Chunxiao ABO
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Jie, as if afraid to trouble others, will always politely add a sentence "I'm sorry to bother you, but I can feel a little better just by talking about it here" at the end.
Chi Xintang spent 10 minutes reading nearly a hundred messages and got a general idea of the user's situation.
"Sorry, I just saw it now."
Chi Xintang typed this passage guiltily, considering the words and sentences, trying to figure out where to start to give advice.
A few seconds later, the person seemed to be waiting in front of the computer, and quickly replied: "It's okay."
Lemon: How are you with your partner recently?
Chi Xintang looked at the question sentence just sent, only to realize that he still had this English screen name, and his avatar was still a light green lemon. All his social account avatars used to be this picture. When he first fell in love, Tan Jin laughed at him when he saw it.
"You like me that much?" She asked him smugly.
"Who, who likes you! I just picked this one by chance!"
"Oh, what a coincidence."
"I'll switch to something else now!"
"No!"
Thinking of Tan Jin's domineering appearance at that time, Chi Xintang became very angry, grabbed the mouse and unconsciously clicked a line of angry emoticons.
With a sound of "ding", the person on the other side replied.
Only eat salty: Not very good, he doesn't want to be with me anymore.
Chi Xintang deleted the random red faces and started typing.
Lemon: Haven't you spoken yet?
Only salty: I can't find a chance, and he doesn't seem to love me anymore.
Lemon: Are you sure?
Only eat salty: I feel so.
Lemon: It's better to communicate well, you can't always find others to deliberately anger him, it's really not good.
Only eat salty: But I checked the Internet before and said that this is the most effective...
Lemon: Don't do it, feelings are the most vulnerable to temptation, not to mention that he still doesn't know your intentions, and he will only become more and more disappointed.
Only eat salty: Do you think I'm bad?
Through the screen, Chi Xintang could feel the netizen's loss.
Lemon: No, actually I'm not good at dealing with these things, I just move my mouth.
Eat only salty: Are you living well?
Lemon: Make do.
Lemon: Actually, my partner and I also have some problems, the main reason is that we don't trust each other enough...
This time, after waiting for a long time, the other party did not speak.
Lemon: Are you asleep?Let's talk tomorrow, good night.
In a relationship, trust is really important and fatal.It can build a bridge across the river, and it can easily destroy everything.
Tan Jin is a very cautious person, but he only gave Chi Xintang the most trust, but Chi Xintang failed to guard well, and squandered everything.
Back then, there was a rich second-generation Alpha in the class next door, who acted arrogantly, liked to pursue excitement and follow through to the end, and pursued the famous Tan Jin who was also an Alpha in a high-profile manner.
Tan Jin was always annoyed by the guy in the class next door, but he was so disgusted that he didn't go out after class, so he obediently slept on his seat.
Unable to see the deity, Greasy Alpha changed the way and tried to bribe Chi Xintang to help deliver the love letter.
"Can you give it to him yourself?" Chi Xintang was very impatient after many times and still a rival in love.
"Help me, little beauty, you are his deskmate, who am I going to look for if I don't ask you?" the idiot Alpha bent over and said glibly.
Although he was praised for being handsome and handsome since he was a child, Chi Xintang still doesn't care if his peers describe him as "beautiful". He thinks it's weird, especially the greasy guy in front of him.
"Yo, you look good too, why don't I chase you?"
The school clearly stipulates that students who are over-differentiated should wear blocking stickers, so as not to affect the normal study of others, but this Alpha blatantly released pheromones at Chi Xintang.
Chi Xintang is soft-tempered after all, he can't swear or say harsh words, so he can only blush in anger, throw away the love letter and run away.
When Tan Jin saw Chi Xintang coming back with a flushed face, and glanced at the person standing by the back door, his face immediately pulled down.
"What did he do to you?"
"No." Chi Xintang used a steel ruler to cool his cheeks, but it didn't help, instead, the ruler was warmed up.
Tan Jin took an inhale, smelled the lingering peach smell on Chi Xintang, and immediately understood. He slammed the table, stood up and walked out of the class, punching the shorter Alpha out of everyone's sight.
"From now on, don't appear where I can see it."
When Chi Xintang was fighting, he heard the gloomy Tan Jin say this.
On the way home from school, Tan Jin gave Chi Xintang a good education.
"In the future, tell me no matter what happens, why haven't you told me about him harassing you?"
"Aren't you in a bad mood... I'm afraid you will be even more annoyed if you find out."
"Little fool," Tan Jin squeezed his face, and smiled, "Don't let me, my deskmate, neglect my duties again, do you understand?"
"Know it."
Chi Xintang carefully hid Xinxi, so that no one could see the care he had in mind.
It's a pity they still found out.
On the second day after Tan Jin beat someone, the teacher called him and Chi Xintang away.
The Alpha class next door did not identify Tan Jin, but said to Chi Xintang with a bruised nose and swollen face: "I have already been cleaned up by your deskmate, why do you still push me!"
"Me? When will I..."
"The surveillance shot is very clear, it's not you or someone else!"
The teacher stopped the emotional Alpha, and gently asked Chi Xintang: "Did you go back to school after school at six o'clock yesterday?"
"No, teacher," Chi Xintang tugged on Tan Jin's clothes in a panic, "I walked with Tan Jin."
Tan Jin took a step forward, blocked Chi Xintang, and proved for him: "Yes, I went back with Xintang, and," pointing to Alpha who was trembling suddenly on the opposite side, "the injury on this guy's face is actually I hit it."
Although Tan Jin can guarantee it, the surveillance video did capture a person whose body shape is very similar to Chi Xintang pushing Alpha.
Since the filming location was on the rooftop, the angle problem missed the blind spot, there was no face, and there was no evidence. In the end, Tan Jin paid for Alpha to be hospitalized and transferred to another school.
"It's all right." Tan Jin patted him on the shoulder, saw that he was shaking violently, and comforted him.
Tan Jin thought that Chi Xintang was afraid that the Alpha would retaliate, but that was not the case.
After seeing the familiar figure in the surveillance video, Chi Xintang felt uneasy.
Because Chi Yan is back.
11 The Eve of Farewell
In a general concept, the word elder brother refers to someone who can be relied on.
To Chi Xintang, Chi Yan is an endless nightmare, with a poisonous tongue that cannot be shaken off and a manipulator holding a thin string, giving him endless pain.
Every time Chi Yan talked to him and showed his white teeth, Chi Xintang only saw the scarlet letter spat out from inside.
Fragmentary memories of his childhood occasionally flashed into his mind. He was originally playing in his own village. Around noon, a few strangers with lollipops came to ask for directions, and when they woke up, they were in the darkened basement. He was handcuffed and tied with hemp rope to prevent him from escaping.
He refused to eat and clamored to go home. The people who came to deliver the food had a bad temper and would beat him with wooden sticks. It was probably at that time that something happened to his health and his memory became very poor. Every time he recalled this A piece of the past will cause an abnormal headache.
This is a gang that kidnaps and traffics children. Besides him, there is another child imprisoned next door.
In the middle of the night, there would be a few light noises from the other side of the non-soundproof wall, and a slightly mature child's voice told him not to be afraid.
"Can we get out?"
"Of course, can this broken place trap me?"
Chi Xintang didn't understand why that person was so determined.
As a result, Chi Yan really escaped later, kicked open the door of his room, and proudly said against the light: "They are fighting among themselves, from now on you can follow Uncle Chi and me."
Chi Xintang looked at the same thin boy in front of him, and said timidly: "Little brother, I want to go home."
The boy laughed at him: "Is it possible to go back? They abducted children, and the back road was completely cut off. When I was taken away, I locked them in the trunk of their car and heard them talking to me outside. My mother said I fell into the river, my mother had a heart attack, kicked her legs and left, and no one in this world will remember me anymore."
Chi Xintang didn't give up, and said tentatively, "What if they didn't do such a terrific thing?"
