Admit defeat

In the past few days, Luo Yao, who used to hold the duckling in his palm all day long, suddenly started to complain. After he was interrupted on the fifth night when he was making out with Cheng Che, he finally sat down by the cradle with a dark face. , and this little thing that only thunders but never rains stares with big eyes.

However, the little duck didn't show face. After drinking the milk, he looked full and smacked his mouth while giggling at Luo Yao, which made Luo Yao very angry.

"Duck egg kid, do you have any opinion on your daddy?"

The little duck yelled "ahhh" a few times as if answering, and stared at Luo Yao with a pair of bright eyes. His eyes were like Cheng Che's, black and white, very pure, and the outer corners of the eyes drooped slightly. Sometimes there are always unspeakable grievances, so Luo Yao was easily defeated.

"I got you."

Luo Yao felt aggrieved, but he could only hold the little duck's hand in his palm and shake it gently to express his "resentment".

The duckling thought that Daddy was playing with him, put his other hand up, opened his mouth, and let out a muffled milk hiccup.

Luo Yao: "..."

"Little thing, just wait, I will send you to your grandparents sooner or later." Luo Yao ferociously threatened the duckling "personally", but Cheng Che, who came in, listened to him seriously.

"Are you naive or not? How can he understand you when you quarrel with him?"

Cheng Che came over, "rescued" the little duck's hands from Luo Yao's hands, and stuffed them back into the quilt.In the end, the little duck was unhappy, "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh", insisted on pinching Luo Yao's fingers.

"Little Duck likes you very much." Seeing that Duck was so persistent, Cheng Che no longer prevented the father and son from making out, but stood aside, sighing softly.

Luo Yao heard something wrong in Cheng Che's words, he immediately put his spare arm around Cheng Che, and rubbed his face against Cheng Che's waist, making Cheng Che hide away itchy.

"The little duck is dependent on my pheromones. You can still take care of me a little bit now. When he grows up and clings to you every day, I won't be able to cry."

Parenting books say so, because of pheromones, Omega children will be more close to Alpha when they are under the age, and when the child grows up, they will gradually favor the O who gave birth to him.

"You are really good to him, he knows it, but I...forget it." Cheng Che smiled and didn't say any more.

"Baby, you were the one who said that at the childcare institution that day. The duckling is so small, it can't remember people at all. It's useless for me to use my presence."

Cheng Che shook his head.

What else Luo Yao wanted to say, Cheng Che had already started to put the child to sleep.

After the troublemaker duckling fell asleep, the two went back to the bedroom together. The pheromones that had gathered in the room had almost dissipated, and the warm quilt had cooled down. Luo Yao went in first, and then came in with Cheng Che in his arms.

"Chengzi, didn't I tell you to go to bed first? I'll just coax the duckling." Luo Yao clamped Cheng Che's cold feet with his legs, pretending to be critical.

"Sorry, I can't sleep, I will listen to you next time."

"Have you been insomnia for the past two days?"

"……Um."

Cheng Che didn't expect Luo Yao to know, he usually pretended to be asleep before Luo Yao fell asleep.

During this period of time, when night falls, his mind will be filled with inexplicable things. When he comes back to his senses, he often can't remember what he was thinking just now, or why he thought this way. When it is serious, he will Couldn't even sleep all night.

He originally thought it was because of leaving Luo Yao, but now that he returned to Luo Yao's side, instead of getting better, the situation took a sharp turn for the worse.

He also tried to rationally and calmly find the reason for this kind of unexplained pain, and he tried to explain it to himself, but even if he took the attitude of scientific research, all the logic was chaotic and ended in failure.

Logically, the truth came to light, and nothing could stop him and Luo Yao. This should have been his moment of ecstasy. After all, his so-called Luo Yao's empathy and derailment were all nonsense. Luo Yao was still his Luo Yao, and had always been. He doesn't need to worry about gains and losses.But obviously nothing has changed, but he seems unable to bring his heart back to the past.

He understood in his heart that although Bai Zhen's repeated provocations were at fault, as far as he was concerned, he still felt guilty towards Luo Yao, and this guilt could not be made up by saying "I'm sorry". One of his many reasons.

So Cheng Che took the initiative to put his arms around Luo Yao's neck, looked into Luo Yao's eyes, and said seriously: "Luo Yao, I will definitely fight for it, strive to love you very much, strive to love you more every day."

Luo Yao was taken aback, and couldn't believe that such words came from Cheng Che's mouth. He kissed Cheng Che excitedly, "With your words, we must live longer."

Luo Yao originally wanted to continue what he hadn't finished before, but seeing that Cheng Che didn't seem to be very interested, he didn't mention it again.

"Sleep well, with me here, don't think too much, good night Orange."

"Good night."

Luo Yao pinched the tip of Cheng Che's upturned nose. No matter how delicious it looked, he couldn't eat it. He must persuade Cheng Che to go back with him to see his parents tomorrow, so that he could justifiably throw the duck eggs to them.

Cheng Che smiled and closed his eyes, making himself look like he was going to sleep peacefully.

Under the warm-colored wall lamp, Luo Yao saw the faint blackness around Cheng Che's eyes. He was so distressed that he stretched out his hand to turn off the light.

In the few days when Cheng Che and Xiao Yadan moved back, he only cared about being happy, and when he calmed down after being overjoyed, he faintly felt that something was wrong with Cheng Che, not that Cheng Che refused like he did when the misunderstanding was unclear. Contrary to Leng Gang, it was Cheng Che who was too obedient.Apart from going to see his parents, Cheng Che would nod no matter what Luo Yao said, and no matter what occasion Luo Yao wanted to kiss and hug him, Cheng Che would let him manipulate him, which was absolutely impossible before.Cheng Che was born thin-skinned and kept a low profile. He never allowed Luo Yao to show off his affection outside, but now Cheng Che acquiesced every time. Rather than acquiescing, it would be better to say he was absent-minded.

