triumphant sister

Rent is so cheap that it can be ignored.

So a lot of time, we both hang out together, every night after seven o'clock, I like to watch Benua even put on his lower eyeliner, wear a waistless and leggy costume, and dance around the bar outside the door. In fact, In my mind, the dancing girl outside the door is already an artist.

Benua once took me to a traditional festival that she couldn't even explain herself. She wore a red sarong and showed me a dance that I had never seen before. It turns out that a woman's body bends like this. The body needs to rotate in this way, and with the music, she turns herself into a stream of water. The beauty can knock people down. How can a dance bring such a great sense of beauty to people? I don’t even know which school of dance this beauty belongs to. , but the shock this time is enough, she is already an artist, an artist who uses and develops her body to the extreme, it doesn't matter if such an artist hangs on a pole outside the door and doesn't dress properly.

Occasionally, there will be individual customers who are very picky, picky about the lack of tricks of the dancers, I am the spirit of all things, and there is nothing in the shape of a snake in front of you, and you think I have few tricks, fuck you, I will teach Benua They said in Chinese, fuck you.

There are too many disappointing beauties in this world. Looking at Benua outside the door, I think, maybe beauty is used to be let down, and it must be left there, so that it can be considered complete. Van Gogh’s ear, Yang Yuhuan Maweipo, the beauty is waiting for that moment, perfect.

I like the corkscrew hanging from my waist, I like the smell of lemons on my hands all the time, I like the mountains of glasses and endless ice cubes, and girls take them out of their underwear The temperature and curvature of the money to buy wine, I like those who lie on my counter with mustaches sticking to their upper lips.

Most of these people lying on the counter did not admit to three things, three things that were obvious but would not admit to death.

One is that some people's fathers are sometimes very cowardly, and the cowardly ones are obvious.How can father be cowardly, how can he be indignant, how can he adjust? If father wants to adjust, then his understanding of the whole world must be adjusted.

So these people who refused to know their father again fell down in front of my counter.

The second is that some people are really lonely, and the loneliness is obvious.Even if I grin at me like Johnlone, the whole face is just a big lone. If someone shows me this kind of smile, this person must be a fool who has father, mother, brother and sister. one person.

So these barren people with fathers, mothers, brothers and sisters lay down in front of my counter.

The third is that some people never know what to have to be loved.

I don't want to admit it, but it's obvious.

Actually, looking at so many different colored eyes and drinking different colored liquids to anesthetize my nerves, I was still a little scared.

Benua told me that as soon as there is trouble, run away if you can't beat it. If you can't get away from the wine bottles on the shelf behind, you can knock on the thin skin. Coordinated outside, behind the bar, there is a small fan fluttering fireflies, sitting and watching the men and women flirting, it is quite fun, there are mint leaves and lemongrass smells everywhere, and the alcohol content of each base wine is higher than human body temperature, one drink The blood is red on the scalp, and 'Smokingkills' is written on every pack of cigarettes, filling every breath of these aliens.

I like Benua, I really like her innocence and magnanimity, I like her like you.

Benua's soul is the same as that of a woman, she doesn't wear any clothes, I use all the tricks I know to make her happy, I know that when she is jealous and helpless, her lower lip will hang down uncontrollably, and her head will shake when she is happy Put it on, look at it, look at it, her bad, her good, protecting her sometimes has to go around 180 turns.

Every way of life I have chosen before, people can use 'weird' to define it, indicating that this way of life is not strange, and it is not lonely, real loneliness, like a strong suction cup, once you are sucked, you can't leave , Benua is such a sucker.

When you see a kind of loneliness, you think it is unique. In fact, loneliness is just a variety, not unique.

Anything in this world, if you can't really know it, you can't really destroy it.

So is solitude, and so is Benua.

I live by her side now, and I blame the previous me for not being aware of it. In fact, it is quite simple to avoid these people after seeing her.

But human beings have forgotten what freedom is after coming down from the tree, and they began to crazily yearn for the same kind after getting off the tree.

Every day, I sleep with her lying on the ground of the shoe store, listening to her coughing like an old man every morning, smelling the same rubber smell, going to a toilet, eating a family meal, putting the same spices, watching She dances and twirls with the same expression, feeds the same cat, I'd rather be attracted to her.

