Why not sing the willow and walk slowly

"It's impossible for Xu Xing to leave me, and I won't leave him either, and last time we just quarreled."

Liu Zhe tried to explain, and also explained to Xu Xing, and looked at Xu Xing after he finished speaking.

"No, you guys have had trouble twice, and each time it was serious, so I think you will definitely have a third and fourth time, and when you are completely cold, you will come to me, so I will wait in line for you "

"Nonsense!" Really angry!

"Am I talking nonsense? Mr. Xu, tell me, do you break up every now and then? Why can't I wait in line for Liu Zhe? Lin Xixi is also in line, and he said that when you break up completely, he will be with you! Zhang Yixuan said seriously to Xu Xing.

Seeing that Xu Xing's face turned green, Liu Zhe quickly interrupted, "Shut up! Eat your meal, and let's go tonight."

"You haven't tried me, how do you know I can't do it? Didn't you and Mr. Xu get married after having a relationship?"

"Shut up! Get the hell out!" Liu Zhe was really angry and pulled Zhang Yixuan's box over, trying to drive him away.

Now Zhang Yixuan was scared, and kept begging for mercy, saying that he would not talk tonight, so he gave up.

Thinking that Xu Xing hadn't eaten yet, Liu Zhe pulled Xu Xing into the bedroom, "Let's go out to eat."

Xu Xing nodded, there was nothing to eat nearby, Liu Zhe drove, and the two of them drove to a shopping mall closest to home.

I found a quiet Hong Kong-style restaurant and sat down, "Zhang Yixuan is talking nonsense, we will be fine in the future."

"Do you really like me?" Xu Xing was obviously affected by Zhang Yixuan's words, and began to struggle with this question again.

"I like you, but do you like me? Your purpose of getting close to me is not pure!" Liu Zhe was also angry and said indiscriminately. Really big head.

Xu Xing fell silent, and Liu Zhe began to soften his heart again.

"Just say something, don't pretend to be a quail, you can talk about the ins and outs, don't hold it in your heart." He began to ask earnestly, thinking that it would be better to understand the matter clearly before comforting him, and the right medicine can cure the disease.

Xu Xing was still silent, so Liu Zhe began to guide: "You hated me when you were in high school. Are you very happy after graduating and going to university? You finally left me. In fact, I am also very happy. I ranked first in the university exams every time. Those years were very comfortable.”

As Liu Zhe talked, he thought of his glorious college days. Without the shadow of Xu Xing to block him, with his intelligence and hard work, it was too easy to win the first place in the school year. Not to mention the scholarship, the key is that he finally became the boss. But what is more regrettable is that no one in the university has ever called me Boss Liu. Now that I think about it, Boss Xu sounds more pleasing to the ear. So far, I still have the title of the second child among my high school classmates.Trapped in memories, when Liu Zhe woke up, Xu Xing still didn't respond.Liu Zhe said anxiously:

"You said you really fell in love with me later? Why didn't I know when it happened? How could it be possible to say love to an enemy?"

It seemed to be blaming Xu Xing, but when I said it, I turned around in my mind, and I also felt that this was the truth. After analyzing it now, the fact is that Xu Xing has no chance of falling in love with him. First of all, whether he is gay or not is still an unsolved case.

"To be honest, are you really gay? If not, isn't it particularly disgusting to be with me?"

Liu Zhe suddenly felt a little sad, and also regretted that he had said such a thing. If Xu Xing admits it now, the two of them might really not be able to go back.

"Am I gay? Actually, I don't know. When I was in high school, I often paid attention to you. After a long time, I will feel very uncomfortable if I don't see you every day. I have conflicts in my heart, but I also know that you have an aversion to me, so I tried my best to pay attention to you silently. I thought I would be very happy when I left you after I went to college, but I knew in my heart that when I didn’t see you, my heart was empty. No one can beat me in college, but even a decent I didn’t have any rivals. I was disappointed for a long time. At that time, I didn’t understand what I wanted. Later, when I found out that you were dating other girls, I was so jealous that I wanted to kill all those girls. You can only belong to me, so I I just follow my own mind to approach you, seduce you, and after sleeping with you, I finally understand that I like you since I was a teenager, and when I confessed to you later, I was not lying to you. it is true"

Liu Zhe was confused by the sudden confession, his heart was bitter and sweet, he didn't know how to react, the other party had stopped talking.

