Floating beast

To explore his acceptance of same-sex relationships, Jiang Ye once told me that Qingchu had very serious symptoms of homophobia, and he could not accept even a little bit of gay topics being brought up on him, saying that he had been stimulated before. .

The series of acting together by Jiang Ning and I made Qing Chu have a panoramic view, and the frown made me think of the source of everything. If the scene in the infirmary hadn’t appeared in the afternoon that day, wouldn’t it be unnecessary for us at this moment? in this way?

However, my relatives are gone, and my face is ruined. I hate him, so this person must pay me back what he owes me.

With the appearance of Qingmo, I have a bargaining chip to deal with Qingchu. Watching him drinking cups of liquids of different colors on the table, his clear eyes slowly faded away. I knew that my goal had been achieved, and I began to kiss. The delicate cheeks that I have missed for a long time, the high nose bridge, the slightly closed eyes, the smooth forehead, and the flushed complexion attracted my attention more and more. No one can make me feel like this, never.

Joe Bay (4)

It's just that the information that the screaming girl gave me was that the person under him didn't know anything, he didn't do anything about the whole thing, and if I didn't stop, he might die.

So, I refrained, and this time, I really did it. I picked up the man who was so drunk and passed out, and carried him on my shoulders. He was really thin, as thin as us, and he It can be easily carried by me, I know that the "home" specially tailored for him is waiting for him.

I could exchange Qingchu's ignorance of the whole matter in exchange for his absolute safety, but Qingshuo, I did not object to Li Yuqing's approach.

So even though I didn't participate in Qingchu's tragic photo incident, it can't be said that it has nothing to do with me.

I remember the scene at that time deeply. Qing Shuo, who was speaking at the meeting, suddenly received a call and hurried out. Ten minutes later, his originally shrewd eyes turned gray, and after stumbling out a few words, he became depressed Falling to the ground, unconscious, the ambulance came in time, but after a panic, I saw the mobile phone with cracks on the ground, and a naked man after being sexually abused on the screen, at least on the surface, that’s right , that man is Qingchu, his son, my lover.

Qingshuo is crazy, none of us thought of this, but I also clearly understand why the price of hurting Qingchu is so heavy. I have to say that Qingshuo is a Good father.

I admit that I have never been a kind person, but there is still nothing I can do about Qingchu. During my imprisonment, I tried to reconcile with him and tell him in another way that I will not hurt him. , I just love him.Like the potted plants, they all have beautiful names and dreamy flower language, but Qingchu didn't know, and even resisted all my contact.

In order to escape, he jumped twice from the window and broke his leg...

After failing to escape, he even began to self-mutilate...

Several times, he had nightmares calling Qiao Wan's name...

I remember those few days, I was in pain, I didn’t know the meaning of trapping someone who didn’t love me, and couldn’t love me, it would only expand my pain infinitely, but that day, I opened the door Finally, when I saw Qingchu who was prostrate on the ground, his appearance, the corners of his eyes were a little red, and his eyes were so frightening and fiery, I was almost stupid, so it turns out that such a person can also be so charming On the other side, Ah Ying told me that Li Yuqing came and what he did. I really can't describe my feelings. The moment his breath touched my neck, I almost went crazy...

So, I broke my bottom line again, and I told myself, no matter what, I'm going to keep this guy, even if I share it with someone else, even if I share it with a woman, it doesn't matter, as long as he never leaves me, until any of us die alone...

However, Gan Hechuan appeared, and he took Jiang Ning away without a trace. I didn't realize that that time was my farewell to Jiang Ning.

To be honest, I used to hate myself.

I know that Qian Hechuan has changed, and I also know the reason, so I started to protect Qingchu desperately.

However, all my painstaking efforts were regarded as torture by him. We "faced each other with swords" and defeated each other, but what I couldn't accept was that he wanted to kill me time and time again. I love He is so cruel.

In the end I won, and Qingchu was defeated and retreated. When he heard the news of Jiang Ning's death, Qingchu couldn't hold on anymore, and his illness fell like a mountain. I began to fear, because Qingchu, who had never been happy, was actually Laughing happily, calling out a name over and over again: "Lu Qingchu"

The doctor said, this is very serious schizophrenia.

