The moon is full of flowers

Going back at night, Lu Shenyan knocked on Minglang's door as usual, saying that since he moved here, he has been harassing his neighbors every now and then, and Minglang's refrigerator has been stuffed to the brim again and again.

Right now Minglang is sitting at home watching a movie with the lights turned off. It's "Reunion 3" in which everyone loves Iron Man. Fighting the fire, flying all over the sky and everywhere, that person who looks like no one else, the behavior of my boss in the universe looks like some evildoer.

Just as he was thinking, the evildoer arrived, and Lu Shenyan waited boredly for him to open the door, with something in one hand, "I'm so thirsty, give me a glass of water, what did Yu Jingqiu bring me to eat, it's so salty." He rushed into the room, saw half a glass of water on the cooking table, picked it up and poured it into it.

"Is there no water in your house?" Minglang watched him take his own cup and drink it without hesitation, leaning on the side with his arms around his shoulders, and threw the cup away after a while.

"I just moved here and I haven't come to buy water in a hurry." He put the cup down and stared at the person.

"You remember to go to other people's houses to stuff things every day, don't you remember to buy water?" Ming Lang immediately felt embarrassed after asking.

Lu Shenyan looked at his uncomfortable expression and smiled, "What can you say?" Why is Teacher Ming so stupid, digging a hole for himself and jumping in, why is he so cute, I really want to pinch his face, Lu At this moment, Shen Yan's eyes were full of caution.

Lu Shenyan withdrew his greedy care, and glanced at the "Taj Mahal" on the shelf next to him. Hey, why didn't he notice it after coming here a few times? Has this thing been here for a long time? Who told him to look at it every time? There are only people who can see other things.At this moment, he remembered something, raised his finger and said, "This, you have spelled it out, I thought you didn't."

Minglang hurriedly found a piece of cloth and covered the Taj Mahal that was built with Lego blocks.

The Taj Mahal, born of love, flows with the infinite affection of the king, and reincarnates uninterrupted thoughts in the endless time. "It is said that the tyrant is very happy, but the Taj Mahal is so beautiful. For thousands of years, people are more willing to believe that there are deep feelings in this cold world." These words seemed to come from Lu Shenyan at that time, I don’t know where this guy came from, and he deliberately pretended to be deep. This set of Lego version of “Taj Mahal” is the one given by Lu Shenyan when he smashed his wife Ben.

Maybe the person who said this at the beginning has forgotten, but Minglang always remembers it. 5922 building blocks have never been disassembled since they arrived in Minglang's hands. Lu Shenyan laughed at him at that time, thinking that he was going to grow hair.I have forgotten how I was thinking about it at the time, and I vaguely remember that if I finish it too quickly, it will be gone. Compared with the result, it seems that I can’t bear the loss after finishing something, so let’s put it there.

After he left three years ago, Minglang disassembled the set of Taj Mahal, put it together piecemeal for half a month, and finally put it together.The shrunken version of the palace is exquisite and beautiful. Over and over again, this shrunken version of the Taj Mahal is not about longing, but a reminder to myself that it’s over, let’s let go. I gambled and lost. What else is there to wait for or be afraid of? At the end of the day, those initial daydreams have become eternal places, which cannot be reached in this short life.

Some people are chasing power, others are chasing feelings. There are many twists and turns, and there may be gains, but in the end, it is more empty.No one can play against God, so don't worry about it, put down the butcher knife and let yourself go.

Lu Shenyan didn't know this, so he looked at the TV on the wall carelessly, "What are you watching? Avengers, let's watch together next time, I like Iron Man, do you remember?"

Why don't I remember, I watched Iron Man 123 by myself and him.But now someone doesn't open which pot and picks which pot, all the way, of course you like it.

"Have you eaten yet? I brought you a late-night snack." It turned out that what he was carrying in his hand just now was food again. It seemed that this time when he met him, this person was basically feeding himself.

"It's over." The wall that Minglang is leaning against is right between the living room and the kitchen. Half of his body is in the light, and the other half is hidden in the dim light of the TV. The faint light illuminates his side face vividly and straight, and his eyelashes flutter. He said, but his nose was cold, looking at him with his arms around his shoulders.

Minglang looked at him with his arms around his shoulders, and Lu Shenyan looked at Teacher Ming opposite him with a pale light. His hair was longer than before, and his brows were slightly frowned under the tips of his hair, as if he was holding back something, his brows were as picturesque as before , there was no change at all, there was a star of light printed in the dark eyes, and she was looking at herself leisurely.

Well, our teacher Ming is still so good-looking. Lu Shenyan took a deep breath and walked over. Before Minglang had time to react, he had already blocked people against the wall, and his body leaned over. The once-familiar person froze immediately, and his first reaction was to push him away. He stretched out his long arms and hugged him tightly. His chin rested on his shoulder and pressed against his cheek, just like before. Same.

