 246 days, thinking about him, thinking about him, it has been such a long time.
Ji Ming's mind was full of chaos, and he couldn't help but think of the first time he saw him.
It was a niece's wedding. The man and woman met each other while studying abroad, and after returning to China after studying, the wedding was held.With similar backgrounds and similar ages, they can be described as talented and beautiful, a match made in heaven.
When Ji Ming came over, he just took time out of his busy schedule to go through the motions and support the scene.
After working for a long time, when I arrived at the wedding venue, I was exhausted and nothing else.
However, before that, Jiming never thought that he would meet Xu Chen, this man who fascinated him at a glance.
Jiming remembered very clearly that in August, the sun was extremely scorching, and the air conditioner at the wedding venue was turned on to the lowest level, which could not withstand the oncoming heat wave.
And that man was standing by the corridor, wearing a dark gray suit, decent and handsome, talking to the bridesmaid while waiting, his gentle and handsome face was full of blessings.
Ji Ming was originally resting on the second floor, intending to take a breather, so he went to the balcony, but just casually glanced down, but he became obsessed and became crazy about him.
Ji Ming couldn't tell that feeling, he only knew that he was at that time, staring at the man so motionless, that delicate brow, indifferent demeanor, gentle and gentle smile, was so fascinating.
There seemed to be a special aura around this man, which somehow attracted his attention.
Jiming felt that everything was so just right, this person seemed to have grown into his heart.
Let him be addicted to it, unable to extricate himself, not knowing where he is.
It wasn't until the voice of the words gradually faded away and the figure completely disappeared that he came back to his senses. It turned out that there really was such a person. When you met him, you knew that it was him in this lifetime.
Jiming, who had never been exposed to such crazy and passionate emotions, panicked and timid.
He didn't even dare to walk up to the man, ask for his name, ask for a phone number.
At that time, the only thing he did when he realized it was to rush into the bathroom, pour some water on himself, look at himself in the mirror, and slowly close his eyes with rare madness and persistence.
At this moment, sitting in the driver's seat, he also closed his eyes, fantasy and reality finally merged at this moment.
He finally saw the person he had always wanted to see, but at this moment he really wanted to abandon reality and run into the boundless fantasy.
However, reality is real.
Ji Ming opened his eyes, but saw a precarious white tissue, and the man's slightly trembling fingertips holding the corner of the tissue.
Ji Ming didn't dare to turn his head back, let alone feel the breathing of the people behind him. He just stretched out his hand and touched it lightly with his fingers. A piece of tissue seemed to connect two people, connecting the two people who had no intersection, forming a whole .
It's just that before the touch reaches my heart, the person's fingertips have already left.
Leaving that vague, low sigh that never seemed to exist.
"Today, I'm sorry, I think this should be the first and last time I bother you."
"So, let me take you back."
"Go back, take a good rest, and sleep. When you wake up, everything is over."
Xu Chen, who sat on the back seat for a long time, finally heard the words of the man in front of him.
The man's hoarse voice was full of exhaustion.
Yeah, it's finally coming to an end, isn't it?Xu Chen leaned against the back of the car and closed his eyes.
This is the case for a momentary impulse, and when the energy passes, it calms down.
For the rest, there is nothing.
No matter how nice the words are, so what.
In the end it will give up.
"Xu Chen." After some time, Ji Ming called softly.
Again and again in my heart silently chanting, chanting and chanting, as if this person is really with me.
"arrive."
Xu Chen raised his head, looked forward, and indeed arrived at the hotel parking lot.
The man stopped the car and quickly opened the door for him.
The handsome face was still cold, but there was a little more tenderness that was hard to see, and the radiant look had long since disappeared, leaving only the condensed sadness on the brows, which seemed to be intractable and indelible.
Xu Chen inevitably saw this scene, and slightly shifted his gaze.
"Take it, a small gift." Jiming took out a beautifully wrapped paper bag from the front seat of the car, and handed it over.
"This book has just been published, and it hasn't been introduced into China yet. I happened to see it on a business trip last time. It has the author's autograph on it. I think you will like it."
Xu Chen knew what kind of book it was.
I even asked someone to buy a copy a few days ago, and the package is currently traveling across the ocean.
The author is an up-and-coming novelist in country R. He is of Chinese descent. Even in his own country, he is not well-known, but Xu Chen likes the atmosphere brought by his writing.
I liked it from my previous life, and I even regretted that I couldn't buy the autographed version of the famous work that made the author a hit.
This famous work was not favored at the beginning, and the number of initial prints was not many, but later it gradually became popular, and the sales were very hot. As a result, it was hard to find the first printed version at a high price, let alone the author's signature.
Seeming to see Xu Chen's hesitation, Ji Ming explained again.
