Chunxiao ABO

The state is not good and disordered, unless the mark is removed actively and combined with a better pheromone owner, otherwise it will be life-threatening if it gets serious.

"During the days after you gave birth, you often fell into a coma, and your health was so bad that it was life-threatening. The doctors were at a loss and even suggested to give up the treatment. When his father found out, he ordered him to find another Omega and deal with your funeral earlier. .

"He didn't agree, locked himself in the laboratory, and worked like crazy day and night to develop a method of extracting pheromones. He couldn't have sex with other Omegas in order to save you or keep himself. It's a pity The progress of the matter did not allow him to choose. Before he developed the medicine to help you through the dangerous period, the master made a move. He resisted to the death and won the chance to live for you first, and went out to socialize with the Omega chosen by the family .

"Later, the master found out that he was acting, so he got angry and asked the most powerful hypnotist to control his consciousness. He obeyed in action, but he still only recognized you subconsciously. In order not to betray you, he had to hurt himself. Several times Back when we broke open the bedroom door and saw him tie himself to the head of the bed with knife cuts all over his body... I asked him, why did you torture yourself like this? You were almost healed at that time, and it was right to temporarily remove the mark His best choice. But he said, even if you only have a [-]% recurrence rate, he can't be completely relieved, let alone let you go, because as long as the connection between you is gone, the master doesn't have to Afraid to talk about always being influenced by restraint, and will attack you immediately.

"After your body recovers, even if he knows that he may not be able to rely on you in the future, he is still doing these things in silence at the risk of not being recognized by you. I thought that his efforts would definitely not be in vain. You can always Go back to the way it was before, live a good life, but unfortunately... who would have thought that such a thing would happen in the end..."

At this point, Aunt Li was already choked up, and there was no need to say any more.

Chi Xintang knew what happened after that.

Because of his early departure, the day that Tan Jin had expected did not come, the sky was torn apart by fire, and the pheromones that were naturally compatible were disconnected, and the separation was three years.

In the days when no one can confirm the date of return, Chi Xintang, who doesn't know it, is living a good life in his hometown, but Tan Jin is living with the age more deeply than ever.

The missing part of the memory returned to its place, and he finally remembered that the timeline when he was in a coma for a long time was long before his heart was born. He had pheromone instability very early, but it was more serious during that time .

And those bugs that were long overdue.

When the glands were still there, he and Tan Jin had a constant intimate relationship, even if they were not in estrus, they could still sense the changes in each other's mood.

When Tan Jin took those people home, he never felt any joy upstairs, and he thought it was because he was too depressed to empathize.

There is also the isolated small room, the bed that never smells of others, and the purest and most loyal lime fragrance on Tan Jin's body.

It turned out that he was not the only one who was sanctioned by winter and curled up under the permafrost.

"Xiaochi, do you still love him?"

Bringing the food back to the seat, unable to take another bite, tears fell on the rising heat, Chi Xintang burst into tears.

"Of course I love him, and I've never stopped loving him."

Aunt Li patted him on the shoulder and took out a tissue in her pocket to help him wipe away his tears.

"It's Auntie's fault. If I knew it earlier, I wouldn't have told you at this time. But before, it was the peace talks chief who swore that I couldn't tell you. Now that the statute of limitations has expired, I really can't help it,"

"No, thank you, auntie, if you didn't tell me, I don't know when I will know, how could this idiot hide it from me until now..."

Seeing Chi Xintang's pain after speaking, Aunt Li couldn't help feeling a little guilty, but she was always reluctant to talk about these things, she didn't want Xiaochi to never understand his lover's heart, and she didn't want to see two children who were clearly in love but couldn't be together.Therefore, she can only be the nosy person.

Chi Xintang never thought that Tan Jin would do so much without complaint.He also naively thought that he couldn't get out of this relationship.

The love that Tan Jin gave him was too heavy, he didn't know how to face it, how to apologize and thank him.

But he had to face it.

