i might like my brother

In fact, Li Chibin recalled what he said when he was sixteen or seventeen. The root of the tooth itches with regret at night when I can't breathe.

Yes, it's a matter of a lifetime, who can say better?

--

"What's the matter?" Li Chibin saw a group of people pointing around the bulletin board early in the morning.

He Jia sighed at the side with his schoolbag on his back: "You can see for yourself."

Before Li Chibin could squeeze in on tiptoe and saw Huang Bang's name, he was taken aback by the voice from the crowd.

"Drop out? No way! Li Jinzhi studies so well!"

"I saw that he was upset for a long time, and he finally quit! The last time I asked this kid a question, he ignored me..."

"..."

We went home together yesterday!Li Chibin suddenly thought that Li Jinzhi was weird when he ran for exercise yesterday afternoon, and he even packed his number shirt and medals... Did he know that he didn't tell himself?

Thinking of this, Li Chibin couldn't help being a little angry, and also a little worried about Li Jinzhi.Although Li Jinzhi is usually silent, it is good to study sports well, but No. [-] Middle School is strictly controlled, and Li Chibin was squeezed in because of the extra points in art, otherwise he would not have been able to enter the school at all.Besides, Li Jinzhi this time... probably the school couldn't bear it.

"I'm going to find the teacher." Li Chibin ran to the Academic Affairs Office twice, leaving He Jia in place and calling him:

"Hey! It's time for class!"

--

Before Li Chibin went in, he saw that Li Chibin had just come out of the Academic Affairs Office.He didn't come with Li Jinzhi this morning. He didn't expect that Li Jinzhi came to school early not for early practice, but to the Academic Affairs Office to receive the notice of withdrawal.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier?" Li Chibin was so angry that he blocked the corridor to prevent Li Jinzhi from leaving.

"Mom didn't tell you?" Li Jinzhi spoke like a cannonball and shirked responsibility. This attitude made Li Chibin want to hit someone.

"So why don't you tell me? If the whole family knows about it, why don't you tell me?"

"It wasn't intentional, sorry." Li Jinzhi stroked Li Chibin's hair: "I don't know how to tell you."

"Can't you stop fighting?"

"I'll try my best." Li Jinzhi straightened Li Chibin's bangs, and smiled when he saw Li Chibin's listless eggplant:

"I'll take it as a vacation."

Seeing that Li Chibin was still silent, Li Jinzhi continued to add:

"I can also pass the Tsinghua University exam if I go to the auto repair school."

"Fuck you." Li Chibin was teased by Li Jinzhi and gave him a push. At that moment, the class bell rang, and Li Jinzhi turned sideways to signal Li Chibin to leave quickly:

"I'll pick you up at night, go to class quickly."

Li Chibin still couldn't calm down, he stomped on Li Jinzhi hard before rushing upstairs.Li Jinzhi didn't care, and went home with a shoe print.

--

Li Chibin was fined to stand in the big office because of being late. In the first class, the Chinese teacher recited the text and he was fined to copy it [-] times. During the exercise, he was called to the rostrum to lead the exercise because his posture was too non-standard, and he was laughed at by all the students in the school. Li Chibin felt that today was very unlucky.

"You are Mercury retrograde!" He Jia concluded: "Let me analyze it for you. You see, you are an Aquarius. The direction of our playground belongs to fire. Do you know what fire is? That is the samadhi of gourd baby." Fire, the kind that cannot be extinguished, Confucius said by the river, the dead are like a man, which means that using this fire can make the water disappear.”

"so?"

"So you should come down and play basketball with me, bro."

"You can't find anyone playing basketball, right?"

"Absolutely not." He Jia said nonsense with his eyes open.

Li Chibin was dragged to the playground by He Jia, but was hit on the head by a ball flying towards him. Li Chibin was so angry that he picked up the ball and didn't bother to throw it back. He hit He Jia twice with the ball:

"I'll make you Mercury retrograde! I'll make you disappear!"

He Jia was beaten twice, not lightly but not severely, so he couldn't help laughing.

"Brother?" Sun Fan was with the teammate who threw the basketball just now. He recognized Li Chibin and came over to say hello: "Is there anything wrong? I apologize for my classmate."

The classmate who threw the basketball just now ran over and bowed and apologized, Li Chibin waved his hand indifferently.

"Why didn't you take a lunch break in the classroom?" Sun Fan signaled his classmates to continue playing, and chatted with Li Chibin himself.

"You don't know if I'm here?"

Li Chibin knows that Sun Fan always likes to visit him during his lunch break, and sometimes he just stays outside the window for a while and doesn't come to talk to him, but since the last time he met Sun Fan in the bathroom on his floor, Li Chibin Just noticed.

Sun Fan didn't speak, just looked at him and smiled.Li Chibin felt that his tone was a bit too much. Even if Sun Fan was really gay and had a crush on him, there was nothing to blame. After all, the two had been friends for more than a year, and Sun Fan took care of him in the club.

"I'm sorry, I'm not in a good state today." Li Chibin offered to apologize.

"It's okay." Sun Fan washed his hands in the sink beside him, then raised his head and asked Li Chibin, "Can we talk?"

"Well, Li Chibin promised to help me with math at noon, right?" He Jia winked at Li Chibin, looking a little funny.

"Ah, then I'll go first." Li Chibin was dragged away by He Jia, turned around and waved to Sun Fan, but Sun Fan didn't say anything, just stood and smiled at him.

