have hidden illness

They have never been like this before, two people lying on the same bed calmly, just chatting.If it weren't for Gao Xun's sickness and frail mental state, this chat would probably not have happened.

This fever made him not like his usual self, and even Kuang Huaiye was not like his usual Kuang Huaiye.

Where do we start talking?

Gao Xun didn't have a clue, in fact he didn't really want to talk, he just wanted to sleep.

Although sickness is physically uncomfortable, he still feels very satisfied to have so much natural sleepiness.

"Why didn't you tell me to leave immediately when you got up and saw me?" Kuang Huaiye's tone was quite relaxed, but his voice seemed a little hoarse. Gao Xun remembered that he, a patient with a severe cold, might become a source of infection, so he quickly moved his body away .

"Because what you make is delicious."

Kuang Huaiye asked proudly, "Isn't it delicious?"

"Well, the cooking skills are good."

"My good skills are not limited to cooking." It was the first time Kuang Huaiye received praise from Gao Xun after so long, and the big bad wolf immediately wagged its tail uncontrollably and said yellowly: "You have experienced so much This time should be the clearest."

Gao Xun laughed and yawned. The atmosphere between them at this moment was wonderfully comfortable, and he was too sleepy, so he said casually: "How do I know? I haven't tried anyone else. I can't judge your technique is terrible."

There was an imperceptible light in those gray-green eyes.

Gao Xun was about to accept the rebuttal from Kuang Huaiye, but he couldn't help but turn his head to look at him after waiting for a long time without waiting for a response from the side.

Kuang Huaiye leaned over, Gao Xun thought he was going to kiss him, and stepped back to press against the wall, but he put his hand between the back of his head and the wall, and then stopped when their faces were a few centimeters apart down.

"Be careful." He said holding his head.

With such an approaching distance, Kuang Huaiye lowered his voice again, murmuring as if whispering something.

"Teacher Gao, Gao Xun."

"Ok?"

Gao Xun subconsciously responded, Kuang Huaiye's eyes were so special, Gao Xun was so tempted by them that he even had the urge to touch Kuang Huaiye's eyelashes.Covering the specially colored eyes, the row of thick and curly dark brown eyelashes weakened Kuang Huaiye's aggressiveness. When he blinked them, the danger entrenched there turned into intoxicating tenderness.

So when Kuang Huaiye touched Gao Xun's lips with the fingers of the other hand, Gao Xun did not refuse him.

"Sexual dependence, what's going on?"

Even kissing is better than asking the question.

Kuang Huaiye saw Gao Xun who was still limp in front of him, put away his rare relaxation, took precautions again, and stared at himself vigilantly.Tension, who had disappeared between the two for less than a day, meant to return again.

"What do you want to know?"

"I want to know about you." Kuang Huaiye said.

"Then what's the matter with you being able to speak and pretending to be an obstacle?" Gao Xun didn't answer him directly, but asked a slightly unkind rhetorical question.

Kuang Huaiye didn't want to dodge, rubbed his fingertips against his lips, and said calmly, "For self-protection."

You should also know that Kuang Huaigu and I are of the same father.

But before my mother passed away, neither she nor I knew that there was such a person as Kuang Huaigu in the world.If she had known earlier, perhaps she would not have had an accident.

My name, Huai Ye, means Qin Huai Yi Ye.

My mother is an art student. One autumn when she came to China for exchange, she went to Nanjing to play. On the bank of the Qinhuai River at night, she met Kuang Fan who happened to be going to Nanjing to handle business.

Then there was me.

In good conscience, we had a good time in the years before her accident.Although Kuang Fan does not appear every day, it is good for us.Sometimes I am too naughty, my mother also complained to Kuang Fan, asking him to go home more to take care of me, Kuang Fan always smiled and said how busy he was and how he couldn’t find time, and boy, be naughty Nothing bad.

She didn't know until she died that we were actually raised outside by Kuang Fan.

The place where Kuang Huaigu and his mother lived is Kuang Fan's serious home.Most of what he owned back then was supported by Kuang Huaigu's mother's natal family. With such a strong restraint, no matter how much he thought about it, he didn't dare to really do whatever he wanted.

So he concealed both ends and coaxed both ends, with ease and happiness.

My mother died in a car accident.I can still remember her blood now, the heat I felt on my skin through the clothes as it flowed on my clothes.There is also the sound of her heartbeat becoming weaker as she presses on me.

After I woke up in the hospital, Kuang Fan told me that my mother had passed away.

What is death, does it mean to be asleep all the time?

I want to ask this.

But suddenly he found himself unable to speak.

Kuang Fan wanted to take me back to his house, but I was very embarrassed and refused to go.But probably Kuang Huaigu's mother had time to deal with it, so he delayed it for a while.He hired an aunt for me. The aunt took care of me very carefully at first, but later she saw that I was a child living there, and she still couldn’t speak. Gradually it doesn't matter anymore.Didn't you praise me for my good cooking skills?There were many times when she went out and forgot to leave food for me. I was so hungry that I started to learn to make some food for myself. The more times I did it, the better my skills were.

Kuang Fan picked me up after arranging his family affairs properly.

Kuang Huaigu's mother can't say good or bad to me, because she basically never looked me in the eye.Only when the psychiatrist came to treat me every week, she would ask some questions about the situation, and after confirming that I was really shocked and unable to speak, she didn't care about it any more.

As for Kuang Huaigu, he went abroad to study soon after I went there.He was also very annoyed when I was first brought back, but the two of us didn’t have much interaction. When he came back and saw that I had moved away and still couldn’t speak, the annoyance was less, and instead added a kind of sympathy that I didn’t really need. .Probably because Kuang Fan and his mother have been in the United States for many years now, and Kuang Fan asked him to take care of me. He has the illusion of thinking of himself as a father.

"After confirming that I was really hit and unable to speak, I didn't care about it anymore." This sentence was connected with the "for self-protection" he said at the beginning of the chat, and Gao Xun felt a little chilled: "Then, Was the psychiatrist’s treatment effective later?”

Kuang Huaiye shook his head and played with Gao Xun's fingers, "I found that he would report the treatment records to Kuang Huaigu's mother every time and wait for her instructions... and he would no longer cooperate with the treatment. Anyway, they are not real. You really want me to get my speech back, don't you?"

Gao Xun listened silently as he continued.

"When I got a little older, in order to show fairness, Kuang Fan also paid attention to me about going out to study. But Kuang Huaigu's mother said that it is not suitable for me to be thrown abroad directly. I can take advantage of the holidays to go outside to participate in winter camps and summer camps. Get used to it first. Don’t you have a big heart and a good way?” Kuang Huaiye wanted to smoke a little, but considering Gao Xun’s current physical condition, he endured it, “Maybe it’s my luck, or my mother’s blessing. I rescued a friend with a complicated family background by chance in the thrilling winter and summer camps, and he found me a good doctor through his family relationship. In order to avoid trouble for myself, after I thoroughly figured out Before my mother's car accident, I thought it was more convenient to maintain a state of not being able to speak. So, I didn't deliberately pretend to have an obstacle."