"Well, if you insist on thinking so, I won't hide it from you," Chi Yan sighed, looking very embarrassed, and took out a crumpled newspaper from his satchel, "I stole it today, let's take a look." .”
Chi Xintang took the things he handed over, and at a glance, he saw the headline in the middle of the report saying "The village caught fire unexpectedly, a family of three died in the fire", the small print followed by the small print, introducing their family's bitterness in the past, It seems that just looking at the words, you can hear the villagers' retelling, "Basically every household is waiting for their own debts to be paid. Who would have thought that such a thing would happen. What a crime, that child just knows how to write."The picture is his old house, completely changed, only a solitary burnt sheepfold, a sheep's tail stopped at the edge, proving its existence.
"Uncle Chi also told me not to show it to you, so don't tell me." Chi Yan admired the pain on his face, and said pretendingly magnanimously.
Chi Xintang didn't have the strength to agree to him and passed out.
After that, he was homeless and could only live with an old man surnamed Chi and Chi Yan.
They named him "Xintang" and made up an ordinary family. Chi's father was a single father who came from a remote mountain village and brought his two children to work in Qingchuan.
Chi Yan didn't go to school, and usually followed his adoptive father to cheat and abduct outside. The two of them cooperated very well, and they often came home with piles of banknotes.
Chi Xintang refused to go out to work with them, and Chi's father would beat and scold him at first, but seeing that he was really stubborn, he had no choice but to let him go.When he hated this man the most, he would always lock himself in the room without eating or drinking, but he heard the door knocking in his sleep, and when he woke up, there was an envelope at the door, which contained the tuition fees.
Even when he grew up, he still didn't understand why Chi Yan and Chi Xianyan became such people. They were bad, but not completely bad. They said they were kind, but they were against their will.
Without early contact with the outside world, Chi Xintang and Chi Yan grew into two types of people.
Chi Yan's methods have always been very high, which is in stark contrast to his stupid brother.
In my brother's world view, people are simply divided into three categories: those who can be used, those who are useless, and those who are about to lose value.
After discovering that his younger brother had someone he liked, Chi Yan quickly figured out Tan Jin's background and regarded him as a very valuable prey.
Chi Yan knew Chi Xintang too well, and knew that even if his younger brother liked him so much, he would not have the courage to fight for him.
So he did a lot instead of Chi Xintang.
Knowing what Chi Yan did, Chi Xintang pulled Chi Yan by his collar and pushed him against the wall, his eyes turning red like an angry little beast: "Why did you pretend to be me to beat someone?!"
"Silly brother, how can brother not do anything while watching you being bullied?" Chi Yan said leisurely, narrowing his long and narrow eyes, full of indifference.
"I do not need!"
"We, Xiaochi, have chosen a Ruyi husband-in-law and don't tell my brother, but I have to trouble my brother to guess for himself. Let's just say that he has been so indifferent to me recently. Speaking of which, do you really not consider the person that brother introduced before?"
"Don't dream." In the past, Chi Xintang would not have the confidence to confront Chi Yan, but now that he has Tan Jin's protection, he doesn't want to be controlled by Chi Yan anymore.
"You like him? But doesn't his mother disagree? Be sober, talking about the young master won't let you give up those glory and wealth."
"No matter what he does, I will not change."
Chi Yan shrugged and lit a cigarette helplessly: "It's up to you, remember to go home and see Dad when you have time."
Chi Xintang looked at the rising smoke indifferently, and stepped aside in disgust, "Is that necessary? Didn't he say that he might not be able to move tomorrow."
"Don't be too arrogant, Xiaochi. Brother is not sure yet, will he let your little object go."
"Chi Yan, don't touch him!"
"That still depends on my brother's performance, dear." Chi Yan patted his brother's shoulder with a smile on his face, waved his back coolly at him, turned and left.
Chi Xintang's first resistance ended in failure.
As punishment for rebellion, Chi Yan taught him a lesson without hesitation.
The day after the quarrel with his brother, Tan Jin "coincidentally" got this recording.
After Chi Yan's deliberate adjustment, the order of the dialogue was disrupted, conveying the opposite meaning.
"You like him?" Chi Yan asked.
"Stop dreaming." Chi Xintang replied.
"But didn't his mother disagree?"
"She might not be able to move tomorrow."
Chi Xintang was covered in cold sweat, listening to his own voice, answering the question of displacement.
"It's not like that!" He looked at Tan Jin in panic.
"...Isn't that your voice?"
"It's me, but..."
"There's no need to explain." Tan Jin's light words, as if weighing a thousand catties, beat Chi Xintang so hard that he couldn't lift his head.
Tan Jin that day, just learned of his father's secret from his mother, was the time when he felt most insecure.
But Chi Xintang didn't know, he was scared away by the cold eyes, and couldn't speak anymore.
I thought that the distance was only a trickle, and it was easy to cross, but I didn't know that the little seed called distrust would grow into such a lush towering giant tree, lift up the barren soil, and easily knock down the crumbling building.
The so-called thousands of scheming, but a shallow handful of clear pool water, are all used to make Tan Jin like himself a little more.
It's a pity that the simple story has gone through several twists and turns. Through the hands of caring people, the truth is distorted and passed on to the reader Tan Jin, which makes his impression of himself sink to the bottom.
Chi Xintang stared at the computer for a long time, and the new message brought him back to reality.
Only eat salty: Sorry, there was a sudden power outage just now.
Lemon: It's okay, my room is often like this.
Only eat salty: what's going on?Why don't you get someone to fix it?
Lemon: I don't know either, lazy.
The room he lived in was the most mysterious in the whole house. In addition to frequent power outages, the coat hanging on the balcony was always missing.
This time the other party had no news at all, and probably couldn't think of anything to say back, so Chi Xintang said good night and turned off the computer.
Thinking about his son, he went to the small bedroom to take another look.
His family is prone to sleepiness, and he fell asleep soundly before nine o'clock after finishing his homework, lying on his back defenseless.
Chi Xintang smiled and helped him cover the quilt again, and smoothed his soft forehead hair.
It is the habit of Chunxin to keep a night light on when he sleeps. The soft yellow light warmly hits his cheeks, illuminating his peaceful and well-behaved sleeping face.
As the day of leaving approached, the reluctance in Chi Xintang's heart became more and more difficult to break.
Fortunately, his son has long been educated to be independent and polite, to be lovable and to have nothing to worry about.As the only young master of the Tan family, no one dared to touch him easily. Chi Xintang has always placed trustworthy people around him who can protect Chun Xin. Aunt Li has also sworn that she will take good care of Chun Xin for him.
He squatted beside his son's bed and gently squeezed his little fleshy hands.
"I'm sorry." He said softly.
In the future, I may not be able to continue to grow up with you and spend important moments in my life in the future.
But I will still look at you from a distance, and you will definitely make me more and more proud.
A little tired from squatting, Chi Xintang simply sat on the floor, patted the quilt lightly, and listened to the even breathing of Chun Xin.
About a quarter of an hour later, thinking that it was time to sleep, Chi Xintang just stood up when he heard movement in the living room.
Picking up the spare iron rod, he opened the door on tiptoe and looked around. The lights outside were not turned on, and the outline of the furniture could not be discerned in the dark room, only the rustling sound.
"Who?" Chi Xintang clenched the protective weapon in his hand and asked in a steady voice.
"I."
"Tan Jin?"
Tan Jin turned on the flashlight and said calmly, "Who do you think it is?"
Chi Xintang looked at the wine bottle in his hand, curled his lips unhappily, and looked away: "I thought you were going to stay in the company again."
Tan Jin ignored him, sat on the sofa and poured himself a glass of wine.
Don't care if he doesn't care about him... Chi Xintang silently said not to meddle in other people's business, and just as he was about to lift his feet to go back to the house, Tan Jin said, "Come and sit."
"I'm going to sleep."