Until Li Chibin's figure disappeared into the teaching building, Sun Fan's eyes began to become dark.

"Brother Sun, are you still playing?" The classmate who just threw the ball on Li Chibin's head saw that Sun Fan had washed his hands, and came to ask him.

Sun Fan waved his hand, signaling him to throw the ball over.After receiving the ball, he deliberately threw it back, smashing the classmate's glasses:

"Sorry."

Sun Fan patted the ashes on his hands, put them in his pockets and left.

--

"Why are you walking so fast?" Li Chibin snatched He Jia's hand after arriving at the teaching building, and saw that his wrist was already red from being pinched.

"Didn't you look at his eyes? I got goosebumps all over from laughing! And the last track and field competition, do you know why I left you and pretended to go to the remedial class? When Sun Fan invited you to dinner, he watched Me! That expression was written all over my face, 'If you dare to go, I will tear you up and throw your body into the lake to feed the fish'!" He Jia rubbed his arms and shivered.

"Where do you get so many brain supplements?" Li Chibin went upstairs.

--

When Li Chibin finished class, he saw Li Jinzhi waiting for him at the school gate, without carrying his schoolbag, looking at the tree to see the ants climbing up the tree.

When Li Chibin jumped on Li Jinzhi, he almost ate the ants. Li Jinzhi was so scared that he took two steps back and quickly stabilized Li Chibin.

"How do we go home?" Li Chibin jumped down and asked Li Jinzhi before he lost his balance.

"If you don't go home, go to a restaurant."

"Yes, today is Friday!" Li Chibin reacted: "Let's eat spicy crayfish, I haven't eaten for a long time."

Li Jinzhi nodded, expressing that he had no objection.The lobster shop is quite close to the school, within two steps, but there are not many people. When they went there, it was already full. According to Li Chibin's explanation, it was because of his recent Mercury retrograde.

After waiting for half an hour, a couple by the window had finished their meal. Li Chibin snuggled into the restaurant's swing chair and ordered spicy noodles for two.

"Did Mom and Dad find you a new school?"

"Second Middle School." Li Jinzhi said simply.That's right, anyway, there are many schools rushing to Li Jinzhi after leaving No. [-] Middle School, so I'm not afraid that he won't go to school.Although No. [-] Middle School is not as good as No. [-] Middle School, it is considered a good school in this city.

"It's so far away." Li Chibin was swinging on the swing chair, taking a sip of milk tea with a weary expression.

"I took a detour to find you." Li Jinzhi didn't think much of it, but if the principal of the new school knew that Li Jinzhi had acquired a new skill besides fighting - playing truant, he didn't know what he would think.

After the crayfish came up, Li Chibin only cared about eating and didn't talk. Li Jinzhi also knew that Li Chibin was in a bad mood, so he carefully peeled Li Chibin's shell.

"Don't peel it for me, eat it quickly." Li Chibin saw that the shells Li Jinzhi peeled for himself could be piled up into a hill, so he quickly stopped his behavior.

"I'm not hungry." Li Jinzhi looked at him with a smile.

Li Chibin was so teased by Li Jinzhi's smile that his face was as red as the spicy crayfish in his hand, so he had to lower his head and continue eating the shrimp.

After dinner, Li Jinzhi saw that Li Chibin was still in a bad mood, so he planned to take him for a walk.

"where to?"

"Tell me." Li Chibin knew that Li Jinzhi would answer like that.

"The park last time?" Li Chibin hadn't been there for a long time since the beginning of spring, and it happened to be dusk at this time, and there were much fewer people in the park.

Li Jinzhi had no objection, and the two of them took the subway together.

In the park square in the evening, pigeons carry the setting sun with their wings and sway to the ground, searching for the grains thrown by tourists.The fountain was raised high, the old people who had finished their dinner early were playing chess in the pavilion, and the sound of the elderly group singing erhu floated from a distance, and the intertwined tourists were all smudged into the golden red of the setting sun.

"Here." Li Jinzhi ran to buy a box of pigeon grain meal for Li Chibin. Li Chibin refused to leave after feeding it for a long time. Only when he saw the geese in the lake did he run over to hug the big white goose.

As a result, the geese in the lake hid far away when they saw Li Chibin. Li Chibin broke a long weed to attract the big white goose, but no geese played with him. Li Chibin was a little disappointed and asked Li Jin Stop what the big white goose likes to eat.

"Aquatic animals and plants, shrimp and fish."

Later, Li Jinzhi tried his best to hold Li Chibin to dispel his urge to go into the water to dig lotus roots. As a result, Li Chibin almost fell into the lake because the moss by the lake was too slippery. Li Jinzhi was so scared that he directly pulled him away. By the lake, his face was not very pretty.

Li Jinzhi quietly took out a piece of toilet paper, and knelt down to help Li Chibin wipe off the mud on his shoes by the lake.Then he carefully rubbed Li Chibin's sprained feet with his hands, his brows were furrowed and he didn't say a word.

"Don't hide it from me in the future, just tell me if you have anything to do." Li Chibin sat back on the bench and finally said what he had been holding back for a day: "Although I can't help you much, I don't want to be ignored by you." Excluded."

Then he put his chin on Li Chibin's lap and apologized to him:

"sorry."

Li Chibin bent his fingers and scratched Li Jinzhi's chin:

"It's ok."

On the way home, Li Jinzhi still recited Li Chibin.

When Li Chibin jumped on Li Jinzhi's back again, this time Li Jinzhi didn't eat the ants, Li Chibin kissed the tip of his ear.