"Xiaochi, you, look over there." Aunt Li's voice sounded, her tone mixed with surprise and joy.

With tears in his eyes, his vision was not clear. Across the crowd, he instantly caught sight of the man coming downstream.

The man's eyes were dark and no longer calm, and there were turbulent emotions hidden under the surface of the sea.

He had seen this look countless times.

Like back when they were still together, Tan Jin was not good at words, and would never take the initiative to say what he wanted, but just watched quietly and signaled with his eyes.

When he's angry, when he's longing, when he can't control his emotions.

He likes to put the person he loves the most under his body, just looking at it like this, not floating on the surface, resting on the beauty praised by outsiders, but penetrating into the soul through the skin and bones, wantonly engraving the ownership, and being with the world The only indulgence.

Even if it is a cold sight, there is still a faint blue fire, and it is reasonable to tell you that even if there is no temperature, it can still be ignited to continue this love.

Occasionally breaking through the tenderness amidst indifference and neglect is indeed out of Tan Jin's original intention.

Chi Xintang always thought that he was thinking too much, but he was wrong.

Only now did I understand that under the body that Tan Jin used to disguise, there was always a heart that loved him.

He didn't notice it.

The days delayed by misunderstandings, in a situation where he couldn't help himself, Tan Jin fought against those pressures by himself, and kept his reason, just because he didn't want to lose him.

The spikes were pulled out one by one, and now they can finally embrace each other scarred.

26 snow color flick

Like the plot in an old movie, the two streams of water that were separated and reunited in the crowd went through untold hardships to reach the meeting point, tentatively, approaching each other little by little, and then they kissed and hugged, ushering in a happy ending .

The filter is adjusted to classic black and white, the action needs to be slowed down, and each frame must be delicate enough to highlight the most beautiful side of emotional collision.

But in reality, this hospital, which is temporarily separated from the turmoil of the outside world, cannot yet become a place for drama.

Chi Xintang discovered a truth, as long as Tan Jin speaks bad things behind Tan Jin's back, nothing good will happen.

He was so excited after reuniting with Aunt Li that he forgot that the phone in his pocket was still on, otherwise he would never admit that he still likes Tan Jin!

Although now is not the time to care about this...

The same is true for Tan Jin, who was "publicly executed" on the phone and heard part of the conversation between the two of them, which was even more embarrassing than Chi Xintang.

The two people who had their own concerns kept staring at each other. Chi Xintang stood by the table, wiped away his tears, took out his phone and looked at it, and returned to the lock screen state at some point.

It is estimated that Tan Jin couldn't listen anymore, so he hung up the phone on his own initiative. In this way, it is very likely that Tan Jin didn't hear his confession.

Chi Xintang breathed a sigh of relief.

A bunch of people were waiting in line for food, Tan Jin stood abruptly not far from the outside of the line, dumbfounded, and was pushed and shoved several times.

Chi Xintang couldn't bear it anymore and planned to take the initiative to go there. He wiped the tears from his face, walked around the dining table a few steps, and bumped into Tan Jin's coat. With a very light touch, his shoulder was stabilized Hold on.

It seemed that after walking a long way, Tan Jin was out of breath and looked very nervous. He hesitated and tied the scarf on Chi Xintang's neck, covering his fair neck one by one.

"There is heating here." Silently watching Tan Jin frantically expressing his concern, as he treated fragile items with care, Chi Xintang was blocked by him with only a pair of black eyes, and said silently in his heart.

The world I live in seems no longer cold, and the snow outside the window has forgotten to fall, for fear of disturbing people.

When Tan Jin was finally willing to raise his eyes to look at him, Chi Xintang stretched out his hand, put his frozen hand into Tan Jin's coat pocket, and hugged him gently.

"Tan Jin, I miss you too. I'm sorry."

"It's me," Tan Jin hugged him tightly into his arms, his chest rose and fell slightly, trying to control his breathing, "It's all me."

"It's just that I'm not good, so don't apologize anymore...I didn't know until today, you did so much before, how could you..."

