Floating beast

"But..." I hesitated, still uneasy in my heart.

"Lu Qingchu!"

"Ok."

A few days later

"Brother, let's go to work today. I can't stay at home all the time. I feel that my condition is much better." I put down my chopsticks and looked at Li Yuchen who was slowly picking up eggs across the way.

"Come on, eat the eggs first." Answering the wrong question, Li Yuchen planned to put the eggs on my plate.

I moved the plate away, "Brother, I just ate one."

Li Yuchen was taken aback, "Oh, yes."

"Brother?" Looking at Li Yuchen who was a little absent-minded, I lightly touched Li Yuchen's arm.

"Qingchu." Li Yuchen put down his chopsticks.

"Ok?"

"Did too many things happen recently?"

"what?"

"Can you stop calling me brother?"

I froze, and then smiled wryly: "Brother is just brother. What's your name if you don't call me brother?"

"Call me by my name like before."

"...Even if you call me by name, can it change anything?"

"..." Li Yuchen suddenly stopped talking, and looked at me with complicated and sad eyes.

Suddenly, the cell phone in my bedroom rang, and I stood up, "Brother, I'll answer the phone." Then, I pushed my chair away and walked to the second floor.

A few minutes later, I hurried downstairs, "Brother, Qin Can is missing!"

Li Yuchen stood up, "What's going on?"

"Let's talk as we go out." I hurried towards the door, putting on my coat and taking shoes from the shoe cabinet.

Li Yuchen didn't say anything, but also walked towards the door.

After picking up the car and getting on the road, Li Yuchen asked, "Where are you going?"

"Although Lin Ye and the others have gone to Qin Can's house, I want to go there again to see if there are any new clues."

"what happened?"

"It was Lin Ye who called just now. She said that the day before yesterday, that is, the second day after my eyes were uncomfortable and rested at home, Qin Can went to work, but he didn't see anyone on the way. Lin Ye originally planned to explain to Gan Hechuan. One piece of material, but she came out at the door of the office and faintly heard arguing inside, because the sound insulation effect is very good, she couldn't hear it clearly, but it is certain that Qian Hechuan was arguing with a woman."

"Qin Can?"

"I don't know if it's with Qin Can, but Lin Ye didn't think much about it at the time. He felt that it should be inconvenient, so he left first, and a quarter of an hour later. Qin Can appeared, but he was in a trance, and he looked like he had cried."

"..."

"Lin Ye went up to ask, but still didn't ask anything. There was nothing he could do, so he went to hand in the materials first, but found that Qian Hechuan had left the office, and when he came back, Qin Can was gone. And until today, Qin Can Can didn't go to work anymore, and the phone was always out of service area, Lin Ye and Sheng Qiunan went to Qin Can's house a few times, but there was no one there, and the house was much tidier than before."

"Did they call the police?" Li Yuchen looked at the traffic ahead and rubbed his forehead with some headaches.

"I reported it this morning, and the police also got involved." I looked forward, impatient. "I'll get out of the car and go look ahead."

Li Yuchen nodded and said nothing, as if he was thinking about something.

A few minutes later, I opened the car door, "There was a car accident ahead, I'm afraid it will be blocked for a while, time is too tight, I'll walk there first."

"Qingchu."

I turned around and turned around again, "Don't worry. We will contact you anytime."

"Be careful..." Li Yuchen said it anyway.

I smiled, waved to Li Yuchen in the car, and quickened my pace.

Arriving at Qin Can's house, sure enough, as Lin Ye and Sheng Qiunan said, the house is not only clean, it can be said to be spotless, as if welcoming some important guest.

However, as time passed, I found nothing, as I expected. It wasn't until Li Yuchen arrived that I shook my head helplessly at Li Yuchen who had just entered the door.

Then we went to Qian's together and found Gan Hechuan, but Gan Hechuan was not in the company. Gan Hechuan's secretary said that Qian Hechuan was on a business trip and he might be back in half a month.

Li Yuchen and I returned home at ten o'clock in the evening, looking at the two fresh and beautiful champagne roses in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, I felt extremely tired, "Brother, can you turn off the light in the living room, I'm so tired. "

"Ah."

I sat quietly on the sofa, listening to the hands of the clock walking up and down, feeling a little dazed.

"Have a glass of milk, and you'll have a good night's sleep." Li Yuchen had already stood beside me at some point.

"elder brother."

"..."

"Do you like roses very much?"

