I heard that Quan Xiang wants to be good [rebirth]

"...Master Shu's visit should be due to overwork and occasional cold." The imperial physician got up from Shu Changyu's bed, bowed and said cautiously. "Weichen prescribed a few doses of medicine, Master Shu just needs to rest for two days and take the medicine on time three times a day to recover."

He rolled his eyes, and cautiously wandered around between Jing Mu and Li Shi, only to see that both of their faces were sinking like water, and neither of them spoke.

"...Master Shu's illness is not serious, the prince and the old lady don't need to worry about it." He lowered his eyes cautiously and comforted him.

Li shi's eyes were red and she pursed her mouth without saying a word, just staring at Shu Changyu on the bed with her eyes closed.

It was Jing Mu who opened his mouth first, and said in a low voice, "Thank you, sir, I will trouble you, sir."

Hearing the words, the imperial physician quickly bowed and saluted, and didn't stay for a moment, left the prescription and medicine bag, and got up to leave.

After the imperial physician resigned, Kong Qing took the maids out to decoct the medicine, and there were only these three people left in the room.

Jing Mu stood by the bed, his eyes fixed on Shu Chang Yu's pale face with his eyes closed.

Obviously yesterday was fine.Although Shu Changyu was very exhausted from the journey, he talked and laughed with Yan Yan, although his expression was still not very rich as usual, but it was also lively and lovely.

He stood close to Shu Changyu, tried to raise his hand to touch his face several times, but forcibly suppressed the impulse in his heart.

After a while, he took a deep breath, moved his eyes away from his long and long face with difficulty, and looked up at Mrs. Li.

"Old Madam Shu." His face was as deep as water, and his voice was low and cold. "You are Shaofu's mother, he respects you, and this king should also respect you. But if you have any grievances, you can come at me, Shaofu, why?"

He spoke the last four words slowly and heavily, word by word, and the atmosphere in the room suddenly froze.

"Why is he so innocent?" Li Shi sneered, holding back tears with red eyes. "It's disrespectful for him to disregard the rules of ethics and live with the prince."

Jing Mu gritted his teeth, his eyes were bloodshot.He clenched his fists tightly, trying not to let himself see Shu Changyu's current appearance, and stared at Li Shi closely: "Old Madam Shu, I'm afraid you have misunderstood. From the beginning to the end, I was just pestering Shaofu. You vent your anger on him, what is this?"

"Since the lord knows that he wants to pester you, then he should know that enough is enough." Li gritted his teeth, suppressing his emotions in his expression. "If you really have some friendship with him, you should let him go."

"The old lady said it lightly. You have lived for decades, don't you know a word, don't you just let it go?"

Li gritted her teeth and sneered.

"There are so many things in the world that are hard to let go." She stared at Jing Mu. "Wealth, power, fame, and beauty. If it is difficult to let go, it will be too selfish."

"The only thing I want in my life is Shao Fu." Jing Mu's clenched fists trembled a little. "Everything else, nothing."

Jing Mu stared closely at the trembling woman in front of her with red eyes.He can be ruthless to anyone, but Shu Changyu and Shu Changyu's family members who he cares most about.The person who hurt Shu Changyu in front of him is Shu Changyu's mother.Although Jing Mu was tormented by the heartache and almost lost his mind at this time, he still forcibly endured it.

There was nothing he could do to this woman.Shao Fu is already so pitiful, I can't hurt his heart anymore.

"My lord's words are a disgrace to my respected ministers." Li said with a sneer. "My lord, you are still young and have very little experience. You don't know what you really want. Your respectful minister is kind-hearted and treats everyone like this. Therefore, it caused the misunderstanding of the prince. It is the respectful minister's fault."

Having said that, he paused.

"However, the lord can't just label respected ministers as a disaster for the country and the people because of this. I know his heart best. He pretends to be a country in his heart. He can't go astray just because of your whim." Li As she said, tears welled up in her eyes. "What you want to do with him now is to be stabbed in the back by thousands of literati. I am his mother, and I understand him. He can't stand this most. It's worse than killing him."

Li's tears suddenly slid down her cheeks.

"My lord, I beg you." She choked up. "You act according to your will, you are young, and you are a nobleman, you can stand the toss. The respected minister can't stand it."

Seeing her like this, Jing Mu clenched his teeth tightly.

What civil servants, what country, what reputation.These seemingly glamorous things are just a pair of heavy shackles, and they have to crush people to death before they can be called a hundred.In the previous life, Shao Fu was so confined by these shackles, unable to move an inch, living in self-blame all the time.

However, these people enjoy the prosperity and peace he brought, so why should they criticize him so much!

Whoever he wants to love and be with whomever he wants to be with will neither make life miserable nor ruin the country... Why do you have to force him like this!

At this moment, a low and hoarse voice sounded from the other side of the bed.

