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Pointing to the instrument: "This instrument seems to be broken."

But I feel like she just saw my shadow standing next to the instrument.

"You get out." The doctor Tully came over and ordered, the intern left quickly, Dr. Tully took a look at the instrument, and after a second he looked almost the same as the intern, but after all he had experienced A lot of things, so he can still say in slightly trembling words: "His... blood pressure is too high, he... we must decompress, or he... will..."

Kara -

There was a strange sound, and Dr. Tully turned his head and ran over immediately, but a burst of blood spurted out, and he stopped abruptly, I turned around and didn't look at myself anymore—the Elder Dr. Fo took off my right hand, and the blood pressure numbers on the instrument started to drop.

"Blood!—" Doctor Tully yelled, he pressed tightly on what he thought was bleeding, and the doctor on one side ran over and separated me from Cledo. Cledo had already fallen asleep at this time, but I always felt that he was waking up, because the ax was stuck in his back all the time, because the insertion was not deep but the bone was stuck, so the doctors next to him carefully held the ax to prevent it from moving, They shoved Kledo into another operating room, and I'm still here watching myself.

"Do you need help?" Dr. Ever put his right hand on a plate and said to Dr. Tully, but there was a voice in the operating room, and I looked up and saw a man holding a The microphone is speaking.

"You don't need help, Dr. Ever." The voice was a little emotionless, "You have been fired, and now I ask you to leave that operating room, or you will not get the recommendation letter I wrote for you .”

"But, Director, I'm helping him, I—"

"He lost his right hand forever, Ivor." The director's eyes were fixed on him, "You can go to my office to find the truth, but now you have to walk out of that operating room, or you will lose your career as a doctor forever, And I hope you won't be as reckless as you were just now! You don't have to tear off your right hand to lower your blood pressure, understand?!"

"Blood pressure is too low!" Another intern said, I stared at my right hand intently, it was lying in a basin with bent fingers, but I still have a right hand now!I stretched out my right hand and looked, it was still attached to my shoulder, without any change.

"Vtrial fibrillation!" The intern kept reminding, "Doctor Tully, can you stop the bleeding?"

Doctor Tully, can you...

Doctor Tully, can you...

can you... can you... can you...

"Ican't!!!" Doctor Tully yelled at him, "This kid is dying, I can't stop the bleeding, I... I can't stop the bleeding..."

But he kept pressing the bleeding spot with gauze and cotton, but within five seconds he was completely soaked in blood, and he collapsed... He lay on the ground, blood sprayed on his body continuously, but He didn't respond at all, the director suddenly changed his clothes and walked into the operating room, his voice sounded far, far away in Tully's ears...

"Blood transfusion... oh no, you need to use a tube for blood transfusion, if you can understand what I'm saying. Now bring me his right hand, the incision of the ax will be neat, and the probability of connection will be very high, but... ...Forget it, let's talk about it later. Tully, Tully?!"

Tully stood up slowly, the director gave him a pair of tweezers, and said to him very flatly: "You can leave after the operation, I don't need such a timid person."

Tully nodded, and I walked out of this operating room slowly, Kleido was fine, he sat on a chair in the corridor with Ledo's company, with a lot of bandages wrapped around his waist, but he didn't care, I walked over and sat on the side, and heard Ledo comforting him, but he didn't listen at all.Mrs. Loveant arrived here half an hour later, she didn't ask any questions, she took out the cross and muttered in a low voice while sitting on the chair, I smiled at her, she paused, as if she sensed me.

Mrs. Rachel also arrived here three hours later. It was broad daylight at that time, and the lights in the operating room had been on for almost twelve hours. I stared at the round clock on the wall without the slightest sleepiness. It looked extremely cold. .

"Do you think you're going to die?" Someone next to me asked, I turned my head and found that the priest was still the same as last time, and he was looking at me with a smile.

"Everyone dies, from the moment we are born...I'm not afraid of death, if you want to ask." I replied, and the priest raised his hand for me to stand up, and I followed him to the window.