The doctor also said that Lu Qingchu has always existed, and he may replace Qingchu to do what Qingchu himself would do. The most superficial level is to eat. Qingchu may feel that he has already eaten and will not eat any food anymore. ...which is what we see as hunger strikes, or worse...

Within a few days, as the doctor said, the situation got worse and worse, and the doctor even told me that I could prepare for my funeral.

My pain was infinitely magnified day by day, and I even started to cooperate with "Lu Qingchu", a person who does not exist in real life.

I prayed to heaven in pain, I just want this man to live, and I am willing to pay any price.

Just when I was desperate and almost began to feel that the sky was cruel, a major blow struck again. Li Yuqing disappeared into the bottomless sea in order to save Qingmo when she committed suicide by diving into the water.

I remember the last time on the phone, Li Yuqing told me with a wry smile, brother, I suddenly don't want to take revenge...

A few days later, Li Yuqing's body was found.

It was in those few days that I finally felt the fear of what I did, perhaps, it was really retribution...

Later, luck finally appeared, hard work paid off, and there was a glimmer of hope for Qingchu's illness.

I will try it even if I have a [-] chance, even if the price is that Qingchu can't remember everyone.

That kind of drug made a person who was dying of dryness sleep for five months and eleven days. After waking up, Qingchu was still lethargic, but his eyes were as bright as before, like the boy with clear and unparalleled eyes when we first met .

He believed all my lies, and he started calling me brother instead of Li Yuqing who was dead.

That period of time can be said to be the happiest time in my life. The person I like is by my side, even laughing at me and making trouble with me.

I told him that I am his brother, Thaksin.

In this way, I can justifiably live with him.

I told him that his name was Lu Qingchu, and he believed it.

I don't want to call him Qingchu all the time, I'm afraid he will remember the past, I'm afraid he hates the look in my eyes.

I told him that the person he likes is called Qingchu, Thaksin.

I tried to tell him Qingchu's gender at the right time, but there was no chance at all, because he didn't care. He laughed and said that since he didn't remember it, it didn't matter.

He believed everything I said.

Before he recovered from his illness, I took care of him personally, and I even thought it was a kind of enjoyment, because this kind of Qingchu no longer has thorns all over his body, and no longer resists my kindness to him everywhere.

God knows how attractive he is at peace.

Joe Bay (5)

After amnesia, Qingchu likes to read novels, in various colors, blue sad novels, red □□, pink heart-warming novels, and yellow...colors.Love novels, although I bought them for him, God knows why he likes them so much. He used to never waste time on them, but he is so cute.

Qingchu always likes to rest his head on my legs, discussing interesting or uninteresting plots with me openly, and even made me dumbfounded several times. I want to say, can we not discuss the yellow ones?

I haven't thought about why Qingchu deviates so much from his previous personality. I think good is good, it doesn't matter, everything doesn't matter, as long as he lives around me in a healthy and healthy way.

That day, Qingchu proposed to look for a job, although he was worried, but thinking that he couldn't just circle him all the time, he agreed.But I never thought about why his target was Jinsheng. At that moment, I was so scared that I firmly opposed it for no reason. At least I couldn’t tell Qingchu that Qian Hechuan was in Jinsheng, and Qian Hechuan was crazy. Love me the same.

I don't know what made me agree with Qingchu's final insistence, probably because of such a person I love deeply, but I took away so many things from him...

It was only after listening to Qingchu's description of the new job one by one that I realized that Gan Hechuan was still abroad, and finally, my heart returned to my stomach.

Gan Hechuan grew up with me, and his sexual orientation was only discovered after the "taboo" with Qingchu that year. He told me in horror that he seemed to like men, and I laughed nonsensically He, but he actually said that the man was me. At that time, I was stunned like being struck by lightning. It was not a good feeling to think of being loved by my brother. After that, something happened at home, and I became Li Yuchen. But when we met for the first time after the face change, Gan Hechuan recognized me at a glance, he said, he remembers the smell on my body.

The scene between me and Jiang Ning has always been watched by Gan Hechuan. At first I was a little uncomfortable to explain, but Gan Hechuan laughed