The moon is full of flowers

Minglang said goodbye to Lan Che and went home, and just got off the elevator when he saw Lu Shenyan strolling back and forth at the door, seeing him anxiously asked, "Why didn't you answer the call?"

Minglang opened the door and replied: "The sound is muted, why—?"

Before Minglang could finish asking a whole sentence, Lu Shenyan had rushed in and hugged the person, Minglang was thrown a little unsteadily, and fell on the small platform by the door, "Hiss—what are you doing?"

After Lu Shenyan had surgery in the afternoon, he remembered Minglang's mother's words. The thought of "Teacher Ming is going to be abducted by a girl" made him panic. He hurried to the mall, but it was late when he came back. He couldn't find someone, so he called No one listened, and walked back and forth dozens of times at the door, frantic, and finally waited for the person to come back.

"Mr. Ming, let's get married."

What the hell? !Mingming is really clueless.

"Get married, I'll be with you." Lu Shenyan said again.Lu Shenyan had been thinking about such a thoughtless sentence for a whole day.

Recently, Teacher Ming didn't seem to bother him so much, showing a few smiling expressions from time to time. Lu Shenyan was already very satisfied with this level of progress. He had made a road map for getting Teacher Ming back when he moved in. The daytime was interrupted by Minglang's mother, so take your time, don't scare him away, he is about to run away with others, and Teacher Ming will run away with others if he doesn't do anything.

"What's wrong with you again?" Minglang struggled, but didn't smell the alcohol, so why did he start talking nonsense again.

"Don't go on a blind date. I'll marry you. You can register in many countries in Europe. If you nod, let's go. I've bought all the rings." Lu Shenyan kept talking while hugging the man.In the afternoon, he went to the mall, hurriedly bought a pair of simple plain rings, and engraved their names in a hurry. The one with his name will be given to Mingming.

Minglang is in the middle of a lawsuit right now, what ring, how did he know that I went on a blind date today, "Lu Shenyan, what are you talking about?"

"Don't go on a blind date, I want to marry you." A certain big dog looked like a bereaved dog, its eyes were uncontrollably messed up, and it didn't choose what to say, and then took out the pair of rings, "How about I formally ask you?" Marriage." After speaking, she was about to kneel down.

Minglang was taken aback. Where did the song come from? He dragged him up and asked dumbfounded, "What did you hear?"

Lu Shenyan looked at him aggrievedly: "Your mother, my future mother-in-law told you to take time to see which girl."

Mingming heard his mother say "Yanyan went to see her" during the day, but he didn't expect his mother to tell him about it, so he hesitated and said, "I've finished watching her."

"What, everyone has seen it!" Up on top, almost on top, and let people live.

Minglang looked at him and wanted to laugh, getting married--it was indeed a good idea that Lu Shenyan could come up with.

"Don't laugh, I'm telling you serious things." It feels so informal, am I not sincere enough? Then I remembered that he went on a blind date during the day, and Lu Shenyan came up again, so I couldn't help asking sourly: " What do people think, is it better than me?"

Minglang held back a smile, made tea and motioned him to sit down, feeling the need to have a chat with him.

Lu Shenyan didn't want to drink any tea, and when he sat down, he just looked at Teacher Ming opposite him.

Minglang said slowly: "You will not be back soon, what do you think?"

"I've said it a long time ago, I've thought it through, I want to be with you." You are ignorant about this question, isn't it obvious enough for me.

"With me, why?"

"I like you, can't you see it?" It seems that I haven't expressed enough.

Minglang looked at him and said, "One will walk many roads in one's life, see many scenery, and meet many people he likes."

Lu Shenyan seemed to know what he was going to say, and interrupted him eagerly: "What are you talking about, I'm about thirty years old, how many times have I liked? Besides, everything before is over, and there is no love after leaving you." , and there won’t be any in the future.” What Lu Shen said was the truth, except for Xu Tingting, who had already broken up when they went abroad, and has been alone since then, even if someone expressed their love to him, he rejected them all. Well, Teacher Ming is like a distant lighthouse, although it is thousands of miles away, but his heart is so full that he can no longer hold another one.

Minglang said: "Then think about it carefully, what kind of like is it, is it really like this?"

Lu Shenyan got up and turned around from the opposite side, squatted at his feet, and looked up at him: "You ask me what kind of like you are, so listen to me carefully, I will think of you when I do anything, and I want to treat you well for no reason. , I can’t live without you, and I want to love you for the rest of my life.” After finishing speaking, he looked deeply into his eyes, “There are many reasons for liking you, and if you want to hear others, I will tell you little by little for the rest of my life. ,Okay?"

The eyes of Lu Shenyan in front of him were so soft that water dripped out, and he couldn't help but pause for thought, "Lu Shenyan, don't you think that I misled you at the beginning, or that what you are nostalgic for is more a feeling of companionship, but It's not other emotions, you should think about it carefully, otherwise you-"

Lu Shenyan interrupted him and held his hand, "Listen to me first, I did a very bad job at that time, and everyone had to tell me that I was a bad person. My best friend, Teacher Ming, said he liked me , I was really confused at the moment, I couldn’t find Bei, I thought about it for a few days, and I knew that Teacher Ming’s words were always serious, and what Teacher Ming said was so sure, I felt that it was too heavy, and I didn’t dare to reach out to pick it up, as if there was no way out. "

Minglang thought, when he was moaned by various emotions, he did that back then, and couldn't help but say: "So you see, I pushed you into that situation, blame me."

