The first mascot of the special department

chapter35

Most afraid of the air suddenly quiet.

Hearing this person personally say that he likes him is several times more terrifying than guessing it himself before.Especially when he just committed suicide and asked if he was jealous.

Jiang Yuan shook his hand, and the spring roll fell to the ground.God knows how much Jiang Yuan hoped that the words he heard just now were hallucinations, but when he peeked at Shuobei's expression from the corner of his eye, this illusion was shattered.

The development of this plot is too fast, one after another, "you are my master, the person I am looking for is you" for a while, and "I like you" for a while, Jiang Yuan can't bear it.

What should he say?Is it "I'm sorry, you're a nice guy, but we don't fit", or "I'm sorry, but you will meet someone who is true to you", or "Our age gap is too big, I prefer younger ones"?

Either way, it will be blocked!

How should I answer without being polite or awkward?He has to work on Thursday!

Why does Shuobei like him?Since when did you like it?

Wait, is it really him that Shuobei likes?

Is it Jiang Yuan, who is in his 20s, who has never experienced too many setbacks, and who always has naive illusions about the world, or the immortal Sui Xing in the Qingwei Tian of Yuqingjing?

The moment this question flooded into his mind, Jiang Yuan suddenly calmed down, and the panic that overflowed his heart quickly dissipated, replaced by a very complicated, inexplicable emotion.

The answer can only be the latter, which can be seen from Shuobei's attitude towards him different from others from the beginning.

For a moment, Jiang Yuan didn't even notice that his fingertips were trembling.

Jiang Yuan looked up at Shuobei, thinking that this person should calm down alone.He took out a tissue to wipe his hands, got up and walked outside: "It must be too hot, I'll call the waiter and turn down the air conditioner."

"Jiang Yuan."

When he passed by, Shuo Bei grabbed his wrist, his eyes lowered, his eyes fell on his slightly bent fingertips, and he repeated, "I like you. This is not impulsive or joking. I have always like you."

The time was wrong and the occasion was wrong, but Shuobei still resolutely chose to speak.Donghua's appearance made him instinctively feel threatened.

Sui Xing and Dong Hua grew up together, worshiped the same person as their teacher, and lived together for hundreds of thousands of years. Although they parted ways later, the friendship between them is difficult to truly define.Shuo Bei was born too late, and he participated in Sui Xing's life as a junior. There are many things that are hard to get to the bottom of.

The signs have appeared, Jiang Yuan will remember everything one day.He didn't find a suitable opportunity before, so he wanted to catch him while Jiang Yuan was still just Jiang Yuan.Even if Jiang Yuan doesn't want to, he still has to be bound by his side forcibly.

The bright sunshine became an eyesore at this time, and all the changes in Shuobei's face could be seen. Jiang Yuan took his hand out of his palm, looked down at the potted plant in the corner, and sighed.

Jiang Yuan took two steps back and sat back in his original position, poured a glass of water and pushed it to Shuobei.He decided to start with scientific theories and reason with Shuobei: "Shuobei, you don't like me, you like Suixing."

"From the beginning, you've been looking at me through a filter. If you don't remember the past, you wouldn't say things like that."

Shuobei raised his eyelids, his light-colored eyes fixedly looked at Jiang Yuan, and said, "You are one person."

Such an answer was expected by Jiang Yuan. He coughed lightly and continued: "The difference between one person and another is largely determined by genes. As for me, I was born by my parents. Wake up, it was born by Sui Xing's parents, so there are two pairs of parents, so we are not the same person at root."

Sensing that the atmosphere was not good, Bai Luan flapped his wings and flew to the window sill, and stood in the potted plant on the guardrail of the hot pot restaurant, pretending that he was a decoration.The sixtieth cat also shrank to the bottom of the pet bag, rolled up its tail, closed its eyes calmly, and pretended to be sleeping.

Shuo Bei stared at Jiang Yuan for a long time, and said to him, "Your souls are the same."

"But we have different genes and different growth environments, which lead to different temperaments and personalities." Jiang Yuan spread his hands, "Different temperaments and personalities, as well as different ways of acting, are they still the same person?"

"After going through so much, do you still believe in genetic determinism?" Shuobei raised his eyebrows slightly.

Jiang Yuan straightened his back, and his tone was very academic: "No, I have always been a supporter of the theory of gene-environment interaction."

Shuobei lowered his eyes. He looked at the tea in front of him and his own reflection on the water, his expression became complicated.

He guessed that Jiang Yuan would refuse, but he didn't expect such a reason.Shuobei can understand this reason rationally. After all, Jiang Yuan is not a teenager in the second stage of middle school. If he says who did something in his previous life, he will believe it.But emotionally, Shuobei was unwilling to accept it.What's more, he felt a little sad inside.

