triumphant sister

At this time, as soon as they hold hands, they will wrestle. More than 2000 people breathe air-conditioning every morning, accompanied by various patriotic songs, and go out for exercises. In order to save time, the playground is reserved for the senior grades. Several laps, but the starting point is unified at the meeting point in the square. After starting, Liu Xingnan will drag Gu Chengen to be lazy. As soon as he turns around the meeting point, he hides under the morning glory trellis. Before dawn, there are blue or purple morning glory Still wrapped in vines and twisting and refusing to open, the two hid under the flower stand and snickered, sharing the dark chocolate in Liu Xingnan's pocket, and when the two of them finished eating the chocolate under the flower stand, it was almost the last round, and the two of them pretended again Insert into the team.

Later, in order to respond to the education bureau above to promote regional culture, because this is considered a holy land of Tai Chi, the school used Tai Chi and Tai Chi swords instead of running. Now I can’t be lazy, I have to learn, and I have to do exercises every day. Exercise to the music and practice every day until the body is in good condition. In fact, most people forget all about the 48 forms in the end, and only remember a big watermelon, which was split into two with a knife.

Later, the school responded to the call of enriching extracurricular activities. Every afternoon, the students in the activity class went to the auditorium to watch the ballroom dance videos of the middle school students.

She bowed to Gu Chengen, and Gu Chengen bowed slightly to her.

One shot and two shots, she goes left and she goes right, after she goes back she goes forward.

She took Gu Chengen's hand and raised it, and Gu Chengen circled around her.

But their group had a problem, Gu Chengen couldn't look at her the whole time, the teacher repeatedly reminded the two of them that it was important to keep their eyes on each other from beginning to end, but Gu Chengen couldn't do it.

It turned out that people would not see each other for a long time due to a small reason. She even wanted to turn over Gu Chengen as if it were a chapter of a book. Now this person has turned into a page in her hand, talking about it eloquently.

It turns out that this person is already like a dream. I am sure that I have seen her with my eyes, I have seen her for a long time, I am sure that I have held her by hand, and held her tightly, but I forgot it very quickly, and I am very sad. clean.

Liu Xingnan raised his eyes from his notebook, changed the newly lit incense burner, and saw such an elegiac couplet hanging in the hall: Waiting for a while to say goodbye is like a dream, why will we meet again after this.

Knowing that this is a dream that cannot be had, tears welled up in my eyes.

Chapter 2

two,

Second letter:

Xingnan, today is Monday, and it rained heavily in the morning.

The weather forecast issued a blue warning, and the water may be cut off tomorrow, but I have prepared enough for the next day, and now I am sitting on the chair with peace of mind.

It has been almost a year since I entered high school. Based on my state at the end of the third year of junior high school, my father is very relieved to be admitted to this high school. In his opinion, how much knot can a 16-year-old child tie in his heart? New life is enough to water it down.

I am no longer in Class [-], I am divided according to the score, and a zero is added. When I reach Class [-], I am no longer qualified to be an announcer. I can eat lunch in a leisurely manner like everyone else, and then prepare for lunch break with the radio up.

I have the same table at the front table and the back table, but I have nothing to say to each table. They chat with three things: the first is to please yourself, if you want to envy me, you'd better envy me; the second is Self-pity, you have to sympathize with me, you have to sympathize with me; the last kind, a little known is not enough.

When getting along with others, I always adhere to the attitude of knowing who I am and don’t get entangled. I don’t care, understanding is secondary, and habits are primary.So I found that even in a campus where people of the same age gather, as long as you can fetch water alone, wash your hair alone, eat alone, and pee alone, it doesn’t matter whether you have friends or not.

I wear my school uniform in a proper manner, no longer pull up my trouser legs to draw graffiti, cut my hair in a proper manner, keep the front in front of the eyes and the back of the shoulders, and run morning exercises in a good manner. There are no winding flower stands here, 400 for one lap and [-] for two laps.I gradually became like a well-behaved worm, just a moving thing. I gave up trying to figure out where I was, and just wanted to find the most suitable mode to survive here. Any Galaxy alumni, even if they are not familiar with , Walking on the road to greet me from afar, it will immediately turn me into a turtle shape, with my head bowed and my body crawling away.The head and face became parts of the way, but even so, I knew I still couldn't get rid of the rumors completely.

I understand what other people don’t understand. For those old friends in that old land, even if the ending is not very happy, I will never hate it. Most of my memories start from the Milky Way. I also regard myself as a product of the Milky Way. It is not only The school my father chose for me is still shaping me in the dark. Maybe that last year is the last lesson it taught me, and it is also the first lesson about human nature. I can’t stay in it forever. Grow under protection.