"That's all Aunt Li's nonsense, I never did it." Tan Jin lied without confidence.

He is obviously still sad, but he can really hug Tan Jin at this moment. Anyway, the future is long, and now he only wants to do one thing.

Tan Jin was still trying to quibble: "Xintang, you have to believe me, I cherish my body very much, I never did those things..."

He couldn't help laughing, he got out from Tan Jin's arms, raised his head and asked, "Can I kiss you?"

"what?"

Tan Jin's handsome face was full of surprise, his eyes were wide open, full of disbelief.

Without waiting for him to speak, Chi Xintang pulled his neck down, tiptoed and pecked Tan Jin's lips lightly.

Cool, the touch is the same as before, and there is a faint fragrance of lime.

Tan Jin was completely turned into a stone sculpture, Chi Xintang stood back to his original position, and he still kept bending over foolishly.

"I will think of more ways to apologize to you in the future, Tan Jin, look at me," Chi Xintang plucked up his courage, and took his hand, "After I got married, because of my personal reasons, I hid the truth from you. Many things, your mother, my brother, and various accidents at school, made you so sad, but I didn't tell you anything, making you feel that I don't trust you, I'm really sorry. Then another person left , leaving you and Chunxin behind, it was also my fault, right..."

Before he could finish speaking, he was pulled into his arms and his mouth was gagged.This time it was hotter, and tears were mixed with it, flowing from the corner of his mouth and soaking the corner of the scarf.

Realizing that there are a lot of people around him watching, Chi Xintang felt a little embarrassed, and wanted to temporarily push Tan Jin away and kiss again later, but Tan Jin hugged him so tightly, his lips and tongue invaded too hard, and he couldn't refuse, he felt a little dizzy up.

Both of them were pushed into the pool of ecstasy by this three-year-late kiss. They were wet, full of joy and longing for more ripples, which made the water splash a little more intensely.

It was Chi Xintang who was more sober. He forced himself to lower his head, avoiding Tan Jin's reluctant soft tongue, swallowed, and wiped off the water marks on his chin. His voice was soft and hoarse, "Go home... Come talk to Aunt Li with me, okay?"

He hugged Tan Jin's waist, pressed his forehead against him, and touched his lover's beautiful face, almost dying of drunkenness in the gentle and indulgent eyes that were so close at hand.

Tan Jin let out an "um", staring at him closely, with a cute nasal voice, which made Chi Xintang almost reluctant to let go, and even wanted to kiss him.

Walking back to the dining table, Chi Xintang's face turned even redder, and he felt ashamed when he thought of showing his love for so long in front of his elders.

"Reconciled?" Aunt Li teased him.

"Auntie, thank you."

Aunt Li smiled: "That's good, that's good. Now that Xiao Chi has made a decision, please ask Mr. Tan to take good care of him in the future."

"I will definitely," Tan Jin clasped Chi Xintang's ten fingers, and said earnestly, "Thank you, come over for dinner tonight, Xiaochi also wants you back."

Seeing them holding hands, Aunt Li was very relieved and shook her head slightly, "I still can't do it. I'm used to working in the hospital. I'll go back to my hometown when I stabilize soon."

Sensing the depressed mood of the people around him, Tan Jin squeezed Chi Xintang's palm, silently comforting him.

Chi Xintang also scratched Tan Jin's fingertips with his fingers.

"Aunt Li, please leave me your number, and I will come to you in the future." Afraid that Aunt Li would not agree, Chi Xintang even used a coquettish tone.

Aunt Li naturally would not refuse, she took the phone and entered the number, "Auntie doesn't go to work on weekends, and Auntie can also ask for leave if there is an emergency. Don't worry, just bring Chunxin over if you have time, Auntie lives nearby."

"Sure, thank you, Auntie."

"Okay, it's time for you to go home. It's cold and you should wear more clothes. It's messy outside. Don't run out if you have nothing to do."

