The moon is full of flowers

After a lively scene, everyone was drunk, Ming Lang looked at both sides, Jiang Dan on the left was blushing, talking with Lan Che, Lu Shenyan on the right looked at him dumbfounded, and on the other side, Yu Jingqiu His face was gloomy, as if he was going to get himself drunk from cup to cup, and those few people who had faded from their greenness were talking nonsense.

How many faces of youth have gone away, but the dream of youth has always connected the past, present and future.The night is fading, and life will go on.

After a while, Lan Che answered the phone and got up to say goodbye. Yu Jingqiu managed to retain a sliver of reason, and sent the people who had arranged for them home. He also wanted to send Jiang Dan off. Jiang Dan looked back with Ming Lang's arm Yu Jingqiu glanced at her, and said politely, "Thank you for your hospitality, and I'm leaving." The redness on Yu Jingqiu's face faded away inadvertently, bringing out a lot of frustration.

Minglang took Lu Shenyan's car key, carefully placed Jiang Dan in the back row, and stuffed Lu Shenyan into the co-pilot. These two ancestors had to be taken back.

Jiang Dan drank a lot at night, and even drank the wine that Lu Shenyan poured several times, his head was dizzy, and he opened the window to blow the wind without saying a word.

Lu Shenyan was also a little drunk. Since just now, he has been looking at the person who is close at hand but seems to be separated by thousands of rivers and mountains. A far-fetched thought floated in his head. I want to travel thousands of rivers and mountains to find him. Hide, take a good look at him, hug him.

The moonlight is so beautiful, how come thousands of rivers and mountains are so long.

When he got to the door of the house, Lu Shenyan was a little too slow to realize that Jiang Dan was going to stay overnight again, so he subconsciously followed him in.

Minglang settled Jiang Dan into the guest room, and Jiang Dan pulled him and said, "Lu Jianyan, stay for observation."

What to observe, I have become like this and still observe.

When he came out, he saw Lu Shenyan leaning against the wall and looking at him with wet eyes, "Are you drunk too?" Lu Shenyan didn't answer, pulled him up, turned around and left.

"Hey, hey, what are you doing? I didn't take the key." Before he could finish speaking, he had already dragged the person into the opposite room, and Lu Shenyan still kicked the door shut.

As soon as the door was closed, Lu Shenyan instinctively leaned over and looked at the person in front of him intently.

This guy is definitely drunk, Ming Lang pushed him, "What's wrong?"

"Don't move." Lu Shenyan finished speaking in a deep voice, stared at him for a long time before saying bitterly, "You let her stay overnight again."

"She drank too much." Lu Shenyan smelled of alcohol and smoked it hotly, making Ming Lang's throat dry for a while.

"You were flirting with that Lan Che just now, he smiled at you, and you smiled at him too. Why did you smile at him, why did you leave him a phone..." The drunk man murmured and counted his dissatisfaction.

"No way." Minglang pushed him again, and he pressed him closer, and his whole body perched on him.

Ignored by him all night, Lu Shenyan tried desperately to find a sense of presence, "You are so kind to them all, what should I do? Hmm? What should I do?"

After messing around, Minglang raised his hand and patted his forehead, "Cold salad."

"It hurts." Lu Shenyan rubbed his forehead, lay on the person's shoulder indiscriminately, and turned into that clingy big dog again, his nasal voice became more and more intense, "Hug me... just forgive you..."

Minglang frowned. Why is this big dog more coquettish than before? He patted him on the back meaningfully, feeling that he couldn't breathe, "Get started first."

"No." After finishing speaking, the hand holding the person tightened again, afraid that if there was a little gap, the person in his arms would disappear.

Minglang was so stuck that he couldn't move, he said helplessly, "You let me take a breath."

"No." Of course Lu Shenyan did not let go.

"My key is locked inside." Lu Shen said that the door was locked when he pulled it out just now.

"It's just right, I'll let you stay overnight." Lu Shenyan felt that he was quite logical, but after he finished speaking, he felt that his head was out of control, and he shook his dizzy head.

Minglang thought about pouring him a glass of water to sober him up first, but he never thought that he would grab his wrist, drag him to the bedroom, and throw him on the bed.

Minglang fell down heavily, and his head was dizzy, "Lu Shenyan, why are you crazy?" After he stood up, that monstrous face came closer, and his whole body's breath was also pressed, the heat, the smell of alcohol Masking the pleasant smell on his body, Lu Shenyan said without hesitation, "I'm going crazy."