Jiang Yuan sensed Shuo Bei's emotions from his slightly moving eyes, and his heart suddenly softened.

It seems to be a bit too much, fundamentally negating other people's feelings.

Jiang Yuan looked away embarrassedly, moved the chopsticks on the dishes, and lowered his tone: "...I know you're not talking about that."

After a pause, he said again: "I hope you can calm down, even if the soul is the same, but I am Jiang Yuan, not Sui Xing."

Shuobei suddenly smiled, but the smile was fleeting: "No matter who you are, even if you reincarnated as a cat or a dog, I like you."

"Can you take an objective and dialectical view of what I'm talking about?" Jiang Yuan frowned.

"Your thinking has gone into a misunderstanding." Shuobei raised his gaze again, passing over Jiang Yuan's light-colored lips, his straight nose bridge, and met his long and narrow beautiful but not cute at all, full of rejection. Shuangyan, "In the middle of last month, I took you to do a few rituals. You have seen the souls that have passed away, and you know what they represent. But you are eager to find a reason to reject me, so you say this .”

"You can't feel it yourself, but my feeling is unmistakable. Even if you close your eyes and cover your ears, and don't listen or see, you can still feel that you are him, and he is you. You are the same person from beginning to end. .”

not like this.Jiang Yuan retorted in his heart.

If everything comes from previous karma, what's the point of reincarnation?The gate of reincarnation washes away the filth of the previous life and gives the present life a clean and joyful life, but to him, these are nothing.

After learning that he is the person Shuobei was looking for, after knowing that the encounter between Shuobei and him was not a coincidence, and after learning that Shuobei's preferential treatment for him was not due to the current him, Jiang Yuan really felt that everything was affected by it. I am ashamed.

If there is no illusory past life karma, he is no different from all living beings in Shuobei.Shuobei would not sit beside him to eat like he is now, nor would he help him like a god descending into the world when he was in crisis.

Nothing will happen, just like two parallel lines never intersect within a dimension.He should accept the arrangement of his family to do a job within the system, or work in a related institution with the ability to speak English developed through studying abroad, or he should do something else.

He will not touch the reality of this world, and cannot touch the other side behind the boundary.

A glass of water goes from full to empty, countless thoughts arise, and countless thoughts die.

Although, as Shuobei said, he deeply knows what the soul represents.

Although, Jiang Yuan knew that he had entered into a misunderstanding of his thinking and was digging into a dead end.

The wind from the air conditioner was blowing up and down, the gas stove was turned on to medium heat, the bottom ingredients in the pot had already boiled and were bubbling, all the ingredients were cooked and rolled over the surface, the aroma of the hot pot filled the whole private room.

Shuobei helped him refill his empty water glass, with a serious expression on his face: "If you really care about this, I'll go back to the Bureau and let them erase my memory. This time, I don't have any purpose, and You get to know each other again."

These words were too heavy for Jiang Yuan to bear.

He lowered his eyes, avoiding Shuobei's gaze, hesitated for a long time before speaking:

"It's like confessing to someone with amnesia. The person with amnesia asked you what you like about him. You said a lot, but the person with amnesia has lost all his previous memories. He started from scratch and became a brand new People are not what they used to be."

"You don't have to clear your memory, you don't have to do that. Thank you."

After speaking, Jiang Yuan got up and went to the lobby to check out, then returned to the private room, picked up the cat bag and left.He walks through the hot pot restaurant's busy lobby during rush hour, all the way to the door.

Shuo Bei followed behind him.

Sitting indoors with the air conditioner blowing on the sunshine outside the window, and bathing in the sunshine in the summer afternoon are two completely different experiences.Jiang Yuan narrowed his eyes slightly, took out a pair of sunglasses from the portable space, put them on the bridge of his nose, then turned around and said to Shuobei: "Team leader, thank you today."

Sunglasses covered most of his face, and Jiang Yuan's slender and graceful chin was so white that it reflected light. He returned to his previous address, speaking politely, but alienated and indifferent.

Shuo Bei's hand hanging by his side slowly tightened.

"I'll take you back." He said before Jiang Yuan said goodbye, "People from Donghua found you, and they won't let it go, so for safety, you'd better stay with me during this time."

Jiang Yuan subconsciously refused, but remembering what happened outside the airport terminal earlier, he realized that he couldn't handle it all by himself.

I didn't expect that after so long, I'm still a really weak chicken.

Jiang Yuan was a little frustrated, but he wanted to try to see if there was another solution. After thinking about it for a while, he asked, "How can we make them give up looking for me?"