"Then you should have made it clear last time. How did you tell me last time that you hated me and that you were ordered to approach me?"

Liu Zhe sighed, what kind of EQ this person is, the special inspection is not good for him.

"I was too anxious last time. I picked the core and said, how can I express my own feelings clearly in that state of mind, but I emphasize that I really love you, but you still want to break up with me."

Xu Xing looked sad, and Liu Zhe felt distressed.

"My fault, my fault, now that the misunderstanding is resolved, you forgive me and stay with me, okay?"

"Ok!"

"Let's be good and stop making trouble. I've tortured myself to death for a while, and I must be in pain in your room every day in a daze."

"Why didn't you find me?"

"I thought you did not like me,"

"I don't like you, so you won't look for me?"

Liu Zhe didn't know how to answer again, so he simply shut up, what Xu Xing said was indeed the truth, and when he found out that Xu Xing had lied to him, he was so ashamed that he couldn't bear it, how could he go to seek humiliation again.But this is not easy to say.

After a while, the dishes were almost done, and the two of them had almost eaten, Xu Xing suddenly returned to the original point and asked, "When did you start to like me?"

"do not know"

Xu Xing was about to explode again, Liu Zhe looked very funny, so he spread his hands: "I really don't know, I don't know it, it feels like boiling a frog in warm water, you are warm water, I am a baby, I don't know it when I am boiled, wait When I found out, my body and mind were stolen.”

Xu Xing's complexion finally recovered, and after a while he finally said:

"If there is any trouble in the future, will you still break up with me?"

"No, unless you want to leave me." Liu Zhe felt that Xu Xing was a bit hypocritical.

"Got it," Xu Xing replied calmly, Liu Zhe didn't know what he knew.

"We just reconciled today, why are you so pessimistic? Do you not believe me, or do you not believe in yourself?"

"I'm afraid that one day my mother will ask me to leave you by committing suicide again." Xu Xing said the cruel words so plainly

"No, your mother won't, she is your mother." Liu Zhe tried to persuade him with his own values.

"She is different from your mother. She can do everything. What shall we do then?"

"I can't help it, after all, that is your mother, isn't she forcing you to choose now?"

"One day, she will"

"When the day comes, let's figure out a solution together, don't worry about it, okay?" Liu Zhe grabbed Xu Xing's hand on the table and comforted him.

"Are you really facing it with me?" Xu Xing looked at Liu Zhe.

"So you don't believe me? I said, I won't leave you unless you leave me"

"Okay" Xu Xing finally smiled, but Liu Zhe could tell that the smile didn't reach his eyes, and he still didn't trust himself in his heart, so let time prove all this.

After eating, Xu Xing looked the same as usual. When he got home, Zhang Yixuan was still awake, lying on the sofa playing with his mobile phone. When he saw two people coming back, he ignored them. Liu Zhe remembered that he said he would not be here tonight. Speaking words, laughing.

Due to the high physical exertion of the two in the afternoon, they were very conscious at night, and they fell asleep after hugging each other for a while.

The two reconciled again, but Liu Zhe did not return to the TSL team to serve, but instead served each team in the strategy team in a down-to-earth manner.

This weekend at home, Liu Zhe received a call from Zhang Qingfeng, thinking that he should be asking him out for dinner and drinks.

"Hello? Second child, where are you?"

"at home"

"Last time I said I would introduce you to someone. I'll do it for you. When I have time, I'll introduce you to each other. Let's go on a foursome date. What do you think?"

Liu Zhe remembered that he hadn't communicated with his friend yet, so he planned to tell him, but the door rang, it must be that Xu Xing came back from taking out the trash, and he didn't want to bring up this matter again in front of Xu Xing, so he just vaguely said that there is something to do now and we will talk about it next time He hung up the phone hastily.Thinking about finding an opportunity to talk face to face in the future, after all, it seems that I can't speak clearly in a few words.