He stares into my eyes.

"You're lying," he said. "You know it's a lie. When you believe in one thing, you doubt another. You can't be fair. When you accept death, life is what you're afraid of. "

"Indeed...but..." I looked at the harsh light outside, and suddenly sighed in my heart, "would you mind a lie? Would you mind when you knew you had to believe it? Would you Mind if I wish to live? Do you mind if I find myself thinking about him when Feng comes back? Do you?"

"I won't." The priest blinked, "But you have to be clear, this is all about you, no matter how complicated your life has become, there are still people in your heart - at least for now. "

"You said you would bless me." I stared into his eyes and said, he lowered his head and sighed:

"Yeah——blessing, the purpose of blessing is different, and the prayer of prayer will be different. When I saw you last time, you were dying, but I was not dead, so I bless you. Now, you I'm dying, and I'm dead, so I'm reminding you - the only one who can lie is you, those who are good at lying, those who lie without being caught are not smart, they are deceived by themselves, and they understand This is just that when they want to lie with facts, they will deceive themselves again - if what they say is the same as what the facts represent, why should they explain it with facts? After all, they can believe the facts and Believe a lie--

As long as we want this.

"So... what are you doing here?" I changed the subject and continued to ask, he smiled, the golden sun was soft on his face. "I remember last time I said that I would bless you, but this is not blessing you to die——I didn't come to find you."

"Oh???"

"Don't...don't look at me with that look." He turned his eyes out of the window, "I have to go, you'll find out who I'm looking for...it's not you anyway."

"Okay, let's go then." I folded my hands and said, "I'm fine...just go."

He turned his head and smiled at me, and then slowly disappeared. I looked at the people sitting in the corridor with some anger: Mrs. Loveant was still holding the cross and praying; Mrs. Rachel Then he stared intently at the operating room, which had not been opened for nearly a day; Ledo wanted to send him back to his ward, but he refused, as he seemed a little disgusted with the bandages on his body.

"I... I... the ax should have hit me, but he jumped, the ax hit him on the shoulder, and... then he was in there, I... I... who the fuck Can you tell me what happened to him?!!!"

Mrs. Loveant raised her head, her voice was a little hoarse: "This is the hospital, Clement, please be quiet."

After she finished speaking, she looked at Kledo with her eyes. Kledo nodded, and Kledo patted his shoulder to comfort him. A nurse suddenly ran over from the other side of the corridor, and she rushed directly into the operating room. Everyone in the corridor immediately stood up.I looked at the clock on the wall and walked through the wall again into the operating room.

The nurse was panting heavily and looked flustered.

"Ever...Doctor Ever he...he...he..."

"Speak slowly, it's okay." The director returned without raising his head.The nurse nodded, and then she gasped for a few seconds, "Dr. Ever...he jumped off the roof, and now he's lying in the operating room and needs to..."

"I see, girl. Tell them they can touch Dr. Ever if they want—don't those interns feel like they have nothing to do all day? Tell them it's a medical malpractice if Dr. Ever dies."

The nurse glanced at him, then hurried away.I saw the director connect the arm to me, he loosened a clamp, and muttered a few words in French in a low voice.Doctor Tully glanced at him, the director nodded, and then the two of them took their hands away, and they stared at the severed hand that was attached.

The arm of the severed hand was glowing blue, as if it was dead.

The director had no choice but to remove his hand again.

"Blood blocked my blood vessels, this is..." The director raised his head and took a deep breath, while Dr. Tully and another doctor were already suturing.

After a few minutes……

"It's time for work, everyone," said the director, taking off his robes, and Tully and the doctor finished stitching, and they put the severed hand back on the plate. "Who is going to tell the people who are waiting for him outside?" Doctor Tully looked around and asked, an intern moved his body forward: "Is he dead? Are you going to announce the time of death?"

"No, that's not what it means," said Tully. "Can you go outside and tell them the guy's missing an arm and we can't attach it?"

"It's better to say why," the director added, "Dr. Ever ripped off