After a while, feeling that the person in his arms was no longer struggling, Lu Shenyan said softly - "I miss you." Slowly and low, as if time would be infinitely stretched out, and as if he wanted to take the time spent in the past few years. All the thoughts that cannot be imagined are put in these three words, bringing out a sigh that seems to be nothing.

With the familiar body in his arms, the heart that had been floating for a long time returned to its place, and fell to the ground exhausted.

Minglang was in a trance just now and immediately pushed him, the sigh followed that sentence with a heat wave and fell into his ears, rolled into his heart, and then penetrated into his limbs along with his five senses, carrying a little bit of damp warmth , spread to every cell in the frontier, the place in my heart that had been empty for several years was slowly warmed up, those unwillingness, confusion, and disappointment, like crumpled paper, were properly ironed by that sentence.

When I was young, I only said that I liked it. At the beginning, it was in my heart, with infinite tenderness and sweetness. Gradually, I talked a lot. The heart no longer follows the ups and downs.I fell in love with you when I saw you for a certain moment, sometimes it's too shallow to think about it.

Now, a sound of longing came to his eyes across thousands of rivers and mountains, and Minglang was lifted up and swung down, swaying aimlessly for a while, and finally swayed a trace of extravagant sweetness in the cold abyss for a long time.

There are thousands of fetters in the world of mortals, but it's just a miss.

After a long time, Lu Shenyan felt that the person in his arms was no longer struggling. Hearing his heart pounding, his ears seemed to be burning too close together, so he couldn't help asking him softly, "Do you miss me?" No answer was heard.Rubbing his chin lightly against the hollow of his shoulder, he asked him, "Huh? Do you miss me?" There was still no response.Lu Shenyan turned sideways a little bit, saw that half of his ear was already red, got sly, changed his expression, and asked a little fiercely but in a serious way: "I'm asking you, do you miss me?" , um, do you really want to? Don’t tell me I’m going to talk about it.” After speaking, he really moved closer.

Unchanged, Minglang came back to his senses, the blush at the base of his ears flashed onto his cheeks, almost slamming him, pushed him away, got up and turned on the light in the living room, and cut off the casually flowing atmosphere, "I don't want to, have not thought."

Lu Shenyan still wanted to come up to pull him, but Minglang dodged it, so Lu Shenyan squeezed onto the sofa again, with his shoulders touching his shoulders, and made do with them, with the corners of his mouth slightly hooked, but his eyes were a little smug, " You really don't think about me at all, don't you?"

"Have you finished your water?" Ming Lang pulled his head away from him, "Hurry up, hurry up." Why was he bewitched by him so easily, and sent this evildoer away quickly.

One minute later, Lu Shenyan was kicked out, remembering that he hadn't finished his business, "I still have something to say, wait a minute, I really have something to say." He was locked out again, and someone cursed secretly in his heart. Thinking of myself, obviously the atmosphere is so good, everyone is hugged tightly, why should I tease him, I can’t help teasing him, seeing his playful expression, Lu Shen said, no wonder he wants to say you are naive, you must learn from it next time A profound lesson, but fortunately this time the door didn't hit the face.

Within three seconds, there was another knock on the door, and Minglang thought he would leave for a while, but in the end, he shouted "Minglang, Teacher Ming, Teacher Ming, Minglang" and the neighbors opened their doors one after another.

In the middle of the night, I can't afford to lose this person after following him, what else can I say, Minglang opened the door and looked at him helplessly.

"Yu Jingqiu proposed to organize a reunion of acquainted classmates next week, and specially invite you to attend, so as to save face." He secretly tampered with the content, saying that it was Yu Jingqiu's idea.

"I'm not familiar with you, so I won't go." Minglang never liked to attend class reunions.

Yu Jingqiu, the one in the student union has a good relationship with him. When he was in school, he always followed Jiang Dan for a while. His hair always stood upright, and he was quite a nice person, but Jiang Dan always said that he had no personality and hated the street. Last time I caught a lot of people with no personality, so I didn't care about them.After all these years, they have a good relationship.

I heard him say again: "I haven't seen you for many years. Don't be so cold all the time. They warmly invited you to go. At least think about it."

Minglang said "Let's talk" with a sullen face, and the door closed again.

Lu Shenyan was overjoyed, besides, there is a door, Mr. Ming, you will never learn to reject others.

It's not that Teacher Ming won't reject others, or he won't reject him. The habit of many years seems to have taken root. He doesn't want to see him in his head, but he always saves face for him subconsciously.

