i might like my brother

"What is this?" Li Chibin shrank his neck into the scarf and asked Li Jinzhi.

Li Jin stayed silent until he undid the three buttons, revealing all the half-palm-sized tattoos under the left collarbone.It's not so much a tattoo, it's more like a word scratched by a poor knife, a flower drawn crookedly, the cumbersome pattern is deep and shallow, it looks like it has experienced strong resistance when it was stabbed.

"Ugly?" Li Jinzhi seemed to know what Li Chibin was going to say.

Li Chibin shook his head and stepped back: "Who told you to do it?"

"Myself." Li Jinzhi took a deep breath.

Li Chibin was wondering, and before he could vomit his full of questions, Li Jinzhi buttoned up his down jacket, put on his down jacket, turned around and said to Li Chibin, "Talk while walking."

Li Chibin looked back at the top of the mountain, only to realize that it was already sunset, and the setting sun had already submerged the two of them.

"Do you still remember me?" Li Jinzhi suddenly said something without beginning or end, but Li Chibin understood it all at once.

In the past 17 years, Li Jinzhi and himself have been empty for a while.

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When Li Chibin was eight years old, he was a head shorter than his elder brother Li Jinzhi.Li Jinzhi grows fast and grows taller. Now he is 1.8 meters five in the second year of high school. He wears his school uniform when he walks, and his back is slightly arched in an innocuous arc. He doesn't talk to people and doesn't like to look at people. A pack of lone wolves.

Almost no one saw him smile, all of his expressions were a little flat, whether he was angry or happy, even Li Chibin had never seen his brother smile since he was eight years old.

When Li Jinzhi was young, he had the same temper as he does now. He was indifferent to everyone and didn't play with other children.The same is true for my younger brother, but if there is any difference, it is nothing more than not being able to beat Li Chibin.

When Li Jinzhi found that Li Chibin was following him, what Li Jinzhi thought was: If it weren't for you being my younger brother, I would have beaten you to death.

When Li Chibin was lying on the sofa watching TV again, he ordered Li Jinzhi: "Get me a Coke! I want cucumber flavored potato chips!"

What Li Jinzhi thought in his heart was: If it weren't for you being my younger brother, I would have shot you to death long ago.But he sighed and went to the kitchen to get snacks and drinks.

When Li Chibin didn't want to do homework and wanted to play games secretly, he acted like a baby to Li Jinzhi: "Just once! Help me write the last time! If I can't pass the test, He Jia will definitely laugh at me!"

Li Jinzhi clenched the pen in his hand, he really wanted to hit someone, but Li Jinzhi, who had won the first prize in the calligraphy competition, forcibly learned Li Chibin's ugly calligraphy.

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So when Li Chibin found out that his elder brother was fond of beating people, he didn't take it seriously, and he felt a sense of being pampered and arrogant, not knowing that he had walked through the gate of hell hundreds of times.

And Li Jinzhi didn't like going back to his hometown very much. Once he went back to his hometown, Li Chibin basically couldn't see Li Jinzhi's people for a whole day. He stayed in the house all day and didn't come out to eat.

"Grandma! Where's my brother?" Li Chibin would also ask Shi Jinhua.

"Hey, don't worry about him. Do you want to eat glutinous rice balls? Grandma will take you to see the lanterns later. It's fifteen today. Eat glutinous rice balls and you'll be happy."

"Let me serve a bowl for my brother, let's have a happy reunion together!" Li Chibin reached out to ask grandma for glutinous rice balls.

"Stay away from Li Jinzhi, it's not considered a reunion with him!" Shi Jinhua's expression darkened, seeing that Li Chibin was too frightened to ask any more questions, so he brought a bowl of glutinous rice balls to the dining table and called him to eat.

Mom and Dad at the dinner table didn't look well, and they didn't know who started the quarrel, and the dinner table became chaotic all of a sudden.

"Why let my son suffocate in the house! Can't even come down to eat a meal?" Lu Sha threw the bowl and stood up arguing.

"Why? Just because he is a disaster star! Xiaochi will not be able to get well without him! This family will be disbanded! If you don't believe it, take Li Jinzhi's horoscope and go to the master to see it yourself!" This is no longer the case. It was the first time Grandma Shi said this, Li Chibin naturally didn't understand, but he was also quite frightened by the battle.

"Look at the fart! If you don't want to see my son, I'll take them both home today! We're only this year, so we won't be so useless!"

"Stop arguing!" Li Tunan wanted to persuade the quarrel, but the two women's quarrel was more difficult than a brawny man's fight, so he turned his head and said to Li Chibin, "Go back to the room first."

Li Chibin was so eager to leave quickly, he slid back halfway and brought glutinous rice balls away.Li Jinzhi's room was upstairs, and Li Chibin tiptoed upstairs and knocked on the door.

"Little white rabbit, be good, I want to come in." Li Chibin called the door half singing and half humming.

Li Jinzhi heard his brother humming out of tune, smiled, put down the pen in his hand and opened the door.

"Brother Little White Rabbit? The big bad wolf brought you glutinous rice balls!"

Li Jinzhi looked at Li Chibin and smiled. Li Chibin sneaked in through the crack of the door, but he could still hear the quarrel downstairs.

"Shall we go out to eat?" Li Chibin suggested first.

"Okay." Li Jinzhi took his own scarf and gave it to his younger brother, took the glutinous rice ball bowl and spoon carefully, and went out with Li Chibin from behind.

"It's okay to come here!" Li Chibin squatted on the stone and waited for his meal.

