i'm sick

2017. 6, 18

sunny

Mood: a bit complicated

I just got out of the hospital and I'm a little busy.

If you want to ask me why I came out of the hospital, I actually feel a little unreal.

When the doctor handed me the medical certificate, he said that I was moderately depressed, and I might even have a little paranoia.

Because I told the doctor that I had auditory hallucinations, and I kept hearing someone calling me.

That voice is very familiar, but I can't hear what he is calling me, anyway, I know he is calling me.

When I heard that I had moderate depression, I thought the doctor had made a wrong diagnosis.

Seeing the doctor heard me say it might have been a wrong diagnosis.

Although his complexion was not particularly good, he still told me seriously about depression.

The doctor told me that I could choose to have a small animal.

I actually wanted to get a puppy, but when I walked into the kennel, I was attracted by a short-legged silver cat next to me.

The eyes are round and look very cute. It feels like being poked in the heart in an instant. Finally, I took it home.

When he got home, he was very obedient and seemed a little shy. He said to leave it alone and let him get acquainted with the house.

I started getting cat litter, cat food and water.

I was actually very worried that I would not be able to take good care of it, but I couldn't let go of the eyes that saw it, and I really wanted to take it home.

In the end, I named it Guifei. It is said that cat owners are the masters of cats, so there should be no mistake in naming it Guifei.

As for why there is such a diary...

The doctor told me that journaling is also good for paranoia and depression.

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After closing the diary, his face turned pale under the dim light.

He is really tired today, buying cats, cat supplies, and going to the hospital, it can be said that he has been busy all day.

The imperial concubine, who was familiar with the territory, was not afraid of him at all, she fell down on the sofa, and it jumped to my side, moved closer to me, and kissed my forehead.

After being kissed, I was completely stunned, and the noble concubine meowed softly.

The imperial concubine's eyes are somewhat similar to her own, and the fur on the imperial concubine's body is soft, making it very comfortable to hug.

He smiled, rubbed the forehead of the concubine, and said, "Concubine, I will be your master from now on. My name is Ye Sheng."

Ye Sheng's facial features are soft, not like that of a woman. If he wants to say it, he is like the so-called Mr. Pianpian in ancient times, and he is softer when he smiles.

Eyebrows slightly raised, with a faint smile, the imperial concubine stretched out her hand to press the corner of his mouth, the fleshy pad was extremely soft.

I fell in love with it right away.

No wonder so many people like to pinch the cat's pad, it's so comfortable.

When Ye Sheng returned to his room and wanted to sleep, just as he lay down, his side sank. When he got up and looked, he saw the imperial concubine sitting next to him very obediently.

Afraid that if he turned over, he would be holding down the imperial concubine, so he hugged the imperial concubine and placed it beside his pillow.

He said softly, "Sleep obediently and stop making trouble."

The noble concubine let out a soft cry, and after understanding what Ye Sheng said, she curled up beside Ye Sheng and closed her eyes.

Seeing the imperial concubine like this, Ye Sheng thought for a while, the cat litter he bought for the imperial concubine might not be needed anymore.

When he woke up, Ye Sheng felt itchy on his face, and a ball of white hair appeared in front of his eyes.

Ye Sheng sat up all of a sudden, and then remembered that the cat he bought yesterday was a noble concubine.

In an instant, he breathed a sigh of relief. When he woke up before... the warm arms, occasionally a little stubble would appear on the man's chin, which made his forehead ache and itchy.

I was probably imagining it again.

When he picked up the phone, it was displayed on the screen that it was Monday. Ye Sheng thought about it, whether he was late.

There was a lot of chaos, and I hurriedly put on my clothes and closed the windows. The cat owner said that cats are very curious, so they must close the windows when they leave.

After the cat food and water are poured, I plan to go out.

The imperial concubine had already woken up when he was in chaos, and was spinning around his legs.

When Ye Sheng was about to go out, the imperial concubine yelled twice, Ye Sheng knelt down, and patted the imperial concubine's head, "Stay well at home, and come back when you're done."

Then just went out and left.

He hurried to the company, being late was unavoidable, Ye Sheng was scolded by the boss when he arrived at the company.

When he came out of the boss's office, he was a little sad and sighed.

The colleague next to him leaned back, looked at him, and asked, "Are you all right?"

Shaking his head, "It's okay, it's not the first time."

It's not that Ye Sheng is often scolded for being late, but the boss is always picky. If he catches someone making a mistake, he will scold you. The sound insulation in the office is not particularly good, so you can hear it very clearly.

"Why are you here so late, it's the first time I've seen you come so late." A colleague leaned closer and asked in a low voice.

I'm not used to people getting so close to me, so I moved away without a trace, "I just overslept, let's work."

He lowered his head and began to organize the things on his desk, and started working.