Life was still the same, Luo Qingyuan sent him messages every day that didn't hurt or itch, and he would reply occasionally, since he didn't want to get entangled with others, he shouldn't take this issue. The child with pneumonia in bed 34 was discharged from the hospital, and another one was admitted. The grandmother of the child in bed 11 secretly gave the child snacks yesterday. Lin Lin was diagnosed with acute lymphoblastic leukemia in bed 23.Nowadays, more and more children are suffering from this disease. Although there is a cure rate of nearly 80% in theory, there will be countless bone punctures, lumbar punctures, more than a dozen or even 24 hours of blood transfusion, and Almost imprisoned life, even if it is cured, it still faces the risk of relapse...

Minglang looked at the inspection sheet, but still invited the parents of the child into the office.

When the patient's family members leave here, they often have two expressions, one is happy, not knowing how to thank the doctor, and the other is disappointed, holding a sliver of hope and finally not knowing where to pin it.

After explaining the illness and sending away the disappointed parents of the children, Minglang was busy all morning sorting out the medical records of the children who were admitted and discharged yesterday, but his heart was still weighed down by a stone, thinking about going to bed 23 for a while.The door of the office suddenly opened, and Lu Shenyan came in wearing a white coat and a pair of glasses. When did this guy's eyes break down, he was nearsighted or presbyopic, so he didn't look like him.

Lu Shenyan always looked at ease wherever he went. He sat beside him and watched him tidy up. After a while, he propped his arms on his face and observed, "What's wrong? You don't seem to be in a good mood."

Minglang feels bored. He has been working as a doctor for more than ten years as an intern. He has seen countless patients and people around him always ask a question. The time in this line of work is getting longer and longer. Will every patient he encounters be numb? Some people will indeed feel tired , There will be a period of psychological burnout, but he is still not used to it.

"What's the matter, you're seriously ill again?" For so many years, Lu Shenyan always knew where his point was.

"Leukemia, 5 years old."

"Oh, there are too many. Birth, old age, sickness and death are life."

When did this guy believe in his fate? Minglang raised his head and asked him, "Are you so idle?"

"On the first day of work and at noon, I'll come and see you." He said casually and sincerely.

Didn’t I just see you in the morning, when Mingming went downstairs, this man was already waiting downstairs, and got into his car in a dead breath, calling it, low-carbon travel, and passing by to test his driving skills. close.When he left three years ago, Minglang hadn't driven a car yet, and he was growing rapidly.The more I think about it, the more I feel that I am a fool, why did I leave at that time, otherwise..., it is not too late now.

Lu Shenyan was originally a very free and easy person. For some reason, he couldn't be free and easy when facing Mingming. Once he was concerned, he couldn't be free and easy. When the two of them were making trouble together before, they would take Qingming when they got bored. Looking at him strangely, he didn't realize it.At this moment, he chased him to the office to guard him, like a big canine that needs love and care all the time.

Big dog is hungry now, "Where is the restaurant? I don't know, Teacher Ming will show you the way." It seems that he has never called him Doctor Ming, and he is not as kind as Teacher Ming, and the habits of more than ten years can't be easily changed. .

If you believe what he said, you'll be damned, and hurriedly sent him away, "Turn right when you get out of the building, turn right at the end, then turn left and you'll see it."

"Aren't you going?" Lu Shenyan asked.

"I'm not hungry." Minglang didn't look up.

"You can't do this, you will get dementia if you don't eat well." Lu Shenyan reached out and was about to rub his head habitually.

Minglang hid far away, packed up his things, glanced at him and walked towards the ward, seeing that the child was much better than looking at him.

"Hey, wait for me." He followed the people to the ward with a stern look, and leaned against the door to watch the child check up, talk to the child and communicate with the family members. He deeply felt that his treatment was not as serious as that of the patient.

After quite a while, when Minglang finished watching the little patient and came out of the ward, he saw the inspector Lu still leaning against the wall at the door, "Why haven't you left yet?"

"I'm still waiting for dinner." His eyes didn't seem to move away from the person.

"I told you how to get there."

"I don't have a meal card. Waiting for you to take me there, can you show some basic sympathy?" He looked like he really couldn't eat.

Minglang was about to chase him away, when he felt those little girls with twinkling eyes gathered in the distance, with unconcealable excitement on their faces, and they muttered there from time to time, Minglang could think After making up what they were talking about, Lu Shenyan seemed to have noticed it, and turned his head to look.

Everywhere he goes is a disaster, Minglang feels that he will not leave if he does not leave, seeing him glance to the side, "Are you going?"

The soft-hearted teacher Ming, Lu Shenyan agreed beautifully in his heart.A few seconds later, when he passed by a few nurses, he even said hello to them, and the little girls were about to shine with the naked eye: God Lu wears glasses, so handsome, why did Master Lu come to our department? Oh, wow, Master Lu's back is so wide, is Tomohisa Yamashita there? Hey, why did Master Lu leave with Dr. Ming?

The author has something to say: continue tomorrow.