Chi Xintang agreed, and sat there reluctantly chatting with Aunt Li for a long time. When she had to go back to work overtime, she was pushed out of the hospital.

Sitting in the car, Tan Jin pulled down the baffle and warmed up for a while. Seeing Chi Xintang's frozen red face slowly returning to normal temperature, he carefully loosened the scarf around his neck and wiped it off carefully with a dry towel. Snow on hair.

After this meticulous care, Chi Xintang has long since calmed down, and his mind gradually cleared up, and he talked to Tan Jin about his parents.

"Okay, don't worry." Tan Jin made a phone call, ordered things calmly and orderly, and said to Chi Xintang, "Someone will follow around the clock and protect your parents. If you are worried, you can see their situation at any time. , okay?"

Chi Xintang leaned on his shoulder and nodded.

"Are you really not injured?" Tan Jin looked sideways at him.

When he said this, Chi Xintang suddenly thought of something, sat up straight and looked at the skin covered by Tan Jin's black hair, pinched his neck and turned the person towards him.

Sensing Chi Xintang's intentions, Tan Jin shrank in fear, his right shoulder rose a little and refused to lower it.

Chi Xintang clicked his tongue, insisted on picking his hand, and said in a deep voice, "Let me see."

Tan Jin glanced at him guiltily, lowered her head, and exposed her neck.

The scar has healed, but left a hideous mark, silently telling how deep and painful the source of this knife wound was.

"...Big idiot." Chi Xintang gritted his teeth and cursed fiercely, but he didn't talk to Tan Jin, but blamed himself.

Tan Jin closed his eyes and grabbed his clothes.

"Do you think that I will forgive you? Tan Jin, I don't feel sorry for you doing this, okay?"

"I know……"

"What do you know? Even cutting glands in a hospital is dangerous, but you dare to use a knife yourself! I really..."

Chi Xintang's eyes turned red.I wanted to scold him and beat him, but even if I did that, my heart would only hurt more.

Tan Jin regretted it too much, he shouldn't have let Chi Xintang look at this old injury and made him so angry.

Chi Xintang pulled up Tan Jin's collar, sat on the far right and was no longer next to Tan Jin.

"You just make me sad, I really regret liking you so much."

Tan Jin quickly stuck to him, hugged him and coaxed him non-stop, "Xintang, I will never do this again, I like you very much, don't you dislike me."

Chi Xintang thumped him on the shoulder, not willing to use force, and only verbally blamed him forcefully.

"I don't like it anymore."

I can only work harder to love you.

"You are so cruel to yourself, do you know how sad I am? If you just hate me, that's all. Why do you do so much without letting me know?"

The pain was so painful, just looking at the scar on Tan Jin's neck, Chi Xintang couldn't bear it, tears flowed from his heart, he hoped that the person he loved didn't have a scar on his body, but there was nothing he could do.

It was he who caused Tan Jin to suffer.

But Tan Jin apologized to him.

"I'm sorry, I really don't hurt at all, as long as you can take care of yourself." Tan Jin buried his face in his neck and took a deep breath, "Xin Tang, don't leave me again. Going crazy."

"I……"

As soon as Chi Xintang opened his mouth, he was hugged to his lap, and a more presumptuous and lingering kiss hit him. The down jacket that had been unzipped fell crookedly, and only the sweater was left on his shoulders. His big warm hands got in, impatient and greedy. Gently touched the soft skin.

"You said, don't go."

"Please speak quickly."

The most devout believer looked up at all of him and said in a trembling voice.

Chi Xintang whimpered a few times, but he wanted to say that Tan Jin's kiss was so close, there was no chance at all.The waist was still being pinched, and it was itchy and numb, and it took a lot of effort to control myself not to cry out.

He put his arms around Tan Jin's neck, gasping for breath, rubbing against her impatiently.

"Um……"

Tan Jin acquiesced that he agreed, and couldn't help himself, and the bottom was very hot from his teasing.

"Xin Tang."

"Well, I'm not leaving."

"I love you."

