I heard that Quan Xiang wants to be good [rebirth]

Shu Changyu found it extremely ridiculous.

Where their family is useful, the high hat in Emperor Qianning's hand will be buckled on his family's head as if they don't want money.When the world is peaceful and there is no need for generals to fight on the battlefield, they will be full of doubts about them again, and they can't wait to get rid of them as soon as possible.

Emperor Qianning thought so in his previous life, and indeed he did so.

However, Shu Changyu can no longer care about these old things with Emperor Qianning.In this life, the Shu family has not yet aroused his suspicion, and it will take three to five years for him to go south to control the river.For this reason, Emperor Gan Ning did not dare to touch him.

When he manages the Yellow River well, it is unknown whether Emperor Qianning is still alive.

but……

But what about Jing Mu?

Huang He and Zhao Jing are separated by thousands of miles, and he can't come back for several years, let alone meet each other.What's more - I agreed to Jing Mu.Even if he didn't agree, in his private heart, he was unwilling to leave him just like that.

The flood in the south can be cured by anyone with his basic river control strategy, let alone the experienced Guo Hanru.

But what made him even more incomprehensible was his mother's behavior.

His mother never entered his study on weekdays, let alone rummaged through his things.Therefore, when he left, the manuscripts were placed on the table and were not sorted out.So why did his mother suddenly turn over his manuscript and show it directly to the emperor?

No wonder the governor of Zhili congratulated him repeatedly before he left.

Shu Changyu this day, my mind is muddled.Hatred, resentment, doubt and uneasiness were intertwined, and he didn't know how he got back to the general's mansion.

He had been running all the way, his whole body was sore and sore, and his spirit was very listless.It was as if he was suddenly crushed on the road, and he felt boundless exhaustion sweeping over him.

He got out of the carriage and went back to his courtyard without looking for Mrs. Li.

His current nerves are like a taut thread, as soon as he touches it, his brain will go numb.He decided to go back to sleep first, and then go to Mrs. Li to ask for clarification in the morning.

Unexpectedly, Mrs. Li was waiting in his room so late at night.

When Shu Changyu entered the door, he saw that the servants following him consciously stopped outside the house and did not follow in.As soon as he entered the door, he saw that all the servants in the room were screened out, and it was empty, only Li Shi was standing there with his back to him.

"Mother." Shu Changyu called with a hoarse voice.

"Are you back?" Li Shi turned around, with the same expression as usual, when he saw him enter the door, he stepped forward to remove the cloak on his body. "Have you been working hard all the way?"

Shu Changyu pressed his temple and said respectfully: "Go back to mother, everything is fine."

He paused, and then he planned to ask Mrs. Li directly about the water control strategy.But before he opened his mouth, he saw Li Shizheng looking him up and down calmly, and then set his eyes on his waist.

"Change the jade pendant?" She took two steps slowly, walked up to Shu Changyu, picked up the Lantian jade ring, and asked. "Why don't you wear the previous one?"

With just one glance, she saw the brilliance flowing on the jade ring, holding it in her hand, she felt a burst of tenderness and warmth.

"Hmm." Shu Chang Yu said. "The first one was broken, so I bought another one myself."

Mrs. Li said calmly, "Why did you buy such an expensive one?"

Shu Changyu said: "Fake."

It's impossible for Mrs. Li not to know the goods if she doesn't know the goods.

Therefore, as soon as Shu Changyu finished speaking, Li's complexion changed, and the tenderness on his face faded away. It was an emotion of anger and shame intertwined that he had never seen before.

The next moment, a heavy slap fell on Shu Chang Yu's face.

This was the first time Li Shi hit him since he was a child.

Shu Changyu was already dizzy at this time, but was thrown into confusion by this unexpected heavy blow, staggered, and fell to the side, knocking the side of his head against the wall decorations.

His subordinates blocked it subconsciously, instead of protecting his head, they separated the piece of Lantian jade from the wall.

"Nizi!" Mrs. Li said angrily.She, who had never argued with others before, her eyes were wide open, and even her voice was broken. "No one knows about the nasty things you did in Zhili, right?"

Shu Changyu leaned against the wall, and before he could stand still, Li Shi rushed forward and hit him hard one after another.

At this time, Shu Changyu's face was burning with pain, and the side of his head was also full of misty and dizzy pain.Li Shi's fists on his body didn't hurt at all, but the words she drilled into his ears pierced his heart one by one.

"I brought you up to such an age, and I didn't ask you to make contributions, but I never thought that you could do such a rebellious thing! Your Majesty asked you to teach the Second Highness, how can you do such a dirty thing! You are such a bastard, Who are you worthy of! Where have you read so many sage books!"

Shu Changyu stood there leaning against the wall, neither hiding nor blocking.He gritted his teeth, only lowered his eyes, and held the piece of Lantian jade in his palm with one hand, allowing Mrs. Li to cry and beat him.

After a while, Mrs. Li stopped and stood there silently crying.

What Shu Changyu couldn't stand the most was her crying.Li's husband and children are all at the border, and she takes care of the family alone, and she is very strong on weekdays.Last time, news of Shu Changyu's elder brother's death came back, Li Shi didn't shed a single tear in front of everyone, and arranged for his elder brother's death all by himself.

