The moon is full of flowers

Last night, Lu Shenyan was ruthlessly slapped outside the door, with a blank expression on his face. Thinking about it, Mr. Ming used to pretend to be fierce, except for the time when there was an accident at home, he was depressed for a while, and Minglang was really angry. All the time he was gentle.If you can't get back the time, you can't get back the original clarity.

It was because I didn't catch his sincerity back then, and it was because I ran away in a daze.In the past, no matter how the two of them quarreled, they mostly let him go down the steps. This time, it was his own fault. I don’t blame him for taking pictures of himself outside. But what can I do? Let’s take it step by step. Just find a stone to cushion it by yourself.

In the first year of going abroad, Lu Shenyan didn't have the courage to call Minglang, and the deserter didn't have any position. He wanted to joke with him as before and passed away, but he pressed the phone again and again with a guilty conscience.Turning around, I couldn’t help thinking about him, thinking of him in my heart, thinking of him holding my hand and running on the deserted long street that winter night, thinking of his concentrated expression when he raised his head in the fragrance of flowers in the evening, thinking of joking When he was a boyfriend, he was at a loss..., scenes and scenes emerged so clearly when he was alone, everything seemed like yesterday, and everything disappeared again, like the sea boiling on the shore and calm as before, only Lu Shenyan knew , There was once a wave that slapped heavily on his heart, stayed there and became more and more profound.

On Minglang's birthday that day, the number of times he dialed and then hastily pressed was finally connected. Hearing the familiar voice on the phone, Lu Shenyan felt relieved and embarrassed. Just listening, after a while someone came looking for him through the receiver, Minglang hung up the phone in a hurry, but his eyes couldn't stop sour, why am I so stupid, I just lost you.

Lu Shenyan's heart was in a ball, he was busy in the hospital just now, is he always so busy, did someone celebrate his birthday, did anyone take him to eat his favorite durian cake, did anyone wish him a happy birthday , What's even more stupid is that I forgot to say it just now.

Lu Shenyan couldn't bear it anymore. He skipped class and booked a ticket to return home. It was already midnight when he got off the plane. He went to the hospital with his bag on his back. He found out that someone was in the hospital, so he didn't go in to disturb him. He ran to several stores I bought a durian cake and waited at the entrance of the hospital until the sun came up, and finally saw that slightly tired figure.

Lu Shenyan saw someone from a long distance away, and was about to walk over when he suddenly saw Jiang Dan rushing from the side. Jiang Dan smiled brightly in the soft morning light, hugged Minglang's forehead and kissed and said After saying something, Minglang smiled back at her, and walked away with his arms around her shoulders.

Lu Shenyan seemed to be hit by a huge boulder on the spot, unable to move at all, fell down into the dark ice cave, his heart was frozen and roughly shattered, and he was at a loss all over the place.Mingming, I really lost you. At that moment, he heard the sound of something breaking, and he knew that it was his heart, which shattered into slag along with that smile.

After watching the two of them leave for a while, Lu Shenyan lost his mind and put the durian cake on the hospital consultation desk, then turned and went back to the airport.After such a tossing meal, I didn't eat or drink for more than 30 hours, and I was stimulated again. The old stomach problem was overwhelmed, and I got off the plane and went directly to the hospital in pain.

After a long time, Minglang didn't receive any calls from him, and sometimes felt that that day was his hallucination, when he heard him complain that the food there was unpalatable, and then disappeared in a flash.For some reason, Jiang Dan came to see him that morning, and felt that there was something strange, but he couldn't explain the reason, especially after hearing that someone left a durian cake on the consultation desk and no one claimed it. Is it just a coincidence?Don't think about it, isn't it what he said, people will disperse as they walk, and the eyes will gradually fade away.

Is it really gone, faded?

Someone always wants to remind him, how is it possible!At this time, Lu Shenyan, who was holding flowers, and Jiang Dan, who had a strange expression after waking up, looked at each other, and each said in their hearts: "I'm going! I've seen a ghost." He had already put on his clothes and earphones and was about to go for a run. He looked up and saw the expressions of the two of them.

Lu Shenyan couldn't bear it anymore, stepped in to put things on the table, frowned and asked her, "Why is it you again?"

Jiang Dan thought, why again, when did you see me. "It's me, what's wrong?"

"Why did you spend the night here? When did you come? How long have you lived?" Lu Shen asked repeatedly.

"This doesn't seem to be your home, so I have no comment." Jiang Dan raised his chin and glared at him.

Minglang looked at the two fuel-inefficient lamps, passed through the middle, and went out the door ignoring them.

When Minglang came back sweating, Jiang Dan had already washed up and adjusted himself to a combat state, Lu Shenyan stood aside with a sullen face and did not speak.

In fact, Lu Shenyan already knew that Minglang had nothing to do with this woman. That time when he saw the two of them happily leaving together, he turned his head and went back to England. After a serious illness and academic pressure, he didn't bother Minglang for a long time. In fact, he didn't dare to make a phone call, dare not go back, afraid of what he heard or saw again, and he was afraid that he would not be able to recover after being hospitalized. Until half a year later, he happened to meet Yu Jingqiu, a former medical school classmate.

