I heard that Quan Xiang wants to be good [rebirth]

In my illness, I had a lengthy dream.

He dreamed that he was in a daze, watching the Shu family all die.And he himself didn't know who he was taking revenge on.In short, when he came to his senses, he was already holding thousands of miles of mountains and rivers, and he was stepping on corpses everywhere.

On the mountain where the corpses were piled up, the wind was particularly cold.His legs were shaking, but he didn't dare to lower his head.As soon as he lowered his head, the faces of the dead people under his feet would come into his eyes.There are enemies, relatives and friends, and even more unknown people, who died under their own feet.

Later, he was ripped off from the sea of ​​corpses and blood.

He was the eunuch's servant of the civil and military officials of the Manchu Dynasty and the harem.Holding the banner of justice, they put Jing Mu under house arrest and killed him.

He was relieved at first, but he fell into the ice cave from the cold wind on the top of the mountain. The ice cave seemed to have no boundaries, which made him keep falling, and he couldn't fall to the bottom. All five of his senses were numb.

He couldn't move his limbs, only his lips were trembling, and he unconsciously cried for help in a low voice.

Just then, a source of heat approached him.

It's Jing Mu.

He thought to himself, what is this silly boy doing here, he wants to push him out of this cold pool.But he couldn't move, even Jing Mu grabbed him with boundless warmth and wrapped him in his arms.

Then, he watched Jing Mu close his eyes, leaned forward devoutly, and kissed his lips.

Time seemed to freeze, and the cold pool disappeared in an instant.As for himself, he was stunned, and he followed that kiss to claim it, absorbing the warmth from the other's lips.

Shu Changyu woke up at this time.

He was panting slightly and felt his throat was sore, but for some reason, his lips were moist.He opened his eyes, his vision blurred.Vaguely, he saw someone sitting in front of the bed, who seemed to be Jing Mu.

The scene in the dream suddenly crashed into his mind with incomparable clarity.That kiss was warm and moist, and with boundless affection, it melted the surrounding cold pool into nothingness.

Warm and lingering, wrapping Shu Changyu's heart warmly.

Shu Changyu coughed violently, his voice hoarse.Then, the person in front of his bed got up quickly, helped him up, and followed his back gently.

Getting closer, Shu Changyu saw through his blurred vision that this person was Jing Mu, wearing a funny little eunuch's costume.Shu Changyu's eyes fell on Jing Mu's lips unconsciously, not sure if it was his own illusion, but his lips were also moist, and his face was slightly red.

After a round of coughing, Shu Changyu became dizzy, his throat burned, and he took two deep breaths.Over there, Jing Mu had already handed a cup of hot tea to his lips.

Shu Changyu took two sips of tea before he calmed down.He looked up at Jing Mu who was wearing the servant's uniform, and asked hoarsely, "Why is Your Highness here?"

Shu Changyu didn't know how lovable his appearance was at this moment.

At this time, he had a head of soft hair loose, only wearing a jacket, his eyes were red, and his chest heaved and wheezed due to coughing.

This scene fell into Jing Mu's eyes, which made him tremble unconsciously, and faintly wanted to stand at attention and salute.

In addition to his previous life, in the past ten years, he has never seen Shu Changyu like this.

Not to mention that when he saw Shu Changyu Mengyan talking with trembling lips, a thought came to his mind, so he leaned forward and kissed him secretly.Now the cold and soft touch is still on the lips, and the man's eyes are red again, looking at him with watery eyes.

Jing Mu's ears were buzzing, and he couldn't hear what Shu Chang Yu was saying.

He put the tea back, half-armed Shu Changyu's shoulders, trying to help him lie back: "Young Fu, are you awake?"

With such a short distance, the scene in Yu's dream just now jumped before his eyes again.As if getting an electric shock, he stretched out his hand from under the quilt, pushed Jing Mu away, and repeated again: "Why is Your Highness here with Wei Chen?"

Shu Changyu was ill, his hand strength was extremely weak, and he couldn't push Jing Mu at all.Jing Mu was startled, slowly stood up straight, and replied in a low voice: "...Young Fu is sick, Jing Mu was worried, so he sneaked out to have a look."

His appearance made Shu Changyu feel confused.

In the past, Shu Changyu didn't see him so cute and pitiful.But now Shu Changyu's mood has changed.He didn't know why he dreamed of such a situation in his dream, which he had never encountered in his previous life.

In his dream, he kissed Jing Mu.

Shu Changyu closed his eyes and stopped looking at him: "Go back."

At this time, the sun was setting, and the warm red sunlight came through the windows from the sky, covering the house in orange red.Only then did Jing Mu send out all the people who served him, and now there are only these two people in the room, there is a sense of warmth and ambiguity for no reason.

But the atmosphere in the room was faintly chilly.

"...Young Fu." Jing Mu didn't know why the man on the bed changed his face when he saw him, but at this moment he simply closed his eyes and stopped looking at him, as if he would be bored to look at him even more.

Jing Mu knew that Shu Changyu had always been an incomprehensible smiling tiger, but he always knew that he was still different in his heart—no matter what kind of difference it was.But now, the sick person's energy is low, and his appearance is the most real.

Today's Shao Fu is cold to himself.

Maybe in his heart, he is no different from others?The only difference is that I am the ninety-five-year-old who was erected on the dragon chair by the other party, so I need to spend more energy on hypocrisy and obedience?

Jing Mu firmly pushed this thought back...

