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The inconvenience that made Gao Xun feel embarrassed to think about it did not happen immediately.

After they returned to Gao Xun's simple dormitory, Kuang Huaiye took off his windbreaker jacket and trousers, wearing only a very revealing vest, and sat on Gao Xun's bed with his long legs stretched out.

The temperature in the room seemed to rise suddenly.

Gao Xun really wanted to throw a piece of clothing to him or simply pile the quilt on him, but felt that this would be rather strange, so he said "I'll go get some water" and went out with a bucket.

Sitting on his bed, Kuang Huaiye could see Gao Xun walking past him, his pillow.He patted it wordlessly.

Fortunately, you can sleep with Gao Xun every night.

The furnishings in Gao Xun's room are very simple. Of course, the conditions of this place are such that there is not even a decent piece of furniture. Gao Xun's things such as books, clothes, and some daily necessities are piled up on the largest table. Up, it looks a bit messy.In addition to this table, there is a chair, two hot water bottles, a towel rack, several washbasins and... Kuang Huaiye was sure that this pot of flowers was the one he gave him.

What did Gao Xun bring to this place?

Kuang Huaiye twitched the corners of his mouth, his mood improved after seeing the things in Gao Xun's room with his aura and mark.

Not long after, Gao Xun came in with water.

After putting down the bucket, he rummaged for a while on the big messy table, holding the few band-aids left, hesitated for a while before standing still at a certain distance from himself.

Kuang Huaiye raised his eyebrows unhappily.

Gao Xun lowered his eyes and didn't look at him, rubbed a small towel in the water, then wrung it dry and handed it over.

"Wipe the scratched area."

He folded his arms and didn't go to pick up the small handkerchief.

Gao Xun didn't seem surprised by his lack of cooperation, and raised his hand to wipe it for him, but he dodged it.Gao Xun tried a few more times, but he just wouldn't let him touch it.

Gao Xun stopped the movement of his hands, and said, "Stop making trouble, okay?"

His tone seemed to be arguing with a child. Kuang Huaiye's face darkened for a moment, and he snatched the thing from his hand. Regardless of whether it would hurt, he wiped it a few times indiscriminately, and then threw it back. he.

"A Band-Aid." Gao Xun handed it over.Kuang Huaiye did not move.

Gao Xun sighed, and went to tear off the package by himself. The sleeves of his sweater were loose, and a part of his wrist was naturally exposed when he raised his hand.

Kuang Huaiye saw the watch that Gao Xun said was too ostentatious to wear, and it happened to be on his wrist right now.Thinking of what Gao Xun wrote on the last day in the diary that Gao Xun left for him, his heart felt sore, and he stretched out the arm he was holding, wrapped it around Gao Xun's waist, and easily took away the band-aid he was pinching on his hand.

Gao Xun moved a little uneasily, the posture was very ambiguous, the safe distance he was trying to maintain suddenly disappeared, and the whole person was dragged between Kuang Huai Yacha's legs, although they were not completely stuck together , but Gao Xun clearly felt that Kuang Huaiye's breath had invaded along his bare skin.

The desire that seemed to have disappeared after coming to support teaching immediately ran around Gao Xun's body anxiously and sensitively, as if he heard the master's call.

"...to put on the Band-Aid." Gao Xun pulled out his remaining rationality and squeezed out a sentence from his throat. He needed to divert his attention, to the Band-Aid, to the scratches on Kuang Huaiye's face, to the The small sound of unknown insects in the grass outside the house... It's good to transfer it to any place, in short, it can't be placed on the fact that they are so close to each other, otherwise it will be difficult for him to restrain his desire to pounce on Kuang Huaiye impulse.

It's really difficult.

Especially the hand that Kuang Huaiye was pinching his wrist was deliberately rubbing against his abnormally beating pulse.

Gao Xun tried to pull his wrist out of Kuang Huaiye's hand: "...Kuang Huaiye, let me go first."

Kuang Huaiye did not let go as he said, but instead grabbed his wrist and placed it on his shoulder.

The distance is shortened.

Before Gao Xun had time to speak again, Kuang Huaiye jumped ahead of him and said the first sentence after they met today.