"come over."
Chi Xintang reluctantly moved over to see Tan Jin drinking a sip of red wine, as if he wanted to chat with him.
"I'm going to see Zhao Luning tomorrow." Tan Jin put down his wine glass, looked down at the purple-red liquid, and opened his lips.
"Oh." Really good at chatting.
"My dad asked someone to do the math and said the day after tomorrow is an auspicious day."
"Well, it's fine."
"..."
"Don't you have anything to say?" Tan Jin looked deeply into Chi Xintang's eyes, as if unwilling.
Chi Xintang did not look at him, but avoided looking at him, staring at the goblet on the low table.
What can he say, what should he say.
Is this wine really that good?
Chi Xintang only had this idea.
He picked up the goblet, closed his eyes and drank it all in one go.
"Hello." Tan Jin reminded dissatisfiedly.
Chi Xintang pulled Tan Jin's hand hard, and forcefully sent himself up.
"Tan Jin, stay with me one more night."
"It's the last time," he said.
Feeling that Tan Jin was trying to push him away, Chi Xintang hugged the waist of the person in front of him even harder, rubbing against the soft pajama fabric.
Afraid of being rejected, he closed his eyes and trembled slightly.
After counting for a few seconds, the skin was exposed to the air, and when he was about to lose his courage from the cold, the body he was holding tightly finally reacted.
Tan Jin wrapped his long arms around Omega's slender waist tightly, carried him up the stairs quickly, and threw him on the bed.
Chi Xintang hooked his legs around his waist, turned over and pressed on him, the corners of his eyes were slightly red, the coldness and loneliness of the past faded away, dissolved in the crazy effect of alcohol, he looked down at Tan Jin from a high position, trying to remember this face well.
It took a long time before I bent down to kiss those thin lips, greedily absorbing the most nostalgic taste.
After a long kiss, Tan Jin put his hands on his chest, separating the two of them, Chi Xintang gasped slightly, his lips were red.
Tan Jin raised his eyes, his gaze was as sharp as an eagle: "What is this?"
"Breakup gun?" Chi Xintang, who thought he was very humorous, said with a smile.
The performance was too clumsy, and I accidentally shed a tear.
12 Absurd Embers
When feeling uncomfortable in a relationship, people will always torture each other in various ways, trying to escape the situation of being bound by fate.
But when it's time to lose it, it's really hard to let go.
Tan Jin leaned on Chi Xintang's body, his face was full of impatience.
Sweat dripped onto the face of the person below him, slipped through the cheek line to the chin, bypassed the neck, and got into the red and deep collarbone groove, rippling with ice and snow melt water.
Only at this time, they have the temperature and produce some hot smell in the cold winter.
Chi Xintang hugged Tan Jin's neck with distracted eyes, pain, numbness, and refreshment all blended into one chaotically, and every movement exploded with intense feelings.He was almost out of control, but he was afraid of Tan Jin's injury, so he gritted his teeth and refused to scratch.
Tan Jin showed no mercy, he hadn't done the same thing for a long time, he was ruthless, Chi Xintang was bullied terribly, and wept silently, I don't know if it was because of his body or the pain in his heart.
"Tan Jin, take it easy..."
But no matter how much Chi Xintang groaned or begged for mercy, Tan Jin didn't speak, and only fought hard with red eyes.
It's late at night, everything is silent, but they are noisy and confused here, and they don't know when it will stop.
With the acceleration of the rhythm, the room is full of cool and refreshing fragrance, which becomes more and more fragrant, and the sea-salted lime is moist and plump, and the juice is wanton.
Chi Xintang's forehead hair was soaked with sweat, and the bed sheet under his body seemed to be able to wring out water. He licked his dry lips, and the words he spoke were interrupted: "Tan Jin, from now on, you and Zhao... um , um... have a good time."
Tan Jin grabbed his hair, blocked his lips, and violently attacked the ground with his tongue.
Chi Xintang accepted his angry kiss, tears from the corners of his eyes mixed with salty sweat soaked his lips, and pressed against his hot body, making him wish he could die in this scene formed by the gathering of drops of water falling from the trees. in the heavy rain.
This is his soon-to-be-lost lover, generously sharing the most intoxicating fragrance for the last time.
He really wanted to find a container to store the smell of lime, in case he couldn't hold back his longing one day, he could take out the cork, smell a little bit, and endure the rest of his lonely life bittersweet.
Panting hot in his ears, Chi Xintang's voice was broken and hoarse, and he could no longer make a sound. Finally, the talk was about to end, and his lips stopped on the side of his neck, hesitating whether to bite down.
Chi Xintang tremblingly put his arms around Tan Jin's neck, looking forward to it.
In the end, Tan Jin still didn't give a mark.
After all, they will have nothing to do with each other from now on.
"That's all I want... idiot."
Before falling asleep, Chi Xintang heard Tan Jin say this in a low voice.
Which one, he didn't have the strength to think carefully, fell into sleep exhaustedly, and threw the hazy words into the tunnel of oblivion.
I thought I would sleep at least until noon the next day, but Chi Xintang woke up before seven o'clock.
There was no one around, and there were still shallow sunken marks on the bed where Tan Jin had slept.
Suddenly hearing the sound of cloth rubbing against each other, Chi Xintang looked sideways and saw Tan Jin changing his clothes with his back turned to him.
Chi Xintang gently turned over, adjusted his position, and looked at Tan Jin, who was wearing a custom-made suit and a tie, and was dressed handsomely for meeting other people.
His gaze was very quiet, but Tan Jin still noticed it.
"gone."
"Ah, bye."
Hearing the door downstairs was opened and closed, Chi Xintang got up slowly, his bare skin was attacked by the cold, and he shivered a little, wrapped in the quilt, reached out and took the folded clothes on the bed, got out of bed, His legs were so weak that he almost fell over.
Chi Xintang took out the luggage he had packed early from the bedroom, and before leaving, he went back to the greenhouse to look at the flowers and plants he had planted.
The weather is harsh, and the flowers suffer accordingly. The artificially simulated environment is not as good as the natural model outside. Roses, roses, and tulips are all sick. Before I talked about bringing little roses back, they are also floral pheromones, which can make them a little bit. Get back a little bit angry, Tanjin lovers don’t bring them home now, Chi Xintang, who smells like sea salt, can’t help but watch the delicate and fragile flowers gradually lose their color.
The phone in his pocket vibrated, and Chi Xintang took it out to look at the lock screen prompt. It was a text message from Tan Jin: "The gift box on the shelf, open it to confirm the contents, and send it here."
Can the problem of losing things and forgetting things be changed?
When he left the room in the morning, Chi Xintang actually noticed that there was a box of exquisitely packaged chocolates on the shelf. He hadn't eaten it for a long time, and almost forgot what it tasted like.
Tan Jin had long forgotten his favorite matcha-flavored chocolate.
She is really interested in her future marriage partner, but unfortunately it doesn't work in the right place, and Zhao Luning doesn't like sweets.
He turned off the phone.
This time, I won't help Tan Jin deliver it.
Chi Xintang sent Chun Xin to the car back to school, returned to the empty big house, took out the signed divorce agreement and put it in Tan Jin's study, said goodbye to Aunt Li, put on his bag and went out.
Aunt Li persuaded him, thinking why he should take the initiative to abdicate, and described to him the moment when Tan Jin was tender to him in private.
Chi Xintang was not moved.
If he doesn't leave now, he will be kicked out sooner or later, it's too ugly.
After getting in the taxi, Chi Xintang turned his head and took a serious look at the place where he lived for seven years.
It is very strange, but it seems to be his home, which will make him nostalgic, record his memories, and become a part of his body.
Uncle Zhang personally drove him to the station. The weather was fine, but it snowed heavily in the blink of an eye.
Chi Xintang asked the housekeeper to put him directly at the intersection, so as not to run down and drive hard, and turn back.