They took a deep look at each other, and Tan Jin pressed Chi Xintang on the seat, propping his hands aside.

"What about you...how?"

"I can bear it until I get home." Tan Jin coughed sheepishly, and kissed the corner of Chi Xintang's eyes.

"But I can't stand it."

"..."

(())

Carried away doing some things, and soon arrived home, Chi Xintang blushed, secretly thankful that he was wearing a long down jacket, jumped out of the car with his back to Tan Jin, and was amputated by the little guy before he could take a steady step .

"mom!"

27 When the flowers are still in bloom

He was swooped in by a small bird whose wings were not fully fledged.

After a day of emotional ups and downs, too many tears, holding all his happiness, he was stunned for a moment, he could only raise his hand, speechless.

"Soft heart."

He was finally able to hold his son tightly, reluctant to let go.

He called it over and over again, repeatedly confirming the authenticity of the moment in his heart.

It seems that in the blink of an eye, the child has grown so much taller.

Tan Jin put his coat on one big and one small and wrapped them up, took the umbrella handed by the servant to protect them from the rain and snow, and patted Chi Xintang on the back lightly.

"Go into the house first, don't freeze." He leaned against Chi Xintang's head, put one hand on Chunxin's shoulder, and said softly to his two most important people.

Chun Xin stopped crying, took her parents' hands and stood in the middle, holding one in each hand, and walked home.

Chi Xintang was still a little apprehensive at first, when he left with such a small heart, he left without saying goodbye for such a long time, absent from the child's growth, Chun Xin would definitely blame him.

Moreover, his appearance and voice are all different from those in the past, will Tang Xin admit him?Tan Jin just told Chun Xin verbally that she had changed her appearance, would the child believe it?

Tangxin did not show anything that Chi Xintang was worried about.

"Mom, I miss you so much." The soft hair fell between the fingers, and the fresh and sweet breath unique to the child returned to the nostrils, soothing people's hearts.

Chi Xintang hugged him on his knees, stroked his bangs and touched his smooth forehead. Fortunately, it was not hot.

"Why did you catch a cold this morning?" He frowned.

"I kicked off the quilt last night," Tang Xin stuck out her tongue embarrassedly, afraid that her mother would be angry, "but it's all right now, Dad has seen a doctor."

"That's good, don't get sick again, mom and dad are very worried."

"Yeah! Mom is with me tonight, I'm sure I'll sleep soundly~ Mom, I want to watch TV for a while."

"Okay, I'll watch with you."

It was inconvenient for Chi Xintang to move while holding him, and Tan Jin just happened to come over with a teacup, turned on the TV for them, and tuned to the children's channel.

"Come here, and take the last medicine before the meal." Tan Jin took out a tablet of pills and waved to Chunxin.

Chi Xintang patted the child's butt, "Go."

Tang Xin turned her head pitifully, blinked, hugged his neck and refused to let go: "Mom, the medicine is too bitter, I don't want to take it."

"You won't get sick after eating it, my dear."

"Then I want my mother to kiss."

Tan Jin: "..."

Chi Xin Tang Yiyan kissed Chun Xin's face, "Okay?" So he took the water and pills from Tan Jin's hand, and watched Chun Xin swallow them obediently.

"So nice."

"Mom, it's still bitter." Tang Xin wrinkled her face, and rushed over to hug him again.

Does that mean you still want to kiss?

Chi Xintang asked with a smile, "Then mother kiss again?"

Just as Tang Xin nodded, the person standing on their right coughed lightly.

Tang Xin rolled her eyes and immediately changed her words:

"I want Mommy to kiss Daddy."

Chi Xintang: "???"

Tan Jin walked over and flicked the little guy's forehead lightly: "Little one, who did you learn from?"

"When I was in school, my classmates always made such a fuss." The big eyes were full of innocence, and I don't know if he did it on purpose.

Tan Jin and Chi Xintang looked at each other helplessly and smiled.

Facing the child's expectant eyes, Chi Xintang himself willingly went to his husband's side and kissed his side face.