When Yu Jingqiu was in school, he and Lu Shenyan were both in the student union. After several activities, the two hit it off quite well. After graduation, Yu Jingqiu stayed in a local hospital.

When meeting old acquaintances in a foreign country, it is inevitable to talk about the old days, and chatting, naturally talking about the old people and things.

Yu Jingqiu asked him, "Where's your girlfriend?"

"It's a long time ago." Lu Shenyan had a girlfriend in total. Xu Tingting let go at that time. If Lu Shenyan went abroad, they would break up. In the end, Lu Shenyan went abroad not because of her, but because of her. broke up.

"Then how are you and Minglang?" Yu Jingqiu heard a little bit about him and Minglang later.

"What can I do, there is someone beside him." Lu Shenyan said with blank eyes, shaking half a glass of wine.

"Ah, who's there?" Yu Jingqiu was a little surprised.

"The pharmacist is called Jiang Dan." Thinking of that scene, Lu Shenyan felt a dull pain in his heart, and felt uncomfortable even pulling his stomach.

"You misunderstood, they are not that kind, but Jiang Dan is always looking for Minglang, and Minglang regards her as a friend, everyone in the department knows." Yu Jingqiu also works in this line, everyone is a classmate and a colleague, and more importantly It was because he had a crush on Jiang Dan when he was in school, and the eldest lady didn't look at him at all. The secret love had no chance to develop into a clear love in the end, but after that, whenever he encountered something related to Jiang Dan, he still couldn't help but ask for it. , I also sighed inwardly.

"What did you say?" Lu Shenyan looked at him and asked anxiously.

"I thought you knew, they are good friends, not boyfriend and girlfriend." Yu Jingqiu said.

"Are you sure?" Lu Shenyan's heart skipped a beat, he felt as if he had been thrown ashore for a long time, a dying fish was about to lose its breath, and after hearing him say this, he was about to catch his breath.

"Sure, and it seems that Minglang has been single." Yu Jingqiu looked at his bewildered eyes, and patted him, "You still have him in your heart."

Lu Shenyan smiled wryly, except for him, no one could make him fly for more than ten hours, and he was about to suffer from stomach problems and even angina pectoris.

At this time, Lu Shenyan, who was about to suffer from angina pectoris, and Jiang Dan, the flamingo, froze at Minglang's house, ignoring each other.

Bright heart said, you two are amazing, you two are uncles, you two love whatever you like, you two continue, just pretend that they don't exist.Jiang Dan winked at him desperately, Minglang ignored her, packed up on his own, brought milk and bread and went downstairs to work, of course Lu Shenyan followed immediately, and dragged him into the car without any explanation.

Minglang glared at him and took her hand, beckoning him to let go.Lu Shenyan didn't seem to have received his cold signal, and stuffed him into the car as usual.

It's a good morning, I don't want to argue with him, it will affect my mood for the day, and I think clearly that I must drive the car back today.

All the way to the hospital without a word.After parking the car, Lu Shenyan couldn't wait to ask: "Does she have nowhere to go, why does she live at your place?"

"Stay overnight." Jiang Dan would sometimes live with him, this Lu Shenyan really didn't know, holding back all the way almost exploded.

This answer seems to be okay, but Lu Shenyan is very upset, this woman doesn't take good care of her boyfriend, what's the matter with pestering Minglang every day, it took a long time before she said: "Okay, then I will also stay overnight."

Minglang looked at him sideways, there must be something wrong, "She is my friend, what are you?"

"I'm your boyfriend!" Lu Shenyan had been suffocating since just now, and couldn't vent his anger. The sentence seemed to have been in his head for a long time, and he blurted out as if he hadn't thought about it. He was also taken aback. Teacher Ming didn't seem to care No consent.

Minglang was also briefly stunned, "Lu Shenyan, are you still in your teens?" Childish or not, do you really think you are in your teens?He didn't know that the boyfriend Lu Shenyan said was the boyfriend who wanted to take care of him for the rest of his life.

Minglang ignored him and got out of the car, and walked a few steps to catch up with Ji Muping who was about to enter the building, "Morning, Doctor Ji."

"morning."

When he entered the building, he glanced at the glass door to make sure that he didn't catch up. Fortunately, he knew himself well, otherwise he would not know how it would end if he said something out of his mouth.

More than ten years have passed, and the two people who were once so familiar have become so awkward, Minglang also feels that he has returned to life.There is no way, people are getting old after being tortured like this.First I look at you and you look at me, I know what you think and you know what I care about, and then one by one I can’t solve the problems, so everyone seems to have not seen it, awkwardly dawdling around every day, some of them can’t do it right It will be smoothed out until there is no wave in my heart, and some may become kites with broken strings, drifting farther and farther, as if neither ending is too good.

The author has something to say: Babies, continue tomorrow.