Cheng Che was like a tolerant, silent, and impenetrable ocean, absorbing Luo Yao's enthusiasm.

"Baby, if you have any thoughts in the future, you must tell me." Luo Yao whispered.

"Okay." Cheng Che replied with his eyes closed. In fact, he didn't know what he was thinking at all.

Despite vowing to say love words to Luo Yao, Cheng Che still suffered from insomnia, even worse than before. He didn't sleep for a while until after six o'clock in the morning, then got up and went to work.

Not only was he suffering from insomnia at night, but also Cheng Che had no interest in doing anything during the day, he just became more and more reluctant to socialize a few days ago, and now even his favorite academic research has become something he doesn't want to face.

After Cheng Che prepared the medicines, put the reagents into the flask, and turned on the electric furnace, he realized that he had added the ingredients in the wrong order, so he started over again.

"Dr. Cheng didn't rest last night, okay, it's so rare to see you make a low-level mistake for the first time." Intern Xiao Yuan teased.

"Well, I've been a little insomnia lately."

"Insomnia, my mother also suffers from insomnia. I heard from her that exercising and soaking feet are very helpful. How about Dr. Cheng try it too?"

"Thank you." Cheng Che nodded.

After replacing the reagent, Cheng Che stared at the flask in a daze, but began to think in his heart, "Don't react, don't react", because the start of the reaction means to start observing the phenomenon and making records.

"Dr. Cheng, why don't you react? Can't this experiment react too fast? What's the principle?"

Cheng Che was startled, what he saw was Xiao Yuan's eager face, and he actually spoke out what was in his heart...

After finishing the day's work, Cheng Che came home exhausted, and saw Luo Yao playing bells with the duckling. This toy was bought by the teacher's wife. It was exquisitely made and the price was not low. Every now and then, Cheng Che would give something to the duckling. Cheng Che told Professor Xu many times that he didn't blame his wife, but Professor Xu said, "She's worried, so you can let her deliver it."

Luo Yao didn't go to the company much these days, and took care of the duckling at home. When he saw Cheng Che came back, Luo Yao picked up the duckling, "Look, dad is back, it's dad—dad."

The duckling looked at Cheng Che, danced and babbled, and babbled twice. Although he couldn't imitate the pronunciation at all, Cheng Che was still very pleasantly surprised, and he seemed to have relieved a lot of fatigue.

Cheng Che hurriedly changed into his home clothes, and hugged the duckling after sanitizing his hands.

"Little duck egg, give me a hug from Dad."

Duckling put his soft little hand directly on Cheng Che's face, stroked it lightly, and giggled, but Cheng Che's eyes were inexplicably sore.

This subtle emotion was noticed by Luo Yao.

"Look, the little duck likes you very much. Before you came back, he always stared at the door."

"Really?" Cheng Che was surprised, he thought the child didn't miss him at all.

"Yes, so you have to go home on time in the future, otherwise the duckling will have a temper."

Luo Yao's unintentional words reminded him that he lied to Luo Yao that day, and then went to see Yan Lang.

"Luo Yao, I didn't mean to lie to you that day. Yan Lang was leaving. He helped me a lot before. I was embarrassed not to send him off. I was just afraid that you would disagree." Cheng Che asked Luo Yao for the first time. explain it.

"I'm an imposing Mr. Luo, am I such a small-bellied Alpha?" Luo Yao objected.

In the end, Cheng Che was very shameless, and nodded seriously.

He only heard the sound of "biu~", and Luo Yao looked like he had an arrow in his heart, but he still remembered clearly what ugly words he said that day, so he blamed himself: "Okay baby, in fact, I don't know what to say." You know, I was too excited that time, didn't listen to your explanation, and hurt you with my unscrupulous words, and if I get agitated again in the future, you will hit me and wake me up."

Luo Yao's words made Cheng Che speechless for a moment, obviously he was the one apologizing, but now it was Luo Yao's explanation, Luo Yao always did this, taking all the responsibility on himself, and tried his best to let him do nothing wrong.

The two dads were busy taking responsibility for each other. The neglected duckling quit and started whining, trying to get their attention. He circles around.

In the evening, Luo Yao, who stood by and watched Cheng Che put on diapers for the child, finally asked Cheng Che for the third time: "My parents have been back from abroad for three days, when will you accompany me home to see them?"

"I'm sorry...can you do it another day?" Cheng Che wanted to wait until he was in better condition before visiting Luo Yao's parents so as not to make a bad impression on Luo Yao's parents.

Cheng Che's soliciting tone was too obvious. Luo Yao had no choice but to follow Cheng Che and plan to continue to prevaricate at home. Fortunately, his parents are now focused on his brother, and their attention to him and Cheng Che has declined. many.

"Chengzi, let's ask the doctor to take a look tomorrow, shall we?"

Cheng Che's hand to pull the diaper froze, and the duckling moved, expressing discomfort.

"Ah."

Luo Yao invited a professional psychiatrist over, chatted with Cheng Che for a while, and diagnosed Cheng Che as postpartum depression, and it started a few months ago, but Cheng Che himself was disturbed by too many things, and did not Think about mental illness.

The doctor reassured him that it was not a big problem. Many women and puerpers will have it more or less. Although his case is more serious, it can be cured effectively.