The lips were separated as soon as they were touched, but the fingers stopped on the slightly wrinkled suit, curled up and then straightened, and scratched the sunken place without any trace.

After finishing the prank, he quickly turned around and escaped smoothly.

Tan Jin froze for a few seconds, then lowered his head unnaturally, picked up the water glass and went back to the kitchen.

Tang Xin covered her mouth, whispered into Chi Xintang's ear and asked, "Mom, Dad's face is so red, don't you catch a cold?"

Chi Xintang cleared his throat, and put on a serious expression: "Dad doesn't have a cold. You can't mess with other children at school, you know?"

"I know! I can't finish my homework every day, so how could I fall in love with others early." Tang Xin didn't like others to think that she was ignorant, so she waved her hand to signal her mother not to worry.

It's amazing.

It has only been a few days since Chi Xintang resumed his "mother" status, and he already feels that he is going to worry too much.

When it comes to watching TV, the little guy's attention is all on his mother, leaning on his heart from time to time, smiling, which makes him laugh too.

"Mom, it's good to have you back."

"Lianxin, you... really don't blame mom?"

"How could it be? My father and I both think that my mother is the best person in the world~"

"Then, how are you sure that I am the mother?" After all, he has changed so much. "Because you trust Dad?"

"It's not just because of my father, I also discovered it myself."

"Ok?"

Chun Xin proudly said: "Because only my mother likes to touch the back of my head three times when touching my head, and then the front, one by one from top to bottom. There are also times when she comes to tell me stories before going to bed. , I like to pinch my palms, it’s very comfortable. Later, my father was responsible for coaxing me to sleep, and my mother was not as good at it, so I had to teach him over and over again, so I remember all my mother’s habits very clearly.”

The cute words of the child's childlike words, others will definitely find it funny and funny, but Chi Xintang's heart is sour, touched, and distressed.

His unintentional habits have been remembered so deeply and for such a long time, relying on past memories to heat up the ice water in winter.

"Thank you, and I'm sorry for making you and dad work so hard."

"Mom, no need to apologize, we really don't blame you at all, and no matter what happens to my mother, no matter whether you come home on time every day, you are my favorite person, we will always be a family .”

Qin Xin's voice was soft, and as she spoke, she began to cry, hitting Chi Xintang's heart, and the echo echoed for a long time.

Holding Chunxin in his arms, he told him seriously, "Qianxin is also my favorite and favorite person, thank you for taking such good care of yourself, mom will never leave again."

"Okay, mom, don't cry."

"Well, don't cry, it's time to eat."

Since Chi Xintang came last time, Tan Jin dismissed most of the servants, leaving only a few people recommended by Aunt Li, who usually take the initiative to cook and clean after finishing work at home, in order to prepare for Xintang's return in the future. Taking advantage of the opportunity to show off today, Mr. Tan cooked several favorite dishes of his wife and children, put them on the table and saw them talking together sticky, but couldn't hold back his jealousy, silently staring there, hands Don't forget to divide the bowls and chopsticks.

Chi Xintang keenly caught his gaze, rubbed his eyes, picked up Yunxin and moved to the dining table.

"Go and wash your hands first." He slowly put Liu Xin on the floor and patted his shoulder.

"it is good!"

After the child had left, he walked towards Tan Jin.

Tan Jin took off his apron, tugged at the hem of his clothes, lowered his head, and deliberately looked away.

Chi Xintang stretched his arms around his neck, approached him without reservation, and called "husband".

Then he admired the redness that flew up on the man's face with satisfaction, spread his palm and touched his collar, "Thank you for your hard work."

"No, no, no, it's hard work! Eat quickly, I don't know if it suits your appetite." Tan Jin trembled with his lips, not understanding how Chi Xintang's breath could be so hot, making people blush even more than the heating.

Chi Xintang still hugged him, glanced at the dishes on the table, and chuckled lightly: "Aren't these all the favorite dishes I picked out when I was at home? There is always something on the table, thank you."