"Jing Mu."

The two turned around, only to find that Shu Changyu had woken up at some point and was looking at the two of them with his head turned sideways.

Jing Mu suddenly felt like waking up from a dream, only to realize the slight tingling pain in the palm of his hand, which was pierced by neat nails before he knew it.The irrepressible coldness and ferocity on his face froze for a moment, and then faded like a tide.

He stepped forward in two steps, grabbed the edge of Shu Changyu's bed, and squatted in front of his bed like a puppy that was suddenly abandoned and finally found its owner.

"Young master!" he called out.

Shu Changyu's lips were a little pale at this time, and when he looked down at him, he didn't know whether it was because of illness or something else, his expression was full of exhaustion and burnout.He hummed lightly, and looked up at Li Shi, who had tears in his eyes and a complicated expression.

Shu Changyu heard what the two of them said just now.

It can be said that Mrs. Li doesn't understand him.If it were placed at this time in the previous life, Li's thoughts on him can be described as extremely clear - his ancestors were all ministers of the country, and he was also a modest gentleman with a clear and bright personality since he was a child. Century's.He helps the world, and the world admires him. This is the meaning and direction of his existence in the world.

But, now he is not.

He has experienced family ruin and death, and he has great power. He has long regarded everyone's tongue as a joke.He only wants to be ashamed of the world and his heart, and he doesn't bother to care about what others say or what he sees.

But he thought so, except for him, there was no one in the Shu family like him.

They are all like him in the previous life, the person who is clear and bright without any stains.They seem to be born to be admired by all people, and accordingly, they also have to bear the burden of being admired by all people.Therefore, they not only protect the world, but also follow the moral code passed down by the world.

Looking at the scene at this time, Shu Changyu really felt unprecedented exhaustion and powerlessness.

He would rather his mother treat him like this for the sake of his family's status and reputation, but his mother's decision is really for his own good.For Jing Mu, he didn't waver at all, but right now he was dizzy and tired, and couldn't stand his mother's endless tears.

He didn't know how to explain the difference in their thinking to his mother.

He wanted to take a rest first, and wait for himself to take care of his body, be energetic and mentally prepared, and then face his mother—and the family who didn't know about it yet, but would sooner or later know about it.

"Let's go back first." He lowered his eyes, looked at Jing Mu, and said calmly.

Jing Mu was taken aback for a moment, as if he didn't expect Shu Changyu to drive him away: "Young Fu..."

"Go back." Shu Changyu repeated. "You have not been in Beijing for many days, Dali Temple must have many important matters waiting for you to deal with."

"Young Fu..." Jing Mu's eyes turned red.

No matter how harsh Li Shi said just now, he didn't take it seriously.But now Shu Changyu's two or three light words made him feel wronged.

Could it be that Shao Fu was angry at himself for conflicting with his mother, angry at his abruptness and disrespect, that's why he wanted to drive him away?

Shu Changyu sighed, raised his hand to touch the top of Jing Mu's hair, and thought, why is this one crying before that one is finished crying?

"Be obedient." He whispered.

Before he could withdraw his hand, Jing Mu grabbed it.Li Shi on one side gasped tremblingly, Shu Changyu's heart tightened and he didn't dare to look at her.

He twitched twice, but didn't take his hand out.

"Young Fu, don't drive me away." Jing Mu held his hand, as if tightly grasping a life-saving straw, and said in a low voice. "Don't want me." After finishing the sentence, Jing Mu's voice was trembling with grievance, with a bit of wet sobbing.

Shu Changyu sighed, and gently shook his hand back: "Don't make trouble, how is it possible."

Without waiting for Jing Mu to reply, he said, "You go back first, and I will handle it here."

"No!" Jing Mu vetoed without thinking. "I'll be with you."

I just came back last night, and I was tossed like this this morning.If he wasn't here to watch, he wouldn't know how Mrs. Shu would make things difficult for him.In order to separate the two of them, Mrs. Shu even made the decision to drive Shu Changyu to the south.

"That's my mother." Shu Changyu obviously saw his worry, and smiled with conniving and gentle eyes. "Okay, you're here, it's all adding to the chaos. Considering your status, it's appropriate to prepare lunch for you, or to starve you?"

Jing Mu muttered, "I don't care."

Shu Changyu patted the back of his hand: "Go back, stop messing around."

"Young Fu..."

"Don't worry." Shu Changyu said with a smile. "I have everything."

Jing Mu looked into Shu Changyu's eyes.Shu Changyu had a smile on his face, although he was lying on the sick bed in a bit of a state of embarrassment, his smile was peaceful and calm.His eyes are deep and steady, like a calm and peaceful pool of water.

For some reason, Jing Mu felt that he really had the ability to make people feel at ease.

He nodded eccentrically.

The phrase "everything has me" was deeply burned into his mind.

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