kiss in 30 seconds

Don't hold back what you want to say, Scorpio.

"End."

Kuramochi held back his fists when he gritted his teeth and roared out these two words.

In the critical first round of the playoffs, the Giants rarely fell into a stalemate. The exchange of offense and defense reached the first half of the third inning. The Giants took the lead. When they returned to the rest area, without waiting for the order from the supervisor, Kuramochi grabbed Miyuki's collar almost unbearably. Roar loudly.

It should have been an easy game to win, but the reason for the defeat was unexpectedly clear.

Miyuki didn't speak, and was even quite displeased when he pushed away Kuramochi and grabbed his hand. The supervisor would never leave the field easily until he spoke. His lips parted and opened firmly to show his position. All the players could only stare at the only one The coach who can give orders, the latter was silent for a long time before finally speaking.

"If I don't let you go up, we might lose this game."

"After seeing my performance, if I feel that I am holding back the team, I can be replaced at any time."

Miyuki made the request without hesitation, and the players seemed flustered because they didn't expect that the captain might not be able to play. Miyuki Kazuya is definitely an indispensable force for the Giants.

This time, although the opponent is not strong, he always likes to play some tricks. In the second half of the first inning, he maliciously charged the catcher when he was sprinting back to home plate. When he got up without success, he deliberately pressed his whole body weight on his waist and abdomen to force him to stand up, but what they didn't take into account was Miyuki Kazuya's obsession with victory.

He still stood up, using the most upright posture.

At least he won't fall down on the field, and Miyuki is also supporting the entire professional baseball team in this way.

It's a pity that the old injury made his right body almost numb with pain, and he could hardly use his right hand properly. He lost two own goals in two consecutive games.

Kuramochi on the side couldn't believe it. He was angry not for losing points, nor for dragging down the team, but for facing the same predicament, he and Miyuki Kazuya stubbornly chose to be brave for the third time.

Even though he lost his most precious treasure, Eijun Sawamura, two years ago, this man is still so selfish, leading them selfishly, and then selfishly saying nothing.

The game restarted, and the standard radio female voice announced the resumption of the game. The catcher was not replaced, and Miyuki Kazu, who was number two, also returned to the baseball field with the newly replaced Terashima Ryota.

Almost every second that followed was a torment, and the pain tormented Miyuki Tutu's aching nerves, but he pretended nothing had happened on the surface, only the cold sweat that kept falling betrayed himself, and finally caught up to the tie in the sixth round, Miyuki Putting on his combat uniform and preparing to go to the circle next to the strike zone to stand by, he caught a glimpse of a familiar figure on the court directly in front of him.

Thousands of people couldn't see his face clearly, but he was able to recognize him at a glance, and he wanted to let go but always lingered in his heart.

Miyuki never thought that he would come to see this game. During the phone call a few days ago, Sawamura mentioned that there would be club activities that day and he would not be able to come. He wished him the victory and so on. Was it a temporary cancellation so he came to see the game? Always pick such bad and similar timing.

It was the same that year, a sunny day.

Miyuki didn't dare to let himself think about it any further, he wanted to ignore that line of sight but couldn't get it out of his mind. It was the same thing two years ago, when the old injury recurred. There, in the championship game, he chose to insist on pushing the team to the first place, regardless of Sawamura's rush. He was asked to go off in the dugout, and he just said coldly and calmly that he couldn't do it.

So now, Sawamura did not ask him as he did in the past. He is free and can enjoy the fun of baseball without any burden or guilt. Miyuki is still the big boy who can devote his whole life to baseball.

He picked up the wooden bat from the side, leaned on the brim of his hat, squinted his eyes and looked up at the blue patch. He was obviously standing at the place closest to his dream, but he was not happy.

He is not happy.

The audience was full of voices. I never thought it would be like this. I was very happy when I was notified of the cancellation of the group practice in the morning. After all, it was Miyuki's first playoff game this year, so I wanted to watch everything.

Since just now, Sawamura has been unable to stop his tear ducts from sobbing. Every time he watched a ball or a round, he felt as painful as a knife. If you ask people to pay attention to their bodies, it turns out that they are the ones who will be the most aggressive.