If he continues to be teased like this, he may not be able to persist in eating dinner before going to someone to ask for compensation. Tan Jin lowered his voice, determined not to let Chi Xintang go too far by himself, hugged his slender waist, and bit his ear Lowering his voice, he said, "The heart will come out soon."

"Hmm... let's not make a fuss." Chi Xintang slid on Tan Jin's back in a very hopeless way, and then temporarily ceased fighting.

Sure enough, as soon as they separated, Tang Xin came out of the bathroom, jumping to ask mom and dad to sit on both sides of her to eat.

It is rare for a family to be happy and happy. The aroma of food floats on the dining table that has never been so lively, and the soup is also full of happiness.

It seems that they have never been separated, and it is naturally the ordinary and joy that happens every day in this family.

After dinner, Tangxin dragged Chi Xintang to the study room to show the outstanding works of the past few years. It was not until 08:30 that he was defeated by sleepiness, and was rushed by Tan Jin to take a bath. When he came out, he said very reluctantly: " Mom, I'm going to bed first, I don't have to go to school tomorrow morning, you must spend more time with me."

"Of course, Lagou."

"Well, pull the hook."

They made a serious agreement, and their thumbs were together, warm.

"Dad too!"

Tan Jin also came over to check with him, and watched him get into the quilt: "Put the quilt on."

Chi Xintang went out first, and Tan Jin was stopped by Tang Xin before taking a few steps, and squatted back to listen to Tang Xin's instructions.

He looked at the father and son curiously, Tan Jin also looked at him, and smiled brightly, like a sun suddenly descending into the room.

After listening to the child's words, Tan Jin squeezed Run Xin's hand, and pressed the corner of the quilt for him: "Got it, go to sleep."

"What did Qin Xin say?" Chi Xintang waited for Tan Jin to come out, and asked curiously.

Tan Jin closed the door, kissed him impatiently, and said breathlessly, "Go take a shower first, and go back to the room to tell you."

Chi Xintang was carried into the bathroom, and Tan Jin put him on the table, fearing that he would be cold, so he pulled a fluffy bath towel to cover him, greedily licked and kissed him for several minutes, and then began to slowly help him undress.

"and many more……"

As soon as Chi Xintang spoke, Tan Jin really stopped and looked at him deeply.

"I can't do it now...I'm not ready yet." Chi Xintang put his arms around his neck, touching his lover's skin nervously, and whispered.

Tan Jin also lowered his head and glanced at his exposed neckline.

He wasn't ready either.

"I was too impatient, sorry." He put his hand down and didn't go to undo the button again.

"No! Tan Jin, because of those injuries... I don't want you to see it." Because you will be very sad if you see it.

Tan Jin took a deep breath, leaned on Chi Xintang's shoulder, and was about to rush out full of guilt.Before that, he said openly that if Chi Xintang minded, he would quit his world cleanly, give him back his freedom, and let him live a new life with his heart.

However, I am such a selfish person.

Tan Jin clenched his fists.

When Chi Xintang returned to his side, he never wanted to let go.

He buried his face on Chi Xintang's shoulder, and soon Chi Xintang felt a little coolness coming from there.

"I did so many things to you before, and I regret all the unconscious parts of my mind, but I don't know how to get rid of this state. I am so useless. I was hypnotized by them like this. I can't control myself, and I still hug others in front of you..."

Chi Xintang touched his back, feeling sad.

Tan Jin sniffled, being so gently comforted by his lover, he couldn't stop crying: "Xin Tang, it's all my fault, you should stop liking me."

What's wrong, none of them is completely innocent in this relationship.

In any case, Tan Jin is still someone he misses day and night, can't live without, and can't bear to forget. He doesn't want to live his life with hatred and regrets, let alone bury his feelings in accidents.

I can't miss the heart that was not conveyed well in the past because of mistakes and awkward moments.

Chi Xintang lightly pressed Tan Jin's shoulders and sat up a little bit. Tan Jin thought he was going to leave, so he hugged his slender waist tightly and stared at him with tears in his eyes.