Uncle Zhang insisted on driving another section, and sent him to the door of a hotel for him to stay temporarily.
"Thank you all the time, and take good care of your health in the future."
"Son, you have to be good too." Uncle Zhang's eyes were slightly red, his face was covered with age wrinkles, and he looked even older at this moment.
The two elders, Uncle Zhang and Aunt Li, usually take special care of themselves. Chi Xintang hates the moment of parting the most, but now he can't back down softly. He can only nod with tears in his eyes and leave without looking back.
After checking in, Chi Xintang squatted in his room all the time, as if suddenly lost his way and couldn't get up.
The design style of this room is very mixed, and there are a lot of haystacks for decoration. It seems that the owner likes to go out to travel and search for treasures. There are a lot of strange log-style decorations in the hall.In addition to the messy weaving and wooden furniture, the window was still broken. I wanted to get some air, but I couldn't open it. Chi Xintang lay in bed depressed all afternoon.
Turning on the TV to relieve boredom during dinner, God loves to make trouble, so he had a face-to-face with Tan Jin's photo.
Next to his familiar face, Zhao Luning was still snuggled up.
The anchor of the entertainment news is happily broadcasting the meeting of the successors of Zhao's two families this morning, analyzing how suitable the combination of their two young talents will be, and what great benefits they will bring to their respective families.
He didn't have the courage to continue listening, so he cut the channel with a lack of interest. Just as he put down the remote control, there was a click outside the door, which was the sound of a lock.
With a bad premonition in his mind, Chi Xintang stood up, leaned over the peephole to look out, and found that the small hole was blocked, and it was pitch black, only slight movements could be heard outside.
"who is it?"
The people outside the door didn't answer him, there was liquid flowing in from the crack under the door, Chi Xintang looked down, his heart was half cold.
"What are you doing?!" He went to grab the doorknob, but found it couldn't be opened at all.
The door was slapped lightly, and an indifferent voice came in slowly: "Mr. Chi, you can only blame yourself until now, otherwise I wouldn't have to be so desperate."
"Who asked you to come?" Chi Xintang asked.
The man thought he was ignorant, and laughed mockingly: "Of course it's your young master Tan."
Chi Xintang's heart skipped a beat.
Tan Jin?impossible.
After a moment of daze, the door was opened from the outside, and Chi Xintang backed away in panic, only to find that there were three people wearing black masks standing outside the door, all looking at him eeriely.
"We met for the first time," the leader struck a match and nodded, "It can't be thrown in outside."
"I'm sorry."
They knock him down easily, and 2 throws away the kindling and walks away.
Accompanied by the abnormal noise of the electrical appliances, the flames trembled and rose happily, and the morale was greatly increased in an instant, and it developed into a prairie fire.
The outline of things in front of him began to become unclear. Chi Xintang was choked up by the thick smoke and burst into tears. Enduring the pain, he moved towards the window, trying to find something to break the glass. Dechi Xintang was dizzy.
All he can do is to curl up in a corner as much as possible to minimize the area he occupies, avoiding the flames that sting his skin.
In desperation, I touched the mobile phone on the small table, trembling to turn it on, the screen suddenly lit up with a lonely red sign, indicating that it was out of power.
At this juncture, the few words Tan Jin said to him last night echoed in his ears again.
Tomorrow is a good day.
The sun was shining brightly there, and he was the only one left, tormented in the ice, snow and fire.
No matter what he does, it will not change.
The dream finally woke up.
After seven years of absurdity until the end, nothing was left behind, nothing was kept.
So sorry.
When Tan Jin asked him if it hurts, he shouldn't hold back and not tell the truth.
You should tell the stupidest Alpha in the world, he is in pain, it hurts to death.
If he did that, Tan Jin would coax him and give him another piece of chocolate.
It's a pity that the laws of this world are too complicated and cruel. He is so stupid, and he still doesn't understand after living 27 years.
Only those who are loved are entitled to cry out for pain.
That's it.
Just trouble this fire to erase the wasted time of the past few years, and hope that in the next life, I can live simply.
Don't love anymore, don't be so tired.
Don't be obsessed anymore.
In the end, Chi Xintang didn't know whether it was the falling heavy objects, the ferocious flames or the extremely cold temperature in winter that took his life.
He was born in darkness, and he also passed away in this endless icy black sea.
13 Reunion
Three years later.
It was just dawn, and a small farmhouse in Zhuxi Village was already alive. The smoke rose slightly, and the lambs in the sheepfold were bleating, calling for their masters.
A man walked out of the door. Although he looked thin, his arms had strong muscles accumulated from years of hard work. He walked steadily to the shed with a large bag of feed in his arms. After feeding the sheep, he took out his mobile phone and recorded a short video.
He pulled the windshield cloth of the sheepfold, feeling that it was not tight enough, went back to the house and took out a cover that was newly sewn yesterday, knelt down and touched the fluffy little head of the smallest lamb.
This winter seems to be extremely cold, I hope the lamb can grow up well.
Not long after it was quiet, another woman came out, chattering endlessly.
"Anyway, listen to Mom, go and meet the kid in the next village, if you're not satisfied, just come back right away!"
Tang Ke'an frowned and smiled helplessly: "Mom, I've already said that I really don't want to go, and I have to go to the city tomorrow."
The old woman had a look of resentment: "You will be thirty next year, don't be in a hurry! What is there to do in the city? You have stayed there for so many years, and you haven't married a wife yet!"
"Oh, I understand. You think I'm annoying, don't you?" Taking care of his heart, Tang Kejian sighed pretendingly, with a look of disappointment, and walked into the back room with the washbasin in his arms, "When I first came back, I was still baby every day, but now I'm Send me away in such a hurry."
"You child, what does mom mean by that? Didn't she want you to get married soon and have a future, so who doesn't want to get married?" Tang's mother stomped her feet anxiously, and continued to persuade her stubborn son.
"I don't want to spend more time with you and Dad."
"You! You really want to kill me!"
Tang's father, who had been eavesdropping, hurried out from the back room to smooth things over: "Fucking mother, don't force him if Xiaoan says he doesn't want to, and I see, that blind date is not good enough for us."
"Beta's human rights issue has become more and more serious over the years. Finding a good partner is harder than getting Ke'an to go to college. Although our son is excellent except for his studies, but our family is so poor, who wants to look for him!"
Tang's father lost his temper as he spoke, and put on an air of pointing, and with his hips on his hips, he said loudly, "They don't want to be pulled down. My son, Bai Baijingjing, is such a handsome young man, he must not be a bachelor!"
Tang Ke'an kept silent, and silently washed his face, trying to shield his parents' fancy rainbow farts.
Their two elders are really confused by the filter of love. He is an ordinary Beta, no education, average appearance, nothing special, only being picky.
I grew up in this picturesque remote mountain village. There are not many residents, but everyone lives happily and happily.
In fact, the family didn't have high expectations of him, but Tang Ke'an was young and vigorous, he liked to go out and venture out, and wanted to make a career in the city, but it turned out to be too bad, a big accident happened in the factory, and unfortunately he was injured and admitted to the hospital.
During the period when her son was unconscious, Tang's mother was heartbroken and shed tears every day, regretting so much that she should not have let her son travel far away.
Relying on compensation and cobbled together borrowed money, Tang Ke'an was dragged back from the brink of death.
In the past three years of rehabilitation, the family spent a lot of money, big and small. Now that my father is sick again, it will cost a lot of money to completely cure it.
It is not enough for parents to grow vegetables and sell sheep as a source of income. Tang Kean has been going to the county town to move bricks a few years ago, and his family refused to let him go out of the city when something happened. A new way to earn money, so Tang Ke'an began to devote his thoughts to posting his daily life while taking care of his family.
