Admit defeat

After leaving the stadium, it was almost twelve o'clock, and there were still many fans holding light sticks around the stadium. They were still immersed in the explosion-like atmosphere just now, and they were reluctant to leave for a long time.

Holding the street lamp, Cheng Che panted heavily. He pressed his forehead heavily against the lamp post, trying to make the sound of the sticky kiss disappear from his mind, but it was all in vain.

Different locations, similar scenes, and the entanglement of the two situations seemed to drive Cheng Che crazy.

Half a year ago, Luo Yao took Cheng Che to the dinner party held by Luo Yao's company. Cheng Che carried the test report confirming pregnancy that he had just received in the afternoon. Sitting in the corner, thinking about how to tell Luo Yao about this matter, they are not married yet, they suddenly have a child, I don't know if it is good or bad for Luo Yao, but fortunately Luo Yao is very busy the whole time, he has enough Time to conceive alone...

If there was no bathroom scene, he was sure that he would have thought of the best words to tell Luo Yao the news.

That night, Luo Yao hugged Bai Zhen and kissed in the narrow cubicle. It was obviously a crushing scene, but Cheng Che watched it blankly for a long time. Today is the same, but there is a difference. That day when he was pregnant with the duck egg, he really vomited, but just now, he wanted to vomit but couldn't.

His stomach was empty, and he was so worried about Bai Zhen's concert that he forgot to eat all day.

The fans at the door were still excited and boiling, only Cheng Che walked forward in a daze, getting farther and farther away from the "pointer" girls and boys behind him.

The bright yellow light of the street lamps stretched along the sidewalk to an endless distance. Cheng Che walked in a dazed and mechanical way with soft steps.He is like a lowly animal, with only one instinct left—he wants to stay away from the stadium behind him, and stay away from the two people who are passionately in love in the stadium.

That night, Cheng Che had a dream. He dreamed that he gave the duck egg to Luo Yao. Luo Yao held Bai Zhen in his right hand and the duck egg in his left hand. The three of them left like a happy family of three, leaving only There was a series of laughter, his feet were nailed in place, he couldn't say a word, he could only watch their backs.The duckling grew up in the dream, and the soft and waxy voice called Bai Zhen "Dad"...

"Do not!!"

Cheng Che finally cried out hysterically. He thought he was about to wake up from the nightmare, but he fell into another familiar nightmare. That nightmare of being framed as a child, where the family members of the victim confronted the "murderer" in front of the police station. The son of the "murderer" was beaten and kicked, and the son of the "murderer" was locked in a dark and damp dark room.In the past, he didn't feel any pain in this dream, but this time, he really felt the pain in the dream, it was a sharp pain that radiated from the heart to the whole body.

Cheng Che opened his eyes in pain. It was just four o'clock in the morning.

Tears poured down his face, forcing him to breathe through his mouth. He hugged the blanket and curled up tightly against his chest, trying to relieve the throbbing pain there.

He just kept his eyes open until Yan Lang went to work.

"Yan Lang, I want to see the child."

"Evening?"

"It's not at night, it's now. I'm about to see my duckling right now." Cheng Che emphasized the word "mine", holding the phone call as if holding a life-saving straw.

"Xiao Che, are you not going to work today?"

"I took a day off."

"Okay, I'll come and pick you up." Yan Lang is always so gentle, but Cheng Che has never "received love".

"You're busy with work."

There are many expectant parents who come to the obstetrics department. Those pregnant Omega and Beta are without exception accompanied by their other half. The happiness on their faces is something that Cheng Che has never felt before, and will never feel again. to something.

Fortunately, he doesn't have a big belly now, otherwise, standing alone among them, he would look like an outlier, and would be noticed by others, and he no longer wanted to be an outlier.

Yan Lang was wearing a white coat and had been standing there waiting for Cheng Che. Cheng Che hadn't visited the child for a week.

"Xiao Che, have you recovered from your cold and fever before? Why do I feel that something is wrong with your voice on the phone?"

A doctor is a doctor, and the first thing you say when you meet is to care about your body.

Cheng Che nodded, "Healed up."

Yan Lang still wanted to ask something, such as Luo Yao, but Cheng Che had already walked in front of him.

Cheng Che was so anxious that he just wanted to see the duckling soon. When he finally saw the child in the incubator, he finally breathed a sigh of relief.

This is the little life he has worked so hard for nearly two hundred days. The duckling closed his eyes tightly, sleeping peacefully, and his wrinkled little face was surprisingly cute.