Li Jinzhi handed the bowl to Li Chibin to let him eat glutinous rice balls. Li Chibin turned his head and said vaguely to Li Jinzhi with the glutinous rice balls stuffed in his mouth, "Good time! Peanuts!"

"You eat!" Li Chibin put the spoon to Li Jinzhi's mouth, frowning and waiting for Li Jinzhi to eat the glutinous rice balls.

Li Jinzhi took a bite of the glutinous rice balls, which were sweet and soft, like Li Chibin's face.

Li Jinzhi and Li Chibin shared a bowl of peanut glutinous rice balls equally. In the sky, fireworks set off by the townspeople exploded in the purple sky, causing the mountains and rivers to turn pale, and the moon to avoid the clouds of embarrassment.

"Tuanyuanyuanyuan!" Li Chibin raised his bowl to Li Jinzhi.

"Tuanyuanyuanyuan." Li Jinzhi drank the remaining soup.

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"Xiaozhi, it's not that grandma is cruel. Think about it for yourself. Your brother is weak and sick from birth. If you don't feel sorry for your parents, you have to think about your brother, right?" Shi Jinhua lay down in front of Li Jinzhi's bed, and He touched Li Jinzhi's face lovingly with both hands, but Li Jinzhi stepped back a few steps.

"What are you doing!"

"I also know that you are pitiful. Let's just have a minor operation. After the operation, your brother will never get sick again." Shi Jinhua still had a smile on his face, and it seemed that there was no doubt about it.

The moon is in the middle of the sky, and the dark moon is cloudy.

Shi Jinhua rode a bicycle with Li Jinzhi, who was in pajamas, through the cold wind at night to a house in Dongtou. There were two stone lions at the door with hideous faces.

"Doctor Cui! It's me." Shi Jinhua stepped forward and called for the door.

Not long after, someone opened the door and carried Li Jinzhi onto the bed. Shi Jinhua tore off Li Jinzhi's towel, stuffed it into his mouth, and pressed his hand.

"Are you sure you want to do it? Your grandson is still young."

"Doctor Cui, just follow the pattern on the talisman paper I gave you. If I asked the master to read it, I could be wrong? My son's hexagrams were all calculated by the master, so it is accurate."

"Come on, press him well and don't let him move around."

It was already dawn on the second day after Li Jinzhi finished carving, his clothes were already soaked in sweat, his chest was wrapped in bandages, his eyelids could not be opened after being brought back by Shi Jinhua, his body was in pain, and he was wearing them rustlingly Clothes, ready to go back.

"Brother? Where do you hurt?"

"I don't hurt." Li Jinzhi stroked Li Chibin's locks of hair, and pressed down one of his messy hairs.

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It was midsummer at that time, and the sun set fire in the sky, burning people so hot that they sweated a lot.As soon as the head teacher of Class [-], Grade [-], Experimental Primary School called get out of class to end, Li Chibin took Li Jinzhi and rushed outside into the bright sun. The school gate was crowded with people, and the sounds of cars and people were boiling in the heat. , bubbling and bubbling in the sun.

"Where are you going?" Li Jinzhi grabbed his heavy schoolbag with his left hand, and Li Chibin pulled his right hand, squeezing a narrow path through the crowd.

"The cold drink shop next door to the third elementary school! Yesterday Sun Xiaopang told me that there are new lychee-flavored popsicles, I want to eat..." Li Chibin blinked two stars and looked at Li Jinzhi.

Li Jinzhi took him to turn a corner in twos and twos, and went around to the side of the next street, "You wait here first, you agreed with Dad yesterday to wait for him at this stop sign, don't run around, I'll go The opposite side will buy you popsicles."

"I'll follow you!" Li Chibin insisted on following.

"I don't want to take you with me." Li Jinzhi refused Li Chibin. It was really too crowded for the two of them to enter the cramped cold drink shop on such a hot day. Li Jinzhi felt that Li Chibin's follower was too troublesome, so he just let him stand at the stop sign. Wait for yourself.

Li Jinzhi took out a handful of change from his schoolbag, stuffed it into the pocket of his school uniform jacket, and crossed the road facing the green light.

The third elementary school is an hour later than the experimental elementary school, and there are still no people there at the moment, but since the location is next to the experimental elementary school, there are still many sharp-eyed elementary school students turning this street to buy cold drinks here.

After all, the Experimental Primary School is next to the Education Bureau and residential buildings, and the business plan is not very good. There is a long food street around here.

So there are not too few people in the cold drink shop here. The dark heads of the elementary school students gathered together to fill the cold drink shop to the brim.Li Jinzhi waited in line for nearly 10 minutes, and was a little anxious at the moment, worried that Li Chibin would be too hot to wait for him.

When Li Jinzhi came out with a bag of lychee popsicles, he was so frightened that he dropped the popsicles in his hand and shouted, "Xiao Chi!"

An out-of-control silver car directly hit Li Chibin into the drooping railing on the side of the road at an angle, and the iron railing directly cut a gap in Li Chibin's back.

Li Jinzhi's brain was foggy, he was so painful and dizzy from the sun, his mind went blank.

Li Chibin ran over to pick him up through the green light when he saw him coming out of the cold drink shop. If he took Li Chibin with him...Li Jinzhi was afraid only now, touching the scar on his chest.Doesn't it mean that stabbing this will protect my brother's safety?

The onlookers called the police and called 120. The sound of sirens and ambulances made Li Jinzhi dizzy.

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