Shu Changyu still remembers when Li Shi comforted Gu Lanrong and said: "The son of the Shu family should die on the battlefield of defending the family and the country. Ke'er died for the country, there is nothing to be sad about."

Shu Changyu lowered his eyes and remained silent, only feeling that the warm jade in his palm was hot.

"Tell mother, is it true?" Li Shi was sobbing, with tears streaming down his eyes, staring closely at his eyes. "Is the matter between you and the Second Highness true?"

Shu Changyu lowered his eyes and didn't answer, already acquiescing.

Mrs. Li stared at him for a while, then raised her hand and began to beat him again.

"Why don't you deny it, Jing Mu, why don't you explain it to your mother!" She cried. "Mother knows you so well, respectful minister, how could you be the kind of bastard who became the prince's young master and got entangled with him, doing such mediocre things!"

"No, mother." Shu Changyu said.

Mrs. Li stopped and stared at him with burning eyes.

Shu Changyu's face was swollen, and the corners of his mouth were even broken.He looked down at Mrs. Li, with a kind of indifferent and reasonable firmness in his eyes: "The relationship between me and Jing Mu is not easy."

Sure enough, another slap fell heavily on his face.This time, Mrs. Li must have used all her strength to beat Shu Changyu so hard that his eyes froze and his ears buzzed.

He supported the wall with one hand and stabilized his figure.

He vaguely heard the buzzing, Li Shi tremblingly said with a desperate cry: "Go to the ancestral hall. Kneel for a night, and then talk to me."

"Go to the ancestral hall, look carefully at the tablets of the ancestors of the Shu family, think about why they died, and then think about what you are doing."

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The memorial tablets of the Shu family were neatly arranged in three rows in the ancestral hall.On the far right side of the last row, the brand new tablet belongs to Shu Changyu's elder brother, Shu Changke.

Shu Changke was 12 years older than Shu Changyu. When he died, Shu Changyu was sent home urgently to save a young boy who fell into the water, with a persistent high fever.

The ancestral hall is shaded, and it is especially cold at night.Shu Changyu knelt there, feeling the cold wind blowing up from behind, freezing his entire spine.

Facing the three rows of deceased souls, he seemed to be kneeling here, confessing his sins to all the faithful.

Sparse and long metaphors are just ridiculous.

He looked at the names, and even the appearance engraved on the tablet was upright and upright, like the backbone of the Shu family passed down from generation to generation.

At the beginning, the old general Shu was a one-yuan tiger general by his side, and with the uprising, he conquered a country for decades.After the founding of the People's Republic of China, the veteran general Shu took the initiative to invite Ying, willing to use the Shu family army to build a steel Great Wall to protect the stability of the country.

Since then, the Shu family has guarded the Northland for generations, and the generals of the Shu family, generation after generation, have all died in battle at Yanmen Pass.For hundreds of years, the barbarians in the north have been harassing every year, and they have never crossed Yanmen Pass once.

It was these three rows of tablets that bought the stability of the northern border for hundreds of years.

But what are the people they guarded doing?

In the previous life, if I hadn't been such a treacherous official, the dozens of memorial tablets in the Shu family would have fallen into the pen of the historian, and thousands of years later, they would be scolded by future generations as traitors and traitors.

Shu family, is to engrave loyalty and patriotism in the blood.The descendants of the Shu family all had extremely strict family upbringing, and the males all grew up on the border and joined the army since childhood.

Facing the three rows of tablets, Shu Changyu thought to himself, but the court you guard, the people you guard, and the king on the dragon chair you guard are not worthy of your dedication and loyalty.Your neck blood has been ruined.

Now, I have done nothing wrong, and I am an upright official and person. Even though I made all kinds of mistakes in my previous life, I have repented of them one by one now, and I have never committed them again.I know that the emperor is stupid and the court is complicated, and these cannot be corrected by myself, so I will keep my feet on the ground and do what I should do.

The ancestors and the ancestors all taught the descendants to be loyal to the emperor and love the country, but everyone here knows that loyalty to the emperor and patriotism are separate.Now that this king has accomplished nothing, and is holding the world and his loyal ministers in his hands and ruining it, why should I respect him, the blood of his Jing family?

Why do you want me to sacrifice myself for the suspicious, conceited, and selfish person on the dragon chair like you?

On the tablet, there is a plaque of "full family loyalty", which was inscribed for the family that guarded the peace when Emperor Qianning first came to the throne.

Shu Changyu looked up at the plaque, but wanted to smash it into the ancestral hall.

You are the one who praised the loyalty of the Shu family, and you are also the one who beat the Shu family as traitors and traitors.The world should be guarded, but the king is not worthy of being a king.In this case, why do I still have to be in awe and draw a clear line with my family?

My long-term friend, Yu Tong, and Jingmu are in love with each other, and they live up to the sky above and the earth below, and they are worthy of the people of Liming.What is wrong, why do we have to repent and confess our sins?

This night, the moonlight fell on him like silver, and it was actually colder than the night when Shu Changyu died in his previous life.

But the only difference is that the piece of blue field warm jade beside him, in this cold night, clings to his side, transferring warmth to him bit by bit.

The author has something to say: Hehehe~ The first knife of the new year!

Mess in 2019! !Congrats little angels! !Happy New Year! !