"We have to figure out why they are looking for you." Shuobei pressed Jiang Yuan's shoulder and pushed him aside, so that he would not stand in front of the hot pot restaurant blocking business, "But to be honest, I can guess A little bit, but I can't guess the whole thing."

"What did you guess?" Jiang Yuan asked.

Shuo Bei's face turned weird for half a second.

When Su Xing broke with Donghua and left Qingweitian to go to the Realm of Desire, Donghua never gave up the idea of ​​getting him back.Now that Sui Xing is reincarnated and is young and weak, it is even more impossible for Donghua to give up the opportunity.But Shuobei concealed this, and only said: "It may be related to his lost godhead."

"He lost his godhead? Has it something to do with the destruction of Qingweitian?" Jiang Yuan couldn't help being surprised. Donghua used to be the young master of Qingweitian in Yuqing Realm, and later became an emperor, in charge of one of the four heavens in the holy realm. Ordinary gods are more noble.

A god who has had the status of a god since birth, once he loses his status, what he wants to do is to get back his former status.As for Jiang Yuan, who used to be a fairy in Yuqingjing, Donghua probably wanted to help him when he came to him.Jiang Yuan thought he had figured it out, he was emotional for a moment, and then said:

"Then it's better to make an appointment to meet at a time and place, and ask things clearly."

Shuobei retorted, "You've met Yanhuo face to face. Donghua's subordinates—including himself, are all lunatics and can't make sense."

As soon as these words came out, Jiang Yuan knew that he was naive. The Qingweitian of Yuqing Realm was destroyed, the master lost his godhead, and he was a god in his previous life, and he was reincarnated. There must be something hidden in it.

So, he nodded.

Shuobei took advantage of Jiang Yuan's thinking about things and took him home directly.He unloaded the pet bag behind Jiang Yuan and let the cat out.

The [-]-year-old cat was a little uneasy when he arrived in the new environment. He walked around Jiang Yuan twice before slowly exploring the living room.Jiang Yuan took off his sunglasses, followed them with his eyes, and after a while, went to close the balcony door.

"Is there no solution once and for all? If they look for me for the rest of their lives, won't I have to hide under your protection for the rest of my life?"

Jiang Yuan turned around and looked at Ding Shuobei, and the conversation went straight to the topic.

"There are two ways." Shuobei walked slowly towards Jiang Yuan from the side of the partition, and when he stood in front of him, he closed his eyes and said in a low voice: "One, solve the root cause and kill Donghua and his men; two, you recover Reach the previous strength and return to the state where you can face Donghua alone and fight against him."

"Of course I choose the latter. It's okay to kill evil monsters, but I can't do it if you ask me to kill them." Jiang Yuan lowered his eyes and muttered, thinking about it, the vacation he had so hard to get was wasted again.

He couldn't help but want to howl.Jiang Yuan has been suffering from facial paralysis for more than ten years, and his expression management ability is first-class. This emotion has never been revealed on the surface, but Shuobei saw through it.

Shuobei couldn't help laughing: "You don't need to train like before. Your memory is slowly coming back, and your strength will also return."

Jiang Yuan said "Oh" slowly, "Then what do you mean, I'd better be with you during this time?"

"Of course, I'll be your bodyguard." Shuobei replied with an extremely natural expression, as if he had rehearsed countless times in private.

"That's not necessary." Jiang Yuan refused expressionlessly.

Shuobei asked in a tentative tone: "Then let me change your position to be the personal secretary of the third team leader of the executive team?"

Brother, you are doing business for personal gain, taking advantage of your position to make things happen.Jiang Yuan glared at Shuobei, but he found that the man's gaze was very deep, and an uncomfortable feeling spread all over his body immediately. Jiang Yuan turned his head, turned and walked to another place, "I'll stay in the office all the time, I'll see the equipment next door There's someone out there who does that, and I can keep that old man company."

"You will bring trouble to the cleaning lady." Shuobei said seriously.

Jiang Yuan: "..."

"What's bothering you? I can still help her clean up!" Jiang Yuan retorted loudly.

Jiang Yuan has been walking back and forth in the living room, Shuo Bei is tailed behind him, suddenly, the man sighed:

"I'm not at ease if I'm not with you." After speaking, she suddenly stretched out her hand, wrapped her arms around Jiang Yuan's waist from behind, and rested her forehead on his shoulder.

Jiang Yuan saw Shuobei's posture from the reflection of the floor-to-ceiling windows, like a large dog begging its owner not to abandon it, it seemed extremely insecure.This is a bit of a foul, and it makes people unable to hold back, wanting to raise their hands and rub their heads.