The surrounding crowd stared intently at the ever-changing stadium, and each cheered for the team they supported in their hearts. No one noticed that in such a noisy place, someone would cry their eyes red and swollen like a rabbit. Sawamura had to close his eyes and not look at that The figure of a person fighting hard on the court, from time to time, there was a violent sound in the ear, which team should win the point again.

The peaked cap in his hand was squeezed tightly, and Sawamura was still crying confusedly while staring at the floor, but suddenly a figure sat down on the seat next to him and held his left hand half wet with tears to let him Shocked and exclaimed, he turned his head and was about to yell to him to be quiet when his lips were blocked, with a comforting kiss.

"do not Cry."

It was just the warmth that was gently brushed away. Sawamura stared wide-eyed and kept looking back and forth dozens of times at the court and the face in front of him before finally believing that this was the real Kazuya Miyuki. Although the sunglasses covered most of his face, it was still too much. Too conspicuous, Miyuki saw that Sawamura was at a loss and wanted to help him conceal his identity, but he couldn't help laughing when he finally put the hat on his head. I really can't blame him for bullying this guy, it's because he can always bring him so many surprises Funny move.

"Why did you come to the auditorium, aren't you afraid that if your identity is discovered, it will cause a riot!"

"Because you look worried, if I don't come you might flood this place with tears."

"I just love to cry, bastard Miyuki, your back injury obviously didn't recur today, why didn't you go to the doctor sooner!"

He almost reproached in a low voice, with tears in the corners of his eyes, but he looked very charming. Miyuki dilated his pupils for a moment and was extremely surprised. He didn't expect to be seen by Sawamura, so he softened his tone and leaned his body on Sawamura's shoulder Light//喟.

"When did you find out?"

"A few nights ago, you rarely asked me to use that posture." At that time, I just thought that Miyuki wanted him to move in such a shameful/////shameful way in the confusion, but after thinking about it carefully I think, Miyuki’s expression that day was concealing///enduring///and at the same time it seemed to be enduring something. They had a lot of communication when they were dating before, and the extremely high body//fit//combination//speed made both parties Being able to quickly feel//understand the other person's needs and weaknesses, Sawamura put his palms on his abdomen and asked him if he was still in pain.

Miyuki secretly held the little cat's hands that were hotter because of nervousness. He always thinks over the pros and cons of what to say, but this time he just wants to follow the voice in his heart. Don't hesitate, he knows he will agree.

There is not much time to get along, but they are still hesitant.

Still changed the sentence that should be said before the words were exported.

"Will you accompany me to the hospital?"

"...Of course I will accompany you."

──

When the inspection report came out, Sawamura was alone to listen to it. It is often written in romance novels that the hero is usually written very seriously in this kind of plot. I am afraid that Miyuki’s professional baseball career will end like this. At the end of the story, it is better to go alone than two people, so I tried my best to prevent Miyuki from coming with me in the ward, and ordered Senior Kuramochi to help guard for a while.

"So, what did the doctor say?"

"The abdomen is mild or something. I don't understand it very well. Anyway, I have to rest for two weeks and stay in the hospital for observation. After two weeks, I will have another examination. If there is nothing wrong, I can be discharged from the hospital."

"No, I'm not asking about Miyuki. Didn't the doctor say there's something wrong with your IQ?"

Kuramochi repeated it impatiently, but Sawamura didn't understand and had to tilt his head and blink his eyes, his eyes glowing with innocence.

It's really hopeless. He actually believes in the plot of a novel that asks him to stay and take care of this devil. How did this idiot get into college.And usually, shouldn't you be politely embarrassed when facing someone who just confessed to him a few days ago? It is said that there is a problem with the brain circuit!He should really be thankful that this guy is a big ass granny!

But Kominato Ryosuke is not so easy to mess with. Thinking of this, he gritted his teeth and stared back, half sat up and enjoyed being fed white porridge by Sawamura. The culprit with a very unflattering smile actually sent a screenshot of the screen to Senior Ryo to frame him He empathizes with others, and the blood shed from this person may be black, no, it must be black!