"Gao Xun, I'm mad at you."

Gao Xun wanted to say that I know, you are so obvious, I thought you would have to wait at least two or three days before you spoke.

Maybe it was because he hadn't spoken for a long time, maybe it was because he was too tired, Kuang Huaiye's voice sounded low and hoarse, Gao Xun wanted to reach out and carefully touch the little bit of skin around the scratch on his face, but His hand was still held by Kuang Huaiye and he couldn't move, so in the end he just hummed and waited for Kuang Huaiye's next words.

"You don't trust me, Gao Xun." Kuang Huaiye said: "You are willing to tell your mother that you are painting someone you like, but you are not willing to tell me that you are coming here. You have so much time and so much You can tell me if you have a chance, but you didn't say anything, you just fled here like a refuge without a word. You don't trust me, but you can't do without me, so you leave such a diary that makes up for it. You can advance, attack, retreat, or defend. You know best that you have the final say on everything between us from beginning to end, but you still want to do this, as if it is up to me to choose."

Gao Xun's face was pale, and he couldn't utter a word of rebuttal, and Kuang Huaiye didn't wrong him a single word.

He is indeed extremely selfish, he seems to leave the right of choice to Kuang Huaiye, but in reality he is just willful and cowardly, thinking about self-protection all the time, avoiding all uneasy risks, and throwing them all to Kuang Huai night.

And the reason why he was able to do this, in the final analysis, was nothing more than relying on Kuang Huaiye's liking.

"Gao Xun, I'm not a stone, I will be uncomfortable, and I will be sad... You make me uncomfortable, you know?"

"... Ah Ye..."

Gao Xun calls him that in scenes other than when they are in bed, and it seems that there will be no pleasant conversation every time.

Kuang Huaiye closed his eyes in front of Gao Xun, and he held Gao Xun's hand to cover his eyelids, and soon Gao Xun felt the thick eyelashes touching his palm, bringing a burst of moisture.

The wetness stung Gao Xun.

"I can't choose. Because, even if it's so uncomfortable, I still like you, I like you so much, Gao Xun, I can't not like you. So I have no choice."

Gao Xun wanted to apologize, but he knew that what Kuang Huaiye wanted was not a light sorry.

He took his hands off Kuang Huaiye's eyes, and Kuang Huaiye opened them in a panic. Without hesitating for a second, he held Kuang Huaiye's face, turned his head and kissed it.

The kiss happened so unexpectedly that Kuang Huaiye was caught off guard, Gao Xun could only suck it provocatively under pressure.

Gao Xun's hand slowly fell from his face to his neck, gently stroking the side of his neck with his fingertips.

Just when Kuang Huaiye regained consciousness and wanted to regain the initiative, Gao Xun ended the kiss, but instead of leaving immediately, he pressed Kuang Huaiye's lips and solemnly said: "I will never make you feel so uncomfortable again. , I promise you."

Kuang Huaiye tightened his arms around his waist.

He got a guarantee from Gao Xun.For four long months, he fermented all the grievances along the way, and finally found the right place to go: "No matter where you want to go or what you want to do, just tell me."

"From now on, I will tell you everything." Gao Xun pecked him lightly: "I promise you."

Kuang Huaiye took advantage of the situation and pulled Gao Xun to sit on him, and continued to demand: "You can't do this again by not answering my calls, not replying to my WeChat, not giving me any news, and leaving me alone."

This time, I didn't get Gao Xun's guarantee right away. Kuang Huaiye raised his face buried in Gao Xun's neck in dissatisfaction and was about to protest when he saw Gao Xun asked with a puzzled expression: "Isn't it that I don't give you any news? , I wrote you a letter every month, didn’t you receive it?”

Kuang Huaiye was stunned: "...I packed my things and came to find you as soon as I got off the plane. I never thought about checking the mailbox or anything like that."

So, Gao Xun didn't lose contact, and didn't deliberately ignore him?

But it's not right!

"Then why do you only write letters, and don't answer my calls or texts?"

"My mobile phone broke on the first day I arrived, it couldn't be turned on, and there is no place to repair it here."

"........."

Kuang Huaiye suddenly felt that his degree of grievance should be discounted.