Unlike other children, he was born with blessings and returned home with love. He was so small, because he was born prematurely, he could only shrink in a cold instrument, without the slightest touch of love from his parents.

Cheng Che's eyes suddenly turned a little bit dry. He hadn't come to see him for a week. Because of Luo Yao's obsession with the child, he actually developed some subconscious resistance to the duckling. Fortunately, he sobered up quickly and was not childish. It's too outrageous.

"Little Duck, Dad is here to see you." Cheng Che spoke softly to the little baby inside through the glass.

The duckling in the incubator seemed to have heard his father's call, turned his face to Cheng Che's side, moved his mouth, but his eyes were still closed.

Duckling's unconscious actions made Cheng Che's eyes warm, and he was so excited that he turned his head to look at Yan Lang.

Looking at the surprise in Cheng Che's eyes, Yan Lang felt as if he had thrown a stone into the lake of his heart. He had seen many new parents who were overjoyed by a single movement of their baby, but only Cheng Che moved his heart.It's a pity that this child belongs to Luo Yao... Thinking of Luo Yao, Yan Lang's glasses seemed to have a cold light.

Luo Yao obviously has the thing that he admires the most, but Luo Yao doesn't cherish it at all, and even hurts it repeatedly.Luo Yao is vicious from the bottom of his heart. Even though he is mature on the outside, he is still as heartless and heartless as when he made his sister embarrass him in public when he was a child.

"Yan Lang, I called him, he just moved."

"I saw it," Yan Lang smiled, "Maybe the little guy has a mutual understanding with you. You are the one who gave birth to him, and you are his father."

"Really?" Cheng Che looked at the duckling again.

"real."

Yes, I am the duckling's father, not anyone else.Cheng Che thought to himself, repeating it to himself as if hypnotized and brainwashed.

When the ducklings were born prematurely, their cardiopulmonary function was not well developed, so they had to stay in the incubator for a month, and it is only halfway through now.

Cheng Che stayed in the hospital all morning, and when he came out of the hospital, it was a short lunch break. Yan Lang insisted on sending Cheng Che, so he picked up the car and drove Cheng Che back to the staff quarters.

"Yan Lang, thank you for taking the time to watch the children with me."

"Xiao Che, I remember I said that everything I do for you is what I am willing to do, so don't always say 'thank you' to me."

Cheng Che pursed his lips, said nothing, and was about to open the door and get out of the car.

"Xiao Che, have you thought about the name of the duckling?"

Cheng Che's hand on the car door paused.

"The little duck egg is just born, don't worry."

"Are you not in a hurry, or are you indecisive? Or you haven't figured out who the child should be named after?"

"It's not what you think! I..." Cheng Che eagerly interrupted Yan Lang, and was dumbfounded by Yan Lang's wise eyes.

"You still can't let Luo Yao go?"

Cheng Che frowned and remained silent.

Yan Lang knew a lot about him and Luo Yao, but what Yan Lang didn't know was that Luo Yao took the name "Little Duck Egg". Back then, when he and Luo Yao talked about children, Luo Yao said: "Or call it the little duck egg. His Daddy was lucky enough to get his father's first sight and first words because of a duck egg."

The word "lucky" greatly pleased him who had just fallen in love at that time. He had long forgotten what the first sentence he said to Luo Yao was, but Luo Yao still remembered it.He nestled in Luo Yao's arms, blushing and asked Luo Yao: "What's the first thing I said to you?"

Luo Yao lowered his head and kissed him, "You say 'thank you' to me."

He remembered that day, he took the initiative to kiss Luo Yao, and then was pressed on the sofa by Luo Yao for most of the night, playing various tricks of blushing and heartbeat, and even said that he wanted him to give birth to duck eggs...

When the baby was born, Cheng Che almost instinctively gave the baby such a nickname.

"Xiao Che, but he betrayed you."

The word "betrayal" hit Cheng Che's sore spot deeply, making him angry from embarrassment, making him think of yesterday and the earlier time again...

As a good friend, Yan Lang probably cares too much.

Cheng Che quickly opened the car door and got out of the car. Yan Lang knew he had said something wrong, so he hurriedly chased him out.

"Xiao Che, wait for me."

Cheng Che felt uncomfortable, ignored Yan Lang behind him, took a few steps forward quickly, and then stopped suddenly.

There was a person standing downstairs in the apartment building not far away. That person's face was gloomy. Even though it was more than ten meters away, Cheng Che could still feel the dark anger spreading from him.