"I don't blame you, it's because I've been unresponsive for so many years, and it's in my head." Speaking of this, Lu Shenyan looked into his eyes and sighed: "I used to never understand why I thought of big and small things the first time. It's you, why do I get so jealous when I see you with other people, that I hate everyone who approaches you, both men and women. Do you remember that time I said 'fortunately you're not a girl', and later I looked at you several times, and I thought in my heart, "Fortunately, you are not a girl." When I turned my head, I didn't understand why I thought so, and I secretly despised myself many times. I actually said this to my best friend. Thoughts, but so logical."

Listening to what he said, the expression on Minglang's face changed insignificantly, and he wanted to laugh.Lu Shenyan laughed at himself, "Do you want to laugh? I really thought about this question several times. I thought that if I told you, you would beat me on the head. Then I forced myself to convince myself. Teacher Ming is so good, I can't blaspheme Teacher Ming, this is the bottom line, I got myself back."

"You know what happened later, Mingming, I am not as sure as you, nor as strong as you. I couldn't turn my head around and ran away shamefully. I despise myself until now. Why didn't I dare to face myself at that time? No matter what it is, whether it confuses me or scares me, those are my real feelings, and I should not escape. But I turned around and ran away. Even I feel that I am too bad, and so do you Yes or no?"

Without waiting for anyone to answer, he said again: "After I fled shamefully, I thought about these years and these things. I want to see you because I always have you in my heart. I am jealous of others approaching you because I don't want people to know about you." Okay, I want to hide you, I think you’re lucky you’re not a girl, it’s an escape from my inner thoughts. Only after I left you did I know how much I miss you, I want to see you, I want to hold you, I want to see you smile, I miss you Every expression on your face. But I dare not call you, or act coquettishly with you as before. On the phone and you hung up I felt like I was going crazy and had to see you right away, look you in the eyes and tell you how much I miss you, hold you in my arms to keep breathing. I passed out that day I came back from class without telling you. I went to buy your favorite durian cake and waited all night at the hospital gate. And the irony is that I waited until the morning to see you leaving with Jiang Dan. You smiled so naturally, So happy, I think you may have a new life, Teacher Ming, as long as you are happy."

Minglang hesitated for a few times, it wasn't his own illusion, it turned out that he really came that day, this idiot, at that time he thought something happened to me and Jiang Dan.

While reminiscing through time, Lu Shenyan rubbed his fingers heavily, as if he wanted to rub everything he said just now into his heart with the temperature of his fingers, so that he could understand his own heart, but his own hands were trembling slightly He said, "That's right, I think God did it on purpose, I was stupid, I didn't ask you for proof at all, my heart was empty all of a sudden, there was no need to stay, I turned around and went back and got seriously ill. Afterwards, I didn’t dare to call you or come back, because I was afraid of what I would hear and see again. I really wanted to jump off the building. Later, when I met Yu Jingqiu and heard him say that what I thought was purely a misunderstanding, I was able to catch my breath. Then, I worked hard to complete my studies, and sometimes I even summoned up the courage to listen to your voice. I finally made it to graduation. I came back the day after the graduation ceremony. Now I am sure, from the beginning to the end. All I think about is you, and I want to be with you for the rest of my life."

After finishing speaking, Lu Shenyan lowered his head and lowered his eyes, then looked up at Minglang again and let out a long breath, as if he had finished a difficult journey and unloaded a heavy burden, "I've explained everything, don't ask to let go, But please be merciful."

After hearing what he said, he was speechless for a long while, and Lu Shenyan leaned towards him, "If I mess up again this time, you don't want to talk to me from now on, but what if I do well, right? ? If you don’t give me a chance to try, I will never be reconciled in this life. Let’s do it again, shall we, this time let me approach you, let me wait for you, let me pamper you, okay?”

I originally wanted to make him quit, but he was dumbfounded by what he said, "What are you doing, I ask you, if I didn't say that sentence that day--, are you married and have children? gone?"

"No ifs."

"What if?"

"It's not just in case, don't use these things that don't exist!" Teacher Ming knows how to find a reason, it doesn't exist!

"I'm serious, if—well—" Minglang felt his lips warm up before he finished speaking.

What if!Lu Shenyan didn't hesitate again this time, and with this posture, he grabbed the back of the man's head and slapped his mouth, not to ask any more what-ifs!

The warm breath was entangled together, and the sweet wind filled the hearts of the two of them.

Teacher Ming's lips were soft, like cotton candy. Lu Shenyan couldn't help but tasted it from the inside out. It's so sweet to my heart, um, Teacher Ming kissed me well.

Minglang's breath was unstable when he was kissed by him, and he was a little dazed, his head became a paste for a while, and it took a long time to feel that his mouth and face were hot, and a little air came in from his paste-like head. Can't play cards according to common sense.

However, Lu Shenyan felt that he had done a good job. The kiss that should have been given to you was delayed for so many years, so it would be nice to make up for it.After kissing him hard, he stroked his head again, and stroked his hair twice: "Mr. Ming, did I tell you that I like you, especially you."

Clear heart said, you drank too much and talked about it two days ago, and you felt something was wrong for a while, no, I talked with him so calmly with the intention of letting him retreat in spite of difficulties, it shouldn't be the result. , Feeling being taken away by him, sighed, leaned back, put his hand on his forehead, and stopped talking, "Let's go, don't talk anymore."

"No, we haven't finished chatting yet." Lu Shenyan felt that it was a windfall if he didn't propose a marriage, and he felt joy in his heart. How could he leave when the situation was so good, so he simply sat on the floor and made a gesture The posture of long talk.