Now he is contented and happy, and is used to a simple and regular life. He picks water and waters vegetables by the stream early in the morning, and when the sun is almost directly above, he catches a fish and goes home to cook.In my spare time, I use a second-hand smartphone to record life clips and post them on the Internet
Chi Xintang spent 10 minutes reading nearly a hundred messages and got a general idea of the user's situation.
"Sorry, I just saw it now."
Chi Xintang typed this passage guiltily, considering the words and sentences, trying to figure out where to start to give advice.
A few seconds later, the person seemed to be waiting in front of the computer, and quickly replied: "It's okay."
Lemon: How are you with your partner recently?
Chi Xintang looked at the question sentence just sent, only to realize that he still had this English screen name, and his avatar was still a light green lemon. All his social account avatars used to be this picture. When he first fell in love, Tan Jin laughed at him when he saw it.
"You like me that much?" She asked him smugly.
"Who, who likes you! I just picked this one by chance!"
"Oh, what a coincidence."
"I'll switch to something else now!"
"No!"
Thinking of Tan Jin's domineering appearance at that time, Chi Xintang became very angry, grabbed the mouse and unconsciously clicked a line of angry emoticons.
With a sound of "ding", the person on the other side replied.
Only eat salty: Not very good, he doesn't want to be with me anymore.
Chi Xintang deleted the random red faces and started typing.
Lemon: Haven't you spoken yet?
Only salty: I can't find a chance, and he doesn't seem to love me anymore.
Lemon: Are you sure?
Only eat salty: I feel so.
Lemon: It's better to communicate well, you can't always find others to deliberately anger him, it's really not good.
Only eat salty: But I checked the Internet before and said that this is the most effective...
Lemon: Don't do it, feelings are the most vulnerable to temptation, not to mention that he still doesn't know your intentions, and he will only become more and more disappointed.
Only eat salty: Do you think I'm bad?
Through the screen, Chi Xintang could feel the netizen's loss.
Lemon: No, actually I'm not good at dealing with these things, I just move my mouth.
Eat only salty: Are you living well?
Lemon: Make do.
Lemon: Actually, my partner and I also have some problems, the main reason is that we don't trust each other enough...
This time, after waiting for a long time, the other party did not speak.
Lemon: Are you asleep?Let's talk tomorrow, good night.
In a relationship, trust is really important and fatal.It can build a bridge across the river, and it can easily destroy everything.
Tan Jin is a very cautious person, but he only gave Chi Xintang the most trust, but Chi Xintang failed to guard well, and squandered everything.
Back then, there was a rich second-generation Alpha in the class next door, who acted arrogantly, liked to pursue excitement and follow through to the end, and pursued the famous Tan Jin who was also an Alpha in a high-profile manner.
Tan Jin was always annoyed by the guy in the class next door, but he was so disgusted that he didn't go out after class, so he obediently slept on his seat.
Unable to see the deity, Greasy Alpha changed the way and tried to bribe Chi Xintang to help deliver the love letter.
"Can you give it to him yourself?" Chi Xintang was very impatient after many times and still a rival in love.
"Help me, little beauty, you are his deskmate, who am I going to look for if I don't ask you?" the idiot Alpha bent over and said glibly.
Although he was praised for being handsome and handsome since he was a child, Chi Xintang still doesn't care if his peers describe him as "beautiful". He thinks it's weird, especially the greasy guy in front of him.
"Yo, you look good too, why don't I chase you?"
The school clearly stipulates that students who are over-differentiated should wear blocking stickers, so as not to affect the normal study of others, but this Alpha blatantly released pheromones at Chi Xintang.
Chi Xintang is soft-tempered after all, he can't swear or say harsh words, so he can only blush in anger, throw away the love letter and run away.
When Tan Jin saw Chi Xintang coming back with a flushed face, and glanced at the person standing by the back door, his face immediately pulled down.
"What did he do to you?"
"No." Chi Xintang used a steel ruler to cool his cheeks, but it didn't help, instead, the ruler was warmed up.
Tan Jin took an inhale, smelled the lingering peach smell on Chi Xintang, and immediately understood. He slammed the table, stood up and walked out of the class, punching the shorter Alpha out of everyone's sight.
"From now on, don't appear where I can see it."
When Chi Xintang was fighting, he heard the gloomy Tan Jin say this.
On the way home from school, Tan Jin gave Chi Xintang a good education.
"In the future, tell me no matter what happens, why haven't you told me about him harassing you?"
"Aren't you in a bad mood... I'm afraid you will be even more annoyed if you find out."
"Little fool," Tan Jin squeezed his face, and smiled, "Don't let me, my deskmate, neglect my duties again, do you understand?"
"Know it."
Chi Xintang carefully hid Xinxi, so that no one could see the care he had in mind.
It's a pity they still found out.
On the second day after Tan Jin beat someone, the teacher called him and Chi Xintang away.
The Alpha class next door did not identify Tan Jin, but said to Chi Xintang with a bruised nose and swollen face: "I have already been cleaned up by your deskmate, why do you still push me!"
"Me? When will I..."
"The surveillance shot is very clear, it's not you or someone else!"
The teacher stopped the emotional Alpha, and gently asked Chi Xintang: "Did you go back to school after school at six o'clock yesterday?"
"No, teacher," Chi Xintang tugged on Tan Jin's clothes in a panic, "I walked with Tan Jin."
Tan Jin took a step forward, blocked Chi Xintang, and proved for him: "Yes, I went back with Xintang, and," pointing to Alpha who was trembling suddenly on the opposite side, "the injury on this guy's face is actually I hit it."
Although Tan Jin can guarantee it, the surveillance video did capture a person whose body shape is very similar to Chi Xintang pushing Alpha.
Since the filming location was on the rooftop, the angle problem missed the blind spot, there was no face, and there was no evidence. In the end, Tan Jin paid for Alpha to be hospitalized and transferred to another school.
"It's all right." Tan Jin patted him on the shoulder, saw that he was shaking violently, and comforted him.
Tan Jin thought that Chi Xintang was afraid that the Alpha would retaliate, but that was not the case.
After seeing the familiar figure in the surveillance video, Chi Xintang felt uneasy.
Because Chi Yan is back.
11 The Eve of Farewell
In a general concept, the word elder brother refers to someone who can be relied on.
To Chi Xintang, Chi Yan is an endless nightmare, with a poisonous tongue that cannot be shaken off and a manipulator holding a thin string, giving him endless pain.
Every time Chi Yan talked to him and showed his white teeth, Chi Xintang only saw the scarlet letter spat out from inside.
Fragmentary memories of his childhood occasionally flashed into his mind. He was originally playing in his own village. Around noon, a few strangers with lollipops came to ask for directions, and when they woke up, they were in the darkened basement. He was handcuffed and tied with hemp rope to prevent him from escaping.
He refused to eat and clamored to go home. The people who came to deliver the food had a bad temper and would beat him with wooden sticks. It was probably at that time that something happened to his health and his memory became very poor. Every time he recalled this A piece of the past will cause an abnormal headache.
This is a gang that kidnaps and traffics children. Besides him, there is another child imprisoned next door.
In the middle of the night, there would be a few light noises from the other side of the non-soundproof wall, and a slightly mature child's voice told him not to be afraid.
"Can we get out?"
"Of course, can this broken place trap me?"
Chi Xintang didn't understand why that person was so determined.
As a result, Chi Yan really escaped later, kicked open the door of his room, and proudly said against the light: "They are fighting among themselves, from now on you can follow Uncle Chi and me."
Chi Xintang looked at the same thin boy in front of him, and said timidly: "Little brother, I want to go home."
The boy laughed at him: "Is it possible to go back? They abducted children, and the back road was completely cut off. When I was taken away, I locked them in the trunk of their car and heard them talking to me outside. My mother said I fell into the river, my mother had a heart attack, kicked her legs and left, and no one in this world will remember me anymore."
Chi Xintang didn't give up, and said tentatively, "What if they didn't do such a terrific thing?"