To say that Lu Shenyan was drunk, but now his consciousness is very clear, but his head has now formed a straight line that cannot be straightened anymore. If he wants to let someone stay overnight, he has to be pressed to the bed immediately. If he is not drunk, His head was so dizzy, he was in a strange state where his thoughts had already floated into the air, and his body was a little out of control. He buried his head on Minglang's shoulder, and began to say again, "Don't be so kind to them, I won't let you be so kind to them . ” In the short breath, another wave of heat was brought out, and Xun’s clear thoughts were a bit in a trance.

Minglang felt that he couldn't reason with him, and wanted to get out of the current predicament quickly, so he said like coaxing a child: "Okay, it's not good for them. You get up first, okay?" Unexpectedly, Lu Shenyan raised his hand and opened the head of the bed The little lamp supported the bed with one arm, stroked his face with one hand, carefully stroked the mole from the eyebrows to the corners of the eyes, and slid along the bridge of the nose to the thin lips bit by bit, and stayed in On the face, he squeezed it once and for all.

Seeing his close face, trance-like and passionate gaze, Minglang's heart was beating wildly, and his head was tilted up under the misty gaze, obviously he was the one who drank, why did he feel so dizzy? .

While pinching his face, Lu Shenyan frowned deeply, as if something worried him. "You're so thin, there's no flesh on your face. But why do I like you so much." After speaking, she tugged at her without knowing how serious it was. "Baby, was I stupid before, why didn't I know that I liked you." The hand slid down his ear to the back of his neck, and his warm lips pressed against it.

I don't know if it was hurt by this guy, or he just called "baby", Minglang suddenly became clear, subconsciously tilted his head, the kiss fell silently on the side of his face, and he heard him call again indistinctly After a few times of "baby", I finally couldn't hold it anymore, fell on Minglang's body, and fell asleep.

Lu Shenyan was half a head taller than Minglang. At this moment, Minglang was pressed on the bed by him, unable to move for a long time. It took a while to move his body and break free from his tight embrace. Something was missing, and he stretched out his hand to hug him again, Minglang hurriedly stuffed him with a pillow, and sure enough, the man was still twitching, but his hand was still subconsciously holding the hem of his clothes.

Mingming turned his head to look at him, Lu Shen said, we were originally two parallel lines, maybe sometimes a little closer, after all, I was the one who dragged you down at the beginning, if not for the beginning, you already have your own life, don't you? .It was just those few "baby" that made Minglang stunned for a long time.

In her sophomore year, Xu Tingting broke up with him again because she didn't know that she had gone to dinner with another girl, and that girl was quite pretty.That girl is the chairperson of this year's student union. That day, she happened to make an appointment with Lu Shenyan to discuss a forum, but when Xu Tingting called, he didn't answer, and when she turned around, she saw him and that girl chatting happily together, and left angrily. .

Not to blame Xu Tingting, anyone who likes the evil Lu Shenyan will feel insecure, the expression of perpetual confidence on his face looks high-spirited to others, but when Xu Tingting looks at it, it is replaced by all kinds of uneasiness and distress.

Lu Shenyan was also very distressed, Xu Tingting was angry not seeing him, and he said several times on the phone, "You are my favorite."

On the campus in midsummer, Minglang sat next to him and looked at the dark night sky with the evening wind blowing. His heart was broken into several pieces but he looked at him and smiled. It seems that in addition to the fragrance of flowers and stars in summer, there are also disheveled fallen leaves.

Later, in order to coax Xu Tingting, Lu Shenyan took Minglang to buy flowers for the first time. He bought a handful of roses, turned his head and saw that Qinglang held a branch of white flowers in his hand and smelled them. A harmonious picture.Lu Shenyan was stunned, and asked the clerk what kind of flower it was, "White eustoma." He turned his head and quietly asked the clerk to wrap a small handful, and gave it to Qingming when he went out.

"Why, are we going to sell flowers?" Ming Lang looked at him and asked in bewilderment.

"I think it looks good, I'll give it to you."

"Why don't you send me flowers."

Lu Shenyan grabbed his shoulders, leaned closer and said, "Flowers suit you very well, baby."

"Get out! Who is your baby!" Ming Lang threw him aside, ah, evildoer.

"You're a baby, big baby!" Lu Shenyan followed and started rubbing Qinglang's head again.

……

We've always been misaligned, haven't we.At that time, delusions flooded him and he burned himself, but he didn't know it. Now, Qingming doesn't know how to face the wrinkled heart that has been ironed.After staring at him quietly for a while, the dim light cast a shadow, making the room blurry. Lu Shenyan's beautiful eyes were closed, his eyelashes fluttered from time to time, and his black hair stood upright frizzy. .It seems that they are still the same intimate person back then, but it has been so long.

