Floating beast

There is nothing insurmountable, there are many things that must be looked at in life, and the truth is to live well...

During the nearly 10-minute conversation, I just said: "Mo'er, is that you? Where are you? Are you okay?" Then I stopped talking. I was afraid, I was afraid that I would ask my parents about the situation as soon as I opened my mouth. Instead, I sent the unknowingly not so pitiful Mo'er into hell. I was also afraid, afraid that I would cry, and I was afraid that I, who had always despised crying, would betray my principles again and bow my head helplessly. I just listened to Mo'er in silence. In the current situation, there are still nearly ten minutes to enlighten me. Mo'er knows Li Yuchen's thoughts, so she is so scared, afraid that her brother will be pushed to the brink of collapse because of some psychological barriers, and may even Will fulfill her word, her brother will die.I don't know what method this silly girl used to get those people to agree to her call. It's just that I had suicidal thoughts in my heart and silently crushed this bud. A belief called longing for freedom strongly occupied me. the whole body.

Looking at the pansy on the window sill, it seems that the sky outside the window is bluer.

Li Yuchen, you make me sick.

I spoke, my voice was very soft, but word by word. Recently, I can always quickly grasp Li Yuchen's pain nerves, and ruthlessly kill the person in front of me who keeps saying that he likes me. I am very satisfied. For his own achievements, Li Yuchen always remained silent for a while, and then left.

I thought things would end like this, Li Yuchen will gradually realize that it is not as simple and happy ending as written in the book for a non-gay person to accept a same-sex person, on the contrary, they will not be happy.In the end, a man like this who only comes home almost once a week will gradually forget that there is a person like me, or directly throw me to Li Yuqing who hates me to the bone. No matter how cruel Li Yuqing is, it is better than Li Yuchen's insult.

Until one day, Li Yuqing rushed into the bedroom angrily.

"Qingchu, why do you say you are, Li Yuchen has not even cared about the company recently, either spending time in the bar or going to that kind of place..."

"What kind of place?" I smiled and looked at Li Yuqing. I don't know when it started, but when I looked at this face, I always had the urge to be mean to death.

"Qingchu! You really don't know how to praise, what are you, if it weren't for..." Li Yuqing's upside-down eyebrows suddenly fell flat with the silence, he lowered his head, seemed to be thinking for a while, and wiped his lips lightly Jiao, hehe smiled, "Okay, Qingchu, since you look down on my brother so much, then I'll make you happy and drink this."

I looked at the thing that looked like powdered medicine, and I was a little apprehensive, "What do you mean?"

"Ha...ha, are you scared? Don't worry, this is the treasure that allows you to leave my brother quickly." Li Yuqing smiled with deep meaning.

I looked at something like a powder medicine, but didn't take it. I just looked at Li Yuqing cautiously in front of me. I remembered that feeling, the feeling of foresight before the danger came, and I couldn't be more familiar with it.

"Don't worry, it's not some fatal medicine, it's just a pack of fake death medicine. You don't have to look at me like that. I don't have any good intentions. I just don't want to look at my brother like that again, do you understand? You also have a younger sister. At some point I can ship your "corpse" to the United States, so you and your sister can meet again... Well, even if it's a pack of real poison, you can..."

"Give it to me." I took the fake death pill in Li Yuqing's hand, turned around and looked out the window, my vision was a little blurry, that's fine, I'm dead.

"Okay, Qingchu, actually I really really hate you, especially... Forget it, but let me tell you, drink it after an hour, because Li Yuchen comes back at five in the afternoon, and you might fake your death Hours...Anyway, I have me afterwards, so don't worry. Hehe..." Li Yuqing smiled dryly, her lies were extremely ridiculous.

"Thank you, I'll drink it." I went to the window and drew the curtains.

"Okay, good luck, then. Hehe."

After Li Yuqing left, I drank a whole pack of powdered medicine, and then lay on the bed and began to recall some beautiful, painful, and unbearable past events. I thought it was a pack of poison, which was more likely than fake death medicine. The discomfort gradually became stronger, and I gradually realized what was wrong. I finally realized what it means to be "stupid like a pig". Compared to making Li Yuchen give up or be sad, why didn't Li Yuqing do what Li Yuchen wanted?This is not much easier. The most important thing is that for Li Yuqing, the pleasure that makes me suffer far exceeds my death.I started to be afraid, and walked towards the door a little dizzy, opened the door, and walked downstairs with three steps, my body was getting hotter and hotter, when I saw that woman, I rushed over regardless of her image, I could feel my despair and anger. Helpless, yes, Li Yuchen is coming back soon, coming back soon, because my body is completely out of control, I almost crawled towards that woman, and under her feet, I begged in a trembling voice: "Help, help me .Please...please."