"It didn't cost much, just a little thought."
Ji Ming said it easily, but Xu Chen understood.
It is this kind of heart that is the most precious.
He can't afford it, not at all.
"That's right." Jiming seemed to have thought of something, smiled, and took out a box of plain yogurt from the small refrigerator in the back seat of the car, intending to pass it to Xu Chen.
"The previous restaurant tasted too sweet. You must not be full. Pad your stomach."
Yes, in the eyes of everyone, he has never been too fond of sweets, but who knows, he just restrains himself and keeps a light diet.Xu Chen thought ironically in his heart.
As for the yogurt, it is a brand that Xu Chen is very familiar with and often buys, but that is only limited to the b city where he lives, not the current s city.
Xu Chen didn't dare to imagine, let alone think deeply, he didn't even say hello, nor took anything from Jiming, but kept a cold face, walked in silence, and walked farther and farther.
He didn't even dare to stop, didn't dare to look at the man's face.
Finally, when they came to the door of the elevator, fortunately, the man did not chase after him, and Xu Chen heaved a sigh of relief.
Jiming stayed where he was and didn't catch up at all.
He silently watched Xu Chen's leaving back, until the back disappeared, then he looked down at himself, holding a paper bag in his left hand and a cup of yogurt in his right.
Since the yogurt was taken out, a lot of water droplets had condensed on the box.
After thinking about it, he put the yogurt to his mouth, bit off the transparent wrapping paper of the straw, then poked the straw into the yogurt packaging shell, and took a deep breath.
The slightly cool touch is similar to my own mood.
He likes to drink this brand of yogurt, but why can't he drink it so comfortably after drinking it so many times?
It's so bitter, how can it be so bitter.
Jiming thought while drinking, and walked slowly.
In the hotel, Xu Chen was lying on the bed, but couldn't fall asleep.
WeChat contacts.An unknown trumpet suddenly sent a message.
[Have you received the book? 】
Holding the mobile phone, Xu Chen immediately replied as if grasping at straws.
[Not so fast, after customs clearance, it will be soon. 】
【Oh, too.By the way, I forgot to ask you, how about the new play? 】
【Well enough. ] Xu Chen replied, thought for a while, and added another sentence.
[The roles are not too small. 】
【That's good! ! ! ] The person who sent the message was obviously a little excited.
[Since you have a good-looking face and such good acting skills, don't waste it, and benefit the audience.Otherwise, are you worthy of those fans who are waiting hard? 】
Xu Chen was amused, and immediately replied.
[You are talking about yourself. 】
【Our actor Mr. 】
[Don't, don't, don't mention me... Speaking of which, I was the one who got you in trouble at the beginning, which prevented you from getting any dramas in the past few years. 】
Xu Chen saw this passage and was about to reply when he remembered what happened in the last year.
When did he pick up another play, another role, and he could play it.
It should be at the end of August last year, after attending the school girl's wedding, some production crews who had contacted before were gradually willing to use him.
【do not think too much. ] Finally, Xu Chen typed these four words.
【My business has nothing to do with you. 】
Xu Chen thought of that at the end of last year, when the company's artists gathered, the meaningful look of a senior executive surnamed Gong, and the words of "work hard, live well."
At that time, many people around him saw and heard it, saying that he must be praised and popular, and of course there was also jealousy, sarcasm, and sarcasm.
"Look, this seemingly high-minded and self-reliant man just didn't meet the right person."
Xu Chen understood why they thought so.Compared with the last fat executive surnamed Fang who wanted to lure him, this Mr. Liao can be said to be handsome and rich.
In addition, he is not particularly old, but he is already at the top of the company, and has a lot of real power. He has countless resources at hand, and his reputation has always been very good.
How could he not want such a good-looking benefactor who understands fun, has real power, and looks handsome?
However, it wasn't until two months later that the company's newly created idol group share was born, earning all the traffic headlines. With the company's help, the new Xiaosheng Lu Pengyu got an invitation to co-operate with Xiaohua as the male lead of the popular drama. It is rumored that a certain director will cooperate with the company. As for the actors, they have to be selected from the company's internal male artists.
Ever since, everyone's attention was either focused on these young boys who became famous overnight, or they were dedicated to fighting for resources.
As for Xu Chen, since that banquet, Mr. Gong never hinted at it, let alone mentioned it.
Xu Chen silently accepted a role, and played a supporting role, without any splashes, he didn't know where he was forgotten by everyone.
After realizing it later, Xu Chen thought, "Could it be him who did it?"
It's just that the tears in the corners of his eyes blurred his vision, and his eyes were empty.But Ji Ming didn't want to care about it, and he didn't want to see what kind of mess he had become.
He knew that he had lost all face today, so what?
Although he had a hunch and made a lot of psychological preparations, Jiming was still bruised by the reality.