Chi Xintang sighed and took out a few tissues.

"If you cry any more, I will accompany you." Chi Xintang wiped his crying bag and threatened while pinching his teary face.

"En." Tan Jin closed his eyes obediently and asked Chi Xintang to wipe his tears, with his hand still on his arm.

For Tan Jin, there were only two kinds of expressions when he met him before, angry and indifferent.

It's rare to see this look, the eyelashes are trembling with tears hanging, fresh and fragile, it doesn't look like him anymore.

There is probably only one person in the world who can cry like this for himself.

"Xintang, does it still hurt?" Tan Jin asked with a frown as he looked at his blocked body.

Chi Xintang shook his head, grabbed his hand and kissed him: "It's been gone for a long time, and it's not your fault, so don't apologize. Well, when I finish washing, I go back to the room and turn off the light. Uncomfortable."

He tried his best to laugh and say provocative words, trying to stop Tan Jin from blaming himself, but unfortunately the effect was not great, it seems that it will take some time for Tan Jin to get out of that period completely.

"Tan Jin? Just smile."

Tan Jin finally raised his eyes to look at him, hugged him and kissed him again, the corners of his mouth slightly raised a few degrees.

Chi Xintang asked: "Is there a bathroom upstairs?"

Tan Jin nodded.

Chi Xintang smiled and said, "Then we can wash faster than anyone else."

Tan Jin was really happy now, he showed his teeth, raised his hand and scratched his nose: "Okay."

Tan Jin went out after putting in the hot water. Chi Xintang lay comfortably in the bathtub, looking at the rows of sea salt-flavored shampoos and shower gels on the shelf. No wonder he smelled his old scent on Chun Xin.

During the period, the door was opened once, and Chi Xintang saw a familiar figure put his clothes away through the frosted glass, and quickly backed out.

After taking a shower, I walked to the door of the familiar room. The people inside didn't notice the footsteps and were making the bed seriously.

As if to stay a little longer, he turned the pillows over and over, looking for the perfect spot to compete with the most competent hotel staff.

Chi Xintang leaned against the door and quietly admired Mr. Tan's hard-working appearance for a while, with a smile on his lips, he quickly walked over and hugged his waist.

"You won."

Tan Jin turned around, his eyes were as wet as his hair.

"Waiting for a long time?" Chi Xintang tilted his head.

Tan Jin admitted unabashedly: "Although it's only 5 minutes, it still feels too long, and it makes me miss you very much."

The most straightforward words were so lethal, Chi Xintang was almost hit by the enthusiasm, and dared not look at Tan Jin.

"Tan Jin, have you always been like this?" He asked.

"Yes."

The short word became a lock and key, engraved with the texture of a cage, and the bird that had been depressed for many years flapped its wings and fluttered to his chest. Even though he knew everything, he still couldn't help asking questions along with the sound of the wings flapping.

He wanted to hear Tan Jin's own testimony.

"Even if so many things have happened that have misunderstood you, do you still love me? You never thought of divorcing me?"

"Yes, yes, yes..." Tan Jin answered all honestly, confessing his sincerity frankly.He clasped Chi Xintang's ten fingers, his eyes shone brightly, moist and warm, "I never didn't love you."

My heart is sour and astringent, and I am soaked in sugar water again. Complex emotions are fused together, and my words are also stained with heat and mist.

"Me too, Tan Jin, since the day I did something wrong, I have been regretting it. I wanted to tell you, but I didn't have the courage. I was afraid that if you didn't believe me, the result would get worse and worse, but even if you act like you hate me , I still can’t leave you. I’ve liked you since I was in school, and we finally got together. I thought it would make your life better."

There were already two tears on Tan Jin's face, but he hugged Chi Xintang regardless of himself: "It's all the same... It's all over, Xintang, don't talk anymore."

"Well, I love you, love you the most."

The vicious cycle of mutual apology and constant guilt should end because he