"Well, if you insist on thinking so, I won't hide it from you," Chi Yan sighed, looking very embarrassed, and took out a crumpled newspaper from his satchel, "I stole it today, let's take a look." .”
Chi Xintang took the things he handed over, and at a glance, he saw the headline in the middle of the report saying "The village caught fire unexpectedly, a family of three died in the fire", the small print followed by the small print, introducing their family's bitterness in the past, It seems that just looking at the words, you can hear the villagers' retelling, "Basically every household is waiting for their own debts to be paid. Who would have thought that such a thing would happen. What a crime, that child just knows how to write."The picture is his old house, completely changed, only a solitary burnt sheepfold, a sheep's tail stopped at the edge, proving its existence.
"Uncle Chi also told me not to show it to you, so don't tell me." Chi Yan admired the pain on his face, and said pretendingly magnanimously.
Chi Xintang didn't have the strength to agree to him and passed out.
After that, he was homeless and could only live with an old man surnamed Chi and Chi Yan.
They named him "Xintang" and made up an ordinary family. Chi's father was a single father who came from a remote mountain village and brought his two children to work in Qingchuan.
Chi Yan didn't go to school, and usually followed his adoptive father to cheat and abduct outside. The two of them cooperated very well, and they often came home with piles of banknotes.
Chi Xintang refused to go out to work with them, and Chi's father would beat and scold him at first, but seeing that he was really stubborn, he had no choice but to let him go.When he hated this man the most, he would always lock himself in the room without eating or drinking, but he heard the door knocking in his sleep, and when he woke up, there was an envelope at the door, which contained the tuition fees.
Even when he grew up, he still didn't understand why Chi Yan and Chi Xianyan became such people. They were bad, but not completely bad. They said they were kind, but they were against their will.
Without early contact with the outside world, Chi Xintang and Chi Yan grew into two types of people.
Chi Yan's methods have always been very high, which is in stark contrast to his stupid brother.
In my brother's world view, people are simply divided into three categories: those who can be used, those who are useless, and those who are about to lose value.
After discovering that his younger brother had someone he liked, Chi Yan quickly figured out Tan Jin's background and regarded him as a very valuable prey.
Chi Yan knew Chi Xintang too well, and knew that even if his younger brother liked him so much, he would not have the courage to fight for him.
So he did a lot instead of Chi Xintang.
Knowing what Chi Yan did, Chi Xintang pulled Chi Yan by his collar and pushed him against the wall, his eyes turning red like an angry little beast: "Why did you pretend to be me to beat someone?!"
"Silly brother, how can brother not do anything while watching you being bullied?" Chi Yan said leisurely, narrowing his long and narrow eyes, full of indifference.
"I do not need!"
"We, Xiaochi, have chosen a Ruyi husband-in-law and don't tell my brother, but I have to trouble my brother to guess for himself. Let's just say that he has been so indifferent to me recently. Speaking of which, do you really not consider the person that brother introduced before?"
"Don't dream." In the past, Chi Xintang would not have the confidence to confront Chi Yan, but now that he has Tan Jin's protection, he doesn't want to be controlled by Chi Yan anymore.
"You like him? But doesn't his mother disagree? Be sober, talking about the young master won't let you give up those glory and wealth."
"No matter what he does, I will not change."
Chi Yan shrugged and lit a cigarette helplessly: "It's up to you, remember to go home and see Dad when you have time."
Chi Xintang looked at the rising smoke indifferently, and stepped aside in disgust, "Is that necessary? Didn't he say that he might not be able to move tomorrow."
"Don't be too arrogant, Xiaochi. Brother is not sure yet, will he let your little object go."
"Chi Yan, don't touch him!"
"That still depends on my brother's performance, dear." Chi Yan patted his brother's shoulder with a smile on his face, waved his back coolly at him, turned and left.
Chi Xintang's first resistance ended in failure.
As punishment for rebellion, Chi Yan taught him a lesson without hesitation.
The day after the quarrel with his brother, Tan Jin "coincidentally" got this recording.
After Chi Yan's deliberate adjustment, the order of the dialogue was disrupted, conveying the opposite meaning.
"You like him?" Chi Yan asked.
"Stop dreaming." Chi Xintang replied.
"But didn't his mother disagree?"
"She might not be able to move tomorrow."
Chi Xintang was covered in cold sweat, listening to his own voice, answering the question of displacement.
"It's not like that!" He looked at Tan Jin in panic.
"...Isn't that your voice?"
"It's me, but..."
"There's no need to explain." Tan Jin's light words, as if weighing a thousand catties, beat Chi Xintang so hard that he couldn't lift his head.
Tan Jin that day, just learned of his father's secret from his mother, was the time when he felt most insecure.
But Chi Xintang didn't know, he was scared away by the cold eyes, and couldn't speak anymore.
I thought that the distance was only a trickle, and it was easy to cross, but I didn't know that the little seed called distrust would grow into such a lush towering giant tree, lift up the barren soil, and easily knock down the crumbling building.
The so-called thousands of scheming, but a shallow handful of clear pool water, are all used to make Tan Jin like himself a little more.
It's a pity that the simple story has gone through several twists and turns. Through the hands of caring people, the truth is distorted and passed on to the reader Tan Jin, which makes his impression of himself sink to the bottom.
Chi Xintang stared at the computer for a long time, and the new message brought him back to reality.
Only eat salty: Sorry, there was a sudden power outage just now.
Lemon: It's okay, my room is often like this.
Only eat salty: what's going on?Why don't you get someone to fix it?
Lemon: I don't know either, lazy.
The room he lived in was the most mysterious in the whole house. In addition to frequent power outages, the coat hanging on the balcony was always missing.
This time the other party had no news at all, and probably couldn't think of anything to say back, so Chi Xintang said good night and turned off the computer.
Thinking about his son, he went to the small bedroom to take another look.
His family is prone to sleepiness, and he fell asleep soundly before nine o'clock after finishing his homework, lying on his back defenseless.
Chi Xintang smiled and helped him cover the quilt again, and smoothed his soft forehead hair.
It is the habit of Chunxin to keep a night light on when he sleeps. The soft yellow light warmly hits his cheeks, illuminating his peaceful and well-behaved sleeping face.
As the day of leaving approached, the reluctance in Chi Xintang's heart became more and more difficult to break.
Fortunately, his son has long been educated to be independent and polite, to be lovable and to have nothing to worry about.As the only young master of the Tan family, no one dared to touch him easily. Chi Xintang has always placed trustworthy people around him who can protect Chun Xin. Aunt Li has also sworn that she will take good care of Chun Xin for him.
He squatted beside his son's bed and gently squeezed his little fleshy hands.
"I'm sorry." He said softly.
In the future, I may not be able to continue to grow up with you and spend important moments in my life in the future.
But I will still look at you from a distance, and you will definitely make me more and more proud.
A little tired from squatting, Chi Xintang simply sat on the floor, patted the quilt lightly, and listened to the even breathing of Chun Xin.
About a quarter of an hour later, thinking that it was time to sleep, Chi Xintang just stood up when he heard movement in the living room.
Picking up the spare iron rod, he opened the door on tiptoe and looked around. The lights outside were not turned on, and the outline of the furniture could not be discerned in the dark room, only the rustling sound.
"Who?" Chi Xintang clenched the protective weapon in his hand and asked in a steady voice.
"I."
"Tan Jin?"
Tan Jin turned on the flashlight and said calmly, "Who do you think it is?"
Chi Xintang looked at the wine bottle in his hand, curled his lips unhappily, and looked away: "I thought you were going to stay in the company again."
Tan Jin ignored him, sat on the sofa and poured himself a glass of wine.
Don't care if he doesn't care about him... Chi Xintang silently said not to meddle in other people's business, and just as he was about to lift his feet to go back to the house, Tan Jin said, "Come and sit."
"I'm going to sleep."
"come over."
Chi Xintang reluctantly moved over to see Tan Jin drinking a sip of red wine, as if he wanted to chat with him.