The woman seemed a little frightened, but still said nothing.

"Don't...don't let Li Yuchen...come back, please...please..."

I curled up and trembled uncontrollably, my left hand clenched into a fist, and my right hand firmly grasped the woman's trousers, "Please...you...take me...take me..."

But, unfortunately, there were footsteps at the door at this time, which stabbed my eardrums familiarly.

"What's wrong with you?" The moment Li Yuchen opened the door, he saw me lying on the ground, and he ran towards me quickly.

I could only go to the opposite place in horror, and the powerlessness in my whole body made me crawl away without dignity.

What should I do... what should I do...

Despair, dark despair...

Li Yuchen ran in front of me in almost two steps, and stretched out his arms to help me up, but I was shocked. It was just such a simple touch, but it seemed to have a huge attraction. I didn't Wanting to get closer to this body at all sensibly, I uncontrollably put on the dark suit that Li Yuchen hadn't taken off. I clearly felt Li Yuchen's pause, and then looked up at the woman with questioning eyes.

The woman's proficient sign language expresses one thing.

Master Li Yuqing has been here...

"Bastard!" A violent voice seemed to be resentful, and then my body lightened, and I was lifted up and carried on my shoulders.

I don't know what Li Yuchen was thinking when he saw this scene. When I was carried upstairs by him, I was indeed delirious. In my vague consciousness, I began to kiss that fair neck non-stop. , I wanted to bury my face in the other person's hair, my whole body was extremely hot... The residue of consciousness made me understand what I was thinking, but at that time, I was helpless as if I had fallen into a black abyss

In a daze, I saw Qiao Wan, the culprit who brought my life into infinite darkness like a ghost. When he approached me with a smile, I wanted to run away, but it was a dream Ah, so I sat up suddenly because I wanted to escape but couldn't move my feet, and then I was pulled back into my arms by a pair of hands. I jumped up like a needle prick, and only then did I realize my insanity and discomfort , I was stunned, what a familiar picture, the same staring, the same way, the same encounter, but this time I drank the medicine myself to let others sleep, hehe... I raised my hand and gave I slapped myself twice, hehe...Qingchu, you are so ridiculous.

"They're all men! Qingchu, why are you so nervous!"

"They're all men... they're all men... men, haha... ha... Li Yuchen, do you know they're all men?" I started laughing crazily, "Li Yuchen...you harmed my family, put me under house arrest, insulted me, no Do you just want me to die? Then I do what you want, okay?"

"Qingchu, I just made you sick like this, so you don't want to see me, okay, if you die, I will let those three people accompany you together." Li Yuchen got up, picked up his clothes, and walked towards the door while wearing them.

I was stunned for a moment, and then I realized it. After ten seconds, I finally breathed out. When Li Yuchen was about to slam the door and leave, I said softly, "Li Yuchen, do you really like me?"

Li Yuchen stopped in his tracks and paused, "Qingchu, I love you."

"Okay, give me the drugs." I turned around and looked at the stunned Li Yuchen with a smile.

Li Yuchen walked towards me a little trembling, and then grabbed my hair fiercely, "Qingchu, don't be so fucking shameless, tell you, even if I pay you to whore women, I won't let you suck that thing of!"

I looked at Li Yuchen's reddened eyes a little amusedly, "Okay."

"you!"

Seeing Li Yuchen's face turn from red to purple, I continued to show my teeth.

Li Yuchen's dodging eyes finally detonated my psychological defense, and all moral bottom lines finally collapsed. "Li Yuchen, you use me as a woman, you can't be so selfish as not to let me use a woman, right?"

"No, I'm not... If you want... I, I can too..."

"I can't accept it." I lowered my head, "Don't force me..."

"Okay! When will you want it!" Li Yuchen seemed to be trying to restrain himself.

"tonight."

"You! Okay, you can! Huh!" Then there was the sound of closing the door and someone falling down the stairs, I started to laugh, until the salty taste came from the corner of my mouth, and I realized that I had started to sob...

That night, that woman handed me a note with Li Yuchen's handwriting on it.

I will postpone the promise you made tonight for ten days.

For ten days, I just ate, slept, and was in a daze.

Finally, ten days later, Li Yuchen came out