In the hot pot restaurant, the will to refuse, which had been strengthened with dead-brained and sharp-edged strength, actually softened like this.

No, no, I'm obviously a cat party.

Jiang Yuan said to himself from the bottom of his heart, after finishing speaking, he stared at the person in the reflection, and said stiffly: "Although I have two rooms and one living room here, I only have one bed."

Shuobei immediately answered, "I can sleep on the sofa."

Jiang Yuan didn't expect this person to be so easy to make do with, and was thinking about finding a reason, when he heard him say: "That lazy sofa is enough."

"Hello." Jiang Yuan lowered his voice to warn.

"Then I'll make the floor in your bedroom?" Shuobei's tone weakened.

Jiang Yuan raised his voice: "Don't think about it."

"The only option is for you to move to my place." Shuo Bei rubbed his forehead against Jiang Yuan, pretending to be helpless, "The place I live in recently is three bedrooms and two living rooms. There are three bedrooms for you to choose from. Of course, if you want to live The villa is also possible, but I have to get someone to clean it, and it’s not realistic to live there immediately, it takes two or three hours. Or do you want to live in the Daping floor? But the Daping floor is in the city center, and I always find it noisy.”

How about I move to your house?You have so many houses, you are amazing!If I have lived with you for so many years, I may have more property than you!Besides, I rejected you, why are you still sticking to me so hard!Isn't it too thick-skinned?

Jiang Yuan roared in his heart, turned around and tore Shuo Bei off his body, gave him a fierce look, and strode towards the bedroom.Shuobei followed behind him, but when he was about to step through the bedroom door, he was slapped outside the door.

"Let me think about it, think alone, you are not allowed to come in." Jiang Yuan yelled at Shuo Bei through the door.

After speaking, in order to show his will, he even pinched a barrier.

Across the door, the bedroom is still the same as it was when Jiang Yuan left.He didn't have the habit of tidying up the quilt, the bed was a mess, and a pillow was kicked to the ground.Jiang Yuan picked up the pillow and put it back on the bed, took out the power bank he had hidden earlier, sat on it, and thought about life while charging.

"Here we come, brother!" Ah Chong's voice drifted out.

Jiang Yuan crossed his legs and responded vaguely.

"The cat has been received, why do you look sad?" A Chong asked, "Also, just now you and Shuobei were talking about moving?"

"I don't intend to move." Jiang Yuan whispered.

"So why did Shuobei let you live there?" Ah Chong really didn't know the cause and effect. After waking up in the morning, Shuobei ruthlessly stuffed him back into the power bank. Hearing two people talking outside just now, he was anxious Scratching his lungs, but he couldn't show it, so he could only wait in the bedroom, quietly being a mute.

Jiang Yuan's aimless eyes fell on the potted plants on the balcony of the bedroom, the roses that he carefully took care of were in full bloom under the sun.He stared at Rose, and after a while, he told Ah Chong about the hot pot restaurant, including Shuo Bei saying that he was the master he had been looking for.

The reaction of this strand of soul was calmer than expected: "What's the matter, don't you just like you? I like you too!"

"This is different." Jiang Yuan raised his hand and slapped it on the charging treasure.

"What's different?" Ah Chong asked loudly.

"It's different everywhere." Jiang Yuan replied with a slumped face.

Ah Chong groaned for a while, and said in a low voice, "You are treating me differently."

Jiang Yuan: "People are like this, double standards are the essence of people."

After these words, Jiang Yuan and A Chong fell silent at the same time.

The spiritual energy conversion device of the charging treasure speeds up the recovery of spiritual power in Jiang Yuan's body. It didn't take long for the previously consumed ones to be replenished.Jiang Yuan changed his posture, bent down to check the remaining power of the power bank, and when he pressed the button, he heard Ah Chong say:

"You said that the person Shuobei is looking for is you."

Jiang Yuan said "hmm".

"You are his master." A Chong said again.

Jiang Yuan: "My memory tells me so, and Shuobei has no reason to lie."

"Then here comes the question, Jiang Xiaoyuan, can you accept those memories, accept that you were a god in your previous life, and accept the master-student relationship with Shuobei, but why can't you accept Shuobei's liking for you alone?" Achong's tone was pretending to be deep.

Jiang Yuan was taken aback by Ah Chong.

"Why why, Jiang Xiaoyuan, please answer quickly." A Chong asked, his tone raised a little, and it sounded like he was hiding a little laughter and joking.

"Double standards are the essence of human beings." Jiang Yuan repeated what he said just now, and then viciously knocked on the power bank, "There is no reason, I just don't accept it! His attitude makes me feel like a substitute!"