"I'm going to see Zhao Luning tomorrow." Tan Jin put down his wine glass, looked down at the purple-red liquid, and opened his lips.
"Oh." Really good at chatting.
"My dad asked someone to do the math and said the day after tomorrow is an auspicious day."
"Well, it's fine."
"..."
"Don't you have anything to say?" Tan Jin looked deeply into Chi Xintang's eyes, as if unwilling.
Chi Xintang did not look at him, but avoided looking at him, staring at the goblet on the low table.
What can he say, what should he say.
Is this wine really that good?
Chi Xintang only had this idea.
He picked up the goblet, closed his eyes and drank it all in one go.
"Hello." Tan Jin reminded dissatisfiedly.
Chi Xintang pulled Tan Jin's hand hard, and forcefully sent himself up.
"Tan Jin, stay with me one more night."
"It's the last time," he said.
Feeling that Tan Jin was trying to push him away, Chi Xintang hugged the waist of the person in front of him even harder, rubbing against the soft pajama fabric.
Afraid of being rejected, he closed his eyes and trembled slightly.
After counting for a few seconds, the skin was exposed to the air, and when he was about to lose his courage from the cold, the body he was holding tightly finally reacted.
Tan Jin wrapped his long arms around Omega's slender waist tightly, carried him up the stairs quickly, and threw him on the bed.
Chi Xintang hooked his legs around his waist, turned over and pressed on him, the corners of his eyes were slightly red, the coldness and loneliness of the past faded away, dissolved in the crazy effect of alcohol, he looked down at Tan Jin from a high position, trying to remember this face well.
It took a long time before I bent down to kiss those thin lips, greedily absorbing the most nostalgic taste.
After a long kiss, Tan Jin put his hands on his chest, separating the two of them, Chi Xintang gasped slightly, his lips were red.
Tan Jin raised his eyes, his gaze was as sharp as an eagle: "What is this?"
"Breakup gun?" Chi Xintang, who thought he was very humorous, said with a smile.
The performance was too clumsy, and I accidentally shed a tear.
12 Absurd Embers
When feeling uncomfortable in a relationship, people will always torture each other in various ways, trying to escape the situation of being bound by fate.
But when it's time to lose it, it's really hard to let go.
Tan Jin leaned on Chi Xintang's body, his face was full of impatience.
Sweat dripped onto the face of the person below him, slipped through the cheek line to the chin, bypassed the neck, and got into the red and deep collarbone groove, rippling with ice and snow melt water.
Only at this time, they have the temperature and produce some hot smell in the cold winter.
Chi Xintang hugged Tan Jin's neck with distracted eyes, pain, numbness, and refreshment all blended into one chaotically, and every movement exploded with intense feelings.He was almost out of control, but he was afraid of Tan Jin's injury, so he gritted his teeth and refused to scratch.
Tan Jin showed no mercy, he hadn't done the same thing for a long time, he was ruthless, Chi Xintang was bullied terribly, and wept silently, I don't know if it was because of his body or the pain in his heart.
"Tan Jin, take it easy..."
But no matter how much Chi Xintang groaned or begged for mercy, Tan Jin didn't speak, and only fought hard with red eyes.
It's late at night, everything is silent, but they are noisy and confused here, and they don't know when it will stop.
With the acceleration of the rhythm, the room is full of cool and refreshing fragrance, which becomes more and more fragrant, and the sea-salted lime is moist and plump, and the juice is wanton.
Chi Xintang's forehead hair was soaked with sweat, and the bed sheet under his body seemed to be able to wring out water. He licked his dry lips, and the words he spoke were interrupted: "Tan Jin, from now on, you and Zhao... um , um... have a good time."
Tan Jin grabbed his hair, blocked his lips, and violently attacked the ground with his tongue.
Chi Xintang accepted his angry kiss, tears from the corners of his eyes mixed with salty sweat soaked his lips, and pressed against his hot body, making him wish he could die in this scene formed by the gathering of drops of water falling from the trees. in the heavy rain.
This is his soon-to-be-lost lover, generously sharing the most intoxicating fragrance for the last time.
He really wanted to find a container to store the smell of lime, in case he couldn't hold back his longing one day, he could take out the cork, smell a little bit, and endure the rest of his lonely life bittersweet.
Panting hot in his ears, Chi Xintang's voice was broken and hoarse, and he could no longer make a sound. Finally, the talk was about to end, and his lips stopped on the side of his neck, hesitating whether to bite down.
Chi Xintang tremblingly put his arms around Tan Jin's neck, looking forward to it.
In the end, Tan Jin still didn't give a mark.
After all, they will have nothing to do with each other from now on.
"That's all I want... idiot."
Before falling asleep, Chi Xintang heard Tan Jin say this in a low voice.
Which one, he didn't have the strength to think carefully, fell into sleep exhaustedly, and threw the hazy words into the tunnel of oblivion.
I thought I would sleep at least until noon the next day, but Chi Xintang woke up before seven o'clock.
There was no one around, and there were still shallow sunken marks on the bed where Tan Jin had slept.
Suddenly hearing the sound of cloth rubbing against each other, Chi Xintang looked sideways and saw Tan Jin changing his clothes with his back turned to him.
Chi Xintang gently turned over, adjusted his position, and looked at Tan Jin, who was wearing a custom-made suit and a tie, and was dressed handsomely for meeting other people.
His gaze was very quiet, but Tan Jin still noticed it.
"gone."
"Ah, bye."
Hearing the door downstairs was opened and closed, Chi Xintang got up slowly, his bare skin was attacked by the cold, and he shivered a little, wrapped in the quilt, reached out and took the folded clothes on the bed, got out of bed, His legs were so weak that he almost fell over.
Chi Xintang took out the luggage he had packed early from the bedroom, and before leaving, he went back to the greenhouse to look at the flowers and plants he had planted.
The weather is harsh, and the flowers suffer accordingly. The artificially simulated environment is not as good as the natural model outside. Roses, roses, and tulips are all sick. Before I talked about bringing little roses back, they are also floral pheromones, which can make them a little bit. Get back a little bit angry, Tanjin lovers don’t bring them home now, Chi Xintang, who smells like sea salt, can’t help but watch the delicate and fragile flowers gradually lose their color.
The phone in his pocket vibrated, and Chi Xintang took it out to look at the lock screen prompt. It was a text message from Tan Jin: "The gift box on the shelf, open it to confirm the contents, and send it here."
Can the problem of losing things and forgetting things be changed?
When he left the room in the morning, Chi Xintang actually noticed that there was a box of exquisitely packaged chocolates on the shelf. He hadn't eaten it for a long time, and almost forgot what it tasted like.
Tan Jin had long forgotten his favorite matcha-flavored chocolate.
She is really interested in her future marriage partner, but unfortunately it doesn't work in the right place, and Zhao Luning doesn't like sweets.
He turned off the phone.
This time, I won't help Tan Jin deliver it.
Chi Xintang sent Chun Xin to the car back to school, returned to the empty big house, took out the signed divorce agreement and put it in Tan Jin's study, said goodbye to Aunt Li, put on his bag and went out.
Aunt Li persuaded him, thinking why he should take the initiative to abdicate, and described to him the moment when Tan Jin was tender to him in private.
Chi Xintang was not moved.
If he doesn't leave now, he will be kicked out sooner or later, it's too ugly.
After getting in the taxi, Chi Xintang turned his head and took a serious look at the place where he lived for seven years.
It is very strange, but it seems to be his home, which will make him nostalgic, record his memories, and become a part of his body.
Uncle Zhang personally drove him to the station. The weather was fine, but it snowed heavily in the blink of an eye.
Chi Xintang asked the housekeeper to put him directly at the intersection, so as not to run down and drive hard, and turn back.
Uncle Zhang insisted on driving another section, and sent him to the door of a hotel for him to stay temporarily.