He never thought that this person was so resolute and decisive, without leaving any chance or leeway.
He knew that the man behind him might never have feelings for him.
But, damn it.
He never thought of giving up, giving up this relationship that was destined to end without a disease.
It has been 246 days, thinking about him, thinking about him, it has been such a long time.
Ji Ming's mind was full of chaos, and he couldn't help but think of the first time he saw him.
It was a niece's wedding. The man and woman met each other while studying abroad, and after returning to China after studying, the wedding was held.With similar backgrounds and similar ages, they can be described as talented and beautiful, a match made in heaven.
When Ji Ming came over, he just took time out of his busy schedule to go through the motions and support the scene.
After working for a long time, when I arrived at the wedding venue, I was exhausted and nothing else.
However, before that, Jiming never thought that he would meet Xu Chen, this man who fascinated him at a glance.
Jiming remembered very clearly that in August, the sun was extremely scorching, and the air conditioner at the wedding venue was turned on to the lowest level, which could not withstand the oncoming heat wave.
And that man was standing by the corridor, wearing a dark gray suit, decent and handsome, talking to the bridesmaid while waiting, his gentle and handsome face was full of blessings.
Ji Ming was originally resting on the second floor, intending to take a breather, so he went to the balcony, but just casually glanced down, but he became obsessed and became crazy about him.
Ji Ming couldn't tell that feeling, he only knew that he was at that time, staring at the man so motionless, that delicate brow, indifferent demeanor, gentle and gentle smile, was so fascinating.
There seemed to be a special aura around this man, which somehow attracted his attention.
Jiming felt that everything was so just right, this person seemed to have grown into his heart.
Let him be addicted to it, unable to extricate himself, not knowing where he is.
It wasn't until the voice of the words gradually faded away and the figure completely disappeared that he came back to his senses. It turned out that there really was such a person. When you met him, you knew that it was him in this lifetime.
Jiming, who had never been exposed to such crazy and passionate emotions, panicked and timid.
He didn't even dare to walk up to the man, ask for his name, ask for a phone number.
At that time, the only thing he did when he realized it was to rush into the bathroom, pour some water on himself, look at himself in the mirror, and slowly close his eyes with rare madness and persistence.
At this moment, sitting in the driver's seat, he also closed his eyes, fantasy and reality finally merged at this moment.
He finally saw the person he had always wanted to see, but at this moment he really wanted to abandon reality and run into the boundless fantasy.
However, reality is real.
Ji Ming opened his eyes, but saw a precarious white tissue, and the man's slightly trembling fingertips holding the corner of the tissue.
Ji Ming didn't dare to turn his head back, let alone feel the breathing of the people behind him. He just stretched out his hand and touched it lightly with his fingers. A piece of tissue seemed to connect two people, connecting the two people who had no intersection, forming a whole .
It's just that before the touch reaches my heart, the person's fingertips have already left.
Leaving that vague, low sigh that never seemed to exist.
"Today, I'm sorry, I think this should be the first and last time I bother you."
"So, let me take you back."
"Go back, take a good rest, and sleep. When you wake up, everything is over."
Xu Chen, who sat on the back seat for a long time, finally heard the words of the man in front of him.
The man's hoarse voice was full of exhaustion.
Yeah, it's finally coming to an end, isn't it?Xu Chen leaned against the back of the car and closed his eyes.
This is the case for a momentary impulse, and when the energy passes, it calms down.
For the rest, there is nothing.
No matter how nice the words are, so what.
In the end it will give up.
"Xu Chen." After some time, Ji Ming called softly.
Again and again in my heart silently chanting, chanting and chanting, as if this person is really with me.
"arrive."
Xu Chen raised his head, looked forward, and indeed arrived at the hotel parking lot.
The man stopped the car and quickly opened the door for him.
The handsome face was still cold, but there was a little more tenderness that was hard to see, and the radiant look had long since disappeared, leaving only the condensed sadness on the brows, which seemed to be intractable and indelible.
Xu Chen inevitably saw this scene, and slightly shifted his gaze.
"Take it, a small gift." Jiming took out a beautifully wrapped paper bag from the front seat of the car, and handed it over.
"This book has just been published, and it hasn't been introduced into China yet. I happened to see it on a business trip last time. It has the author's autograph on it. I think you will like it."
Xu Chen knew what kind of book it was.
I even asked someone to buy a copy a few days ago, and the package is currently traveling across the ocean.
The author is an up-and-coming novelist in country R. He is of Chinese descent. Even in his own country, he is not well-known, but Xu Chen likes the atmosphere brought by his writing.
I liked it from my previous life, and I even regretted that I couldn't buy the autographed version of the famous work that made the author a hit.