"Hmm. Why do you ask this?" Li Yuchen was still standing.Looking down at me sitting on the sofa.

"What do you like about it? The taste? The color? Or the short shelf life?"

"I like its color, I like its smell, and I like its ... meaning."

My heart tightened, "Is it the language of flowers?"

For a long time, Li Yuchen didn't speak anymore, we just looked at each other, I even wondered if we both forgot to breathe.

"So, brother, what do you think of me?" I finally lowered my head and leaned against the sofa weakly.

"..." Li Yuchen remained silent.

"Brother, how is the person you like now?"

"It's good to be alive."

"Brother, have you ever thought about going to her one day?"

"I've been thinking about it."

"We'll be separated then, won't we?"

"Lu Qingchu." Li Yuchen seemed to be in a daze, and slowly called my name, as if he was whispering.

"Brother, I'm very tired, let's talk about it later." I got up, and by the moonlight, I looked at Li Yuchen's hesitant expression, and walked upstairs.

circle (14)

The next day, when I woke up, there was no one in the living room, and there was a note left by Li Yuchen on the dining table.

Lu Qingchu, I'm going to Xiamen, wait for me to come back.

I closed my eyes tiredly, did I go to fuck He Chuan?For the sake of Qin Can, but, Li Yuchen, what is the relationship between Qin Can and you?

I picked up the note, walked upstairs slowly, opened the innermost box in the drawer, and took out a piece of light brown letter paper full of creases, on which were neatly written notes by Qin Can: Dear, Do you hate me that much?Just because Li Shi's boss bought me a few champagne roses?

I found this piece of paper from a hollow toothbrush in the bathroom of Qin Can’s home, but I put it away without too much hesitation at that time.

It was the fifth day of missing someone, and I was still walking towards my work place in a trance.

Li Yuchen hasn't appeared since he went to Xiamen, as if he disappeared, with no news or phone calls.

Cars of various colors were driving everywhere on the road, adding a kind of magical dynamic beauty to the bustling city. Looking at the green traffic lights, I walked towards the opposite side of the road expressionlessly.

The Rolls-Royce turning left stopped with a screech of brakes. There were screams and evasions. Someone took out a mobile phone and seemed to be dialing 120. There were more and more people around, maybe Because they haven't seen anyone who can laugh when they smell the blood around them like me, but they won't understand, look, that girl who got off the Rolls-Royce, that I have been worried about the person I miss, she is still fine...

In this way, brother, you will be happier, and the person you like is fine...

When I woke up in the hospital, I couldn't talk, and Li Yuchen was lying on the side of the bed, seemingly asleep. I felt relieved and continued to fall asleep.

I don't know how long I slept again.

There was something bright shining on my face, it was warm and comfortable, I wanted to raise my hand and rub my eyes, but this simple action made me extremely painful, so I could only insist on biting it hard Gritting his teeth, he gently opened his eyes only to realize that it was the morning sun.

"Tell you! What I want is the rest of my life, you know! Don't let her come out for the rest of your life, understand!"

The voice at the door was so loud that I had the urge to shrink into the quilt, and suddenly a similar scene rushed into my mind.

Some gray images slowly emerged...

'Let me just say, the teacher in the infirmary is not here, there is a meeting today! '

It seemed to be an infirmary divided into three hidden spaces by curtains. A teenager was receiving an IV drip. With a bang, a group of high school students kicked the door and entered...

My head began to throb uncontrollably, the transparent oxygen mask was stained with hoarfrost by my rapid breathing, the scenes like shards of glass were ups and downs, there were quarrels, tearing, beatings and scolding, and the boy without help tears and struggles.

My heart began to bleed, and it began to tear like pain, so painful that I wanted to break free from the shackles and kill that group of people...

"Doctor! Doctor!" An anxious voice brought me back to reality.

The face of the person in front of me was enlarged, and his anxious expression made his beautiful eyebrows wrinkle into a river of flowing water. I wanted to tell him, I'm fine, don't worry, but I couldn't say anything, and even breathing became difficult , maybe this time I really "go".It's just what should I do with this person in front of me, what should I do with so many secrets that I haven't said yet...

I lay quietly on the bed, one day, two days...

Ten days, a full ten days, I don't know what kind of mood Li Yuchen was in to transport my "corpse" that had already died by a third to Germany, and I couldn't understand how he made up his mind after batch after batch of "genius doctors" shook their heads. What persisted was that the moment I opened my eyes, the appearance of Li Yuchen who caught my eyes made me shed tears almost uncontrollably.