After you and your mother left, the rumors about the Liu family became the most popular topic of conversation during the Spring Festival last year. Only then did I understand the beginning and end of the matter. You must have known it a long time ago but kept silent about it to me. The matter did not happen in On me, what right do I have to be harsh on you?If it were me, it would take a lot of courage to face this kind of scar. Before I have enough courage, I will try my best to cover it up. Love is like a big fall. Most of them don’t care about that kind of scar. To a certain extent, it can even be used to pretend to be pitiful. People who are born must be of another kind. People who do not live by the victim model, and people who have a string in their hearts that are not broken, are unlikely to be willing to accept this kind of sympathy.

Fortunately, whether it is about the Yinhe or the Liu family, these rumors have lost most of their meaning because of your absence.

Even if you were born in the sun and your attribute is light, you are fortunate to be a symbol of youth with unique memories for a group of men and women.

Even so, don't get off track, it will be swallowed up.

I'm even starting to be glad you're gone.

The breath of growth is green. Before that, trembling with selfish little strength, I was extremely eager to blend in, get along with this world, change places too often, love too often, these are green but It can't be wrong.

However, we all know that to let go, it is not easy to survive for animals that are always nostalgic and dependent.Life is like this, it will always be mixed with something else, and sometimes it will repeat the previous one, you have to be surprised, you have to miss, you have to be old, and you have to be warm, but don't say it, it can't be replaced.Even longing will be quantified over time, and will eventually decrease sharply. Is this the case? I am waiting for this day.

Okay, get out of class is over, I'm going to eat.

Finally, I am a little embarrassed to tell you that I am fatter than when I was in Yinhe. The cafeteria in the new school is very big, and the supermarket is also very big. I finally don’t have to be hungry every day, and I can’t eat every day.

How to distinguish people in this world, some people are afraid of death because they are afraid of the end, some people are afraid of death because they are afraid of another beginning, some people have hemorrhoids, some people don’t, some people know they are colorblind, some people don’t, Some people have changed, some people have never been, some people are good at creating, some people are good at destroying, some people are ashamed because of others, some people are ashamed because of themselves, and some people can’t eat because of missing. Jaw disorder.

I thought of many mornings when the sun was not directly shining. Holding our lunch boxes, I could smell the familiar but still appetizing smells of cucumber, soy sauce, and steamed buns. I lifted the thick and yellowed skin Curtains hanging down, white sneakers stepping on the greasy dark red tiles, I try to imagine what is different from now, the big dining hall is so empty, so empty, picking and choosing without direction, I didn’t expect you to be so unforgettable.

I have many hands that have to be let go, many misses that cannot grasp the details, and neurons that start to forget without conscious effort.About your bits and pieces, I hope I have the right to forget.

2010.7.19

It's so poor, and I feel really sad because of the poverty.

There is too little to eat, and my body is growing, so I think about eating all day long. At night, after the lights are turned off, there are starving ghosts with flat stomachs running back and forth in the corridors, either borrowing instant noodles or boiling water. It must be a fateful friendship for you to drink instant noodle soup with the lid of the thermos pot. A red brick in the South Playground was torn open by men and turned into a secret passage to buy candied haws. Here a group of greedy cats are holding money, and over there are selling candied haws. The old people don’t need to meet each other, and they tacitly pay the money with one hand and deliver the goods with the other. They can eat candied haws while watching the old pig breeder wield a big stick to breed pigs on the roof. He is a winner in life.

The two of them also had to find a way to get out from the wall of the south playground. They jumped out, but they still had to fall. There was also a 'croak' sound, and I felt that my internal organs were about to fall apart. At that time, the two little people were so immature when they were children, and they had to worry about dislocating their arms and risking falling into the septic tank of the pigsty. The heart that wants to go out to eat is so tenacious.

The school supermarket dare not sell snacks due to the school's prestige. It only sells one kind of explosive candy, but it only dares to sell it to the seniors.

Gu Chengen tried a few times but it didn't work. Liu Xingnan went to get it done once, including the contraband yo-yo. While playing with the ball, Gu Chengen wondered, "Why don't they sell me?"

Liu Xingnan deliberately picked the most sour one for her to eat, and said: "Look at you, you are short, you are still a junior high school student, you are not as tall as a ball, come on, stand on the edge of the flower pond and play, don't break my ball gone."

Gu Chengen was grinned sourly by Tang, and the yo-yo under his hand buzzed to sleep.Standing by the edge of the flower pond, she has always been thin and malnourished, which perfectly fits the dry image of the top five.

many afternoons,