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Speaking of this sentence, Xie Yan's face was full of pain. Thinking of Ming Ge's indifference to him, but his enthusiasm for Shi Xuan, his heart felt a burst of pain.

That kind of taste. He didn't want to taste it over and over again. So he could only be ruthless. I'm sorry Shen Jiaqing.

"Jiaqing. When we got engaged, I didn't know about it. Now I know. I was really conflicted. A few days ago, Ming Ge and I had a showdown. He gave me one last chance. Let's make a choice .”

As soon as Xie Yan said this, Shen Jiaqing left Xie Yan's side excitedly, stretched out her hand and pushed him. "Xie Yan, what do you mean by that? Do you still want to be like before? Because Ming Ge said to break up with me Don't you forget. We are engaged now. I am your lover. Can't you compare to Ji Mingge?"

Can't blame Shen Jiaqing's reaction. Just hearing Xie Yan say that, she was really scared. It was the same way before. Xie Yan casually abandoned her. But this time she is already engaged to Xie Yan .Also have enough right to speak. I will not let Xie Yan manipulate her.

"Xie Yan. Think about it. No matter how important Ming Ge is to you, can you not have a lover or a family?" Shen Jiaqing thought. Xie Yan was willing to get engaged to her. There was so much sweetness between them. Xie Yan must He loves her." Xie Yan. You just fell into an embarrassing and confused situation because of Ming Ge's words. Think about it carefully. What kind of feelings do you have for Ming Ge? What kind of feelings do you have for me? ?”

"Jiaqing. All I know is that Ming Ge is very important to me. Since I was four years old, Ming Ge has appeared in my life. I love Ming Ge very much. Even if that kind of feeling cannot be called love." Xie Yan said these words very clearly and calmly. As soon as he said these words, Shen Jiaqing's heart sank suddenly.

"What about me. The relationship between the two of us is finally love. You said you love Ming Ge. Then do you love me?" Shen Jiaqing looked at Xie Yan with some sadness and asked deeply.

After finishing speaking, Shen Jiaqing felt a little regretful. She suddenly realized that for so long, Xie Yan really hadn't said "I love you" to her seriously.

If Xie Yan hesitates, or really says that he doesn't love her, then what can she do.

Shen Jiaqing was full of annoyance, and looked at Xie Yan carefully, staring at the corners of his pretty lips, anxiously waiting for his next words.

Regarding Shen Jiaqing's words, Xie Yan thought about it seriously. But after thinking about it, he felt more guilty towards Shen Jiaqing, because he really couldn't be sure. Is he in love with Shen Jiaqing.

The only thing Xie Yan can be sure of is that he has a crush on Shen Jiaqing and likes her quite a bit. Among all the women, Shen Jiaqing is the only one who moves his heart and wants to be cared for.

However, if you want him to say love without hesitation, he can't say it.

Therefore, Xie Yan just shook his head blankly, and said with some distress: "I don't know."

Don't know? Good one doesn't know.

Immediately, Shen Jiaqing laughed angrily. The mocking smile on the corners of her lips grew wider and wider. She even laughed at Xie Yan full of sarcasm. Finally, she withdrew the smile on her lips sharply. She stared at Xie Yan. Looking at Xie Yan, he shouted: "You don't know. Why did you fall in love with me in the first place, and why did you agree to get engaged to me? Now...at this time, you actually tell me that you don't know. Are you kidding me?"

Shen Jiaqing was in a hurry. She always thought that Xie Yan was a responsible man. She never thought that he would be such a jerk.

"Jiaqing..." Hearing Shen Jiaqing say this, Xie Yan felt very uncomfortable. At the same time, she was also a little irritable. "Jiaqing, I didn't mean to tease you. I am really willing to get engaged to you. I just want to with you forever."

but……

"But. It was only after we got engaged. I didn't know that Ming Ge liked me. You know? At that time, my mood was really complicated. I didn't know what to do. But think about it. We have already Engaged. I am responsible for you. And I can't give Ming Ge the love he wants. So I decided to ignore Ming Ge's feelings. We can go on like before."

Xie Yan's words comforted Shen Jiaqing a lot, and the extreme annoyance and madness on her face faded a lot. But, before Shen Jiaqing could relax completely, Xie Yan's pounding came.

"I thought it would be the same as before. Ming Ge also agreed. But then I discovered that everything was different from before. Ming Ge did not refuse to meet me. But he would never take the initiative to call him again. Ask me to meet. Even if the two of us are together. Ming Ge is obviously smiling at me. But there is no intimacy and warmth in that smile. It is just a polite smile. Especially when I see him smiling at me When I am alienated and polite, but I am more intimate with Shixuan, my heart is in a mess."

"..." Shen Jiaqing's face was pale, her lips were trembling, her eyes were full of sadness and grief, she looked at Xie Yan in disbelief.