It's not out of reach, maybe now is the best distance.Sometimes I just feel that giving up something will bring unexpected relief. The best thing to have is not to have it. The most precious thing should be kept mysterious, and the most important relationship between people and friends is fine.

Minglang got up to settle him down, closed the door and left.

When the sun came in, Lu Shenyan was still dreaming of that long dream. The sky was clear and the sea was windy. Teacher Ming smiled at him with his eyes bent not far away. He pulled the man's arm and unconsciously tightened it. , I felt soft in my arms, and after waking up for a long time, I opened my sour eyes and concentrated my mind. Sure enough, there was no one who talked and laughed at Yan Yan in the dream. There was only a lonely pillow. Lu Shenyan raised his hand to cover the sun. Astringent.

The next afternoon, Lu Zhaoxin called him: "Yanyan, I'm going to see my mother today. Shall we meet in Beishan?" At that time, Lu Zhaoxin buried Minglang's mother in Beishan. The thorn in Lu Shenyan's heart seemed to have become a part of his flesh and blood.

Lu Shenyan packed up and went out, the sky did not know when it was raining lightly, arrived at Beishan as promised, walked along the long bluestone steps to a platform, his father Lu Shenyan was waiting with a black umbrella He, when he got to his mother's tombstone, Lu Shenyan saw that there was already a bouquet of flowers in front of him. They were lilies that his mother liked. At that time, his mother always planted a few lilies at home when she had nothing to do, and the fragrance lingered for a long time.

Lu Zhaoxin stood next to him and watched him finish the memorial service. After thinking for a long time, he finally said, "Yanyan, there is something I haven't told you about. It was inappropriate before. Now I think you have the right to know." Instantly understood what he was going to say, "Dad, I know."

Lu Zhaoxin was startled, "What do you know?"

"My background, I am not your child."

Lu Zhaoxin was stunned, "When did you know?"

"It's very early, I saw that document." Lu Shenyan looked at the monument in front of him and said leisurely, "Dad, I thank you for raising me. I have nothing but gratitude to you and mother."

Lu Zhaoxin's eyes were moist, and it took him a long time to choke up and say, "Dad, I'm sorry, please forgive Dad."

The sky was gloomy, and the atmosphere between father and son was indescribably subtle.

The past that has been silent for many years is like tea leaves soaked in boiling water, spreading out bit by bit.Speaking of resentment, Minglang felt that he had feelings for his father back then, not to the extent of resentment, but that he was too selfish and only thought of himself.After another thought, after all, as adopted sons, they were already very kind to themselves, especially their mother. As for Lu Zhaoxin, they couldn't get close since childhood.Later they divorced, and Lu Shenyan also felt sad, but then gradually realized that there is no right or wrong in most people's relationships, only you don't know what you want, your father may be the one who knows what you want, and your mother But want a right or wrong.It is impossible to have an equal relationship, one party must compromise more, because of this, when he loves his mother, he also loves Qingming's forbearance in those years even more.

It has been more than ten years since I have been going round and round on the annual rings of life, round after round, and my life has actually passed very quickly. When I watched "Spirited Away" back then, I didn't understand why there are people who just go and never come back. The train on the sea, when I grow up, I understand that everyone has to set off alone, and take a short-distance train to the unknown. don't let go.

After coming down from the mountain, the two parted. Lu Zhaoxin asked him if he was still used to being in the hospital. Lu Shenyan nodded and said it was fine, and told him not to be too tired and pay attention to rest. Lu Shenyan said "you too", in the tone of the two of them It is a politeness that is familiar and alienated.Father, the person who once gave him life, has now become the strangest existence.

His father told him to go home and check if he was fine, and Lu Shenyan nodded in agreement.He only visited his father's new home once during the few years he was in college, and Minglang persuaded him to go back one year during the Chinese New Year. Before he went, Minglang specially prepared things for him to take with him, and Lu Shenyan felt like he was leaving relatives.It turned out to be true, the hostess of that house was a strange woman, she was smiling all over her face, and she was holding a seven or eight-year-old boy in her hand. His father was very happy to see him, and took him to Seeing the room reserved for him all the time, and wanting to keep him for a few days to eat and stay, Lu Shenyan felt uncomfortable, put down his things and left in a hurry.The father said about the child, it was brought by that woman, but Qingming still couldn't stand it.I always thought that it didn't matter to me that my father remarried. After all, people have to find their own happiness, but when they saw the current family, they realized that the thorn in his heart that had turned into flesh still pierced him with blood.

The fate of parents may end here in this life.

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