Where does horoscope divination go? Is forgiveness a virtue?Maybe it is very accurate to put it on the Aries, but it is the Aries Kominato Ryosuke. Although it will not cut him into pieces and throw him into the Sea of ​​Japan, it still makes him sleep on the sofa in the living room and cannot enter the bedroom at all. .

Miyuki Kazuya!I am at odds with you!

"Senior Miyuki, I'll accompany you here today, I'll leave first if I have something else to do."

Then there was a part-time job at a convenience store. Sawamura packed up his things and left the ward. Hiroichi Kuramochi sighed. Miyuki’s cell phone kept getting calls from Ryota Terashima. The two of them broke up before the start of the playoffs.

"No answer?"

"No, anyway, I probably know what he wants to say."

"You...I don't care if you are really buried someday."

"I haven't stayed in Japan for long, not to mention that Ryota is not suitable for me. I just didn't expect the entry system to be so smooth, and an agreement was reached immediately."

This should have been joyful news, but when it was uttered from Miyuki's mouth at this moment, it caused no ripples. Kuramochi couldn't see anything from the smile on his face. After all, the Japanese professional baseball couldn't keep such news. genius.The Major Leagues of America──there is a good place for him to show his talents and show his talents. Now he finally has the opportunity to set foot on the place that carries countless thoughts and hopes.

What about Sawamura, what are you going to tell him.

This sentence turned around in the throat a few times, and it was swallowed into the esophagus along with the boiling water. Kuramo never planned to ask about the emotional story of the two of them who couldn't clean up and mess up, but when he remembered it late at night, he still remembered it. I miss the days when they were still together, clear and vague.

Happy, angry, sad, every game, every team training, and even every second of being together; the days that the two have supported together since Qingdao.

Wouldn't putting it all together be enough to start over, or if that wasn't love.

"I don't want to care about the two of you, just do as you like."

I had no choice but to leave a meaningful sentence, the wind outside the window was as calm as water.

"Welcome, buy one pudding and get one free today. If you need it, you can bring it today for a better deal."

Sawamura Eijun didn't know how many times he yelled out the same introductory speech today, but he still put the items on the shelves and assisted in the checkout with great energy. Some residents who live nearby and office workers who have not met face to face rush in and out.

Just now when I took over the shift, I was reminded to wipe the cigarette box area behind with a rag. Sawamura squatted down to wash the clean cloth with clean water. Circle, on the table is the orange soda just taken out of the freezer. The bottle is cool and smoke-free. A bastard hair!

Who told you to move so slowly, I'm dying of thirst.At least say hello when I go back to Japan, and go to Senior Ya first to cause trouble for others.It's not your turn to teach. The time of the major league Yankees ace is precious. It's good to come back and see you.

After paying the bill, Sawamura didn't take the Japanese currency that Chenggong Ming handed over. He collected the change in his pocket and threw it at the cash register, and then dropped the ones on the table into the donation box by the way.

"How much leave did you take this time? Look at the two big suitcases of luggage behind you. Did you come to me directly after getting off the plane?"

"Two weeks, what time do you get off work, let's go back together."

Sawamura glanced at the cold and windy weather outside and couldn't help frowning his pretty brows. In the morning, he received a call from Harada Masakori, saying that his little pitcher was having trouble with him because of some trivial matters, and he wanted to trouble himself Take care, at first I thought it was just a common quarrel between couples, but Cheng Gongming really planned to waste the precious time with his lover at his house.

The next person to switch shifts arrived half an hour earlier. Sawamura asked in a low voice to leave work early, but he readily agreed. The other party was the son of the manager of the store. He had always been a standard baseball fan. When he saw Narimiya Naruto, his eyes lit up and he asked for his autograph. The latter can be regarded as rolling in the industry for many years. He signed his name with a calm face and left the convenience store first, and let Sawamura chase him out with his friends who were surrounded by flowers.

The oncoming cold wind made Sawamura tighten his off-white scarf and sneezed, and he helped pull the suitcase with one hand. The route back home was only a short ten-minute journey until Sawamura led someone in. After taking off his cloth shoes, he finally heard Cheng Gongming's depressed voice vibrating from the air.

"Senior Ya rejected the poaching of a major league scout yesterday. He can obviously come to the United States with me."

"Why, you can't meet your lover often, so Cheng Gong-kun feels lonely?"