This famous work was not favored at the beginning, and the number of initial prints was not many, but later it gradually became popular, and the sales were very hot. As a result, it was hard to find the first printed version at a high price, let alone the author's signature.
Seeming to see Xu Chen's hesitation, Ji Ming explained again.
"It didn't cost much, just a little thought."
Ji Ming said it easily, but Xu Chen understood.
It is this kind of heart that is the most precious.
He can't afford it, not at all.
"That's right." Jiming seemed to have thought of something, smiled, and took out a box of plain yogurt from the small refrigerator in the back seat of the car, intending to pass it to Xu Chen.
"The previous restaurant tasted too sweet. You must not be full. Pad your stomach."
Yes, in the eyes of everyone, he has never been too fond of sweets, but who knows, he just restrains himself and keeps a light diet.Xu Chen thought ironically in his heart.
As for the yogurt, it is a brand that Xu Chen is very familiar with and often buys, but that is only limited to the b city where he lives, not the current s city.
Xu Chen didn't dare to imagine, let alone think deeply, he didn't even say hello, nor took anything from Jiming, but kept a cold face, walked in silence, and walked farther and farther.
He didn't even dare to stop, didn't dare to look at the man's face.
Finally, when they came to the door of the elevator, fortunately, the man did not chase after him, and Xu Chen heaved a sigh of relief.
Jiming stayed where he was and didn't catch up at all.
He silently watched Xu Chen's leaving back, until the back disappeared, then he looked down at himself, holding a paper bag in his left hand and a cup of yogurt in his right.
Since the yogurt was taken out, a lot of water droplets had condensed on the box.
After thinking about it, he put the yogurt to his mouth, bit off the transparent wrapping paper of the straw, then poked the straw into the yogurt packaging shell, and took a deep breath.
The slightly cool touch is similar to my own mood.
He likes to drink this brand of yogurt, but why can't he drink it so comfortably after drinking it so many times?
It's so bitter, how can it be so bitter.
Jiming thought while drinking, and walked slowly.
In the hotel, Xu Chen was lying on the bed, but couldn't fall asleep.
WeChat contacts.An unknown trumpet suddenly sent a message.
[Have you received the book? 】
Holding the mobile phone, Xu Chen immediately replied as if grasping at straws.
[Not so fast, after customs clearance, it will be soon. 】
【Oh, too.By the way, I forgot to ask you, how about the new play? 】
【Well enough. ] Xu Chen replied, thought for a while, and added another sentence.
[The roles are not too small. 】
【That's good! ! ! ] The person who sent the message was obviously a little excited.
[Since you have a good-looking face and such good acting skills, don't waste it, and benefit the audience.Otherwise, are you worthy of those fans who are waiting hard? 】
Xu Chen was amused, and immediately replied.
[You are talking about yourself. 】
【Our actor Mr. 】
[Don't, don't, don't mention me... Speaking of which, I was the one who got you in trouble at the beginning, which prevented you from getting any dramas in the past few years. 】
Xu Chen saw this passage and was about to reply when he remembered what happened in the last year.
When did he pick up another play, another role, and he could play it.
It should be at the end of August last year, after attending the school girl's wedding, some production crews who had contacted before were gradually willing to use him.
【do not think too much. ] Finally, Xu Chen typed these four words.
【My business has nothing to do with you. 】
Xu Chen thought of that at the end of last year, when the company's artists gathered, the meaningful look of a senior executive surnamed Gong, and the words of "work hard, live well."
At that time, many people around him saw and heard it, saying that he must be praised and popular, and of course there was also jealousy, sarcasm, and sarcasm.
"Look, this seemingly high-minded and self-reliant man just didn't meet the right person."
Xu Chen understood why they thought so.Compared with the last fat executive surnamed Fang who wanted to lure him, this Mr. Liao can be said to be handsome and rich.
In addition, he is not particularly old, but he is already at the top of the company, and has a lot of real power. He has countless resources at hand, and his reputation has always been very good.
How could he not want such a good-looking benefactor who understands fun, has real power, and looks handsome?
However, it wasn't until two months later that the company's newly created idol group share was born, earning all the traffic headlines. With the company's help, the new Xiaosheng Lu Pengyu got an invitation to co-operate with Xiaohua as the male lead of the popular drama. It is rumored that a certain director will cooperate with the company. As for the actors, they have to be selected from the company's internal male artists.
Ever since, everyone's attention was either focused on these young boys who became famous overnight, or they were dedicated to fighting for resources.
As for Xu Chen, since that banquet, Mr. Gong never hinted at it, let alone mentioned it.
Xu Chen silently accepted a role, and played a supporting role, without any splashes, he didn't know where he was forgotten by everyone.
After realizing it later, Xu Chen thought, "Could it be him who did it?"
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