She always likes to wait for me or ask me to wait for her to go home together. On the road, Benua will nimbly grab lotus root from the passing fruit cart and eat, then turn his back to the rider and smile at me Stuffing the red fruit into her mouth, she became a thief again, a little Nyonya who combines all the dangerous and sexy professions in the world, and there are old people on the island who are practicing exercises like shaking hands , Seeing what this little Nyonya did, she just waved her hands and laughed.

This Pengpi is really down-to-earth, Xingnan, I heard the sound of clattering again, I don’t know if the stall outside is cooking rice or it’s raining again, if it’s raining, I have to go out to pick up Benua, and buy it by the way The fish come back to eat. The living fish pond here is covered with lotus leaves, and the dead fish is covered with ice cubes. The unique cat on the island licks the eyes of the fish head on the ground. When it rains, the rain on the island drenches the skinny bones on the back of the island. .

The umbrellas are all bought by Benua from the hotel. The small ones can’t cover two people at all. The kapok, erythrina, and linden flowers on the island are as red as fire when they bloom. The cloudy sky reflects my little black umbrella, which is indescribable. Given the beautiful scenery, people also wear colorful clothes. If you look at what color clothes the people on this island wear to work, you will know whether the people on this island are living or living.

I think, the days when I lived together with Benua under the same umbrella should not be counted as living together.

2015.8.15

Since entering the third year of junior high school, Liu Xingnan has gradually alienated Jiang Yuan, as proud as he is, he simply cannot accept this kind of alienation for unknown reasons.

She had various reasons. She was in the third year of junior high school and had to hurry up on her studies. One test every three days and one test every five days required time to prepare. She was afraid that the relationship between the two would affect their grades.

"My grades were stable, it didn't affect me at all."

"You can pass the test before Cheng En first." Liu Xingnan said.

After the results of another mock test, he was indeed very stable, ranking firmly behind Gu Chengen.

"Damn it!" Jiang Yuan crumpled up the test paper in his hand and threw it into the trash can. The drink he stuffed into Liu Xingnan's desk was sent back untouched at some point. Jiang Yuan slammed the school uniform Pulling the zipper to the highest point, he found Liu Xingnan's class with a look of anger. The broadcast time before the lunch break was approaching, and Gu Chengen was the only one in the class, sorting out today's broadcast by himself.

"Where's Liu Xingnan?"

"She went back to the dormitory."

"Why, it turns out that she not only treats me coldly, but also doesn't plan to pay attention to you?"

Gu Chengen didn't answer his question of yin and yang, just said: "Let's go, we are going to broadcast."

"What are you hiding from me?"

"I really don't know. I only know that Xingnan is troubled by some problems now. Maybe she will tell us when the problems are solved."

"It's nothing to do with me again. What's wrong with her? What does she think of others!"

"Jiang Yuan!" Gu Chengen's patience is about to run out: "Can you spend this time with her in the way she wants, can you let her spend this time, let's talk. You don't understand yet Xingnan?"

Jiang Yuan sneered and shook his head: "I really don't understand her like you."

The two finished playing together relatively silently, and Gu Chengen made the final ending. Usually at this time, Jiang Yuan would help her slowly cut into the final piano piece tacitly. Gu Chengen signaled him with his eyes, but he just sat there with a cold face. Sitting on the chair without moving, Gu Chengen was aroused by his childishness.

The broadcast was over, and the last bit of music was about to end. The students who were about to take a nap were suddenly shocked by the prelude to the tune of fate, sat up from the bed, and complained, "I'll go, broadcast Go crazy."

Jiang Yuan was also taken aback, sitting on a chair and looking at Gu Chengen in astonishment.

"Do you know the name of this song?" Gu Chengen also looked at him and said, "Give alittle time to your love."

Then he took the book and left.

On the Friday night of the second big week, the next day will be the Mid-Autumn Festival holiday. The other ages will celebrate the party in the auditorium as before. Only the third-year students will be gathered by the director of the education committee to the small playground to give a summary of the study. Generally speaking, tomorrow The content is just that the teacher assigns the holiday homework in the morning, and then the students who take the school bus wait for the school bus to go home together in batches, so many parents who have time will pick up their children on the first night so that they can stay at home for an extra night. Teachers generally approve.

In the past, Liu Xingnan always returned his heart like an arrow