I didn’t see Xu Xing when I came out of the bedroom. I turned around and saw that the light in the bathroom of the second bedroom was on. It must be because I was afraid of disturbing my lunch break and went to the bathroom there. There was Xu Xing’s mobile phone on the dining table, and the screen hadn’t been turned off. Why did I get so anxious , Liu Zhe was funny, walked forward unconsciously, and then saw a group called University 102, which seemed to be a dormitory group.The chat in the group was very fun:

Zhang Guo: @徐行, third brother, don’t say you really fell in love with that Liu Zhe, why did you go back so spinelessly?

Li Qiang: That's right, third child, brother supports you, break up!he doesn't love you at all

Wang Yifan: I've verified it, I don't love it

Zhang Guo: agree

Zhao Yong: agree

Zhang Guo: @徐行, as long as you think about it, what kind of nothing is there, really, let the buddies look down on you

Zhang Guo: But, don't say it, Liu Zhe is really attractive

Gong Lin: @大口mouth, looking for death!

Zhao Yong: @大口mouth, go to hell

Zhang Guo: Let people not tell the truth, really, escaped

Gong Lin: @徐行进入 Let's get together tomorrow night, it's [-] o'clock in the old place, you can find a way to come out, it's been a long time since we got together

Zhao Yong: Boss is busy, you must come

……

Liu Zhe was a little startled, walked to the sofa and sat down tiredly, not wanting to think anymore, and suddenly felt very tired again.

At least get a few information points:

First, the matter between myself and Xu Xing is almost transparent in University 102

Second, these people have seen themselves?

Third, does Xu Xing like him?Even now I still ask him if he is really in love?

Fourth, those people think they don't like Xu Xing?That's why Xu Xing repeatedly confirmed with himself?eyes?What's wrong with my eyes, isn't Xu Xing enthusiastic?

Xu Xing never introduces himself to his friends, but without his knowledge, has he been seen by his classmates? What does it mean to not like it?

He worked hard to deal with his family and did not hesitate to deceive his parents, but Xu Xing still didn't believe in himself. It turned out that these bullshit college students were messing around here, and Liu Zhe was suddenly very angry.

After Xu Xing came out of the bathroom, he walked up to Liu Zhe, squatted down and asked him what he wanted to eat tonight, Liu Zhe said casually, pulled Xu Xing over and hugged him, and closed his eyes. I really like it. If Xu Xing now Leaving yourself is really more painful than killing yourself.

Sighing, Xu Xing asked him what was wrong, let go of Xu Xing, and said that he wanted to eat dumplings, Xu Xing said with a smile, didn’t he just eat it, do you love dumplings so much? , and started to knead again.

Xu Xing is really kind, why is his classmate like that, which eye sees that I don't love him anymore, depressed! !

After eating the dumplings, Liu Zhe waited for Xu Xing to ask him for leave, because he had an appointment tomorrow, so he probably wouldn't miss it.

When the two of them washed up and went to bed to rest, Xu Xing really asked for leave:

"Zhezhe, let me tell you something. I have to go to my college reunion tomorrow. Do you want to invite Zhang Qingfeng to dinner?"

"It's the first time I've heard you talk about your college classmates. When will you introduce me? I haven't participated in your social circle before." The tone was slightly sour.

"What's the matter, are you jealous? Haha, let's wait a while, now is not the time, come, give me a hug." Xu Xing's answer was obviously a little perfunctory, and he wanted to use this method to confuse himself, but Liu Zhe just ate it, no way.

"Then you go, but you have to come back early, don't drink." Liu Zhe leaned over and threw himself into the man's arms.

"Okay, you can ask Zhang Qingfeng and Liu Yuan to save you from being bored at home. I'll get out early. They don't have any formality, so I don't want you to know each other. Come on, take off your clothes," Xu Xing said while moving his hands.

"Oh, okay, whatever you want", thinking that it would be good to meet Zhang Qingfeng, at least report to him face-to-face about the situation between himself and Xu Xing, so as to avoid any troubles.

The two ended up arguing until very late before falling asleep.