【Shenya】Emergency Room Love Story

After returning home and having dinner, Kanda went to wash the dishes. Allen wiped the floor casually, and sat cross-legged in front of the floor-to-ceiling window very carelessly. As lazy as a tickling cat.

Kanda's house is on the second floor, and there is a small flower garden downstairs. Usually, aunts who have nothing to do in the community always like to plant some seasonal flower seedlings in the flower garden. At this time, Alian is sitting cross-legged under his nose, and the flower garden is full of flowers. Bright hibiscus flowers.

The sun sets late in the fiery sky of July. At this time, just after seven o’clock, the distant sky is full of red clouds, and the kapok-like clouds are rendered as soft as cotton candy. Layers of blue, white, orange and red complement each other dazzlingly. People are in a trance.

Listening to the sound of knocking dishes and gurgling water in the kitchen, these days are so peaceful that even the soul relaxes.

The air conditioner was on in the room and it wasn't hot.

After Kanda washed the dishes and came out, he saw Allen who was warmed by the setting sun and almost drowsy after being full of wine and food.

He pulled a pillow from the sofa and threw it behind Alian to sit down, wrapped his arms around Alian's waist and put the person around his chest from behind.Sensing the drowsiness of the people behind him, Allen simply straightened his legs, with the soles of his feet on the floor-to-ceiling window, his toes bent and straightened, like a child, he raised his head and fell backwards, completely falling into Kanda's in the arms.

Kanda had just washed the dishes, and they were still a little wet. His lemon-scented fingers landed on Allen's earlobe and pinched it.Allen's earlobes are full and round, and they feel extremely comfortable to the touch, so he has developed this habit unconsciously.

Allen also found that Kanda likes to pinch his earlobe, but he is much more sensitive than the comfortable touch for Kanda.His ears are a terrible place, and his lumbar spine becomes soft like a puddle of water if he just touches it casually.

He tilted his head and buried half of his cheek into Kanda's chest: "Don't touch..."

Kanda didn't touch it anymore, but moved his hand from the ears to the side of the neck, stroking his round shoulders through the shirt: "Girlfriend? Long black hair? Huh?"

Hearing Kanda's questioning words, Allen breathed a sigh of relief as if he was guilty.Ever since he was betrayed by the rabbi at noon, he has been worried. When he got home, Kanda never mentioned it. He should cook and wash the dishes. He was not even allowed to do anything that could express himself. Like the prisoner before execution, he knew he was going to die sooner or later, but he just didn't know when the knife on his head would fall, which made people feel uneasy.At this time, Kanda asked this sentence and Allen finally felt comfortable.

"I thought you didn't intend to ask anymore..." After drinking and eating, he was prone to sleepiness, squinted his eyes and yawned: "The rabbi didn't know that I was with you at that time."

"He doesn't know now." He stroked the hair next to Alan's ears and revealed half of his face: "He will ask you what you plan to do later."

Allen fell silent suddenly.After a long while he sighed: "I didn't think about the future."

I didn't think about the future, I didn't think about the future, I just wanted to muddle through, and just live in the present.For him, the word "future" is too far away. After all, the future is full of so many uncertainties. Who knows if they are doing well now and seem to be the same as a husband and wife. Will the relationship of daily necessities and oils and salts return to its original state after waking up one day? ?

There are breakups in love, and divorces in marriages.Who knows how long their relationship can last?

He doesn't want to give himself too much expectation, and always reminds himself not to sink into it completely. Compared with never getting it, losing is the most painful and desperate thing.

"Mana and Neia are gay, oh, that's my father and uncle." Kanda didn't hold on to Allen's sudden change of subject, there were some things that Allen didn't want to say or mention, so he said Just pretend it never happened. "I mean…"

Allen propped up his body and met Kanda's eyes. There was a calm and distressing emotion in his lead gray eyes: "They are brothers, incest."

Lifting Allen's jaw, Kanda saw his own reflection in Allen's eyes: "So what?"

Allen was taken aback for a moment, and then the corners of his lips curved in relief.The emotions that had been bothering him and making him feel at a loss were rushed away like running water.

In fact, he has always been afraid of being known about his differences, sexual orientation, and family environment.However, Kanda's indifferent statement made him feel lucky. Fortunately, he was different from ordinary people. Fortunately, he met the same different Kanda Yu who was so different.

Even if this difference seems so strange to others and cannot be understood.

Yeah, gay, bro incest, so what?The moment they are born in this world they are separate individuals, they don't need to be responsible for the discriminatory eyes of others, in the final analysis, as long as they are happy, isn't it all right?

Lowering his head and burying himself in Kanda's arms, Allen smirked, and after a while he heard his low voice: "I don't know what to do in the future..."

This sentence of "I don't know" is like throwing stones into Kanda Heart Lake. On the surface, it looks calm and calm, but in the dark it has already set off monstrous waves.Kanda doesn't think that he is a good person, but at this moment he wants to say something to calm the dazed anxiety of the person in his arms.

He raised Allen's head, bent down, his dry lips fell on Allen's forehead, his warm breath sprayed on Allen's forehead, and the fine and soft silver hair was put into his mouth and tongue, and he rubbed it gently.

"You don't have to think about anything." After a kiss, he retreated: "Just look at me like this now, and follow me."

Just hold my hand firmly and follow me, and you don't have to think about the unknown and frightening future behind me.

"What if I can't catch you anymore..." Hearing this, Kanda saw the unprecedented seriousness on his face from Alian's eyes: "Then let me catch you."

Allen suddenly laughed, and the gloom in his eyebrows was suddenly blown away, revealing a little bit of brilliance.

One of his hands was held by Kanda, and it was warm, with a hint of sweat spreading from the wrist to the bottom of his heart.

At this moment-

"You've got me now."

TBC???