Xie Yan looked up at Shen Jiaqing. Shen Jiaqing's expression of grief made him unable to bear to look on. "Jiaqing, I know I'm sorry for you. But I really can't help it. I can't control myself. Ming Ge said Give me one last chance. Make sure I know my true heart. I agree. Because I also want to find out. What is in my heart. I don’t want to fool myself. I don’t want to fool you.”

"Xie Yan..." Shen Jiaqing stood up abruptly and yelled at Xie Yan with tears streaming down her face. "How could you do this? How could you do this? We are already engaged. I am your fiancée. But you Say something like that to me. Are you going too far?"

"I'm sorry." Facing Shen Jiaqing's accusation and accusation, Xie Yan just looked at Shen Jiaqing apologetically and silently lowered his head.

In this way, Shen Jiaqing can see Xie Yan's firm attitude. It seems that Xie Yan is determined this time. He wants to find out who he cares about more.

Hmph. Shen Jiaqing laughed at herself. Looking at Xie Yan's determined expression, she suddenly calmed down. She said to Xie Yan with a cold face, "Okay. Don't you want to find out? Then come and find out." Right. I don't believe it. I can't compare to Ji Mingge, I can't compare to a man."

Shen Jiaqing's words were full of sarcasm. To put it plainly, she looked down on Ming Ge's feelings. A man fell in love with another man. Thinking about it makes her feel sick.

"Jiaqing. Ming Ge said that he wants to compete fairly with you. I know this is really inappropriate. I shouldn't say such things to you. But... I am really conflicted now. I want to make it clear Good to us all. If... I can finally confirm that my favorite is you. Ming Ge will give up on his own initiative. If not. I also hope you understand me."

When Xie Yan said this, he never dared to look at Shen Jiaqing. Facing Shen Jiaqing's tears, he felt more and more ashamed. He couldn't even lift his head.

He knew that he had hurt the sincerity of a good woman. Maybe even if he finally determined that the person he loved the most was Shen Jiaqing, it would have an impact on the relationship between him and Shen Jiaqing. It was better than being confused now and regretting in the end.

"Xie Yan. You are really selfish. You treat me as cruelly as ever." This is Shen Jiaqing's final summary of the man she loves the most. The more she loves Xie Yan, the more she hates Xie Yan at this moment Yan.

"You go. I want to be alone and calm down." After finishing speaking, Shen Jiaqing gave Xie Yan a cold look. She got up and was about to walk into the bedroom.

Seeing Shen Jiaqing's actions, Xie Yan also knew that there was no need for him to stay any longer. After saying sorry to Shen Jiaqing again, Xie Yan got up and left.

When Xie Yan walked to the door and opened the door to leave, Shen Jiaqing's cold voice sounded behind her. "Tell Ji Mingge for me. I accept his challenge. We will see who wins in the end. .”

After finishing speaking, the door of Shen Jiaqing's bedroom closed with a "snap". Hearing the loud sound, Xie Yan frowned slightly. After a deep sigh, he closed the door and left.

Back home, Xie Yan didn't go to Ming Ge. His heart is in a mess right now, and his mood is terrible. The exhaustion in his mind just wants him to lock himself in the room and sleep with his head covered.

In fact, Xie Yan did so.

The next morning, Xie Yan woke up very late. When he got dressed and checked that the time was already 09:30, he called Anxi and told her that he would not be going today. If there is something urgent, you can call he.

After going downstairs, the living room was quiet. Yan Qiuyu and the others were not there. No wonder no one woke Xie Yan up today.

I asked the nanny and auntie. I found out that Xie Manzhu had come before. I waited to thank his parents for breakfast. Then I took them to the hospital for reexamination.

Xie Yan nodded to show that he understood. Then he called Xie Manzhu again. After learning that his father's health was recovering well, Xie Yan felt relieved.

After hanging up the phone, Xie Yan went directly to Ming Ge's house. When he got there, Xie Yan found that Ming Ge was the only one sitting on the sofa in the living room, watching the basketball game on the sports channel with great interest.

Xie Yan walked over and sat down next to Ming Ge's body. Ming Ge raised his eyes and glanced at Xie Yan. Since the competition is so fierce now, he didn't speak to Xie Yan.

Xie Yan did the same. Seeing that Ming Ge didn't have time to pay attention to him, he lowered his head in silence. He didn't know what he was thinking.

After a while, Ming Ge turned off the TV. The sudden silence made Xie Yan look up. Seeing that Ming Ge was turning his head to look at him, he couldn't help asking: "Why didn't you watch it? The game doesn't seem to be over yet."

"Don't read it." Ming Ge shook his head at Xie Yan. "What's wrong with you? You're so depressed. It seems that you explained it to Shen Jiaqing yesterday."

"It's better to talk about this matter sooner rather than later." Xie Yan's eyes were a little dark, and he took a deep look at Ming Ge, and said with some self-deprecating bitterness: "Actually, I also think I'm quite an asshole."