"Thank you all the time, and take good care of your health in the future."
"Son, you have to be good too." Uncle Zhang's eyes were slightly red, his face was covered with age wrinkles, and he looked even older at this moment.
The two elders, Uncle Zhang and Aunt Li, usually take special care of themselves. Chi Xintang hates the moment of parting the most, but now he can't back down softly. He can only nod with tears in his eyes and leave without looking back.
After checking in, Chi Xintang squatted in his room all the time, as if suddenly lost his way and couldn't get up.
The design style of this room is very mixed, and there are a lot of haystacks for decoration. It seems that the owner likes to go out to travel and search for treasures. There are a lot of strange log-style decorations in the hall.In addition to the messy weaving and wooden furniture, the window was still broken. I wanted to get some air, but I couldn't open it. Chi Xintang lay in bed depressed all afternoon.
Turning on the TV to relieve boredom during dinner, God loves to make trouble, so he had a face-to-face with Tan Jin's photo.
Next to his familiar face, Zhao Luning was still snuggled up.
The anchor of the entertainment news is happily broadcasting the meeting of the successors of Zhao's two families this morning, analyzing how suitable the combination of their two young talents will be, and what great benefits they will bring to their respective families.
He didn't have the courage to continue listening, so he cut the channel with a lack of interest. Just as he put down the remote control, there was a click outside the door, which was the sound of a lock.
With a bad premonition in his mind, Chi Xintang stood up, leaned over the peephole to look out, and found that the small hole was blocked, and it was pitch black, only slight movements could be heard outside.
"who is it?"
The people outside the door didn't answer him, there was liquid flowing in from the crack under the door, Chi Xintang looked down, his heart was half cold.
"What are you doing?!" He went to grab the doorknob, but found it couldn't be opened at all.
The door was slapped lightly, and an indifferent voice came in slowly: "Mr. Chi, you can only blame yourself until now, otherwise I wouldn't have to be so desperate."
"Who asked you to come?" Chi Xintang asked.
The man thought he was ignorant, and laughed mockingly: "Of course it's your young master Tan."
Chi Xintang's heart skipped a beat.
Tan Jin?impossible.
After a moment of daze, the door was opened from the outside, and Chi Xintang backed away in panic, only to find that there were three people wearing black masks standing outside the door, all looking at him eeriely.
"We met for the first time," the leader struck a match and nodded, "It can't be thrown in outside."
"I'm sorry."
They knock him down easily, and 2 throws away the kindling and walks away.
Accompanied by the abnormal noise of the electrical appliances, the flames trembled and rose happily, and the morale was greatly increased in an instant, and it developed into a prairie fire.
The outline of things in front of him began to become unclear. Chi Xintang was choked up by the thick smoke and burst into tears. Enduring the pain, he moved towards the window, trying to find something to break the glass. Dechi Xintang was dizzy.
All he can do is to curl up in a corner as much as possible to minimize the area he occupies, avoiding the flames that sting his skin.
In desperation, I touched the mobile phone on the small table, trembling to turn it on, the screen suddenly lit up with a lonely red sign, indicating that it was out of power.
At this juncture, the few words Tan Jin said to him last night echoed in his ears again.
Tomorrow is a good day.
The sun was shining brightly there, and he was the only one left, tormented in the ice, snow and fire.
No matter what he does, it will not change.
The dream finally woke up.
After seven years of absurdity until the end, nothing was left behind, nothing was kept.
So sorry.
When Tan Jin asked him if it hurts, he shouldn't hold back and not tell the truth.
You should tell the stupidest Alpha in the world, he is in pain, it hurts to death.
If he did that, Tan Jin would coax him and give him another piece of chocolate.
It's a pity that the laws of this world are too complicated and cruel. He is so stupid, and he still doesn't understand after living 27 years.
Only those who are loved are entitled to cry out for pain.
That's it.
Just trouble this fire to erase the wasted time of the past few years, and hope that in the next life, I can live simply.
Don't love anymore, don't be so tired.
Don't be obsessed anymore.
In the end, Chi Xintang didn't know whether it was the falling heavy objects, the ferocious flames or the extremely cold temperature in winter that took his life.
He was born in darkness, and he also passed away in this endless icy black sea.
13 Reunion
Three years later.
It was just dawn, and a small farmhouse in Zhuxi Village was already alive. The smoke rose slightly, and the lambs in the sheepfold were bleating, calling for their masters.
A man walked out of the door. Although he looked thin, his arms had strong muscles accumulated from years of hard work. He walked steadily to the shed with a large bag of feed in his arms. After feeding the sheep, he took out his mobile phone and recorded a short video.
He pulled the windshield cloth of the sheepfold, feeling that it was not tight enough, went back to the house and took out a cover that was newly sewn yesterday, knelt down and touched the fluffy little head of the smallest lamb.
This winter seems to be extremely cold, I hope the lamb can grow up well.
Not long after it was quiet, another woman came out, chattering endlessly.
"Anyway, listen to Mom, go and meet the kid in the next village, if you're not satisfied, just come back right away!"
Tang Ke'an frowned and smiled helplessly: "Mom, I've already said that I really don't want to go, and I have to go to the city tomorrow."
The old woman had a look of resentment: "You will be thirty next year, don't be in a hurry! What is there to do in the city? You have stayed there for so many years, and you haven't married a wife yet!"
"Oh, I understand. You think I'm annoying, don't you?" Taking care of his heart, Tang Kejian sighed pretendingly, with a look of disappointment, and walked into the back room with the washbasin in his arms, "When I first came back, I was still baby every day, but now I'm Send me away in such a hurry."
"You child, what does mom mean by that? Didn't she want you to get married soon and have a future, so who doesn't want to get married?" Tang's mother stomped her feet anxiously, and continued to persuade her stubborn son.
"I don't want to spend more time with you and Dad."
"You! You really want to kill me!"
Tang's father, who had been eavesdropping, hurried out from the back room to smooth things over: "Fucking mother, don't force him if Xiaoan says he doesn't want to, and I see, that blind date is not good enough for us."
"Beta's human rights issue has become more and more serious over the years. Finding a good partner is harder than getting Ke'an to go to college. Although our son is excellent except for his studies, but our family is so poor, who wants to look for him!"
Tang's father lost his temper as he spoke, and put on an air of pointing, and with his hips on his hips, he said loudly, "They don't want to be pulled down. My son, Bai Baijingjing, is such a handsome young man, he must not be a bachelor!"
Tang Ke'an kept silent, and silently washed his face, trying to shield his parents' fancy rainbow farts.
Their two elders are really confused by the filter of love. He is an ordinary Beta, no education, average appearance, nothing special, only being picky.
I grew up in this picturesque remote mountain village. There are not many residents, but everyone lives happily and happily.
In fact, the family didn't have high expectations of him, but Tang Ke'an was young and vigorous, he liked to go out and venture out, and wanted to make a career in the city, but it turned out to be too bad, a big accident happened in the factory, and unfortunately he was injured and admitted to the hospital.
During the period when her son was unconscious, Tang's mother was heartbroken and shed tears every day, regretting so much that she should not have let her son travel far away.
Relying on compensation and cobbled together borrowed money, Tang Ke'an was dragged back from the brink of death.
In the past three years of rehabilitation, the family spent a lot of money, big and small. Now that my father is sick again, it will cost a lot of money to completely cure it.
It is not enough for parents to grow vegetables and sell sheep as a source of income. Tang Kean has been going to the county town to move bricks a few years ago, and his family refused to let him go out of the city when something happened. A new way to earn money, so Tang Ke'an began to devote his thoughts to posting his daily life while taking care of his family.
Now he is contented and happy, and is used to a simple and regular life. He picks water and waters vegetables by the stream early in the morning, and when the sun is almost directly above, he catches a fish and goes home to cook.In my spare time, I use a second-hand smartphone to record life clips and post them on the Internet
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