"...so what."

It is rare that there is no childish rebuttal. Cheng Gongming threw himself heavily on the sofa and at the same time began to reflect on his own ignorance. The maintenance of a relationship is by no means just as long as there is mutual liking. They are no longer young and ignorant There are many high school students, and everyone is responsible for the path they choose.

Harada Masamori has also expressed his position several times that he does not want to eat baseball as a meal, and he has other things he wants to do to practice.

Sawamura lowered his eyelashes and sat down on the sofa, suddenly remembering the second half of Masakone Harada's phone call.

"Miyuki signed a three-year deal with the Yankees, which will probably be headlines tomorrow morning.Ming came back this time to take him back to the United States.Did Miyuki tell you all this? 』

No, senior Miyuki may plan to tell me later, after all, I am not his, there is no need to rank me first.

Sawamura Eijun answered like this at the time. He looked at the slippers, mugs, tea sets, and the answering machine on the low cabinet in the room. Of course, it also included the shampoo in the bathroom that was out of sight. A pair of small fox tea lights──the only decoration that Miyuki asked to take away when we broke up──he should thank himself for tidying up his feelings so cleanly, there is no trace of Miyuki Kazuya’s living here, he should throw it away , only one scarf was left, he told himself that it was only because he was afraid of the cold, and he kept it for every winter in the future.

He told himself that it was not because of loneliness, let alone those regrets that could not be expressed.

On the day after he proposed to break up, he hid at home alone and cried for a long time, until the courier rang the doorbell to deliver this belated gift to him.The order date was a week ago, which happened to be the third anniversary of their relationship, and there was an apology written on the card for not being able to spare time to watch the night scene together.

"You're already lucky."

It took a long time for Sawamura to dig out these words from his chest. He is not a character who is good at comforting others, or he is better at infecting and motivating others with his aura. Unfortunately, he can't even keep calm now. Very difficult.

I couldn't let go, so I was tortured like this.

──

If there is someone you like, wait for the confession 30 seconds before he is about to leave.Taurus.

The farewell was not as far away as imagined. When Eijun Sawamura was sitting in the lounge before boarding the plane and kept making noises as usual, he was restrained by Yoichi Kuramochi with a cross for nearly three minutes before he coughed wildly with tears in his eyes and came to see everyone off. It is also because of such a hot scene that the whole room is not contaminated with any sad oxygen.

Miyukiichi is also the protagonist of this farewell. He changed to the VIP lane because he was afraid of fans blocking the venue. The room was specially prepared by the airline. There was only one hour left before the boarding time, and it was time for him to leave with Narimiya Naruto, so He smiled and thanked everyone for their willingness to come.

Sawamura Eijun didn't ask when the next meeting should be, so he didn't mention it either.

"Have a good trip, Miyuki-senpai! You have to live well even there!"

"... Can words pass through the brain? Also, the plane needs a headwind when it takes off, idiot-"

"Huh? Is that so? Hey Kazuya Miyuki! Don't call me stupid!"

Miyuki liked to tease Sawamura while laughing and cursing. Miyuki liked to tease Sawamura like this. The latter stared at the cat's eyes with displeasure, but he didn't move away, his head was lowered and he didn't know what he was thinking.

Well, maybe there is no future anyway.

"Did you read today's horoscope? My horoscope has been the same sentence for two consecutive days. Is it finally over?"

"Don't talk nonsense! The god of the constellation will be angry! Speaking of which, I didn't expect Miyuki-senpai to still be ordering."

"Well, it's nothing serious, I'll just keep it until now."

After the announcement of the check-in procedures sounded, the homework began, and the crowd gradually poured in front of the boarding gate. Narimiya helped to pull the luggage in first, and secretly pushed Sawamura to tell him to move quickly. This was his last chance. If you miss it, it's really over.

He also knew in his heart, but how hard it is to take this step, he is no longer a simple and youthful age in high school, a simple sentence like a stalk in his chest tossing and turning turned into bitterness, so he withdrew from the crowded place and stepped back two step.

Just 30 seconds, give yourself 30 seconds.