His job is considered stable, and the salary is good, but the boss is not particularly good.

During the lunch break, I picked up the meat in the chopsticks, nodded, and thought, "The food is also very good."

I just don't know if I can change my boss. If I change to a good-tempered boss, it will probably be fine, and I will get full marks for this job.

This is just an idea of ​​my own, that is, an idea. Anyway, this boss is familiar with it, so it might be even more inappropriate to change it.

Maybe not at all.

At this time, I heard the colleague next to me say, "Ye Sheng, do you know? Maybe we are going to change bosses."

Ye Sheng froze for a moment, looked at his colleague in surprise, and asked amusedly, "Where did you hear the gossip?"

This person can be regarded as an inquirer in the company. Whether it is a school or a society, such a group of people is indispensable.

No news can escape their ears. Most of them are actually false news, and there are really very few.

"This time it's true, I even heard the boss call!" Bao asked looking at Ye Sheng with an expression of trusting me.

The colleagues around them actually smiled and ate with their heads down, not taking this matter to heart.

Ye Sheng thought while eating, wondering if the imperial concubine had a good meal.

It is still work in the afternoon. I used to feel that it was nothing, but today I feel very tired, and I don’t know why.

Is it really depression?Ye Sheng smiled and shook his head.

I feel that it is impossible for me to get this disease, work, keep a cat, write a diary, ordinary people will do such things.

It's probably because I haven't had a good rest recently, so I just need a good rest today.

After get off work, Ye Sheng packed up his things immediately and was ready to go home. He was a little afraid of starving the imperial concubine.

The colleagues were startled when they saw him leave in such a hurry.

He asked, "Ye Sheng, did you leave so early today?"

Ye Sheng froze for a moment, looked at his colleagues, pointed to the company watch, and said, "Off work."

The colleagues around all smiled and said, "In the past, you were the last to leave. Today, you left so early. Maybe a beautiful woman has an appointment."

Seeing the smiling faces of his colleagues, Ye Sheng was stunned. Did he leave very late before?Or the last one?

"I have a cat." He refuted the sentence that a beautiful woman has an appointment.

Hearing Ye Sheng say that he had a cat, he was even more surprised. Ye Sheng ignored them, went straight to the elevator, and left the company.

Standing in the elevator, thinking about my past, it turned out that I left very late...

Not quite real.

Probably because he raised a cat by himself. Thinking of the noble concubine at home, Ye Sheng couldn't help but feel better ever since.

As soon as I walked out of the company's door, I received two text messages.

It was a transfer from the bank, and there was a sudden 100 million transfer in his account, which made Ye Sheng almost unsure of his mobile phone.

The other is an unfamiliar number, just a few words, "How are you doing?"

People who are not listed on their mobile phone probably sent it by mistake, so they didn't think much about it.

Thinking about the 100 million text message, I feel that there are more and more scammers recently, and I still have 100 million in my account, which is useless.

Walking to the subway, it is probably also a faster walk. At this time, there is no one near the subway, and there are even seats after getting on the subway.

When I was sitting in the seat, I turned on the phone, and the time was displayed at six o'clock, and it was probably seven o'clock when I went back.

I don't know if the imperial concubine is hungry or not.

At seven o'clock, the sky has not yet completely darkened, and the signal in the subway is not particularly good. When I swiped a certain treasure, I couldn't transfer it for a long time.

Fortunately, many things were successfully photographed, and those things were bought for the imperial concubine.

He was afraid that he would forget what he wanted to buy for the concubine in two days, but now he could remember it very well and ordered a lot of things.

Ye Sheng felt a little pain in his flesh as he watched his savings drop steadily.

When I got home, as soon as I opened the door and turned on the light, I saw the noble concubine lying at the door, staring at me with a pair of big round eyes, and then meowed softly.

In an instant, I felt that the things I bought were not a loss, on the contrary, I was very satisfied.

Going forward to hug the concubine, "Concubine, are you good at home today?"

He meowed, expressing that he was very well-behaved.

The imperial concubine herself knows how to use cat litter. After cleaning the cat litter, she just lay on the sofa and pressed a table at random.

After all, I don't know what I want to see.

The imperial concubine jumped onto the sofa, nestled on Ye Sheng's lap, and watched TV with Ye Sheng.

In a dim room, the light from the TV shone on the wall, on the sofa, on each person and the cat, and it went on and off.

The author has something to say: Ye Sheng: After the play, can this diary be burned?

Xu Xing snatched the diary: No way!Your handwriting is beautiful!Can't burn!

[Is there any direct relationship between this and whether the handwriting is good or not? 】

A director who eats melons: The two over there!What are you doing!It's filming!Don't get your diary dirty!Time to write a new one!Our crew is very poor!

The imperial concubine is actually a little tomcat hhhhhhhhh