Shu Changyu closed his eyes, and suppressed his beating heart while reprimanding him: "Your Highness, you always do some outrageous things that I won't let you do."

Jing Mu's heart skipped a beat—could he have noticed his actions just now?

Then, he heard Shu Changyu say in a hoarse voice: "You had a private meeting with Ye Shangshu, and His Majesty was suspicious of you. After that, you clashed with His Majesty's beloved Seventh Prince, which made His Majesty angry and beat you. Now You sneaked out of the palace again, if His Majesty finds out, Jing Mu, do you know the consequences?"

...It turned out it wasn't for that kiss.Jing Mu breathed a sigh of relief, but for some reason, his chest felt congested.

Vaguely, he still hoped that Shao Fu would know the feelings in his heart.

"But..." he said with difficulty.

"What's the matter? Your Highness, you have been in the palace for a long time, and you naturally know that if you lose the grace, you will lose everything. If you don't take your future and life seriously, I have nothing to do." Speaking of this, Shu Changyu's throat was sore and itchy, and he began to cough violently again.

Jing Mu endured the pain in his heart, and handed him some tea.

Shu Changyu pushed it away and said hoarsely, "Your Highness, go back."

What he said was really for the good of Jing Mu.In the eyes of Emperor Qianning, the prince raised in the palace is no different from his concubine, it is his personal property.Once it is not clear with the outside world, it is no different from betrayal and loss of integrity.

"Jing Mu is just worried about Shaofu." Shu Changyu heard Jing Mu say sullenly.

You worry about me, you worry about what I do!

Shu Changyu's heart suddenly ignited, thinking that Jing Mu was a fool who didn't know the heights of the sky and the depths of the earth.The scene in his dream just now seemed real, and he forgot everything else, except for that kiss, which seemed to be deeply imprinted in his mind, and he couldn't get rid of it.

How could it be possible for normal teachers and students to embrace and kiss together?

Shu Changyu had a terrible idea in his mind——I had this dream because I didn't know when I had an undue thought about Jing Mu.

Maybe it was when he was silently driven by him in his previous life, maybe it was when he rushed to him with a blood-dropping sword before his death, maybe it was when he was sick and held him tightly and called him Shao Fu, maybe it was the time when he was with him. A certain moment when he gets along day and night.

All kinds of things from the past came to my mind, and the long and long metaphors suddenly became chaotic.

"You're worried about what I'm going to do." Shu Changyu was already feverish and in a trance, but at this moment, panic and anger were intertwined, and he began to speak indiscriminately. "You and I are just teachers and students. I will pass on what I have learned to you based on how old I am and read more books. You are in the emperor's house, you are the king and I am the minister. In the future, when you become a teacher after learning, you will be a teacher." It has nothing to do with me anymore. If you are bound by such a love for children, it will be difficult to achieve great things, and you will be my long-lost disciple in vain."

He had a hoarse voice, his throat was useless, and his voice was always soft and soft.But in Jing Mu's ears, every word and every word seemed to be pierced into his heart by a blunt instrument.

He originally thought that in his previous life, he had already endured all the sorrows that he should have suffered.But I didn't realize that the most painful thing is not that the two live and die on different paths, but listening to him say that you and I are just teachers and students.

Shu Changyu's words were meant for himself.He knew that Jing Mu's heart belonged to him, and he had long since taken a fancy to that maid in the palace named Han Yu, and even went so far as to quarrel with him because of her.But he actually had the audacity to think about Jing Mu.

After he finished speaking, he felt that although he was sad, his anger was much smoother, and he felt a kind of self-abuse.He didn't care about Jing Mu's reaction anymore.

"Go back, Your Highness," he said. "I'll go back and teach you when I recover from my illness."

Jing Mu wanted to talk to him.Although he didn't know what to say, he had a strong urge to say something to Shu Changyu.

But he couldn't say anything.

"...Yes, Jing Mu is resigning." Finally, he whispered, turned and left.

As soon as he turned around, Shu Changyu opened his eyes, frowning and looking at his back.

...why?Why... would I unconsciously care about my students?

After a while, he took a deep breath and closed his eyes again.

Over there, Jing Mu had no expression on his face, and went all the way back to the palace.Sure enough, when he returned to Zhongli Palace, the servants everywhere were silent, and they didn't even dare to take a look.After entering the main hall, he saw the empress and Emperor Qianning sitting in the hall directly in front of them, looking like they were inquiring about their crimes.

Jing Mu's expression remained unchanged, and he knelt down slowly.

"My son still knows that the clothes on his body really fit when he comes back." He heard Emperor Qian Ning's sarcasm, and said to him in a cold voice. "How about the tea in Ye's mansion, do you like the tea in the palace?"

Jing Mu didn't say anything, just raised his head and looked at him.

In a trance, he seemed to have returned to the years after Shu Changyu's death in his previous life.

The whole world stood on the opposite side of him, and there was no one beside him.

He is like a walking dead, not knowing why he lives.

The author has something to say: Heck, I feel like I've tricked you... I thought it was a cookie, but there is actually glass shards hidden in the cookie_(:_」∠)_

After all, the prime minister is him!With a great cause in mind!Don't ask about the love of children!

...Well, he is arrogant_(:_」∠)_

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in addition!Highlight! !

Next week, I will ask the girls for two days off on Monday and Tuesday...Spicy...I have a very important professional class to take an exam on Wednesday, but I don't have to prepare anything_(:_」∠)_I have another one to hand in on Thursday Thesis woo woo

Regular updates resume on Wednesday! !Bow to the girls! ! !

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