Miyuki tightened his grip on the luggage crossbar. That guy has always been brainless. In the end, even though he wanted to hug him, he ran away. Maybe he can only be blamed for being too clumsy in terms of emotions. If he hadn't separated at the beginning, Could they both be a little more candid with each other now?

Suddenly, he suddenly stopped and turned his head to smile, the corner of his mouth moved and silently said something with his lips. The distance was very far, but he knew that Sawamura could understand it.

"That Sawamura guy didn't cry, he wanted to grab his nose and laugh at him haha."

"...Kazuya, how did you develop your character..."

After squinting, Cheng Gongming lowered the back of the seat and covered the blindfold to take a nap for a while. The fuselage was already driving on the runway, and it would take off in a few tens of seconds.

Miyuki looked at the scenery by the window from bottom to top, and his ears were buzzing when he flew into the sky. When he boarded the plane, it was probably the closest day in his life to the sun. For some reason, he remembered the guy from the previous trip with Sawamura The look of yelling at the position.

So happy, yet so sad.

Cheng Gongming thought he could sleep well, but he couldn't help opening his mouth during the silent and long flight.

"I spent the night at Sawamura's house yesterday."

Yu Xing didn't answer, leaning on the back of the chair quietly waiting for the other party to continue talking, the latter smacked his mouth and whispered that both of them were idiots.

"He cried for a long time, but he didn't want to keep you. As long as Sawamura asks, Kazuya will definitely not come to America with me. I told him so, but he didn't do anything."

"...He tried hard, and so did I."

Narimiya's eyes widened in surprise and he kept asking when it was. He had been by Sawamura's side since yesterday until now. On the side coat pocket.

There is a thing in the world called a text message.

nonsense!So what did that guy pass on to you?

Horoscope for Taurus and Scorpio.

What! ?It's really too stupid.It's such a time, I still care about horoscope divination!

I didn't know he was smart.

how about you?Did you call him back?

Yes, in the waiting room just now, using lip language.

Miyuki couldn't help but push aside Narimiya Naruto, who had gossip stars in his eyes, and asked him to be quiet, why did he tell you what he said.

Sawamura did not go home immediately after leaving the airport, but ran to Tokyo Tower to buy a ticket and stood on the special observatory 250 meters above the ground and sat on the floor in a daze. Kuramochi Yoichi followed him because he was worried. I yelled "I'm fine, I'm going out for a walk" several times, but I didn't leave because of this. There were almost no tourists on the observatory. It was minus two degrees, with thin snow and cold wind. Only Sawamura Eijun would have the leisure to think of going up to see Panorama of fucking Tokyo.

Hiroshi Kuramochi swallowed all the swear words in his mouth and held back, but Miyuki Kazuya bowed his head like that and begged him to take care of the idiot no matter what he said until Sawamura found the next person he could rely on.

The premise is to find such a guy, Miyuki Kazuya, you are so sure that an idiot with an IQ of less than fifty will not be unsalable.Well, maybe not even thirty.

"I don't care if I catch a cold the next day if I wear so little and come up to blow the air."

Kuramochi took off his down jacket and put it on Sawamura. The latter sneezed several times with his cheeks flushed from the cold, and when he picked up his sleeves and twisted his nose, he was tortured by the furious Kuramochi with a cross fixation for two minutes. Yi Yi broke free and wanted to take a breath, turned around and saw the giants' team flag hanging on the top of an unknown commercial building, but he couldn't help but squatted on the ground and cried loudly.

Kuramochi Yoichi thanked no one nearby, he didn't want to be misunderstood as a cheating lover who wanted to break up.Pats along his back to help Sawamura ease his emotions. The squatting kitten was crying blindly, gasping for breath and coughing loudly. Take a closer look.

Miyuki also rejected him, and they couldn't be together again after all.

For Sawamura Eijun, the 30-second wait was not easy. It took him three years to decide to give this person and himself a chance to pick up the broken pieces again.

But Miyuki still left his world, and it's time for him to admit that he still loves so deeply, so deeply, so painfully and so submissively.

"I'm sorry, I seem to only make you cry. 』

The lip language that represented parting silently pierced the scars of the two people who had been silent for a long time. As a result of insisting on going to the end, there was no dawn.

No, Dawn.